growing up porcelain doll

◎Liu Danqing's nerves were also violently stimulated. These are the words she has kept in her heart for many years. She misses Cheng Yu and Gong Qing very much, and she hopes that his children can... ◎

Liu Danqing's nerves were also stimulated violently. These were the words she kept in her heart for many years. She missed Cheng Yu and Gong Qing very much. She hoped that his children could live happily together, but everything has become like this Too bad everyone in the family is living in such a mess.

She was so painful that she couldn't speak, sobbing uncontrollably while hugging Cheng Yue.

Once Cheng Yue's heartbroken energy was over, she regretted it a little. After all, Liu Danqing's spirit and body have not been very good these years. People with sudden high blood pressure should keep their emotions stable, not to mention her There is no cure for anxiety disorders.

She supported Liu Danqing to sit on the sofa and gave her back, soothing her emotions.After Liu Danqing got better, she said: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'll go to the kitchen and get you a glass of water, please sit down for a while."

Liu Danqing held her back, shook her head and said, "It's okay, I'll go by myself." Then he stood up from the sofa and walked into the kitchen with red eyes.She was in a trance, and when she turned around, she knocked off the kitchen knife that was casually placed on the edge of the cutting board when she was cutting vegetables. When the knife fell to the ground, the blade cut a long wound on her ankle, bleeding profusely.

Hearing the sound of metal falling to the ground, Cheng Yue was startled, and quickly called Liu Danqing and ran into the kitchen.

Cheng Yue was terrified when he saw a long wound on the front of Liu Danqing's ankle that was bleeding continuously.The wound was deep and long, and the blade hit the instep directly, and Liu Danqing's left foot could not move in an instant.

Cheng Yue hurriedly supported Liu Danqing, and after confirming that she could stand on one foot, she hurried to the living room to dial 120, and also called Cheng Yan by the way.

Liu Danqing suffered a fracture to the arch bone of his left foot, and the injury at the ankle would hurt the ligament if the injury was deeper. Fortunately, apart from these, there were no other complications this time.

Cheng Yue wanted to tell the two elder brothers about Liu Danqing's injury, but was stopped by Cheng Yan, who said, "Forget it, they're all busy, and they're far away, so don't let them worry about anything serious." Alright."

Cheng Yan is not yet old enough to retire, but his hair has turned gray a lot, and his back is not as straight as it used to be. Sitting next to the pale hospital bed actually makes people feel an indescribable sadness. It's hard to imagine this Is it really the father who stepped on his son's sore spot and slapped him five years ago?If he was asked to slap Cheng Yu or Gong Qing again now, he would definitely not be able to do so.

Cheng Yue put off the work at hand and took care of Liu Danqing wholeheartedly in the hospital.

At the same time, Cheng Yu, who was working in the south, saw Lu Yangyang again.This time it was not a chance meeting, it was Lu Yangyang who specially made an appointment with Cheng Yu and ran over from Nanshi to meet him.

As soon as Cheng Yu came out of the court, he saw a particularly conspicuous red SUV parked on the opposite side of the road. Seeing the beautiful woman in the cab waving to him, he walked over with a smile and said, "What's the matter? Come here as soon as you say it." He Turning around the car, he said to Lu Yangyang: "I thought you would become more and more ladylike, but I didn't expect that it's only the appearance that matures, but the heart is still as unrestrained as before."

Lu Yangyang rolled his eyes at him, and said, "You're the one who talks too much! Hurry up and find a place to eat, you'll starve to death."

Cheng Yu sat in the co-pilot: "You came to me and didn't let me talk?" He entered an address in the navigation, and continued: "Go to this place, his coconut chicken is the best here, You have eaten beauty and beauty."

"Tsk, I ran all the way here, and you just sent me the coconut chicken? Even my gas bills are not enough, when did you become so fastidious?" Lu Yangyang pretended to be dissatisfied.

