dear psychiatrist

That night, Zhuo Qihua slept very deeply.Because, while being weighed down by the heavy guilt, Zhuo Qihua also understood that life seems to be like this, and he just learned to cherish it after countless times of making mistakes.

If the past cannot be recovered, then she will no longer be obsessed with the past, why not just borrow a line of the lyrics 'let the past go with the wind'...

The only thing Zhuo Qihua can do at this moment is to entrust all his love to Tao Yaoyao's hands, so that she can have the happiness that others envy!

Only in this way can Zhao Xiaoqi be worthy of withdrawing.Only in this way can she be worthy of Tao Yaoyao's deep affection.

The next day...

Zhuo Qihua received a call from Guo Mingjie and heard Guo Mingjie yelling in a more excited tone than himself: "Sister Zhuo, sister Zhuo, the punishment for you has finally been lifted in the unit. In other words , you can come back to work tomorrow!"

"Ah? Oh. I see." Zhuo Qihua really couldn't show much enthusiasm, so he could only reply in a calm voice.

The two were silent for a moment on both ends of the phone. Just as Guo Mingjie wanted to say something, Zhuo Qihua took the lead: "Is there anything else? I'll hang up first. See you tomorrow."

"Hey, that's all right. Sister Zhuo, we'll see you tomorrow!" Guo Mingjie sighed slightly, swallowed the words that came to his lips, and chose to say goodbye instead.

Just as he hung up Guo Mingjie's call, he unexpectedly received a call from Zhao Xiaoqi.Zhuo Qihua stared at the flashing name on the caller ID for a long time, with mixed emotions in his heart.

I don't know what kind of mood I have, but I can't calm down for a long time.When he regained his senses, the phone automatically hung up after timeout, and he was busy calling back the phone.

Hearing a familiar voice from the other end of the phone, Zhao Xiaoqi gently joked and said: "Busy people, you don't answer the phone. You are still the same, and you will die when you encounter a case. Besides work, it is still work. Typical workaholic."

"..." Zhuo Qihua didn't speak, let alone tell the other party that he had actually been passive and sabotaged for a long time.Because, I don't want Zhao Xiaoqi to worry.Also because, there is no need for this at all.

Hearing that Zhuo Qihua was silent, Zhao Xiaoqi went straight to the point and said, "I invite you to have a cup of coffee, do you have time to show your face?"

How could Zhuo Qihua throw the word 'no' at Zhao Xiaoqi?Although Zhao Xiaoqi was not by her side, Zhuo Qihua nodded habitually, agreed, and then asked, "Where are you going?"

"The old place!" Zhao Xiaoqi's plain words came, and she hung up the phone.

Listening to the disconnection sound of 'beep' from the other end of the phone, Zhuo Qihua fell into his own thoughts again.It is also Zhao Xiaoqi's plain and simple sentence that directly proves that the two of them were so close and have so many memories.

Yes, it only takes one sentence of 'old place' to make each other know each other well.This seems to be a secret between the two of them, and no one else can get involved.

In fact, the 'old place' mentioned by Zhao Xiaoqi is not a great place.It's just a cafe opened by a literary young man, not far from Zhao Xiaoqi's house, and Zhao Xiaoqi prefers the sour taste of this coffee.

Sour coffee is not liked by most people, which also doomed the business of this small shop to be cold.Like most people, Zhuo Qihua couldn't fall in love with this sour taste, and she would rather drink a cup of bitter coffee than sour.But despite this, Zhuo Qihua was still willing to sit with Zhao Xiaoqi for an afternoon in this small shop with little business.

What Zhao Xiaoqi pursues is the taste conveyed in the coffee, while Zhuo Qihua pursues a moment of tranquility in the cafe.

After dressing, just about to go out, the phone rang again.The phone calls came one after another, I really don't know when I became so popular.Zhuo Qihua took out his mobile phone dumbfounded, and glanced at the caller ID, it was Cui Anjie's mother.

"Hey, Aunt Cui, what's the matter?" Zhuo Qihua didn't know her name from the first day he saw this woman, and never thought of asking her.Just call her Aunt Cui.

"Qihua, are you at home? Buy me a box lunch, okay? That child An Jie has gone somewhere, it's already past lunch time, and she's not seen yet." Aunt Cui's voice was unhurried. It came over slowly.

Since Cui Bin left, Zhuo Qihua went to Aunt Cui's house more diligently.No, when she heard that she didn't even eat lunch, she hurriedly said, "Hey, I'm staying at home. It's not appropriate to eat box lunch. I'll cook two dishes and send them to you."

