Polaris

What do you get when you add daffodil root powder to a wormwood infusion?Snape sat at the desk to let his mind go, and the scene from four years ago appeared in front of his eyes again. At that time, Harry and Poloris had just entered school. That was the first time he saw Lily's child. Potter was almost exactly the same, except for those eyes, which looked like Lily's, and he couldn't see anything except that green smudge.He asked that question almost subconsciously. He didn't care if Harry could answer it, he just wanted to say it. He thought that no one would understand the apology, but he forgot the voice sitting behind Harry. child.Poloris Ionios Black, the eternal North Star of the Black family, he should have learned her intelligence a long time ago, how could he not guess it with her knowledge reserve?It's just that he didn't expect that Poloris really cared about him so much that he wouldn't let his slightest overtones go.Snape's eyebrows frowned, and he suddenly remembered that Poloris had been avoiding him since the Potions class in the first grade, and his thoughts went back to the night when Poloris ran away from home. Already know his secret, or go forward, on that night of brewing Felicia or in the afternoon of her magic riot?Snape lowered his eyes, thinking it all through.

He suddenly felt a little ridiculous. A double agent who could fool the Dark Lord was seen through by a ten-year-old child after two meetings. If Poloris knew from the age of ten that he loved Lily... Snape shook his head, it must be eleven years old, Poloris' behavior after the first Potions class convinced him of this idea.Since you are a person who can see through people at a glance, why do you refuse to believe my confession?Snape closed his eyes in pain, and what flashed in his mind was Poloris' suspicious gaze. He never thought that she would look at him like that. Should he be grateful for Poloris' affectionate and persistent affirmation of him? ?Snape was a little annoyed that he had been focusing on Harry and Voldemort before and never thought about Poloris' behavior in detail. He ignored so many details that they missed so much. I have missed 11 years, how many 14 years will I have in my life?

"You're really amazing." The ethereal voice sounded in the silent room, and the signature upswing of the ending made Snape's face darken, Meryl.

"Where's Aio?" He looked at the person standing by the bedroom door at some point, although they used the same body, the difference in temperament between the two people was too great.

"Thanks to you, I passed out again." Meryl's tone was brisk, but Snape still heard a deep sense of reproach in it. "If you're really good for her, don't let her touch any memories from last year. She didn't forget but lost it." Meryl looked down at Snape, those beautiful gray green jade-like pairs A cold light flashed in his eyes. "That part of her soul was completely swallowed by the Killing Curse, and you let her consciousness go after this to make her actively seek death." Seeing that Snape was still talking, she interrupted him quickly. "She won't need Legilimency now, don't even think about it."

"Then... what about the Pensieve?" Snape clenched his fists in his sleeves, Meryl looked at him with raised eyebrows, and answered with a sigh after a long time.

"I don't think you can get it." She just said one sentence and walked back to the bedroom and fell asleep. Her injury was still not healed. If Poloris' injury hadn't awakened her, she should still be asleep. She Just got up to warn Snape that Poloris's soul is too much to deal with, Meryl doesn't want this body, one permanent Dark Magic damage is bad enough, plus Cruciatus and Killing Curse She really doubts the lifespan of this body, but thinking that Polaris is an idiot who does not hesitate to pay any price and does not care about herself, Meryl does not have the heart to make predictions, she is afraid to see this star fall at its brightest moment, Polaris It really shouldn't fall like a meteor, that kind of eternal brightness is attached to by too many people.

The moment Meryl fell into a deep sleep, Poloris woke up, she was still a little dizzy, what kind of magic could swallow the soul?She rubbed her swollen temples and got out of bed. This was not the first time she had slept in this bedroom. Although the interval was a bit long, it might be because Snape hadn't changed the layout here. Poloris She was even familiar with this place. Her eyes stopped on the white wine and the empty wine bottle on the table. I saw several bottles in the cabinet when I was treating the wound, and that bottle of wine... was a transparent hexagonal crystal bottle with superb cutting skills, and the mouth of the bottle was carefully engraved with ancient runes. After a closer look, it was just a sealed spell. She didn't have Tom and Snape's magical nose that knew all the formulas by smelling it. After all, there was something called talent that couldn't be bought by hard work. It is simply judged that this is not an ordinary bottle of wine.

