But it should be over by now.
The people on the roof pressed their hearts, the wind and snow became more and more urgent, the world was white, and Shi Qingyi left.
She let go, but when she really let go, she still found it unbearable. What kind of existence is Shi Qingyi to her?
It was her only thought in this world. Her parents died early, and she lived under the fence. There was little light in her dark life. Grandpa treated her very well and gave her the whole family and company, but After all, she was not raised by her side since she was a child, and it may be more responsibility and guilt for her daughter.
Her heart is cold, the thought that has kept her alive for so many years is Shi Qingyi, when she was in the most painful time, she wanted to take her as her own and survive, until now——
Her hands were a little stiff from the cold, and she slowly pushed the wheelchair towards the edge of the roof. Qingyi will go far away and have a bright future. She should die in this snowstorm so that her future will not be clouded. any shadows.
The wind howled, and the oversized wheelchair under the snow made a slightly harsh sound in the snow water. On the edge of the roof, she slowly closed her eyes.
She thought of the girl who laughed wantonly in high school, boys and girls stared at her wherever she went, received roses in the corridor, and was asked for her contact information on the playground——
Maybe it was because of illness, maybe it was because of disability and disfigurement, she developed endless inferiority complex and violence in those three years, it seemed that everyone was belittling her and looking down on her——
Later, she was almost dazed and thought, if this is the case, then Shi Qingyi should be destroyed together.
——Destroy her, and then imprison her by her side forever and ever, so that she can no longer see anyone in her eyes, she really hates the appearance of other people in her eyes, let her completely become herself belongings.
Such a terrifying idea, she not only wants to destroy herself, but also completely destroys Shi Qingyi, so she should let go, even if the bond has been integrated into the flesh and blood for a long time, it is inseparable.
The wheelchair finally reached the end of the roof, and she stretched out her hand to support the wheelchair. The place was very high, and the snowy weather was so white that it was impossible to see the scene below. What do you think about.
At that time, when she was young, she was thinking in her heart that Shi Qingyi would come to save her——
Now she turned her head with that little possibility, and there were many people behind her, but there was no one she thought about day and night.
Qing Yi has already left, how could she come back?
——She doesn't want herself anymore.
She knows this fact so well.
-
The moment the elevator opened, Qing Yi rushed out, and Jiang Zhiyi was on the edge of the roof, holding on to the railing with one hand, as if she would fall down in the next moment.
At that moment, Shi Qingyi felt that her breathing became stagnant, and she couldn't help shivering due to the cold wind. She staggered forward, and tremblingly called that name: "Jiang Zhiyi——"
That sound almost used up all her strength, and her hoarse voice was hardly like a sound that a normal person could make. The crowd separated silently in front of her, and she looked at this red-eyed woman rushing up in surprise and inexplicable.
Jiang Zhiyi's hand holding the wheelchair trembled slightly, thinking that he might be hallucinating again.
Since the car accident three years ago, she began to hallucinate frequently. She heard Shi Qingyi's voice calling her, and she began to feel happy. After turning everything over, she couldn't find anyone, and she seemed even sadder. Later, when Shi Qingyi was by her side, she was better, but now she's gone——
No matter how much medicine you take, you will still hear hallucinations, hallucinating that she is willing to stay by her side and be with her.
But this time it seemed to be extraordinarily real, she was thinking about Shi Qingyi so much, she was going crazy thinking about it, knowing that it might be just a hallucination, she couldn't help but turned her head in panic, lest she would be unhappy if she turned around too slowly.
There was heavy snow behind her, and the woman's long black hair was disheveled over her shoulders, her beautiful eyebrows were slightly red, she stood there and stretched out her hand.
"Come back with me Yi Yi Zhiyi, will you go back with me?" Shi Qingyi reluctantly lowered her voice, she could feel that Jiang Zhiyi's current state is not stable.
She was too thin, and she was still wearing a thin long skirt in winter, which was tightly attached to the bone frame, her eyes were misty, and she didn't even look at what was in front of her.
