[Comprehensive Film and Television] I made an appointment with you at the wrong end

Don't hide your lonely heart, even though the world is crueler than we think

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After dinner, Lu Zhu dragged Xiaodouzi back to her room.

"Honghong, what are you trying to do by pulling me in?" Xiaodouzi sat on the small couch where she rested during the night vigil in the past, watched Lu Zhu get herself in and went to light the lamp on her own, asking inexplicably.

Lu Zhu carried the oil lamp to the small wooden frame next to the bed, and then sat down on the small couch, pinching the tips of his index finger and thumb together, and standing up the other three fingers separately: "Look, tell me what this is ?”

Xiaodouzi frowned slightly, and answered hesitantly, "This is... a hand?"

Lu Zhu silently shook his head.

Xiaodouzi thought for a while, and his tone became more hesitant: "Then this is...finger?"

"My God... what I showed you was not my hand, but the shadow on the wall!" Lu Zhu understood now that Xiaodouzi would have misunderstood it, and explained helplessly while holding his forehead.

Xiaodouzi subconsciously followed Lu Zhu's guidance and looked at the wall. The flickering candlelight illuminated a soft and dim yellow over there, and the hand shadow reflected on the wall turned into another appearance because of the movements made by Lu Zhu—— —The pointed beak, the "head" that looks like a bird, and the three "crested feathers"...

"This is...a bird? The head of a peacock? Isn't it?" Xiaodouzi suddenly realized.

"That's right." Lu Zhu added another hand, flipped his hands and changed his movements, and continued to ask: "What about this one?"

The girl's round fingers curled up and stretched flexibly, and her neatly trimmed nails exuded a lustrous soft light in the dim yellow light. It's a rabbit, right?"

"Guessed right! Okay, let's guess this again." Lu Zhu changed his movements again.

"This is a little cat who likes to sleep in like you." Xiaodouzi smiled and helped Lu Zhu brush up some loose hair on the sideburns due to changing movements, looked at her gently, and said softly: "Do you really want to be with me?" say what?"

From the time when she teased him abnormally at dinner just now, and now she dragged him into the room alone, it must not be just to play shadow games with him.

"Don't you understand?" Lu Zhu stretched out a hand in front of him, and said again: "Look, this is a little rabbit——of course, because it was pinched with one hand, it is smaller than before." The big rabbit made with two hands is smaller."

"This way, it's a flying bird; but if you do this again, it will turn into a little turtle." After Lu Zhu finished making the flying bird's hand shadow, he made a little turtle's hand shadow immediately.

"However, no matter what the shadow looks like, it is just human hands from the beginning to the end." Lu Zhu raised his head slightly and looked at Xiaodouzi, and said seriously: "No matter how the 'appearance' changes, the 'essence' is It will never change."

"Just like you are a man at heart, you will never change because of other people's opinions, or the state of disguise, or other various weird and not weird things..."

"The only thing that can change you is you; if you don't even admit to yourself or simply give up on yourself, then no one can really help you."

The young girl still spoke with a childish voice, as if following the light of the dim candlelight into the cold and dark water, so that the person who sank in the deepest water but still tried to struggle to float up felt a ray of warmth. .

"But... people like me, who wear makeup, wear red and green... people who just want to escape when things happen..." Xiaodouzi lowered his head as he talked.

Lu Zhu stretched out his hands to hold his face, let him meet his eyes directly, and then taught him in a serious and serious tone: "What's wrong with wearing makeup, what's wrong with wearing red and green, everyone loves beauty What’s more, when I was reading, I saw that many famous people in ancient times loved to dress up, and they all loved to wear red and green with paint and powder!”

"Besides, do you really think that you will only escape when you encounter things?!"

"Although I wasn't there, I also heard about what happened today from Xiaoshitou and the others—you changed your words for the sake of everyone in Xifucheng."

Xiaodouzi's eyes darkened for a moment, and his lips trembled slightly: "Yes, I was scared and compromised! So I am a cowardly..."

"Do you think this is cowardice? No! In my opinion, what you did today is very brave." Seeing Xiaodouzi, he wanted to lower his head to avoid his gaze. In order to increase the strength in his hands, Lu Zhu changed his seat. Wei knelt up and propped up his body, holding his face with difficulty to prevent him from moving.

"Listen to me, little bean." Lu Zhu pursed his lips, looked at him very seriously and said, "You are not cowardly, but brave, sacrifice, and a very, very great dedication."

"Giving up what you have always insisted on for others, this is something that many people cannot do-but you did. This is not the first step of your compromise, but the first step of your understanding of sacrifice and dedication."

"Life is alive, and many things don't go as expected; some people choose to bleed to the end, and some choose to stop losses in time and retreat, and there are some 'smart' people who choose the policies that are up and down. countermeasures."

