Sir, I'm not good

Gu Yinian and Jian Wan looked at each other in blank dismay, what is the background of this person in front of them?What is "I helped you solve it"?

"Gu Yinian, do you know her?"

"I still want to ask you."

Jian Wan didn't understand, what happened to this doctor?Scared her for a long time, and finally told her to help her solve it?How did this work out?when?

Asked if she didn't understand, she grabbed Shen Yao who was about to leave, and asked directly in Shen Yao's professional smile: "Who are you?"

"Can't read?"

Shen Yao pointed to the badge pinned to her clothes, on which was written "Neurologist, Shen Yao".

After finishing speaking, she pushed Jian Wan's hand away, and said to Gu Yinian: "Your doctor has something to do with you, you can go to him now."

"What about you?" Jian Wan asked.

"Of course I'm going to see my brother, no, I'm going to see your friend."

Jian Wan followed without thinking, "I'm going to see him too."

But she was blocked by Shen Yao at the door, and she couldn't go out. She looked over suspiciously, and she still had that professional smile that looked gentle but implied a fierce look.

"What are you doing?"

"I can't hold on to the group of people you brought for too long, and you have to work hard to end them, no, to solve them."

"...where are they?"

Jian Wan thought it was reasonable, and in order not to leak the news, she decided to quickly deal with her subordinates.

Seeing this, Gu Yinian got up and said goodbye to the two, saying that he was going to see Dr. Sun.

Shen Yao ignored Jian Wan's question at this time, sent Gu Yinian out of the ward, and watched him disappear around the corner of the corridor.

Jian Wan was a little annoyed, what happened to this man?You just said to let her deal with the subordinates, but now you pretend not to hear?

"Are you deaf?"

"Little sister, donate your mouth if you can't speak. Don't keep polluting the clean air around me. It's not easy for the government to control pollution. Please be considerate."

"you!"

"What's wrong with me? I didn't mean you, but you still dare to follow me to find Shu Xian? Think about what you did just now, do you need me to remind you?"

Jian Wan wanted to get angry, but when Shen Yao said this, she suddenly remembered something, she couldn't swear for a while, and her face turned red with anger.

Seeing Jian Wan who was swollen with anger like a little ball, Shen Yao amused her again.

Amusing kids is always so much fun.

"Okay, since you let go of Shu Xian's sweetheart, then run away quickly. In my opinion, Gu Yinian will not let you go easily when he comes back."

"Xu Zhi is not his sweetheart!"

"Really?" Shen Yao turned around to look at her, and asked with a smile, "Then who do you think is? Bai Yu?"

Jian Wan choked.

"If Shu Xian's kindness to Xu Zhi has surpassed the limit of a friend, then who cares if he loves Xu Zhi in his heart?"

"But in Shu Xian's heart, Bai Yu must be the most important, no one else can compare."

Jian Wan is very sure, she is very sure of this.

But Shen Yao didn't seem guilty because of this, instead she laughed deeper, she asked, "So what? Isn't that also not cherished?"

People who were not cherished well at the beginning, now they have to cherish people similar to him in exchange for a little peace of mind.

Shen Yao looked at the time, guessed that it was time for Shu Xian to wake up, so she walked out of the door of the consulting room, and pulled Jian Wan out by the way.

Shen Yao looked at Jian Wan: "To love someone is to treat him well. Treating someone harshly in the name of love is worse than shit."

Jian Wan was choked again.

But she didn't want to refute this time, and even felt that Shen Yao was right!Rough words are not rough, love is to treat him well!

But when she looked at the empty corridor, she realized that she originally wanted to follow her to see Shu Xian.

But what Shen Yao said was also reasonable, Shu Xian was so kind to Xu Zhi, if he knew that she was sent away by others, then he would definitely not let her go.

And just as Shen Yao said, Gu Yinian loves Shu Xian so much, if he knows that she sent away the person who can make Shu Xian better, then he must not let her go.