Cheng Yu really wanted to slap her, so he glared at him and said, "I told you to eat seafood, but you said you were allergic to seafood, and hot pot, and you said you wanted to maintain your health, and you wanted to eat barbecue, and you said you wanted to lose weight, and now I'll let you eat coconut chicken." , you eat coconut and I eat chicken, it just so happens that you have lost weight and raised your baby, are you still not happy?"

"..." Lu Yangyang finally lost under the stare of this person, shut his mouth in disgrace, then stepped on the accelerator and went straight to the destination.

However, the big beauty Lu who clamored to lose weight and keep healthy did not eat less at the table. At least half of the coconut meat and chicken in the pot went into her stomach. She ate a lot of side dishes and drank three bowls of soup.

Cheng Yu looked at the chicken bones piled up in her ossuary in disbelief, and said, "I feel like you're not full."

Lu Yangyang leaned on the seat, without any ladylike or mature temperament, and said, "You don't have to feel it, I'm full."

"Oh, I thought you were going to rest for a while before ordering another pot."

Lu Yangyang: "Do you think I'm a big eater?"

Cheng Yu: "I think you have great potential."

Lu Yangyang stared at him and didn't want to talk to him.

Seeing that Lu Yangyang was holding his breath, Cheng Yu smiled and said, "Tell me, why did you come all the way here to find me?"

Lu Yangyang breathed a sigh of relief, picked up his bag, got up and said to Cheng Yu: "Let's go, go to the car and tell me, there is something for you."

"What are you doing mysteriously?" Cheng Yu sneered and followed Lu Yangyang out of the restaurant.

When I got in the car, I saw Lu Yangyang took out a large and exquisitely packaged box from the back seat and handed it to him. He smiled and said, "What is this? A gift? It's not even my birthday yet, and I have a Although the above case is sure to win, it is not time to celebrate."

Lu Yangyang didn't answer his words, and said directly: "Open it and have a look."

"Tear it down now?"

"Ah."

Cheng Yu unwrapped the exquisite package and found an exquisite framed painting inside.In the painting, there are two short-haired young men kissing in the silhouette of a gazebo in the woods under the setting sun. They are holding hands and their lips are pressed against each other. It is a beautiful and peaceful time.

Cheng Yu was stunned for a moment, his eyes fixed on the two people in the painting, and his memory quickly searched to the evening of New Year's Day five and a half years ago. The scenery in the painting was exactly the same as that of A University in Beijing. The two of them were clearly him and Gong Qing.

Over the years, this scene has appeared in his dreams countless times, and he often wakes up from the dream with tears in his eyes.He hasn't seen this person for a long time, and the figure in the dream is almost blurred. Feeling that those memories are turning yellow and fading little by little, he will always feel sad and flustered. Is it true that one day those beautiful The memory of that person will disappear in the long river of time together with that person, and all the beautiful past is Nankeyimeng, which cannot be kept.

Holding the painting in his hand, his eye sockets became moist before he knew it.This painting seems to have been stolen from his dream, and it must leave some past and memories for him.

Lu Yangyang looked at him quietly, as if after a long time, she said: "This is drawn by your sister."

It was only then that Cheng Yu noticed the inscription on the lower right corner of the painting - "Ye Lan Xinghui", which was Cheng Yue's seal.

"Cheng Yue." Cheng Yu murmured.

Lu Yangyang said: "At the beginning of the year, Nanshi held an art exhibition with the theme of 'love'. I saw it by accident when I went to see the exhibition. The name of this painting is "Forbidden Love". The introduction next to it is only eight words - the sky is beautiful, they are very good. There are many people who like it, but I bought it. After asking a lot of people in the art museum, I found out that it was painted by Cheng Yue. I I think she should miss her two elder brothers very much."

Cheng Yu's mood at the moment is very complicated. He has never told his sister directly about the matter between him and Gong Qing. responsibility.Whether it's from setting a good example or taking care of family and affection, he has had a certain influence and impact on his sister's growth and emotional development. He doesn't know whether this is good or bad for Cheng Yue. But letting her watch her two older brothers who grew up with her get together would hurt her psychologically. Besides, one of them was the object of her admiration, which was also a blow to her.

