hibiscus past years

Little effect.

Little Frog: It is very difficult to cure someone like Master Liu, and it is even more difficult to get rid of the disease with medicine.But talk is better than nothing, and we still have to be careful not to let him fall.

Gu Fengzhu doesn't understand medicine, Shen Mujin can't understand it.As an old acquaintance who has known each other for many years, he knows Master Liu's physical condition better than Gu Fengzhu.It was a chronic illness for many years, and even the best medical technology was useless.Lost health is precious, just like Master Liu has become Huang Tu's wife, which can never be saved again.

But these truths are not good to tell his pure and kind brother who doesn't know the cruelty of the world, Shen Mujin sighed and decided to hide it.

He changed the topic silently, selling himself for it: Guess which one is me in that photo, and if you guess right, I will tell you an embarrassing story about me when I was young. [cover face]

Fortunately, Gu Fengzhu stayed on the mountain to practice martial arts all year round. He was not deeply involved in the world, and had no sense of crisis for human beings. He obediently was led by the nose without knowing it, and studied the photo seriously.Finally, a hesitant guess: third from the left?

In fact, Gu Fengzhu had guessed in his heart when he first saw that photo, but the teenagers in the photo were too young, their childish faces were full of vigor, their smiles were sunny and vigorous, and they were playful. Huddled together, with faces he had hardly seen before, and the temperaments of the people who played together were more or less alike, which made him unable to tell who was who for a moment.He didn't want to make rash judgments, so he sent a message to ask the deity, hoping to find an answer.

What he didn't expect was that the deity would let him guess by himself.

He had no choice but to type out the answer in his heart according to his own wishes.

Quick reply there.

Little Frog: That's right! [Smiling] So smart, as expected of my younger brother. [pride]

Wintersweet: [smiles]

Wintersweet: Um... brother, there seems to be a root vegetable leaf between your teeth.

Shen Mujin on the other end of the phone was drinking water, and looked down at the reply message.It's okay if you don't look at it, but you almost spit out all the water you just drank when you look at it.

Little frog:……

Little Frog: If you see this kind of thing, you will see it, don't say it.

Little Frog: How embarrassing it is to let others know.

Little Frog: [embarrassed]

Little Frog: [blushes]

Gu Fengzhu typed seriously: I didn't tell anyone.

Little Frog: That's good.

Little Frog: [relaxed]

Gu Fengzhu stared at the message he sent, not knowing whether he should tell him, Master Liu deliberately selected this photo from several photos that he said were his brother, and pointedly said: Let him take a closer look, the smile on that face must have been known and intentional.But he reckoned that his brother probably didn't want too many people to know about it, so after thinking about it, he decided not to say it.

At this time, Master Liu also came back, sitting in front of the wooden door with a small bench, drinking medicine and waiting for guests to come to the door.Gu Fengzhu thought for a while, then typed: Then... Brother, Master Liu... Can you still be like when you were young?

Why did you waste a long time and go back again?

Shen Mujin sighed, trying his best to divert attention, even at the expense of smearing himself: Why, do you despise the pig-killing knife of years, think of eternal youth, or despise your brother and my face that has been ravaged by years? ?

Gu Fengzhu's focus is very strange: Isn't that killing a thousand swords with a face on his face?

Shen Mujin was amused, and replied with a smile: A face that can be hacked into pieces.

Gu Fengzhu corrected: it was full of wrinkles.

Little frog:……

Shen Mujin was thinking about how to get rid of this topic, when Gu Fengzhu's message came again.

Winter Wangxia Grass: Here comes a guest, goodbye.

Shen Mujin, who had been cautious all this time, breathed a sigh of relief, and replied: [wave]

After seeing off the last table of guests, after everyone cleaned up briefly, Gu Fengzhu remained at the end and was responsible for closing the door.

The sky after eight o'clock is full of stars, like fine quicksand covering the sky.A shooting star flew across the night, shining brightly, and it was fleeting before it was seen clearly. Although it was short, it was dazzling enough.

The ice-like full moon with coolness, bright and flawless with silver light, pours cold light waves into the world of mortals, smoothing the heat of the day.In the midsummer when the cicadas were singing, she stood coldly in the night sky, out of tune with the starry sky, adding a touch of desolation and sadness.

Gu Fengzhu was in the midst of the singing of cicadas, quietly looking at the old restaurant under the cold moon.The walls are peeling and dusty at the bottom due to the sun, and the bricks on the wall are gradually cracking. Even if you try your best to resist aging, it is not difficult to predict the sadness when it collapses in the not-too-distant future.Although you can try to buy some materials to make it last for a few years, but it is impossible to repair it.The only way is to tear down and rebuild, but once it does, its original bricks and tiles including everything else will cease to exist.This makeover is tantamount to replacing it.