Thinking of this, Jian Wan turned around and ran away, hurrying to find the person she brought.

On the one hand, it is to guard against their leaks, and on the other hand, it is also to ensure their own safety.

On the other side, Shen Yao walked to Shu Xian's ward.

When Shen Yao pushed open the door of Shu Xian's room, she felt a gust of cool wind, with a hint of snowy fragrance, blowing her heart.

wind?

Shen Yao immediately realized something was wrong, and quickly squinted her eyes and looked towards the window.

Sure enough, there was a person standing vaguely in front of the window.

The windows are wide open, and the winter sun shines in through the reflection of the snow, making it look clear and clean. The curtains are fluttering, and Shu Xian is standing in between, with his arms outstretched, like a white bird jumping up.

The scene is peaceful, even holy.

Shen Yao was leaning against the door, silently admiring the figure by the window.

Her intuition told her that Shu Xian would not jump off a building.

Because this is the second floor.

She admired it quietly for a while, and then remembered that Shu Xian is not in good health and gets sick easily, so she finally decided to say something to remind her.

"Want to die?"

Shen Yao didn't hug her, just blurted out this sentence.

And the person by the window was stunned after hearing the sound before turning around, saw the person coming, and replied in a low voice: "I've been thinking about it for a long time."

Shen Yao walked over, went to the window and closed it for Shu Xian, and saw blood on the ground at Shu Xian's feet.

Looking further up, it was because Shu Xian pulled out the infusion needle.

"Then you transfer to another doctor first, find a high-rise ward and then jump, don't harm me."

While talking, Shen Yao grabbed Shu Xian by the shoulder, dragged him back to the hospital bed, and then called the nurse to re-infuse Shu Xian.

Shu Xian didn't resist either, like a little chicken, he let Shen Yao carry on.

After the nurse came to give him a new injection, he looked at Shen Yao who hadn't left, and then said slowly: "Just now, I didn't want to die."

Shen Yao was indeed waiting for him to speak, but she didn't expect Shu Xian to say this.

She raised her eyebrows, followed his words and asked, "Then what do you want to do?"

"Look at the snow."

"...So you pulled out the needle? You opened the window while wearing a thin hospital gown?"

"It's not convenient to move with a needle." Shu Xian said it sincerely, making Shen Yao have no doubts.

She froze for a moment, and pointed to the shelf next to the hanging bottles to Shu Xian: "There are rollers on the infusion stand, don't you know?"

Shu Xian leaned out of the bed in the direction of her finger, looked at the rollers of the infusion stand on the ground, and froze for a moment.

He said honestly, "I didn't see it."

"It's understandable. Your brain may be relatively sluggish now. If you are in a manic state, it will be completely opposite, and your thinking will be much more unrestrained."

Shu Xian nodded, accepting.

In this situation, he must no longer refuse to face the fact that he is sick.

After all, Jian Wan also knew about it, Gu Yinian had a showdown with herself, and even Xu Zhi knew about it.

It doesn't make sense to keep it a secret anymore. I guess my parents, various relatives, including people from the Gu family, will know about it soon.

He now feels like a lying, living trouble.

"What are you thinking?"

"what?"

Shu Xian looked over subconsciously, saw Shen Yao staring at him, and said to himself with a serious face: "Don't think about it."

"...I can't help myself, you know."

This is the truth, Shu Xian couldn't help feeling that he was a trouble when he woke up.

He thought, if he had never fallen in love with Gu Yinian and rejected the commercial marriage at the beginning, would it be possible that Gu Yinian would not have fallen in love with him like this.

Without him, Gu Yinian would still be that business elite, the pride of many people, admired by many people.

And after he joined Gu Yinian's life, it would only bring him pain.

Just like what he brought to himself.

"Little brother, do you love to cry so much?"

Shen Yao watched silently from the side, and took a few pieces of paper from the tissue box on the bedside table and handed them over.