"You haven't fully compromised yet, and you still retain a trace of your original 'saneness'. So I want to tell you, please persevere, this is your only hope that you will not sink with the darkness."

Xiaodouzi looked at his thin body, and then thought of Xiao Shitou's strong body: "How can I persist? Do you think I still look like a man?"

"Why don't you look like a man? Does it have to be like a small stone to be called a man?!" Lu Zhu pretended to be angry and gently pushed Xiaodouzi. Seeing his confused look, he was angry and pitiful, and couldn't help but He sighed silently.

"Well, let me tell you a story." Lu Zhu relaxed his body, facing Xiaodouzi's seat, and sat opposite him.

"Around during the Tang Dynasty, there was a place called 'Qixiufang' on the rivers and lakes - it was a bit similar to our Liyuan Tour, and most of it was composed of poor orphans. The owner of the workshop used to be a beautiful artist A chivalrous woman, she has a good relationship with Li Tang's royal family, and the origin of the name "Qixiufang" is precisely because there are seven female apprentices in the workshop who have inherited and carried forward the dance and martial arts of the workshop owner."

"Among the seven shows, there is a girl named Xiaoyun who fell in love with Mr. Hui from a well-known sword-making family. At that time, a gentleman from a famous family paired up with a beautiful chivalrous woman was a match made in heaven and made by everyone. right."

"Unfortunately, just as the two of them were about to discuss marriage, an elder from the Miaojiang Sect suddenly came to the door and said that Xiaoyun was the daughter of the former leader who died early, and now there is civil turmoil in the church, so she was asked to go back and inherit The seat of the priest."

"In the Central Plains at that time, this Miaojiang sect was considered to be a cult. The original design of heaven and earth has become a contradiction between good and evil. Neither Mr. Hui nor Xiaoyun can accept this fact. Xiaoyun was at a loss and wanted to find Mr. Hui. Discuss, and in the end, Mr. Hui, who is constrained by the distinction between good and evil, ended up behind closed doors."

"Xiaoyun left Miaojiang in disappointment, but was followed by A Liang, a younger brother who had secretly admired her since she was a child, and followed her from thousands of miles away."

"In order to help Xiaoyun, who became the leader, to quell the civil strife, A Liang volunteered to join the blood pond and turned into a huge corpse. The dancer who grew up to be a beautiful dancer after being tortured by the blood pond has lost her beauty. Ruin and sanity have almost all disappeared, except for Xiaoyun, who can still listen to Xiaoyun's words and help her quell the civil strife."

"The two stayed in the church from then on, depended on each other, and depended on each other."

"Can you say that Mr. Hui, who wields a sword, is more manly than the delicate and handsome Ah Liang?" After finishing this simple adaptation of the story, Lu Zhu looked straight at Xiaodouzi, and continued: "It's not just that he looks like a A man is a man; in contrast to the various descriptions of women, the descriptions of strong, brave, bloody, elegant, profound, self-cultivation, sense of responsibility, combat effectiveness, and loyalty in men are all good. Jiro's for sure."

"When you need to take responsibility, stand up bravely and shoulder the responsibility, this is a real man." Lu Zhu stared at Xiaodouzi's thoughtful face, and said softly: "It's like The same thing you did today..."

As soon as the words were finished, Xiaodouzi suddenly leaned over and hugged her gently.

A cold forehead was pressed against hers, and the skin between the foreheads, which was slightly hot because of the fierce words, met the coolness, which was a temperature exchange that could not be blocked by frivolous bangs.

"I understand what you mean." His foreheads were pressed against each other, and the tip of his nose almost touched the other's nose. Through those dark and deep pupils, Lu Zhu seemed to be able to see the thousands of ripples hidden in his eyes.

It is not yet known whether the ripples flow to the end, whether they will return to calm or create huge waves.

But at this moment, he did not continue to allow himself to sink.

Lu Zhu raised his hand and hugged Xiaodouzi back, then he tightened his hand and buried his head between her shoulders and neck, like a person who is extremely cold greedily absorbing the warmth from ordinary people, so that he can also Can be wrapped in this warmth, escape from the bone-piercing cold.

"I'm here." Lu Zhu lightly touched his extremely short-shaven head.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the shadow on the wall, the girl in the bun was hugging and comforting the boy who was obviously taller than her, there was an inexplicably weird sense of humor.

Xiaodouzi let go of the hug, looked at this little junior sister who was younger than him but pretended to be old-fashioned to comfort him, and asked tentatively, "Can you call me senior brother?"

Although everyone in the class thinks she is a junior junior sister, Lu Zhu's style is not at all a junior junior sister, but more like a senior senior sister.Those of them who think they are senior brothers have always been called by their first names. The dream of hearing a little girl sweetly call senior brother is probably an ideal that can only be realized in dreams.

