dear psychiatrist

Perhaps it was because of these things that Cui Bin had kept them in his mind for too long.After telling Zhuo Qihua everything, he didn't get the peace he expected.

That night, amid endless guilt and repentance, Lao Cui had a myocardial infarction.With his tired body, he left this cruel world forever.

When Zhuo Qihua heard the news of Cui's death, it was already noon the next day.Zhuo Qihua wanted to buy a pack of instant noodles as usual, but failed to do so, and unexpectedly found that Lao Cui's canteen was closed.

For Cui Bin, who relies on the canteen to maintain his family's livelihood, closing down is not an ordinary thing.Zhuo Qihua felt strange, so he grabbed an aunt to ask.

If you don't ask, you don't know. If you ask, you will be shocked.Zhuo Qihua never imagined, nor would he believe that Cui Bin, who was chatting with him yesterday, would just let go and leave overnight.

But the fact is that time takes away not only feelings and trust, but also separates people with the invisible barrier of life and death...

For a moment, Zhuo Qihua felt that he was really a useless person.He didn't say a sincere apology to Zhao Xiaoqi, and didn't give a reasonable explanation to Tao Yaoyao.

Maybe one day, like Cui Bin, I will sink into the eternal dream with those words in my heart that I want to say but can't say in person.If this is the case, then... isn't that a pity?

Besides, the relationship between Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao, these two people are also slow.It was clear that he was emotional in his heart, but he was still unwilling to tell the truth.

Ever since Zhuo Qihua expressed his feelings to Tao Yaoyao on that snowy night, Tao Yaoyao has carefully avoided every opportunity to meet Zhuo Qihua.

It's not that Tao Yaoyao doesn't like Zhuo Qihua, but that she doesn't want to take a huge risk to love someone she shouldn't love.Maybe it really answered the lyrics - love really needs courage.

If Zhuo Qihua was not a woman, but a man, perhaps Tao Yaoyao's heart would not be as wavering as it is now.It is true that Tao Yaoyao needs someone to pull herself out of the world of her ex-boyfriend Chen Yeping.But she didn't want to fall into another pothole after escaping from one trap.

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Tao Banxia claimed that Zhuo Qihua was temporarily suspended without pay because of physical discomfort.Only a few people knew the reason - Zhuo Qihua was not because of physical discomfort, but because he beat up the playboy Zheng Nan.Suspension without pay is the punishment for Zhuo Qihua.

In fact, the suspension without pay is the lightest punishment that Tao Banxia has tried his best to fight for.After all, in this era where the rule of law is everywhere, beating a suspect is not a trivial matter.

If someone with a heart takes advantage of it, let alone Zhuo Qihua, a child who has no backing, his official career will be ruined in this life, and even the director and Tao Banxia will be implicated.

And this real world is like this.At the moment Zhuo Qihua made the move, he never knew that it was her impulsiveness that caused the playboy Zheng Nan to get away with it.

Yes, there are always things that people have to do and have to do.For example, the aggressiveness of lawyer Zheng Nan, the compromise of Director Zheng Qingyun, and the conscious silence of everyone on the Zheng Nan incident.

It was also during this period of time that Zhuo Qihua, who had nothing to do, seemed to lose interest in everything.Lying in bed all day, not sleeping, just in a daze.

Zhuo Qihua chose to block all calls and greetings from his colleagues.However, Guo Mingjie is a man who likes to get into the horns, seeing that Zhuo Qihua is not willing to answer the phone, he simply ran to Zhuo Qihua's downstairs and waited.

Zhuo Qihua, who was sleeping, heard a knock on the door, which disturbed her.He walked slowly to the door, but when he opened it, he saw Guo Mingjie standing at the door.Frowning slightly, he said, "Why?"

"What else can I do? Find you for dinner! Sister Zhuo, isn't it? It's been a long time since I saw you, and you won't even let me in!" Guo Mingjie was still talking in the same old way.As soon as he finished speaking, he wanted to squeeze into the room through the crack of the door.

Zhuo Qihua touched his fluffy hair casually, he expected to have a sleepy face, no matter how he looked at it, it didn't seem like the right time to receive guests.I really don't know whose bad genes this brat Guo Mingjie has inherited.

In a hurry, he stretched out his hand to block the door, Zhuo Qihua kept the posture of blocking the door.I was stunned for a while, sighed, and said, "Stand here and wait for me for a while. After I wash up, I'll go out to eat with you."