Shu Xian cried expressionlessly, tears poured out from the corners of his eyes and rolled onto the pillow. His heart seemed to be in pain, but his expression didn't change much.

It seems that it can be summed up in only two words, despair.

But the depth of this despair can't be summed up in words.

Shen Yao sat by the bed and looked at Shu Xian, just like looking at the countless patients she had treated.

Each of them is so painful, but has a very different pain.

"Where's Gu Yinian?"

"He went to see Dr. Sun."

"Is he well?"

"The strength of the anesthetic has passed, he is healthier than you, and now you are the worst among everyone."

"What about Jian Wan?"

"Fleeing."

"……what?"

"It's nothing."

Shu Xian was a little puzzled, and wanted to ask Jian Wan what she was doing and what "fleeing from disaster" meant, but he was extremely tired, so he didn't bother to ask for a while.

Fortunately, Shen Yao didn't plan to go into details with Shu Xian, so she directly asked the next question: "What are you going to do now?"

This question might as well let Shu Xian think about what Jian Wan is doing. When it comes to his own future, Shu Xian doesn't want to think about it at all.

To be honest, he didn't plan to treat the disease from the very beginning because he didn't want to have a future.

He has been adhering to the attitude of "living until the day is the day", and has lived to this day.

And after experiencing so much today, he dare not think about the future.

So he tried to change the subject very stiffly: "What time is it now."

"One o'clock in the afternoon, don't change the subject, just think about it!"

Unmoved, Shen Yao forced Shu Xian to think about her own problems.

But fortunately, she is not too stupid. After considering Shu Xian's brain is not working well, the guide first asked: "Come on a little bit, are you going to receive treatment next?"

"...Can I not accept it?"

Shu Xian still seemed to be very resistant, but compared to the original refusal, his attitude is obviously much softer now.

Shen Yao didn't force her, she just nodded and said "yes", and under Shu Xian's hopeful eyes, she began to analyze the pros and cons for him.

"Of course you can refuse. Gu Yinian should respect it, but that little girl will definitely beg you to receive treatment. Once she makes a fuss, your illness will be exposed very easily, and then you will have to face your family..."

"do not talk."

Shu Xian interrupted Shen Yao's words, covered his face, his brows almost wrinkled.

This is as scary as it sounds.

Shen Yao no longer opened her mouth to chant scriptures, but just waited silently for Shu Xian's response.

She knew that Shu Xian was a rational and pragmatic person, and Shu Xian actually knew which choice was better for her at the moment, but she just didn't want to face this choice for a while.

Sure enough, she didn't wait for 2 minutes, the person on the bed took her hand away, showing a sad face, and said to her aggrievedly: "I accept."

"Accept what?" Shen Yao pushed forward.

"……receive treatment!"

"Okay, then I will recommend a treatment plan for you! The first plan is to focus on medicine and surgery, that is, you will be treated intensively in the hospital for a period of time..."

"Wait." Shu Xian interrupted Shen Yao, his eyebrows became more serious, and he asked, "Where's Jian Wan?"

Shen Yao didn't expect Shu Xian to still think about Jian Wan, but after thinking about it, she needed to know anyway, it doesn't matter if it was earlier.

So she laughed and moved closer: "Let me tell you something first, guess who it is related to?"

"It's about me?"

"nonsense."

Shu Xian frowned again, showing some anxiety in his seriousness.

Without hesitation, he directly asked, "What's wrong with Xu Zhi?"

"...That's how you guessed it?"

The smile on Shen Yao's face was a little broken, revealing a trace of surprise.

Seeing that Shen Yao confirmed his guess, Shu Xian was a little anxious and wanted to get up, but Shen Yao's quick-sighted hand quickly grabbed his wrist, so the needle on the back of his hand didn't come out.

After pushing the person back, Shen Yao spoke, and said lightly, "He's gone."

"……Who?"

"It's Xu Zhi, didn't you hear? Xu Zhi decided to leave you, Shu Xian."