——that is the abyss beyond redemption.
She used to be timid, afraid of the dark, heights and cold.
The people beside the abyss looked at her for a long time, but shook their heads with difficulty: "No..."
Tears rolled down her thin cheeks one after another: "Qing Yi is gone...she wants to go...she doesn't want me anymore..."
The dream and reality gradually overlapped, tearing her apart.
Is it an illusion? How could Qingyi be willing to come back after finally being free?She wanted to leave herself a long time ago.
She had thought about it a long time ago, so she tricked her out that day, went to the airport and didn't come back, and asked her at night that she didn't speak, she wanted to leave so much, and he let her go, how could she come back?
"Who said I want to leave?" Shi Qingyi's voice was so hoarse, she gradually approached the person step by step, ignoring the obstruction of others, and slowly approached, "Mr. Jiang is so powerful, why does he just check me to go to the airport? If you don’t check, what am I going to do next?”
"If I didn't tell you, you didn't find out. Did I order a ring in a store three years ago?"
Tears pooled in her eyes, making her voice wet and hoarse.
Jiang Zhiyi blinked her eyes very slowly, thinking that maybe the auditory hallucinations were getting worse, but for some reason, a little extravagant hope surged in her heart, her whole body trembled slightly, and her cold hand pressed on her amputated leg: "I'm disabled..."
"My hands can't draw anymore." Shi Qingyi got closer and closer to her.
Jiang Zhiyi's heart suddenly throbbed, how much Qingyi must have hurt back then, why didn't he go to find her, why didn't he stay by her side, didn't dare to reveal the truth, still like that -
At the moment of her hesitation, Qing Yi was getting closer and closer, only the last few steps left, she suddenly retreated as if she was startled by something, and the hot liquid ran across her cheeks and chin.
"Qing Yi, don't come here... I'm not good enough, I need to take medicine, I treat you like that..." She trembled and tried to lean back desperately, "I'm sick——"
It was hard for her to make up her mind to let go. If she doesn't make up her mind, she won't be able to let go again in her whole life.
—she couldn't do it at all.
She was really scared, how could she have such thoughts?Qing Yi suffered for three years because of losing her dream, but what about her?But she wants to destroy the girl she likes and keep her by her side for the rest of her life, she wants to destroy her——
The out-of-control person was still cowering and pushing the wheelchair back, Shi Qingyi's eyes finally shed tears, her voice suddenly softened, and she stopped moving forward, she said: "Knowledge, such as ツ haggard Hui Suu Just play with me and accompany you, okay?"
The cold wind blew her voice into pieces, and only gentle murmurs remained in Jiang Zhiyi's ears, but she froze suddenly, at that moment Qingyi rushed over and hugged her tightly, on the edge of the roof, and then retreated In one step, the edge of shattered bones hugged her tightly.
She leaned close to her ear, her voice was hoarse and gentle, with a slightly crying tone: "Do you think I don't know?"
How could you not know?She is her pillow person.
Jiang Zhiyi's uneasiness, fear and suspicion, she knew clearly.
"I'm going to get the ring. Why do you judge me? Before I get the ring, you don't want me. Do you want to go first?"
It's cold and windy, and if you take a wrong step forward, you will be doomed.
Shi Qingyi hugged her tremblingly, the wind in November and February blew across her body like a knife's edge, Jiang Zhiyi stayed on the rooftop for too long, holding her in her arms was like hugging a piece of solid ice, but it was so, Shi Qing Yi also has no intention of letting go.
She hugged her so tightly that Jiang Zhiyi almost couldn't breathe, but her frozen hands desperately hugged Shi Qingyi's shoulders, almost burying herself in her flesh and blood.
At first it was still sobbing quietly and silently, and after a while, it suddenly began to inhale sharply, trembling around Qingyi's back, as if a trapped animal uttered its final wail: "Qingyi——"
She was a ridiculous monkey, but then her moon voluntarily fell into her arms.
