Polaris

The light red liquid was dazzled by the fire, Poloris lowered her eyes to look at the potion that was still shaking, she never expected any surprises from Snape's potion, four years of memory made it clear to her Realizing that this Potions professor disdains changing the flavor of the medicine, of course, this is definitely in line with his character and consistent style, so this time Poloris could not help but be a little surprised to smell the sweet strawberry smell after opening the bottle. There is no misunderstanding that Snape has strawberry juice here or that he took something wrong. The only explanation can only be that Snape changed the flavor of the medicine on his own initiative. She looked up at the expressionless Snape, who was handing the medicine to She then sat on the sofa opposite and seemed to have something to say to her.Seeing her looking up suspiciously, Snape glanced at the potion in her hand and looked away. Changing the smell of the potion to this kind of sweet taste obviously violated his usual persistence, and Poloris suddenly felt that he was very uncomfortable like this. Cute, she pursed her lips to suppress a smile.

"Is there anything you want to tell me, Severus?" She drank the potion and gently placed the clear glass bottle on the small table. Snape felt that light sound seemed to be the most tense in his brain. His hand on the armrest tightened slightly on that nerve.

"You and...Riddle are not lovers." He said this in a straight tone, while carefully observing Poloris's expression from the corner of his eyes, she tilted her head and looked a little puzzled.

"But... I danced with him on Christmas Eve." She said puzzled. "I won't dance with anyone I don't like." When she said this, her tone was very sure, and Snape suddenly turned his head to look at her, his dark eyes fixed on her, as if To see through her. "Or...do you know why I'm his partner?" Poloris looked at Snape, who seemed to know something, she thought.

"I don't know," he whispered.Snape took a deep breath, he really didn't know why she agreed, but... "Before then, you were dancing with me, in the Slytherin Chapel." He looked at Poloris, Eyes focused.

"Demonstration?" Poloris blinked. If it was Snape, she would not refuse. She liked him very much. The stubborn child who looked like a little black cat back then had the power to make her more than ten years old. The unforgettable light. "So... why was it Tom at Christmas? Did I reject you? Or did you reject me?" Or, did she accept Tom on Christmas?Snape's words were vague, he wanted to say, is it him she loves?Poloris tapped lightly on the back of her left hand with her slender fingers.Snape became irritable. He didn't know how to tell Poloris. After all, her attitude towards him changed completely after the Cruciatus Curse woke up. She doesn't know about the Cruciatus Curse now, so she just pretends One of his closest friends, how could he convince Poloris that she loved him?His eyes landed on the red and swollen lips of Poloris, and he knew that he couldn't delay any longer, that bastard Riddle was getting more and more intrusive, if he didn't do anything else, Poloris would be completely taken away by that bastard one day Walk.He stood up abruptly and leaned over, Poloris backed away a little in fright, she leaned against the back of the back, looking at him with gray-green eyes puzzled.Snape just looked at her, he held her curvy soft neck and kissed her lips under Poloris' surprised gaze, Snape admitted that he was a little out of control, he hadn't seen her in half a year, this It was the first time they touched each other after nearly a year. The cool and soft touch easily evokes his memories of Christmas Eve. He still remembers her soft waist and the curve that was almost broken by him at that time, and his mouth was full of tears. The sweet and greasy strawberry smell made him a little distracted, Poloris didn't respond, Snape saw her cold expression and let her back half a step, at that moment his heart flinched fiercely, even though he Knowing that Poloris didn't remember anything, but he still couldn't accept that she faced him with such a cold expression.Snape pursed his lips, he clenched his fists hard and looked at her, he only regretted that he didn't deal with Bella sooner, if he had been quicker, everything would have been different.