What happened in fourth grade?Poloris didn't dare to think anymore. From the coma just now, she deeply realized how bad it would be if she went to pursue her memories, but Tom and Snape's behavior gave her a headache. The changes in everything seemed real, Tom's abdication and tenderness, Snape's concession and compromise, even Poloris herself couldn't guess what she had done, she hadn't been like this for too long, She felt that she woke up from a see-through bystander to a ridiculously blinded fool. Sirius just said that she was hit by a troublesome spell when he was killing Voldemort. I don't even bother to say his name, Poloris doesn't know what he is running away, but she knows very well that everyone hides a lot of truth for her under the banner of 'for your own good'. After realizing this, she She decides to find the truth by herself, but her soul refuses. If she goes deeper, her life may be in danger. She finds it ridiculous to think about it, thinking about herself to death?Maybe it's because she hurt her soul just now, now she can't even think a little hard about what happened when she just woke up, starting from the details, she forgot whether Sirius was sitting by the bed or in a chair that day, and the memory is still being lost !She stopped to think, cold sweat had appeared on her forehead, and she couldn't think anymore!

"I don't want to die," she whispered to herself. "But I don't want to be cheated either." She was silent for a while, then lowered her head in frustration.Is it too greedy?The death of the Dark Lord was caused by her alone, maybe as the price she deserved to pay something to pay for her own ambition, Poloris pursed her lips and looked at the closed wooden door, Snape was still outside, she didn't Knowing what the phrase 'I love you' is all about, he has clearly stated in that Potions class that he will never forget Lily in his life, and then he also proved this with his actions, Poloris thought She can't do anything that will change his mind. She is too rational in many things. As early as the first grade, after knowing Snape's intentions, Poloris gave up the feelings she had for Snape after waking up. Nostalgic, her pride does not allow her to be a substitute, even after knowing that he is the child, she has always restrained her emotions within a controllable range.But if it is true as Snape said, unless something terrible happens and both of them change their minds, the only thing Poloris knows is that Voldemort is dead, but she herself fell into a deep sleep for half a year afterwards, and the time is wrong .Poloris pulled back from the brink before the year when her mind slipped to a blank, she could no longer bear a single lapse of memory.So what happened to Tom?That meticulous tenderness and familiar gesture?She never guessed what the moody Dark Lord was thinking, but if the two were indeed lovers as everyone said, Poloris wondered just as much what made her change her mind.Poloris stood up and stretched. There are many ways to verify the facts, and she can do something even if she can't think of it.

The old bell rang, and Poloris pushed open the door, seeing Snape sitting at his desk grimly correcting his vacation homework, she knocked back to get his attention.

"I thought... maybe you'd like to show me your Patronus, Severus?" Syl said Snape's Patronus was Lily, and if it was true that Snape said he no longer loved Lily, then whatever that Patronus is, at least it shouldn't be a deer.Snape silently picked up the wand on the table, he knew that this might be the only chance to make Poloris believe him, and he gave up after learning that Dumbledore had lent the Pensieve to Riddle Way, although Dumbledore didn't say it, but Snape already knew his position.How many years have passed?His hand holding the wand was slightly out of control, and he took a deep breath, then flicked his wrist.

"Calling Guardian." Silver-blue light sprayed from the tip of the wand, and both of them stared at the slowly forming Patronus without blinking. Snape quietly turned his eyes away to Poloris, she His body looked fine, but his face was still a little pale.The God-Crying Guard slowly took shape, Poloris blinked quickly, and Snape didn't see anything flash in her eyes, only the smile in her eyes afterward.

"It's me?" The silver arctic fox ran two steps in the air and jumped onto her shoulder. Poloris tried to reach out and touch it, but the hot magical touch made her move her hand away. She didn't know that it was filled with What kind of memories can make the Patronus hot like this.But she was sure that Snape hadn't lied to her.Snape didn't answer. He remembered how panicked he was when he saw his transformed Patronus that night in St. Mungo's. That was the only thing he could remember about Lily, but now, he was very grateful for his The Patronus turned into an arctic fox, and he was slightly relieved to see Poloris calm down.