but you never loved me

Since moving into the apartment, Yan Zimu's attitude towards Ning Yi was not close enough, but he did not resist. On the contrary, the relationship between Yan Yan and Ning Yi gradually eased.But Yan Yan was so guilty that she didn't dare to let Yan Zimu find out.

This kind of life goes on like this, it can't be said to be good or bad, but at least it is very peaceful, at least Yan Zimu thinks so.But he didn't expect that under such calm, what kind of turbulent undercurrent was buried deep.

That day Ning Yi first Yan Zimu walked home, and when Yan Zimu arrived home, he was cooking.Yan Zimu wanted to go in to help, but when he got to the door, Ning Yi seemed to sense something, and suddenly turned around.

Yan Zimu saw the gentle smile on his face, and was about to speak.Ning Yi stepped up and walked towards him. He thought he was going to say something, so he stood still.

Ning Yi walked towards him step by step, only then did he realize that Ning Yi's eyes didn't seem to be on him.He looked back unconsciously, but Ning Yi had already passed him to the dining room, and said to the empty dining table, "I'll come, you rest."

In an instant, Yan Zimu felt as if he had been struck by lightning, and his mind went blank.Seeing that Ning Yi was still talking to himself at the empty dining table, waves of panic spread in his heart.Until now, Yan Zimu finally knew why Ning An was so sad when he mentioned Ning Yi's condition that day.

He was stunned for a long time, his heart was oppressed by pieces of darkness and he couldn't breathe.He said softly: "Ning Yi?" The person in front of him suddenly trembled and turned his head slowly.

When he saw it was him, there was still some confusion in his eyes.When he turned his head to look at the dining table, the blood on his face faded little by little, and there was panic in his eyes.

Yan Zimu didn't know why this happened. Yan Zimu knew that Ning Yi was seriously ill, but he always thought that Ning Yi's illness was gradually recovering during this time.After all, he has been taking medicine well, and when he went to the doctor, the doctor also said that his condition was much better.

But because he didn't understand before, Yan Zimu checked a lot of information about schizophrenia in order to take better care of Ning Yi.He knew that Ning Yi's current state was more serious than before.

He looked at Ning Yi's pale face, and wanted to ask him what was going on, but he also knew that there would be no answer at all.The fragments of life during this period of time were all frantically pouring into his mind, his head was so painful that it was about to explode, but he still forced himself to find clues from it.

Suddenly he remembered something and rushed into the room.Ning Yi also chased after him, trying to stop him.But it was too late for him to enter the room, Yan Zimu dug out the medicine he had thrown away yesterday from the trash can.

Yan Zimu really wanted to go up and slap Ning Yi twice, but he restrained himself so hard that the veins on his neck burst out.He took a deep breath and said calmly: "Why don't you take medicine? Why do you bribe the doctor to lie to me?"

Ning Yi automatically ignored the first question, just shook his head and said, "I didn't bribe the doctor to lie to you." Then he remembered Doctor Liu's temper, lowered his head and smiled, how could it be someone he could bribe.

Looking at the smile on his lips, Yan Zimu could hardly restrain herself.He kept telling himself that he was a patient now, and finally calmed down.

He said in a calm almost indifferent tone: "Follow me to the hospital." Ning Yi moved his lips a few times, subconsciously wanting to refuse.Yan Zimu warned him: "Ning Yi, you'd better come with me. Otherwise, you will never think about seeing me or your daughter again in your whole life."

Ning Yi looked up at him in shock, and found that his eyes were rarely serious.He nodded with a pale face, turned around and went to the door to get his coat and put it on.

At this time, the hospital has just finished get off work, and the school has just finished class.Yan Zimu didn't have time to pick up Yan Yan, so he had to trouble Jiang Cheng again.Dr. Liu had already left work, but after knowing the situation, he waited for them in the lounge.

On the way there, the atmosphere was extremely depressing.Yan Zimu frowned all the time, his face was also very gloomy, but there was faint worry in his eyes.

Ning Yi felt a little heartbroken looking at his frowning, and he really wanted to reach out to smooth it out for him, but he knew he had no position right now.He stared out the window in a daze, and suddenly asked Yan Zimu to stop.Yan Zimu didn't say anything, just parked the car on the side of the road, and Ning Yi got off and went to a convenience store.

When I came back, I had a big bag of snacks in my hand.He unwrapped a pack of biscuits and handed them to Yan Zimu, smiling flatteringly and saying, "Eat some, or you'll have a stomachache soon."

Yan Zimu grabbed the biscuit, his eyes were filled with anger.Finally unable to restrain himself, he slammed the biscuit on Ning Yi's face.He said angrily, "Ning Yi, do you really have a heart?"

Ning Yi cleaned up the biscuit crumbs on his body, smiled and said to him: "I'm sorry." Yan Zimu clenched his fists unconsciously, then slowly released them after a while, stopped looking at him, and started the car to drive to the hospital.

When seeing Dr. Liu, Dr. Liu said directly: "Mr. Ning, whether you want to or not, I think you have to hypnotize this time." Ning Yi's face changed instantly, but seeing Yan Zimu With a glance, he nodded in agreement.

When doing hypnosis, Yan Zimu couldn't be there.So only Dr. Liu saw Ning Yi's tears streaming down his face.When the hypnosis ended, Dr. Liu's forehead was covered with sweat.

This is the most difficult patient he has seen in his many years of practice.At first, he didn't believe that Ning Yi's condition was getting worse.But through this blowing sleep, he confirmed that Ning Yi's condition had really become serious.

It's just that the confirmation process in the middle has become extremely difficult, because the other party has knowledge in this area, and even in the process of hypnosis, he will deliberately hide himself.

When Ning Yi woke up, Doctor Liu looked at him and let out a long sigh before going out.Ning Yi touched his wet cheeks, his eyes were shocked and more empty.

Dr. Liu told Yan Zimu about Yan Zimu's current situation, and Yan Zimu's heart became colder and colder because the doctor said that if he still couldn't restrain himself, he would have to be hospitalized.

Dr. Liu looked at his pale face, and comforted him again: "I increased the dose of medicine for him. As long as he takes the medicine on time, it should be under control." Yan Zimu was silent for a long time, and finally got up to thank him.

Ning Yi stood behind the curtain the entire time, and he heard every word Dr. Liu and Yan Zimu said.He closed his eyes with a self-deprecating smile on his lips.

Just as Yan Zimu and Ning Yi were on the scene, Yan Zimu's cell phone rang.On the phone was a text message sent to him by Dr. Zhi Liu: "He is very insecure. If you want to help him, you have to give him what he wants." Yan Zimu couldn't recover from this sentence for a long time, and then his whole body De-force generally lies on the steering wheel.