Not long after, Zhuo Qihua opened the door again, and this time it was clean and tidy.She yawned a few times from time to time, but she betrayed Zhuo Qihua and exposed her decadence in front of Guo Mingjie.

"Xiao Guo, didn't you come to me for a meal? Tell me something!" Zhuo Qihua yawned again, and walked downstairs lazily on the steps.

"Hey, what else can I do. It's really a meal with you." Guo Mingjie smiled and walked down following Zhuo Qihua's pace.

"..." Arriving downstairs, Zhuo Qihua almost subconsciously looked in the direction of the commissary.I heard that Cui Anjie, who is a well-known young lady in this area, has taken over the work in the store since Cui Bin passed away and helped her mother manage the store.

Thinking about it carefully, since Cui Bin passed away, he has never set foot in the commissary again.

Thinking of this, Zhuo Qihua turned his head and said to Guo Mingjie beside him: "Xiao Guo, you go to the garage to pick up the car first. I'll go buy a cup of instant coffee to refresh myself."

"Okay." Guo Mingjie agreed happily, shook the car keys in his hand, and trotted towards the parking garage.

Just stepped into the canteen, Cui Anjie's red hair jumped into Zhuo Qihua's sight.I saw Cui Anjie standing at the cash register, with an expression of 'everyone owes my mother 500 yuan', looking at the customers entering the canteen.

It is undeniable that Zhuo Qihua hated Cui Anjie from the bottom of his heart, he glanced at her, and then stopped looking at her.Diameter took a can of coffee and walked to the cashier.

Cui Anjie's eyes are always cold when looking at people, it seems that she has great hatred for this world.Cui Anjie glanced at him coldly, Zhuo Qihua was not angry, and put the canned coffee on the cash register and waited for the checkout.

"Four dollars and three."

"Oh." Zhuo Qihua was about to take out five yuan from his pocket, but Cui Anjie suddenly threw a pack of chewing gum in front of her towards the door.

With a 'snap', the chewing gum was thrown heavily on the door frame, and then fell heavily on the ground.Then Cui Anjie walked out of the counter under the astonished eyes of everyone, and yelled, "Who allows you to take things without paying? You can try another one!"

Zhuo Qihua turned his head and looked at where Cui Anjie was standing, only to see that Cui Anjie had already stopped the three yellow-haired youths who had dyed the same hair color: "Either hand over the things, or pay the money."

Thief?Zhuo Qihua frowned, but smiled wryly again.Now that he is suspended without pay, it is obviously because he cannot protect himself.To put it harshly, Zhuo Qihua is not even a criminal policeman now!

What else do you want to meddle in?If this is not asking for trouble, what is it?In addition, Cui Anjie, who usually shows off his might, is also the little sister in this area, so she should be able to handle these little yellow hairs.

Thinking of this, Zhuo Qihua, who gave himself enough reasons to ignore his business, put the coffee aside, simply refused to buy it, and turned his body to prepare to leave.

Before he lifted his feet, he heard Xiao Huangmao gritted his teeth fiercely and said in a low voice: "Which eye saw us taking things? Are you going to search? All right, but let's be clear first. If nothing is found from us, how will this matter be settled?"

Hey, I didn't expect the current thief to be quite arrogant.He seemed to be a repeat offender, even though he was blocked by the little sister, he was not in a hurry and calmed down.

Scenes like this happen from time to time in Lao Cui's canteen.When Lao Cui was around, he could only turn a blind eye and close one eye, admitting that he lost some money and let it go.On the contrary, Cui Anjie refused to give in, without the slightest fear on her face, she pointed in the direction of the cashier and said, "It's your choice, whether you want to pay things or pay."

The leader, Xiao Huang Mao, took off his coat and said cursingly, "What's the matter? Do you really want to search? Come and search!"

When Xiao Huangmao said this, he decided that Cui Anjie had nothing to do with him.Maybe Cui Anjie didn't do a body search, but just reached out to touch the little yellow hair, the three of them must be making a fuss in the canteen.

Out of sight and out of mind, Zhuo Qihua walked quickly towards the door.Just when Zhuo Qihua was about to step out of the gate of the canteen, he saw the young lady glance at him.

It was this look that made Zhuo Qihua stop breathing and froze in place.What was that look just now?