"I..." Poloris said only one word, but she didn't know who the hot feeling was directed at just now. She knew that Snape loved Lily the most, the kind who could hold Lily All the burning enthusiasm was for her, and Poloris couldn't think of a reason. She remembered that Lisnape had kissed her many times, but she always felt that she was mistaken for Lily. The joke-like kiss in the back alley only made her calm down after a flurry of heartbeats. Snape was implying that he was the one she loved. Judging from his changes, he seemed to really value her, but ... Poloris frowned slightly, but was it all for her or something else?Even though Poloris has always been confident, she never felt that she had the ability to let the person who was going to die silently protecting Harry with a lifetime of guilt for Lily transfer that desperate love and enthusiasm from a dead only The rest of the beautiful phantom was moved to her. The living can never replace the dead. She knew it from the time she walked out of the basement. "You... like me?" After all, she still couldn't say the hurtful words of 'I'm not Lily'.Snape was stung by the uncertainty in that tone, he exhaled slowly and looked at Poloris intently.

"I love you." His tone was straight and blunt, and the ending sounded a little erratic.Snape never thought that he would be able to say this sentence in this life. The sentence he had never said made his lips and tongue uncomfortable. When he said this sentence, his heart seemed to be cursed by some kind of curse. Beating his chest regularly, he felt like he was handing a knife to Poloris. If she said no, he might not use that knife at all, and he himself would die in pain. He was carrying out a It's a gamble you can't afford to lose.Poloris seemed to be frozen by this sentence, and she looked at Snape with wide eyes, but the doubts in her eyes continued unabated.The firewood in the fireplace cracked, and she blinked back to her senses.

"I... I really don't know what happened last year." Poloris looked away, and Snape's eyes went cold. "But Severus, weren't you... the mother who loved Harry dearly?"

"I didn't think of you as her." Snape hurriedly interrupted her before she finished speaking. He stepped forward and put his hands on the armrest. The compression of the space made Poloris a little uneasy. "I am looking at you and only you, Ionios."

"Only me?" Poloris repeated this sentence with an inquiring tone. What happened in the fourth grade?She felt that the missing part of her soul was aching because of her exploration, and the missing soul couldn't be found, and she didn't even know how she was hurt so badly, how could she know what happened to Tom and Snape? What's going on?

"Only you." With a firm and decisive tone, Snape became agitated. He didn't know where Poloris's clever and strangely structured little head went. He had already said it so clearly, why she was still puzzled ?How long has she misunderstood?Why did she think he was looking at Lily anyway?

"And Tom and I...?"

"That bastard's wishful thinking!" He interrupted her violently. How could she still think about others at this moment? !As if frightened by his attitude, Poloris tried to shrink back into the sofa again, Snape took a deep breath, he didn't want to scare her, really didn't.

"I... I think I need to calm down." Poloris raised her right hand slightly, and Snape interrupted her Apparation with a jerk of her hand.

"Where are you going?" He narrowed his eyes dangerously at her, and the strength in his hands increased a little, Poloris pursed her lips and did not answer. "Want to find Professor Riddle?" He speculated maliciously.

"Please let me go, sir, it's time for me to go back to the lounge." Poloris's tone became slightly colder, the breath on Snape's body was too dangerous, she didn't understand what made him become like this, But if he refused to calm down, her wrist would be the first to suffer.

"Don't let go." He can no longer accept her leaving, even though he understands that it will upset Poloris, but he really can't accept that Poloris escaped from him, wherever, wherever To whom.

"Come on," Poloris said softly. "My mind is in a mess now, don't force me, okay?"

"Forcing you?" Do you know that you are driving me crazy like this?Snape stared at her, and suddenly he saw Poloris's face turned pale, she stretched out her hand to cover her lips, and a faint smell of blood spread between the two of them.Cruciatus Curse sequelae or Killing Curse sequelae? !Snape quickly pulled out his wand and threw a detection spell. The black and red light almost broke the solid birch wand in his hand. "Damn it." He threw a fainting blow at Poloris, then picked her up and walked into the bedroom. How could he be so negligent?Poloris's questioning of the past touched the missing part of the soul, and the sequelae of the Killing Curse are by no means so easy to solve. Snape closed the door and walked back to the office quickly. Uneasy brat!He thought bitterly, couldn't he just believe it obediently?Why do you have to think so much?Why just refuse to believe that he loves her and not Lily?Snape's eyes rested on the water of life and death in the cabinet, and he suddenly remembered the question in the first year class, if Poloris had understood then... He hated her over-smart mind for the first time.