You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

Want your daughter-in-law to come back to buy vegetables and cook?I didn't expect my brother to have such machismo thoughts! "

"Hey, I'm just talking nonsense. How can such a good woman get me?" He explained shyly.

What's the meaning?are you badOr do you mean I'm poor?If it weren't for the fact that you are also me, I would be a little annoyed.I advise you to give up this idea as soon as possible.

I explained: "My cooking skills were also forced to help me. When I was studying, there were no decent Chinese restaurants in small towns. Even if they opened a few later, they were all improved Chinese food. At that time, I was chasing the deadline. I was craving all kinds of domestic delicacies on YouTube, so I looked up tutorials on the Internet to learn how to make them myself, and I gradually practiced."

"Haha, this is the first time I heard about your study abroad experience. What university did you go to?" he asked.

"University M, probably not very well-known in China, but the local evaluation is good, and the world ranking is not bad."

"You said M University?" He was taken aback, "I studied there in graduate school."

Unexpectedly, the two of us are still alumni, so I immediately called him courteously, "Senior, we are really destined, we are indeed a match made in heaven! In terms of age, you were a graduate student two years ago, and I happened to be in the undergraduate department too." , Why have I never seen you? There is an LGBTQ+ club in our school, and I have been a volunteer in my spare time. Have you ever participated in any activities organized by the club?"

"I'm a graduate student, so I didn't pay much attention to school clubs. Moreover, I didn't finish my studies later." He said.

"..." I seem to talk too much, did I mention some sensitive topic, "Haha, it's okay, I didn't meet it at that time, don't I meet it now? It's better to hurry up, the senior has become mine !"

He hugged my waist, put his head on my back, and said in a low voice: "Why are you so good at acting like a baby? This senior's voice is so sweet. Let me hear you again!"

Of course I am sweet-talking, but only to people I like, "Senior, boys who act like a baby are the best luck, and as long as I act like a baby to you, you will show a very happy look. I don't care about it." Can you get what you want?"

"Then teach me how to act like a baby?" he asked.

"Do you still need to learn this? Brother, it looks like this." I widened my eyes, pursed my lips, looked at him with innocent eyes, and then said in as delicate a tone as possible, "Senior, can you promise me?" Okay?" I made him giggle with my exaggerated performance.

"It's too...I don't know how to act like a baby." He lowered his head, his voice was like a thin thread.

I think it's a little strange, isn't it just learning to act like a baby, even straight men sometimes put on each other's jokes, not to mention that he is often labeled as "feminine" gay.Just ask: "What's so difficult about this, just think about the women around you, such as your aunt, how she usually acts like a baby."

"My mother has never acted like a baby. She is as strong as a man. Whether it is divorced, unemployed or any difficulties in life, I have never seen her cry, except for one time, when I came out with her, that time she Wept softly on the phone," he recalled.

"Yeah, it's really hard for parents to accept this kind of thing at once." I pondered for a moment, and asked questions that had been accumulated in my heart for many days: "Brother, you asked me last time, this time I will ask." You, why do you like men?"

"I don't know, it's probably instinct, it's innate, with the 'factory settings'." He shrugged calmly.

I had no choice but to ask: "Is there no reason? For example, what happened in childhood? There must be a trigger point?"

"Oh? So what specific answer do you want to hear? For example... being raped/violated by an adult male as a child?" He smiled meaningfully.

My shirt was soaked in cold sweat. Could it be that he had already found out that I was peeking at his diary, "I didn't mean that. But then again, I have heard people say that I had contact with the same sex when I was a child, and when I grew up That's it."

He replied confidently: "That's definitely not my case! If it wasn't for Nan Heyou who gave the drug, do you think it is more likely that others will force me, or that I will force others?"

"..." Based on my understanding of him, at least he is quite "tough" right now. I should be glad that for me, he only likes to sit up by himself for the time being, otherwise I will be the one who "lost his chastity".

He is still sure, "I can swear to you, I was a virgin until I was 24 years old, and I was never forced by any man or woman."

This is strange, his diary clearly wrote about being forced by the uncle, it seems that one of the diary and his words must be false.My lamb chops and bagels were almost done, so we didn't continue the conversation.

