Are you a woman today?

Pan Suwo was reading and doing quizzes in the room, and hadn't left the room for three days.

He didn't show up in front of his parents except for eating, and his parents didn't talk to him, as if he didn't have this person at home, but there would be an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks on the dinner table.

Pan Su has never experienced this kind of neglect and rejection since he was a child. It turned out that he ignored his parents when he had conflicts with his parents. Just a whisper, and then I made up my mind to get my mother done, and the matter will be over.

But this time it's not that simple. Dad will never be the mediator in this family again. It was he who moved his hand to Pan Su. The slap was so hard that a few days later, traces of congestion can still be seen on his cheeks. .

Pan Su closed the book, tired of reading, and his eyes hurt. Tao Linlin called him to rank, but Pan Su flatly refused. At this time, he was in no mood to play games, and his whole body was at a low ebb.

[What's wrong, sister Su?There's something wrong with you, you're jumping out word by word, what's wrong? 】

As expected of Tao Linlin being his best brother, he was always the first to discover his anomalies. Pan Su took his mobile phone and decided to talk to him about the grievances in his heart.

"I'm out of the closet." Pan Su was on the phone, her voice was very low, and she sounded in a bad mood.

Tao Linlin was tongue-tied: "What...what? You came out? Really? Fuck you, no wonder you refuse to play ranked. Are you in the hospital now? Is the WIFI signal good?"

"..." Pan Su was in no mood to joke with him, "My dad slapped me, and he and my mom never spoke to me again."

He is like an invisible person at home now, and his parents turn a blind eye to him, as if they want to use this indifference to let him understand how serious the incident is.Perhaps it was also a warning to Pan Su that if he planned to take this path, he would most likely be a stranger to his parents for a lifetime in the future.

Without the vigor and vigor shown in the TV series, Pan Su was isolated in this warm and small home, like an outsider, with his parents close in front of him but out of reach.

Tao Linlin didn't have any good ideas at all. He racked his brains and asked, "Why don't you go to Teacher Han to discuss it? Two people are better than one."

"No." Pan Su shook his head. He didn't tell Han Qi at all, and he pretended to be lively and cheerful on the other side of the phone every day, afraid that he would notice something strange.He was obviously in a bad mood, so he still had to learn what he usually did, find some funny new things to share with Han Qi on Weibo, and then post a bunch of laughs, like a carefree fool.

Fortunately, Han Qi is also busy recently, and the two of them don't have much time to have a good chat, otherwise, with his sensitivity, he can find that Pan Su has been holding on with a few words, but in fact, tears have been falling down the phone screen up.

"If you fight alone like this, I'm at risk. Sister Su, I know you quite well. Your ability to resist attacks is not very good. I always feel, maybe, maybe..." Tao Linlin didn't continue, he and Pan Su has been a friend for so long, and he knows that his good brother looks like a manic and powerful nerd, but in fact his heart is as fragile as a girl.When I rejected Teacher Han at that time, I cried in the dormitory when I came back, not to mention the broken relationship with my parents like now, it must be even more uncomfortable.

The only thing to blame is that Pan Su is too emotional, and people who are emotional are often the most vulnerable. When encountering difficult decisions, they are likely to compromise if they cannot bear the blow.This is exactly what Tao Linlin is worried about. Su Mei is carrying the pressure of her parents and thinking wildly by herself. If she breaks down, she will have to compromise with her parents and go back to the normal path. If she breaks up with Teacher Han, she will regret it for the rest of her life.

Pan Su clenched his fists and said in a firm tone: "No, I will handle it well on my parents' side, not to mention making them accept it without distractions, at least turning a blind eye is enough."

Another week passed, and the situation was still the same at home. Pan Su was in the bedroom, and his parents were chatting in the living room outside.He pricked up his ears, and all he heard was that they were gossips about the work unit and the hospital, without mentioning a single word related to himself. Pan Su even wondered if they really forgot that they had such a son.

Pan Su took out his mobile phone, and saw the calendar reminded that it was his mother's birthday at the end of the month.He looked at the balance in the card. He didn’t live broadcast much in the past few months. He didn’t even get a five-figure reward. The income from the card was only a few thousand yuan. Although it was not much, it would definitely be enough to help his mother celebrate her birthday. up.

Ten days later, Pan Su went out again. His parents were not at home. He went to the cake shop to order a birthday cake, and after thinking about it, he went to the mall again to pick out a gift for his mother.

