hibiscus past years

.I was afraid to disturb you, so I waited outside. "

"I heard all your conversations."

"I'm very grateful that you took me in and trusted me so much, so I plan to tell you about me and don't want to continue to deceive you."

After Gu Fengzhu said this, he lowered his head and dared not look at the people behind him.For the first time in his life, he told others about his experience, and he didn't know what the other party would think or think of him, and there was uneasiness in his voice that could not be hidden in the future: "Are you...would you be...afraid? Want...to hurry up Shall I go?"

The person who was calm and calm from the beginning to the end, as if he didn't care about anything, only now revealed the panic and helplessness that had been hidden in his heart for a long time.That was the true heart that he tried to hide with indifference and calmness, and it was exposed by himself without warning. For the first time in his life, he willingly handed over his future to another person, letting him decide whether to stay or not. future life.

Shen Mujin has never experienced that kind of pain, helplessness, and despair. So far his life has been going smoothly, even if there are few twists and turns, but they are harmless. Generally speaking, his life has been smooth.An ordinary person like him who grew up in a modern society cannot understand the hardships of licking blood to survive in the rain of swords and swords, and naturally he cannot fully empathize with himself.But this does not prevent him from imagining the hardship and difficulty.

Although I was really shocked and frightened when I heard this at the beginning, especially the first sentence "I killed someone", but as he continued to tell, listening to the cool voice and calm voice Speaking in a soft tone, his heart gradually calmed down, and gradually he was able to follow his plain statement that was almost a bystander, thinking carefully between the lines, pondering carefully, deliberating slowly and fully imagining.

Although he was safe and sound all his life, he was not a person who did not understand the cruelty of existence and the sinister nature of the human heart.He knew the helplessness and hardship of the young Gu Fengzhu under such circumstances, he also understood his behavior and psychology of killing enemies, and he also understood his bewilderment, fear and alienation when he first came here.

He walked over slowly, slowly approaching the other party, a total of several steps away, he walked firmly and without hesitation.He slowly stretched out his hand, and hugged the child who was anxiously waiting for the result, his younger brother, tightly into his arms, without letting go for a long time.

A little bit of fireflies swimming in the night are flickering around, and a little bit of yellow-green light is floating in the grass.There were four or five curious fireflies flying towards them, dragging the small lanterns on their tails. They flickered from time to time, glowing like stars in the dark night, circling around and swimming around the two of them. Unwilling to leave, she held a small bright lamp and diligently shone on the two who embraced tightly.

After a long time, Shen Mujin spoke slowly, with a soothing charm in her gentle voice, and said softly: "I will not drive you away, never. As long as you turn around, I will always be here."

"Your future will not be smooth, but it will not be full of thorns." He said, "Because of me, I will accompany you and give you a home."

The panic and fear of being abandoned that had been buried deep in my heart for a long time disappeared instantly because of these words.He stretched out his hand cautiously, and hugged the man in front of him who gave him promise, reliance and sense of security, his elder brother, tightly, for fear that he would disappear if he didn't pay attention.The heart that has been wandering for many years and dare not let go finally has a home at this moment. I am excited and satisfied but cherish it with care.

It would be a lie to say that he was not afraid. Before that, he had never even thought about telling others about his past, because his past was cruel, absurd and ridiculous to anyone here, and the experience of coming here was even more so. No one will be convinced if you say it like a joke made by God.He thought that he would never tell anyone in this life, that he would bury these past and secrets in his heart forever, and no one would know until he died and brought them into the loess.But he still overestimated his own resistance and underestimated the influence of external factors.

The appearance of Shen Mujin was unexpected and irresistible from the very beginning, and it was the biggest irresistible factor.

In the end, he was defeated by him, and he couldn't help but confess everything to him.

Fortunately, this time, he was lucky.Years of suffering and misery have finally come to an end. Some people are willing to accept themselves regardless of the past.

He lowered his head, put his forehead against his shoulder, smelled the warmth and peace of mind that belonged to him at the moment under the tip of his nose, felt the hot temperature transmitted through the fabric, and his heart gradually returned to calm as if wrapped in warmth.

His voice came out through the material of the clothes, muffled, less indifferent than before, and more satisfied with peace of mind.

"I like it here." He said, "It's not a big place, you have a home."

Shen Mujin still hugged him and did not speak, but the tightened arms silently gave him affirmation and support.

The night is hazy, the evening breeze is cool, and occasionally there is a faint fragrance of unknown flowers, which is refreshing.

