You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

Will this heart not give up if something goes wrong?

"What's so good about me?" He continued his small movements, tickling my palms, "Do you think I'm good-looking? There are many people who are prettier than me. Do you think I have a good personality?" I’m not a good person, and I’m not very easy to get along with. If you ask me to talk about your appearance and family background, you can find someone who is many times stronger than me if you look outside. Why do you have to take a fancy to me? ?”

"Do you have to have so many reasons to like someone?" I couldn't help retorting, "Do we need to analyze the pros and cons of each possible object with data, and then decide who is my true son?"

He was unusually calm, even a little cold, "That's not necessary, I just don't think there can be a real forever between us, if you really analyze the average time of your dating partner, you don't even need to analyze it, I know you are not a Long-term people."

"Can you be like them? You are the first person I seriously like. I promise I will love you as always, how do you know we won't have a future?"

He: "Brother, we are both men. It would be boring for two men to talk about so many future promises! I didn't mean to pour cold water on you. The blueprint for the future is a big cake for women. Promises don't mean they will be fulfilled. The biggest meaning is to make a woman feel at ease and let her be willing to give birth to the next generation for a man. Even if she knows that a man is coaxing herself, women still like to hear this. Maybe in my heart, men are not good things, including you and me. If you don’t draft nonsense, why do you take it so seriously when you know it’s a lie?”

It's just sophistry, killing all the men in the world with one stick.I really don't believe that there are no men in this world who make serious promises and work hard to keep them?

He continued: "What do you say so much? I just want to spend today with you, and I don't want to think about the future. As long as we can have each other at this moment, even if you get tired of it tomorrow, I can do it too." Let go graciously."

"Who told you to let go?" I couldn't pretend anymore, every word of his words was heartbreaking, and he sentenced me to life imprisonment, or to be executed irregularly, "No matter what bastard I did, brother, you can Hit me, you can scold me, just don't say leave me." I put an end to our "quarrel" with a passionate kiss.

The sadness of no tomorrow, mixed with the passion/desire that has been suppressed for several days and cannot be relieved, mixed in the chest, and fermented into a gushing urge to tear his body, both of them knew in their hearts that this "foreplay" had been overtime .

"How dare you make me angry on purpose? Are you underestimating me? If I'm really angry, how many lives do you think you can bear?"

"Cats have nine lives, come on, let me see how many years Di Wang Gong can lose my life if he gets angry?" He said jokingly.

I don't know good from bad, get burned, talk nonsense!

"Where do you want to go?" I asked.

Him: "Bed."

Ha, it's true, I have tried so many strange places, but I haven't hugged in bed yet.

He: "Wait, take a shower first, no one can get into my bed without a shower!"

"Fuck!", the fat in your mouth, tell your husband to spit it out!

When I came out of the bathroom, the lights in the room had been turned off, only a few scented candles were shining gently.And he was sitting on the bed waiting for me.He was wearing a white shirt and an off-white transparent ballet veil trimmed with gold silk, hanging down to the ground, pure and ascetic, like a portrait displayed in a museum.Like the man in "first look" who saw his bride in a wedding dress for the first time, I stood there blankly, lost in thought.

"Aren't you coming? Groom officer." He seduced gently.

"Is the veil the bride's?" I messed up.

"It's the bride's, but it's extra and useless. I asked the bride to come." He looked at me through the veil, his eyes were as deep as black holes, and the incomparably powerful gravitational force pushed me closer to him step by step.I admit that in the face of this person's seduction, I can't think, and I am at his mercy.I should obviously snub him angrily for one night, or many nights, to teach him a lesson, let him know what happens when he annoys me, and make him no longer dare to say a stupid word about leaving me.But he just played a small trick, and I was already in a daze.Ah, just to tear that veil, that tightly buttoned shirt, and tear his body to his heart's content.

Not wanting to be seen through my shaky heart, I calmly grabbed that chin, played with it in my hand, and asked, "It seems that you haven't gotten tired of playing with the wedding yesterday?"

Me: "Are you getting it wrong, am I the groom official? Didn't you agree that you are the groom and I stole the groom?"