With the moon in the water in hand, it turns out that it is not just a dream in the mirror.
Later, Shi Qingyi carried Jiang Zhiyi down with her own hands. Her wheelchair was stuck on the roof, and she would fall if she took a step forward. Shi Qingyi immediately picked her up.
Many celebrities, relatives and friends present looked at the two women in astonishment, Shi Qing's face remained unchanged, only Jiang Zhiyi hugged her neck and sobbed softly.
"Qing Yi, let me go...your hand is still not healed."
Shi Qingyi's hand can be discharged from the hospital after a period of time, the wound has not fully healed, Jiang Zhiyi is very thin and does not seem to weigh like an adult woman, but she is still afraid of getting tired.
Shi Qingyi refused to let go, but told her softly not to move, so Jiang Zhiyi honestly didn't dare to move again, but hugged her even tighter.
They hugged so tightly, as if they couldn't survive the moment they were separated, and they didn't even notice a trace of blood dripping from the gauze on Shi Qingyi's wrist.
That night they went back to their little villa, like two frightened beasts tightly hugging each other, Jiang Zhiyi's mental state was not very good, and she didn't want to let the doctor come in to see her, only willing to see Shi Qingyi alone, sometimes Crying and apologizing, sometimes tremblingly asking for kisses.
"Qingyi, I was wrong. I will never keep you by my side again. You can go wherever you want, but...just don't leave me, okay?"
"I will be very obedient, take medicine on time every day, I will listen to you, cooperate with the treatment well, I will change..."
"Qingyi, don't leave me..." When she kissed Qingyi's wrist tremblingly, asking her if it hurt, she kept swearing and assuring her, which made people feel distressed.
Shi Qingyi pitifully kissed her swollen eyelids from crying, gently kissed away the warm tears, and patted her back to comfort the restless people.
The system breathed a sigh of relief in her mind, and wiped off the cold sweat that didn't exist: "The crisis is over! Gu Chuanjing survived—"
The people on the roof pressed their hearts, the wind and snow became more and more urgent, the world was white, and Shi Qingyi left.
She let go, but when she really let go, she still found it unbearable. What kind of existence is Shi Qingyi to her?
It was her only thought in this world. Her parents died early, and she lived under the fence. There was little light in her dark life. Grandpa treated her very well and gave her the whole family and company, but After all, she was not raised by her side since she was a child, and it may be more responsibility and guilt for her daughter.
Her heart is cold, the thought that has kept her alive for so many years is Shi Qingyi, when she was in the most painful time, she wanted to take her as her own and survive, until now——
Her hands were a little stiff from the cold, and she slowly pushed the wheelchair towards the edge of the roof. Qingyi will go far away and have a bright future. She should die in this snowstorm so that her future will not be clouded. any shadows.
The wind howled, and the oversized wheelchair under the snow made a slightly harsh sound in the snow water. On the edge of the roof, she slowly closed her eyes.
She thought of the girl who laughed wantonly in high school, boys and girls stared at her wherever she went, received roses in the corridor, and was asked for her contact information on the playground——
Maybe it was because of illness, maybe it was because of disability and disfigurement, she developed endless inferiority complex and violence in those three years, it seemed that everyone was belittling her and looking down on her——
Later, she was almost dazed and thought, if this is the case, then Shi Qingyi should be destroyed together.
——Destroy her, and then imprison her by her side forever and ever, so that she can no longer see anyone in her eyes, she really hates the appearance of other people in her eyes, let her completely become herself belongings.
Such a terrifying idea, she not only wants to destroy herself, but also completely destroys Shi Qingyi, so she should let go, even if the bond has been integrated into the flesh and blood for a long time, it is inseparable.
The wheelchair finally reached the end of the roof, and she stretched out her hand to support the wheelchair. The place was very high, and the snowy weather was so white that it was impossible to see the scene below. What do you think about.