People say that when I am full of food and think about lust/lust, when I wash the dishes, this guy sticks to me again and I can't get it off. Today he seems to be more greasy than before, although this performance makes me very happy.After all, which man doesn't like his sweetheart to be particularly dependent on him?me too.But today I plan to reject him. I was so nonsense last night. If I was not afraid that pushing him away would make a bigger commotion and attract attention instead, I would definitely refuse him firmly.

"He Qian, you are like a child." He suddenly whispered in my ear, "In front of me, sometimes you are like a big boy who is at a loss."

Yeah, what's wrong with me?Maybe it's because he's two years older than me?Maybe it's because he goes through more emotions than I do?I am like a beginner experiencing love for the first time, wanting to hold a sincere heart, hoping to get his attention.Look at me brother, look at me more!

"Brother, will you promise me?" When the love was strong, I couldn't help saying, "Shall we live together?"

After hearing my proposal, he hesitated for a moment before saying, "Isn't that good? Besides, don't you live with your family? If you suddenly say you want to move out, you will definitely be asked why?"

"The reason I live with my family is because my house is still being decorated. Recently the house is almost ready for occupancy."

His expression was surprised at first, but then relieved, "It's really amazing. In a first-tier city where every inch of land is expensive, at the age of 24, he has already become a homeowner."

"I'm sorry to say, but I actually 'borrowed' the down payment from my mother, and she wasn't in a hurry to ask me to pay it back, but I paid the monthly payment by myself. I'm still quite frugal and can afford it."

"It's already amazing, I'm ashamed, I'm older than you, and now I don't even dare to think about having my own house here." He looked disappointed.

"Brother, my home is your home. We just moved together, which is closer to your company. And it can save rent."

"That's not good. How can I live in your house for nothing?" He still refused.

"Didn't you just say that I am your wife? You want to marry me and go home? Why do you have a clear calculation with me now? You are yours and I am mine?"

"That's not what I meant. I think it's good to see each other now and then," he explained.

His performance like this is really too raw!How many out-of-town couples working hard in first-tier cities live in the same room in order to save rent?Now that two people are together, don't care so much about "average".I fully agree that if one party has a higher income, it can pay a little more.What's more, our mutual contributions are not limited to money.However, since he is so persistent, I can't force it.

Probably because I looked wrong, he was like a discouraged ball, and suddenly softened, holding my hand and rubbing my stomach, "Hey, you said yesterday that you can play with me."

"What are you playing?" My tone was still a little stiff.

"Of course it's all kinds of play."

Every time he utters a word, I feel a tingling pain from the place where the brain connects to the spine, like being shocked by electricity, "Brother, you are not well, you should lie down and rest. We don't do it this week !"

Unexpectedly, he suddenly acted coquettishly like the way he was taught just now, "I'm fine, I'll be fine a long time ago. Ah Qian, are you okay?" Although he learned clumsily, his appearance is really cute.

I pretended to ask, "What kind of gameplay do you want?"

"We can play muscle plumber and go to the handsome husband's house to fix the sewer. What do you think?" he suggested.

"..." Deja vu movie plot.

"A-Qian!" He sweetly called my nickname, "Yesterday I was drugged and dizzy. I saw you in front of me, so I couldn't help it. I just wanted to hug you. Please don't blame me, Don't think I'm dirty!"

Damn it!Why do I always think of awakening the remaining humanity when I want to be a beast?So how can I go about doing things that are not as good as beasts?

"Fuck!" I wanted to let go.

Maybe he was frightened by my bad attitude, his eyes were wet, he hugged me and explained: "Ah Qian, don't go! I fantasized about you forcing me, do you think I'm disgusting?"

My heart was extremely astonished, and my back was soaked in cold sweat. I looked at the lovable him and said seriously: "I never think you are disgusting! It's just a hobby."

"Really?" He gradually regained his composure under my comfort, "Let me clean!"

My heart is sweet mixed with pain, and I have never been lingering in this mood.I want to cry but my tear glands dry up, and I want to get angry but punch into a sponge.I seem to understand the humbleness behind his arrogance. Unlike my so-called "low into the dust" courtship, my humbleness is all fake.And his humbleness is inherent, powerless, self-ashamed,