Before Zhuo Qihua could speak, Aunt Cui continued: "I don't know if something happened to An Jie's child."

"Look what you're worried about, how old is she, why do you need to worry? Don't worry, she won't be able to run away with me watching her!" After hanging up the phone, Zhuo Qihua turned and walked into the kitchen. Aunt Cui's top priority is to fry two dishes.As for...that little sister, what could happen to her?Probably went somewhere to play again.

"Aunt Cui, I don't have a few dishes at home. I simply fried a small vegetable for you, don't be disgusted." Using the key that Aunt Cui left for him, he opened the door and called to the people inside.

"Qihua, it's enough to let you buy a box lunch! What kind of food can you give me, this poor old woman." Aunt Cui's voice came from the back room, and after a pause, Aunt Cui sighed softly: "Hey, My An Jie doesn't know where she went."

"..." Zhuo Qihua didn't take Aunt Cui's words again, maybe this is the parent who can't stop worrying about his children.

"Aunt Cui, eat while it's hot." Zhizhi walked to the back room, opened the lunch box and handed it to Aunt Cui.After a pause, Zhuo Qihua said again: "Aunt Cui, I have something else to do. Just put the lunch box on the side after you finish eating. I'll collect it later."

"If you have something to do, go quickly, don't delay the business." Aunt Cui quickly put down the bowl and chopsticks, urging Zhuo Qihua to leave quickly.

Exiting Aunt Cui's house, Zhuo Qihua closed the door and pushed it back and forth habitually. After confirming that the door was closed tightly, he shouted to Aunt Cui inside the room: "Aunt Cui, I'm leaving first. I have something to do." Call me, I'll be there anytime."

Hearing a vague reply from inside the room, Zhuo Qihua turned and left contentedly, but was suddenly startled by the figure behind him.

I saw Zhuo Qihua instinctively took a step back, and after seeing the face of the person in front of him, he couldn't bear the displeasure in his heart.She almost dragged the person in front of her violently downstairs, and then she let go of her restraint, and said cursingly: "Hey, let me tell you, you don't even care about your mother's lunch?"

"Don't worry about my affairs!" Cui Anjie didn't look at Zhuo Qihua at all, but just glanced at her from the corner of her eye.

"Ask you, the woman who rode the electric wooden horse with you last time is your date?" For some reason, Cui Anjie changed the subject and brought the topic to Tao Yaoyao.

"Hehe, what kind of object is it? You're still treating pigs!" Zhuo Qihua was taken aback in his heart, but it didn't show on his face, and he planned to laugh it off.

"That's all nonsense, I just saw her looking at you affectionately, and almost regarded you as heaven. Tsk tsk tsk, if you said you were really lovers, it would be the first time I met a gay."

Cui Anjie made a 'tsk tsk' sound from time to time, which made Zhuo Qihua upset, and retorted: "Can you stop saying it so ugly, what kind of homosexuality?! Brother Leslie Cheung said it all, but fell in love with a person of the same gender That's all."

"Oh...so you are really gay." Cui Anjie said quietly, without any extra emotion.

"You have discovered a great secret. It is not a good thing to know too much!" Zhuo Qihua glared at the woman beside him with a gloomy expression, and deliberately lowered his voice a little bit and said, "Say, I want to Don't kill you to silence me?"

"Hehe!" Cui Anjie always has the ability to use her exclusive voice to make these two simple words look extra ironic.Cui Anjie was so capable that Zhuo Qihua lost the mood to play tricks on others.

"Fuck me!"

"Come fuck, come fuck you!"

"Can you not talk like that? It feels like you are desperate for the whole world! Have you heard that sentence, life is like rape, if you can't resist, then learn to enjoy yourself. Even so, but I No matter what, I feel that you are enjoying it very much now." Zhuo Qihua looked at the person in front of him with a complex expression, then shook his head and said, "Hey, I won't chat with you anymore, I have an appointment and left first."

In fact, the issue of sexual orientation has troubled Zhuo Qihua for a long time.I have always kept it hidden in my heart, for fear of being seen through by others.In the end, a thoughtful person guessed exactly what she was desperately trying to conceal.Cui Anjie was not the first person to guess right, and definitely not the last.

When someone sees through the secrets that one has worked so hard to hide, the first reaction must be to panic, and then to anger, followed by a long period of calm.Zhuo Qihua had gone through the steps of panic and anger, and turned calm.

After you calm down, you will gradually understand that everything is not so bad.At least...the sky hasn't fallen down yet, has it?