At that time, when she was young, she was thinking in her heart that Shi Qingyi would come to save her——
Now she turned her head with that little possibility, and there were many people behind her, but there was no one she thought about day and night.
Qing Yi has already left, how could she come back?
——She doesn't want herself anymore.
She knows this fact so well.
-
The moment the elevator opened, Qing Yi rushed out, and Jiang Zhiyi was on the edge of the roof, holding on to the railing with one hand, as if she would fall down in the next moment.
At that moment, Shi Qingyi felt that her breathing became stagnant, and she couldn't help shivering due to the cold wind. She staggered forward, and tremblingly called that name: "Jiang Zhiyi——"
That sound almost used up all her strength, and her hoarse voice was hardly like a sound that a normal person could make. The crowd separated silently in front of her, and she looked at this red-eyed woman rushing up in surprise and inexplicable.
Jiang Zhiyi's hand holding the wheelchair trembled slightly, thinking that he might be hallucinating again.
Since the car accident three years ago, she began to hallucinate frequently. She heard Shi Qingyi's voice calling her, and she began to feel happy. After turning everything over, she couldn't find anyone, and she seemed even sadder. Later, when Shi Qingyi was by her side, she was better, but now she's gone——
No matter how much medicine you take, you will still hear hallucinations, hallucinating that she is willing to stay by her side and be with her.
But this time it seemed to be extraordinarily real, she was thinking about Shi Qingyi so much, she was going crazy thinking about it, knowing that it might be just a hallucination, she couldn't help but turned her head in panic, lest she would be unhappy if she turned around too slowly.
There was heavy snow behind her, and the woman's long black hair was disheveled over her shoulders, her beautiful eyebrows were slightly red, she stood there and stretched out her hand.
"Come back with me Yi Yi Zhiyi, will you go back with me?" Shi Qingyi reluctantly lowered her voice, she could feel that Jiang Zhiyi's current state is not stable.
She was too thin, and she was still wearing a thin long skirt in winter, which was tightly attached to the bone frame, her eyes were misty, and she didn't even look at what was in front of her.
——that is the abyss beyond redemption.
She used to be timid, afraid of the dark, heights and cold.
The people beside the abyss looked at her for a long time, but shook their heads with difficulty: "No..."
Tears rolled down her thin cheeks one after another: "Qing Yi is gone...she wants to go...she doesn't want me anymore..."
The dream and reality gradually overlapped, tearing her apart.
Is it an illusion? How could Qingyi be willing to come back after finally being free?She wanted to leave herself a long time ago.
She had thought about it a long time ago, so she tricked her out that day, went to the airport and didn't come back, and asked her at night that she didn't speak, she wanted to leave so much, and he let her go, how could she come back?
"Who said I want to leave?" Shi Qingyi's voice was so hoarse, she gradually approached the person step by step, ignoring the obstruction of others, and slowly approached, "Mr. Jiang is so powerful, why does he just check me to go to the airport? If you don’t check, what am I going to do next?”
"If I didn't tell you, you didn't find out. Did I order a ring in a store three years ago?"
Tears pooled in her eyes, making her voice wet and hoarse.
Jiang Zhiyi blinked her eyes very slowly, thinking that maybe the auditory hallucinations were getting worse, but for some reason, a little extravagant hope surged in her heart, her whole body trembled slightly, and her cold hand pressed on her amputated leg: "I'm disabled..."
"My hands can't draw anymore." Shi Qingyi got closer and closer to her.
Jiang Zhiyi's heart suddenly throbbed, how much Qingyi must have hurt back then, why didn't he go to find her, why didn't he stay by her side, didn't dare to reveal the truth, still like that -
At the moment of her hesitation, Qing Yi was getting closer and closer, only the last few steps left, she suddenly retreated as if she was startled by something, and the hot liquid ran across her cheeks and chin.
"Qing Yi, don't come here... I'm not good enough, I need to take medicine, I treat you like that..." She trembled and tried to lean back desperately, "I'm sick——"
It was hard for her to make up her mind to let go. If she doesn't make up her mind, she won't be able to let go again in her whole life.
