but you never loved me

"Dad, I miss you." Yan Zimu picked up the phone, and there was a beeping voice from the opposite side, as if he was about to cry because of aggrieved.

It has not been a short period of time since Ning Yi's accident.Dudu hasn't seen his father for so long, but his sister was picked up today.Although Jiang Cheng was very kind to him, children would still be afraid after staying in an unfamiliar environment for a long time.

He had actually cried several times today, and Jiang Cheng had no choice but to call Yan Zimu.But the little Yandudu is very smart, afraid of his father worrying, he stopped crying when he called.

Yan Zimu felt a little sad when he heard his voice, but Ning Yi couldn't let it go.He left a message that Yan and Ning Yi were on the table, then turned and went to the balcony.

After closing the balcony door carefully, he gently comforted him: "Dad wants to toot too, you are good, listen to godfather. Dad will come to see you tomorrow, okay?"

From the opposite side came the soft and cute voice of Yan Dudu's little classmate, the sadness was swept away, and he said with some joy: "I will be obedient, Dad must remember to come and see me tomorrow!" Yan Zimu's face was full of tenderness With a smile, he quickly replied: "Okay, Dad will definitely come to see you tomorrow."

Turning her head, she saw Yan Yan staring at her intently, with some worry in her eyes.He asked again: "Do you want to talk to my sister?" Yan Dudu immediately replied happily: "Yes! I want to talk to my sister!"

Yan Zimu beckoned to Yan Yan, Yan Yan knew it and quickly got up and walked to the balcony.After Yan Yan got the call, she repeatedly reminded her on the phone, to be obedient, to cover herself with a quilt at night, and so on.Yan Zimu stood beside her, watching her lovingly talking to Dudu.

Ning Yi looked at the balcony, the gentle smiles on the faces of the two father and daughter were exactly the same.There was some indescribable feeling in his heart, he wondered who could make them smile so tenderly.

Even though he was puzzled in his heart, when they came back, he didn't ask a question, but carefully served them vegetables.Yan Zimu was actually a little nervous in his heart, but seeing that he didn't ask, he was relieved.

Before going to bed at night, Ning Yi said to Yan Zimu: "You should sleep with Ruan Ruan, she hasn't come back for a long time, maybe she's not used to it."

Yan Zimu glanced at him, knowing that he was worried that Yan Yan wouldn't be able to sleep alone.But Yan Yan has become very independent these years, but Ning Yi herself needs more care.So he just said lightly: "No need, she has long been used to sleeping alone."

It was originally a good intention but was rejected. Ning Yi didn't know what to say for a moment, but just nodded.Seeing that he was silent, Yan Zimu said again: "Go take a shower first, I'll go and see her." Ning Yi looked up at him and smiled, nodded and went into the bathroom.

When Yan Zimu entered the room, Yan Yan was reading a book on the bedside table.Three years have passed, and even though she is holding a book in English, she can fully understand it.

Seeing Yan Zimu come in, she put the book lightly on the bedside table.Yan Zimu sat on the side of the bed and asked, "Are you used to it?" Yan Yan smiled, looked around the room, and said mischievously, "Well...it's okay, but it's too naive. .”

Yan Zimu raised his hand and rubbed her hair and said, "Then you just settle for it, I know your aesthetics is much more advanced than this."

Yan Yan laughed out loud immediately, pretending to be triumphant and replied: "Of course, I don't even look at whose daughter I am." Yan Zimu couldn't help laughing either.

The father and daughter laughed for a while, Yan Yan stopped and asked with some concern: "Dad, what about Dudu? He is so clingy, and we are not around him, will he be afraid? Also, he has asthma and needs People watch him all the time."

Yan Zimu sighed and said, "I know, I'm also worried about him. But there's no other way now, I can only ask your godfather to take care of him." The atmosphere suddenly became less relaxed, and both father and daughter were a little worried.

After being silent for a while, Yan Yan looked at Yan Zimu's face, and said hesitantly: "Dad, can't we take Dudu over? We are going to keep it a secret from Daddy, is Dudu's existence?"

As soon as she opened her mouth, Yan Zimu's face turned cold instantly.He opened his mouth and said to Yan Yan seriously: "Ruan Ruan, because your father is seriously ill because of me, so I have to stay and take care of him. I picked you up because the doctor said it would help his condition. After he recovers, we will leave, but Dad will not stop you from meeting him. And Dudu, I don't intend to let him know, do you understand?"

Yan Yan originally thought that the reason her father came to take care of her was because he forgave her.It now appears that this is not the case at all.On the one hand, she regretted that she spoke so impulsively just now, and poked her father's wound.On the one hand, she felt a little lost and confused, and finally couldn't help but ask: "Dad, can't you forgive Daddy?" After speaking, she looked at Yan Zimu nervously.

Yan Zimu smiled slightly, and patted her head: "No, I forgive him. But your father and I, it's not just as simple as forgiving or not. You are still young and don't understand these things, so go to rest early." After that, he covered Yan Yan with the quilt, raised his hand and turned off the light.

Yan Yan actually wanted to say that although she was young, she understood everything.But Yan Zimu didn't give her a chance, and turned around to leave.Yan Yan blushed, and immediately asked, "Dad, do you still like Daddy?"

Yan Zimu's figure paused, but he didn't answer him, but said to her gently: "Ruan Ruan, be obedient, sleep well." Then he closed the door and left.

The moment the door was closed, Yan Zimu felt a little heavy.At no time did he realize so clearly that his daughter had really grown up.

Instead of thinking about the messy things between him and Ning Yi, he was more worried that if his daughter matured so precociously, she would fall in love early in the future.

He sighed softly, and when he looked up, he found Ning Yi standing by the door and looking at him.Finding him looking up at her, she smiled at him.

Yan Zimu saw that he had a cup of hot water in his hand, turned around and entered the room.When Ning Yi followed into the room, Yan Zimu had already taken out all his medicines, and handed them to him according to the prescription.

Ning Yi took the medicine and swallowed it with water, but the moment Yan Zimu turned around to take off his clothes, he gently pulled out a piece of paper, spit in the medicine wrapped in his mouth, and quickly threw it into the trash can.

Yan Zimu turned around and saw him, who was drinking water.Ning Yi raised his head and smiled at him, Yan Zimu had no doubts about him, thinking that Ning Yi had already taken the medicine.