In the distance are brightly lit tall buildings and small houses, and nearby are fireflies and frogs. They stand quietly under the tree next to the lights, embracing each other, which is better than the world.

20. Parent-child suit

◎"Did you just want to laugh?"◎

Yang Mingjie was not going his way early this morning.

A good opportunity to hang out with the person he likes suddenly turned into a large-scale witness scene of fatherly kindness and filial piety. He was full of depression and wanted to find a friend to complain, but when he opened the door, his friend was facing him The mobile phone was full of smiles, and he, who was frustrated in love, suddenly felt extremely glaring.

He strutted over and pulled out the chair and sat down, resting his legs on the desk, staring at Shen Mujin resentfully with a look of "I'm not feeling well and no one else will feel better".

Fortunately, the two of them came early, before work time.Shen Mujin reluctantly put down the phone, suppressed the smile marks on the corners of her lips, showed a calm expression for listening to the patient's description of the disease, and expressed her concern to her friend: "What's the matter, what happened?"

Yang Mingjie took a glass of water for himself and drank it, slightly relieved his depression, and then he said with a depressed face: "I was so stubborn yesterday that I persuaded him to put on the couple outfit I bought, and made an appointment to take him this morning Go out and get some fresh air. For this time, I got up before dawn and cleaned myself up. I have never bothered to dress up for birthdays and parties in my life!"

When he said this, he took another sip of water angrily.Shen Mujin patted him on the back to cheer him up, guessing: "So...he let you go?"

"No!" He retorted immediately, and then with a silly smile on his face, he continued cheerfully, "He put on the clothes I bought for him, and he looks good in those clothes."

"We were just wearing couple outfits. He was sitting in a wheelchair and I was pushing him. We walked together with the wind blowing. It was wonderful."

When he said this, he stopped, smiling all over his face, already almost bubbling with happiness.

Shen Mujin tilted her head slightly, listened carefully, and waited patiently for him to continue without urging.

Sure enough, his face changed after a while, and he said with a gloomy expression: "But! We just left for a while, and someone came over and said our parent-child outfit is pretty, and asked where we bought it!"

He said angrily: "Tell me, why is that man so blind to say such things!"

"What's more... What's more, Xiao Yu even lowered his head to look at his clothes, and after comparing them with mine seriously, he said: 'Why did I bump into this ugly uncle?'" He complained in an angry manner, "It's too much!"

Shen Mujin looked at the 1.8-meter tall man, who was full of resentment and complaints like an angry little daughter-in-law. She felt that she was so miserable that she wanted to poke her eyes, but she had to speak out to comfort her. It was a physical and mental torment.

"Calm down." He had an idea, and patted his friend's back to come up with an idea, "You should reply: 'Isn't this a parent-child outfit specially bought to recognize you as a godson?'"

Yang Mingjie did not answer, but stared at Shen Mujin for a long time, and then said with resentment: "Did you just want to laugh?"

"..."

was seen.

In fact, when Yang Mingjie was talking about the parent-child outfit just now, the image of him and the boy wearing it automatically appeared in Shen Mujin's mind.

Now there are many well-maintained men in their 30s who are still as young as their 20s. Although Yang Mingjie is only in his 20s, he is still young, but it is still easy to confuse them with those whose age is deceptive. Easy to tell real age.In addition, Han Tianyu was weak, shorter than his peers, and it was difficult to tell his height while sitting in a wheelchair, so even though he was eighteen, he still looked like an underage child.These two people wear similar clothes together, they are indeed more like a loving father and filial son than brothers and friends.

To be honest, although I really don't want to admit it, Shen Mujin couldn't help but want to laugh when thinking of the picture of these two father and son being in harmony.

Originally, because of his friend's mood, he was trying to hold back, but the disguise was exposed by others. In this case, Shen Mujin no longer held back, and simply laughed wantonly without concealing it.

"Xiaoxiaoxiao, what are you laughing at?" Yang Mingjie was so angry when he saw the smile on his face, he slapped the table and said angrily, "This is a sad story, you should cry to labor and management!"

Shen Mujin was almost laughing, and she was lying on the table to relax, but after hearing what he said, she couldn't help but laugh again, and couldn't straighten up for a long time.

Yang Mingjie just watched him laugh wantonly and wildly in silence, and regretted for a while, "I really want to find a hole to get in now."

He indifferently admired the heartless friend who smiled for a while, raised his watch to check the time, drank the remaining water in the glass in one gulp, got up and straightened his appearance and said, "Just keep laughing, I'll go Find my little fish."

He is full