There is a tradition in their family, and they attach great importance to birthdays, no matter how big or small, they will always give gifts.Pan's mother bought gifts for her son since she was a child, and has been buying them for more than 20 years. Pan Su saved money by herself when she was in elementary school, and gave her mother greeting cards and small handmade gifts. Later, she was able to earn money and began to buy cosmetics for her mother. , bags, clothes and skirts, every time my mother would say not to waste money, but the joy is clearly on the face.

He wandered around the mall for a long time, thinking about helping his mother buy gifts, but his eyes kept glancing at the men's clothing store.This shirt is not bad, Mr. Han will definitely look good in it; and this tie, he has many ties, but he doesn't have this color, he can buy it to enrich his wardrobe...

Pan Su patted her cheeks, wake up, when can't help Teacher Han with shopping, the key now is to please mother!

He passed by a cosmetics store, and suddenly saw a familiar figure standing at the lipstick counter, applying lipstick to his hands to test the color.

Pan Su quietly walked behind the man and patted his shoulder. The man was startled, and when he turned around and saw that it was Pan Su, he breathed a sigh of relief: "Sister Su, I didn't expect to meet you here."

Pan Su chuckled, he didn't expect that it's rare to meet a romantic god when he goes shopping, what kind of fate is this.

Liu Zui was wearing a suit with a brand on his chest. Pan Su was curious: "You don't teach English anymore? You start selling cosmetics?"

"No, it was brought here for my sister," Liu Zui pointed to the long-haired beauty sitting behind the counter wearing mascara. "She is the general manager of this area of ​​the brand. She is doing an event today and asked me to help."

Pan Su showed admiring eyes, the general manager of the international big-name counter!It sounds like there is a feel with an annual salary of one million.But it's understandable to ask Liu Zui to come here. He looks gentle and handsome, and standing here in a suit, he can attract many girls to come here without doing anything.

"Why did you come to buy cosmetics?" Liu Zui touched his chin and lowered his voice, "Is there not enough women's clothing?"

"..." Pan Su was speechless, "I bought it for my mother."

"Oh, that's it. Look, what do you want? My sister is here, so I can give you a discount."

Pan Su was immediately excited. Normally, a set of make-up would cost thousands of dollars. He was afraid that he didn't have enough money, so it would be great if he could get a discount.Liu Zui's elder sister is also very approachable. Seeing that Pan Su is cute, she is also a friend of her younger brother. She helps Pan Su choose a suitable makeup set, and not only gives a discount but also gives a sample.

Liu Zui raised his wrist to check the time: "Sister, can I withdraw?" He was afraid that his sister would hold him back, so he held Pan Su back, "I want to send my friend back."

Liu Ling waved her hand: "The activity is almost done, get out, get out, do you want to drive my car?"

Liu Zui readily agreed, and Liu Ling threw him the car keys: "Go home early for dinner."

Pan Su followed Liu Zui to the underground parking lot: "You and your sister are so close."

"What you see is the appearance. When she beat me up, she was merciless." Liu Zui led Pan Su around the underground garage, and finally found a white sports car, "Go up."

Pan Su surprised, Porsche 911!Sure enough, my sister is Bai Fumei with an annual salary of one million!

"I haven't driven this car a few times, please forgive me if I accidentally vomited you up." Liu Zui smiled all over his face, and got vaccinated in advance.

Pan Su waved his hand generously, don't worry if he doesn't know, he has never had motion sickness since he was a child, there is no such problem!

As a result, after he actually set out on the road, Pan Su realized that if the Flag was set up too early, he would be punished.

Foreign sports cars are designed to adapt to wide and unmanned kilometers. After arriving in China, they obviously become unable to stretch their hands and feet when facing red lights.However, the acceleration from [-] kilometers is quite fast, and the push force is extremely strong. After driving for a while, he was stuck at the red light and braked again. This stop-and-go made Pan Su dizzy, with a dull nausea in his chest.

With an expression of "I knew it", Liu Zui took out a mint candy from the storage box and handed it to him: "Come on, vomit. Fortunately, you are not wearing women's clothing, otherwise I will definitely be detained' Happy to be a daddy' hat."

Pan Su was really disgusted by his words, scolded "grass", and quickly dismantled the mint pond and threw it into his mouth.

The white sports car looked like a petite girl squeezed into the alleys of the old city, and finally stopped at the gate of the old community of Pan Su's house.Pan Su's face was pale, and he turned his back when he got out of the car and couldn't help but feel sick.

Liu Zui also got out of the car, stood beside him and supported his shoulder: "Hey, sister Su, are you okay?"

Pan Su waved his hand: "I'm fine...vomit..."