His big brother wasn't good enough, but his sister chose to forgive him, understand him, and miss him all the time.His sister loves him very much.

Cheng Yu raised his head, blinked his eyes that were about to overflow with tears, and let out a long breath.Only Lu Yangyang's voice continued to ring in the car: "I think, maybe you need this painting more, and I think you should like it."

Cheng Yu turned to look at her, twitched the corner of his mouth, and said, "Thank you, I like it very much."

Lu Yangyang didn't stay here for long, and returned to Nanshi the next day.To Cheng Yu, her appearance is like a person who is willing to give him a torch to keep warm in the cold night, making him believe that there is still warmth, warmth, and hope in this world.

Liu Danqing's injury was neither minor nor serious, even if his foot was injured, it was inconvenient to do anything.Staying in the ward for a long time also felt stuffy, and Cheng Yue would push her to the garden downstairs to relax when the weather was good.

It may be that Cheng Yue revealed his true feelings last time and said what Liu Danqing dared not say for so many years.It may also be that the last time the mother and daughter hugged and cried bitterly at home relieved the pain that Liu Danqing had accumulated in her heart for many years, and it was easier for her to reflect on her life during the hospitalization period.She would often think of the way Cheng Yue cried that day, and then think of the lives of Gong Qing and Cheng Yu, they would only be more sad and painful than Cheng Yue.

Qi Xiu was her attending doctor when she was treated at the No.1 People's Hospital in Nanshi.Because of Qi Xiu's good looks, calm personality, and special concern for patients, Liu Danqing has a good impression of him, and he is also a medical student. Liu Danqing can always see Gong Qing's shadow through him. I miss my two kids even more.

One day, when Cheng Yue was pushing her wheelchair to take her outside for a walk, she saw a man walking with Dr. Qi on the boulevard. She wanted Cheng Yue to push her over to say hello to Dr. Qi and the others, but instead Seeing them holding hands naturally, Doctor Qi even kissed the man before leaving.

Liu Danqing's heart suddenly "thumped", and at the same time as he was surprised, there was also an unspeakable bitterness in his heart.

When seeing Qi Xiu was about to turn around, Liu Danqing hurriedly said to Cheng Yue who was about to push her forward: "Xiao Yue, I'm a little tired, let's go back."

Cheng Yue was a little confused, so why did she get tired after staying for less than 15 minutes?But thinking of Liu Danqing's good and bad mental state, maybe she is really tired at the moment, so she replied: "Oh, good."

Liu Danqing, who returned to the ward, hadn't had a good rest all night, and the image of Dr. Qi and the man holding hands and kissing always appeared in her mind.It turns out that her two sons are not the only gays in this world. It turns out that gays in this world can live together so freely and calmly. It turns out that gays in this world can also look very happy.

She couldn't help but think of her two sons, could they be too... But they are still brothers!

Liu Danqing lay on the bed, tossing and turning sleepless all night.

During the ward round the next day, she saw that Dr. Qi was wearing a ring on his left ring finger. She felt as if she had never noticed this before. Thinking about it now, Dr. Qi should be married.She is not a person who likes to inquire about other people's privacy, but what she saw yesterday lingers in her heart and she can't get rid of it. Maybe she really saw her child's kind, and she was eager to know something, so everyone left Then she stopped Qi Xiu somewhat unnaturally.

Qi Xiu asked with a smile: "Aunt Liu, what's the matter? Is there anything else uncomfortable?"

Liu Danqing said to Cheng Yue on the side: "I want to eat ramen, please bring me some."

Cheng Yue knew that this was to send her away. Although she felt strange, she still nodded in response: "Okay, can I leave out the pepper?"

"Yes." Liu Danqing said with a faint smile.

Cheng Yue and Qi Xiu smiled politely before turning around and going out the door.