Gu Fengzhu looked at the twilight building in front of him, as if he could see through it the sad future of the kind and warm old man who was completely opposite to his master.

He's not stupid, even if he doesn't understand medicine, he still understands life, old age, sickness and death as a matter of course.The reason why they asked Shen Mujin was just a fluke mentality, just like the family members of the patient knew that the patient was helpless, but still asked the doctor to save him——with the fluke mentality of knowing that it was impossible, hoping that there would be an accident. Miracle.Unfortunately, although there are miracles, not everyone can meet them.

He also knew that his brother was changing the subject with him, even if he didn't pay attention the first time he changed the subject, he should find something wrong the second time.The rigid transfer ability is not difficult to see the purpose of its owner, if you look back and forth a few times, you will naturally understand.

He didn't blame his brother's other behaviors, he knew that his brother didn't want him to be sad when he found out.He is not a hypocritical person, he will not insist on making impossible things difficult for others, if he can't cure it, he won't be able to cure it, at worst, he just needs to make more compensations before it's too late.

It's just...if it's time to say goodbye, I'll still feel sad and reluctant.

Therefore, Shen Mujin, who deliberately made a detour to pick up his younger brother, saw a melancholy younger brother who was sad for the moon alone and looked down when he arrived.

Like a very sad and cold beauty.

Wanting to marry and go home is ruined...

Shen Mujin was terrified by her own evil thoughts, and cursed herself a few times in her heart, and when she looked over again, her heart calmed down a little.

Looking at the old restaurant in front of me, and thinking about the previous chat, I can probably guess why.

Shen Mujin walked over silently, but before she got close, the other party turned her head back as if she knew there was someone behind her.Maybe it's because of watching Liangyue for a long time, subconsciously, the eyes are also filled with coldness, there seems to be a cold-blooded murderous intent in the depths of those eyes.This discovery surprised Shen Mujin. When she looked closely, she was only delighted and surprised, which was the same as usual, so she just thought she was wrong and didn't take it to heart.

He walked over with a smile and said softly, "Watching the moon?"

The vigilance and vigilance that he had cultivated for many years suddenly relaxed after seeing the person coming, and he nodded: "Yes. I feel that the moon is a bit cold today."

The moon is the same every day, but the mentality changes, and the feeling is also different.He didn't reveal it, and nodded in response: "It's a little bit, maybe it's because of the rain a few days ago, it feels like even the wind is air-conditioned."

As Shen Mujin said, she stomped her feet, stomped away the blood-sucking mosquitoes lying on her lap, and moved towards Gu Fengzhu: "It's a bit cold, let's go back."

Gu Fengzhu is already used to this small bug and itching, he doesn't think there is anything wrong with it, but he still nodded obediently: "Yeah."

19. Confess the past

◎As long as you look back, I will always be there. ◎

There are almost no people to be seen on the darkened road, the surroundings are silent, and even the street lights are lonely, keeping a distance of 15 meters, and they are silent.Without the sand and dust picked up by the cars, even the air becomes fresh. Every breath is filled with the smell of leaves and the fragrance of flowers.

The two brothers walked on the way home, looking at each other silently.

After a while, Gu Fengzhu stopped and looked in one direction.Shen Mujin looked along his line of sight, and saw the tiny water light hidden by tall buildings in the distance and the dark mountain shadow behind it.After recalling and comparing in my mind, I can vaguely distinguish that it is a lake.

Although he didn't understand why his younger brother stopped because of the lake, he still chose to wait quietly.

After a while, Gu Fengzhu opened his mouth, and calmly said about the past:

"I killed people."

Shen Mujin was startled and looked over in disbelief.The people beside him didn't look at him, they just stared at the almost invisible water wave with cold white moonlight in the distance, with no expression and calm voice.He suppressed the surprise in his heart and chose to continue listening.

"I killed my master. He killed me all over the house, so I killed him." Gu Fengzhu's voice was still calm, and his expression was still indifferent. When he said this, his tone seemed to be talking about something that had nothing to do with him, and he naturally stayed out of it .

"And then I came over."

"I saw that the people here lived in a different place from mine, and I saw iron monsters running around pretending to be people..."

"I knew that I had come to a completely strange place. This place was so strange that I felt that I was out of place with everything here."

"I don't know where I'm going, I just know that the farther away from crowded places the better."

"As I was walking, I saw you."

"I don't know why I saved you. It's probably because the city is too strange. I want to find someone to rely on."

"When I was helpless and confused and didn't know the way forward, I was looking for a place where I could live, someone who could take me in and was not a bad person, and you just appeared."

"Since it appeared, I will save it."

He paused for a moment, then continued:

"Yesterday I forgot to take the insulated box after delivering your meal at noon. When I went back to get it, you were talking to that man named Ajie.