With the reddish corners of his eyes, he looked at me with unreasonable charm, "You have the final say." The next second, unexpectedly, he grabbed my evil hand and dragged me to the ground. On the bed, before I had time to react, he had already climbed up to support me and occupied my upper position.

Wait, what's going on here?I read an unusual meaning from his malicious smile.

"You...what are you going to do?" My voice was trembling, "Brother, brother, I have something to discuss with you, I have never done this before, give me some time, I want psychological training..."

Who knows, this guy actually leaned over and bit my ear, "Don't worry, my baby, I will be very gentle and treat you like Momo."

Listening to his provocation, I gritted my teeth with a feeling of death, what should I do?That's my beloved brother, can I push him away and push him towards that sexy bitch Momo?

//Author's Note: E Yu's views on long-term relationships and commitments only represent his one-sided perception.The author does not fully agree with this. Whether a man or a woman, planning a beautiful blueprint with your partner and working together to achieve it, even if it is not 100% achieved, can make life better and deepen the "comrade-in-arms" relationship between each other.E Yu's negativity towards long-term relationships and his prejudice against men stem from the fact that he didn't have a good role model when he was growing up.thank you all!

12. That Man

◎The two of us were lying side by side, E Yu turned sideways, brushed my hair with his fingers in circles, and asked me: "How did you feel just now? The one you just chose

The two of us were lying side by side, E Yu turned sideways, brushed my hair with his fingers in circles, and asked me: "How did you feel just now? You looked so unlovable just now, did I scare you gone?"

I lazily hugged him, leaned close to my face, put the tip of my nose against his, and said in a coquettish tone: "Brother, I was really willing just now."

"I know." He met my eyes, "But I don't want to, and I'm not prepared to hurt you."

"Why is my brother so nice? You love me so much? You are really as gentle as others say." I smiled, "I wonder if my brother was like this before. Do you want to talk about your first experience?"

"You won't be jealous again, will you?" He became alert like a conditioned reflex.

Me: "Just chatting. Besides, I don't intend to hide that I have experienced many battles and have seen countless people."

Instead, he became interested, "Actually, I'm quite curious. How did you find out that you like boys? Did you meet a good-looking male classmate during your first love? Or did you have a handsome big brother in your neighbor's house?"

"Actually, my half-brother moved into my family, and I couldn't help it for a while... Are you watching Danmei too much? I was a heartless kid when I was young. I was very honest, and I knew it every day. Classmates play ball, play games. It’s not like..." I almost blurted out, it’s not as early as you, but luckily I was as clever as I swallowed the words that came to my mouth immediately, "I almost never thought about falling in love before college matter."

He smiled, not convinced, "No way? The little boy has never had sex before? For example, he accidentally saw the little movie tape that Dad hid at home."

"Speaking of it, there really is. It's just that when I was secretly looking for the game my dad downloaded, I accidentally saw the coloring/coloring pictures hidden in the hard disk." I recalled with a wry smile, "At that time, I was just an unenlightened cucumber egg. , The first time I saw a high-definition picture of a man and a woman without m, I was so scared that I quickly clicked it off, and my heartbeat slowed down for a while before returning to normal."

He covered his mouth and smiled.

"Later, that image kept lingering in my mind. A few days later, I couldn't help but order that plate again. But this time it wasn't blushing and heartbeating." I took a deep breath, "Because I saw clearly The male protagonist in the photo is my father."

This secret that has been hidden in my heart for more than ten years touches the deepest soft wound in my heart. I have never told anyone, but I confessed it easily in front of him.

His smile gradually disappeared, and he curled up into my arms, so warm and fragrant.I stroked the back of his head, like a big cat, "That's how I know my dad has other women, probably more than one. It's ironic, I thought my dad was a good man who cared about his wife and children. They are all illusions. In fact, sometimes I think I am so disgusted with them urging me to find a girlfriend, maybe it is out of inner resistance, others say likefatherlikeson, I hate the ugly appearance of men and women in those photos, and the infidelity in my genes. "

"You are not him." He firmly denied, "Don't be afraid, you are my gentle and loyal man." He rubbed my chest as if to comfort me, and the sadness contained there poured out.

"change me