Liu Zui took out a tissue from his suit pocket and handed it over, stroking his back to help him calm down, without any guilt in his tone: "What did I say? Don't blame me if you threw up, you are still showing off."

Pan Su's eyes were red, he wiped the corners of his mouth with a piece of paper, and glared at him: "Why are you so experienced?"

"Oh, it's nothing. My sister also threw up when I sat for the first time. It's not shameful."

Feeling that this is a lesson accumulated from experience, Pan Su's stomach was still churning, with a sad expression: "...It seems that I will never have a chance with Ferrari in this life."

Liu Zui laughed loudly, and put his arms around his shoulders: "Are you thinking too much? Oh no, your man is a lawyer, a case worth millions, and Ferrari is not a dream."

They were chatting when they suddenly heard a trembling call from behind: "Su——Susu!"

Pan Su and Liu Zui turned their heads at the same time, and saw Mother Pan standing at the gate of the community with a pale face.

She was pushing the battery car, as if she had just left work, but by coincidence, she happened to see her son hugging and standing with a man in a suit, with an intimate attitude, and a two-seat small car that didn't look cheap was parked next to her. car.

Pan Su's face also turned pale, he glanced at the posture of himself and Liu Zui, and his mind buzzed: It's over, this misunderstanding has exploded!

But Liu Zui didn't notice anything wrong at all, and asked in a low voice, "Is this your mother?"

Pan Su nodded weakly, and Liu Zui smiled immediately: "Hello, Auntie."

It was fine if he didn't say hello, but when he called out "Auntie", Pan's mother's face changed, and her tone became stern: "You, you let go of my son!"

Liu Zui felt baffled, what's wrong?How could you be so hostile to me when you first met?He took his hand off Pan Su's shoulder, Pan Su felt something was wrong, picked up the bag from the car, and greeted Liu Zui in a low voice: "I'll go back first, I'll explain to you tonight."

He carried the gift he bought for his mother, and put on a smile: "Mom, you're back, you got off work early today..."

"You don't want to be ashamed!" Pan's mother didn't have a good battery car, she casually put it aside, and took Pan Su's arm, "I'm talking to men on the road, how many neighbors are watching, you don't think it's embarrassing ?!"

Pan Su was taken aback, and quickly explained: "No, he is my friend, and we are—"

"You kid, what do you want me to do with your dad?!" Pan's mother blushed, she almost lost control of her emotions, and roared, "Go out to play with a man, and even drive you back, he bought the things for you ? Do you want to live like a woman! My old father and I are ashamed, do you think our life is too long?!"

Mother Pan took the bag from his hand and threw it on the ground. All the cosmetics inside rolled out, lipstick, loose powder, and eye shadow spilled all over the floor.

Pan Su froze in place, his mind went blank for a moment.

There are more and more people watching the excitement around, pointing at them.He knew that his mother would say such things because she was mad, but this was at the door of the house, and there were neighbors who had watched him grow up... At this moment, Pan Su felt anxious and stood there as if he had been stripped naked. There are crowds watching here, everyone knows that he likes men, and he seems to be adopted, and his life is uglier than a woman who sells her sex.

When Pan's mother saw the cosmetics that fell on the ground, she was stunned for a moment. She suddenly came back to her senses, suddenly remembered something, her face became paler, and she stretched out her hand: "Su, Susu..."

When Pan Su was touched by the warm hand, his whole body trembled like an electric shock.He opened his mother's hand suddenly, and finally couldn't bear to yell out: "Yes, I like men! But it's not as bad as you said!"

He turned around and ran, pushing through the crowd and running away, and disappeared in a flash.Pan's mother followed behind and called his name, screaming heart-piercingly. Seeing the situation, Liu Zui immediately had a headache, so he comforted her first: "Auntie, don't worry, I'll go find him."

He got in the car and lit the ignition, and the crowd made way for the lively crowd. Liu Zui turned the steering wheel with a dazed look on his face: What's the matter? It's unbelievable that you can send such a story to a friend.

Pan Su ran out along the path, scurrying around in the streets and alleys like a headless chicken.Usually I can't even run 800 meters, but today I burst out with endless potential. I ran for 5 minutes at a stretch, and finally exhausted, and gradually stopped at the entrance of an alley.

Panting heavily, he squatted down slowly, his lungs exchanging air violently, screaming in pain every time he exhaled.

The noisy sounds of the street, the pedestrians coming and going, the honking of the shop hawking...all of these became empty and distant. Pan Su buried his face in his arms, feeling extremely tired, and tears kept pouring out.

On the street at dusk in summer, for the first time, all the pressure and grievances from this period of time were vented out unreservedly.