—she couldn't do it at all.
She was really scared, how could she have such thoughts?Qing Yi suffered for three years because of losing her dream, but what about her?But she wants to destroy the girl she likes and keep her by her side for the rest of her life, she wants to destroy her——
The out-of-control person was still cowering and pushing the wheelchair back, Shi Qingyi's eyes finally shed tears, her voice suddenly softened, and she stopped moving forward, she said: "Knowledge, such as ツ haggard Hui Suu Just play with me and accompany you, okay?"
The cold wind blew her voice into pieces, and only gentle murmurs remained in Jiang Zhiyi's ears, but she froze suddenly, at that moment Qingyi rushed over and hugged her tightly, on the edge of the roof, and then retreated In one step, the edge of shattered bones hugged her tightly.
She leaned close to her ear, her voice was hoarse and gentle, with a slightly crying tone: "Do you think I don't know?"
How could you not know?She is her pillow person.
Jiang Zhiyi's uneasiness, fear and suspicion, she knew clearly.
"I'm going to get the ring. Why do you judge me? Before I get the ring, you don't want me. Do you want to go first?"
It's cold and windy, and if you take a wrong step forward, you will be doomed.
Shi Qingyi hugged her tremblingly, the wind in November and February blew across her body like a knife's edge, Jiang Zhiyi stayed on the rooftop for too long, holding her in her arms was like hugging a piece of solid ice, but it was so, Shi Qing Yi also has no intention of letting go.
She hugged her so tightly that Jiang Zhiyi almost couldn't breathe, but her frozen hands desperately hugged Shi Qingyi's shoulders, almost burying herself in her flesh and blood.
At first it was still sobbing quietly and silently, and after a while, it suddenly began to inhale sharply, trembling around Qingyi's back, as if a trapped animal uttered its final wail: "Qingyi——"
She was a ridiculous monkey, but then her moon voluntarily fell into her arms.
With the moon in the water in hand, it turns out that it is not just a dream in the mirror.
Later, Shi Qingyi carried Jiang Zhiyi down with her own hands. Her wheelchair was stuck on the roof, and she would fall if she took a step forward. Shi Qingyi immediately picked her up.
Many celebrities, relatives and friends present looked at the two women in astonishment, Shi Qing's face remained unchanged, only Jiang Zhiyi hugged her neck and sobbed softly.
"Qing Yi, let me go...your hand is still not healed."
Shi Qingyi's hand can be discharged from the hospital after a period of time, the wound has not fully healed, Jiang Zhiyi is very thin and does not seem to weigh like an adult woman, but she is still afraid of getting tired.
Shi Qingyi refused to let go, but told her softly not to move, so Jiang Zhiyi honestly didn't dare to move again, but hugged her even tighter.
They hugged so tightly, as if they couldn't survive the moment they were separated, and they didn't even notice a trace of blood dripping from the gauze on Shi Qingyi's wrist.
That night they went back to their little villa, like two frightened beasts tightly hugging each other, Jiang Zhiyi's mental state was not very good, and she didn't want to let the doctor come in to see her, only willing to see Shi Qingyi alone, sometimes Crying and apologizing, sometimes tremblingly asking for kisses.
"Qingyi, I was wrong. I will never keep you by my side again. You can go wherever you want, but...just don't leave me, okay?"
"I will be very obedient, take medicine on time every day, I will listen to you, cooperate with the treatment well, I will change..."
"Qingyi, don't leave me..." When she kissed Qingyi's wrist tremblingly, asking her if it hurt, she kept swearing and assuring her, which made people feel distressed.
Shi Qingyi pitifully kissed her swollen eyelids from crying, gently kissed away the warm tears, and patted her back to comfort the restless people.
The system breathed a sigh of relief in her mind, and wiped off the cold sweat that didn't exist: "The crisis is over! Gu Chuanjing survived—"
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