"Let's talk about it when you become a character." Being too obedient to one person can easily make him gain an inch, and he has to prepare a ruler for beating after eating the sweet dates, so Lu Zhu decisively rejected Xiaodouzi's request.

Seeing that Xiaodouzi finally stopped being pretentious after being persuaded by Lu Zhu, all the brothers and sisters were also relieved, and took advantage of these few days to intensify their practice, and they were bound to make a name for themselves in the hall meeting of Zhang's mansion.

Hard work pays off, at the hall meeting of the Zhang Mansion, "Farewell My Concubine" starring Xiao Shitou and Xiao Douzi won unanimous praise from everyone in the Zhang Mansion.

After singing, the housekeeper brought a plate of rewards according to Eunuch Zhang's instructions.

Although the two were very happy to be called "little horns" by the housekeeper, they couldn't help but feel goosebumps secretly when they saw people and things that had been in the Republic of China for so many years and still insisted on dressing up in the former Qing Dynasty.

I don't know how much people's fat and people's ointment have been scraped in this mansion. Any study room outside is full of rare treasures.

"Look, take a look! Eunuch Zhang used to serve the Empress Dowager Lafayette, look at these—how precious!" The fat manager who guarantors Xi Fucheng for them is named Na Kun, who was originally a Manchu , The momentum between words and deeds seems to be quite nostalgic for the old Manchurian world.

The three of Lu Zhu didn't bother to pay attention to him, so they simply formed a group, pretending to be brothers and sisters whispering affectionately, so that he couldn't get in the small circle and could only talk to himself.

When it was time to give thanks as usual, Little Shitou and Little Douzi asked Lu Zhu to rest in the study, and then trotted out.

Seeing that they were all leaving, Lu Zhu quietly followed them without saying a word.

All the way, he paid attention to avoiding the maids and servants on the road. After walking for a long time, he saw them in a corridor.

"Shall the two children go together?" Master Guan said with an apologetic smile to a shriveled old man with white skin and white hair.

The shriveled old man held the rosary in his hand, but his gaze was indescribably cold. Lu Zhu, who was hiding in the flowers, saw him shake his head stiffly, and then shouted in a very piercing and sharp voice: "Old rules! How many years old rules!"

After saying this sentence, the shriveled old man waved his hand, and the dazed little Douzi was forcibly carried away by a thin man next to him.

"Little Douzi?!" Little Shitou didn't react for a while, but when he came back to his senses, the thin man had already run a long way, and when he was anxious to catch up, he was grabbed by the fat manager again.

"Hey, why are you so ignorant, kid?" The fat manager and a few servants held him down with difficulty, glanced at Master Guan who was showing an expression of impatience, and reprimanded angrily: "This concubine Yu, she No matter how you act, you have to die, right?"

Knowing that the fat manager was warning himself by teaching Xiao Shitou a lesson, Master Guan sighed in his heart, turned his back, and fell into a long silence.

And at this moment, Xiaoshi, who was still struggling, suddenly saw a red shadow passing in front of him.

Most of the maids and servants in this house are dressed in green pink and blue and black, and those husbands and wives will not come here at this time, so the only ones in red here are...

Yuemo guessed Hongying's true identity, and Xiao Shitou rolled his eyes, and made a fuss in a completely disregarded image, not only attracted the attention of everyone present, even those nearby who heard his wailing, couldn't help it. I really want to poke my head here and join in the fun.

On this side, Xiaodouzi has been sent to Eunuch Zhang's room.

Faced with his answer that this year is the 21st year of the Republic of China, Eunuch Zhang was furious and screamed: "No, this year is the 24th year of Xuantong of the Qing Dynasty!"

There is no longer the "friendly" appearance that was neatly tidied up when he was sitting on the main seat in the banquet, and when the cheerful smile was put away, all the folds like dried orange peel were all wrinkled, and the gray and dry long hair Scattered in disarray, this old eunuch is as terrifying as an evil ghost crawling up from hell.

Xiaodouzi trembled in fright at the old eunuch's shout, subconsciously wanted to run, turned around and rushed to the door, and pushed hard——

Failed to push.

The door was locked from the outside.

Knowing this fact, the feeling of despair flooded towards him like a tide, and the voice of the old eunuch behind him even tinged with a sinister smile: "Come here."

Even though Little Shitou is about half taller than him, in terms of mental maturity, except for his naturally over-intelligent junior sister, he is definitely the first among all the seniors.

In addition, because he grew up in the land of Fengyue, he already knows many things about men and women that his senior brothers have not understood at this age.

Masculinity has existed since ancient times, and the old eunuch has flaws in his body, and judging by his way of thinking about the past, he definitely has psychological problems...

Rolling and crawling around the room twice, watching the terrifying figure of the old eunuch approaching step by step, Xiaodouzi almost collapsed.

Just as he hugged the pillar, thinking that he would rather commit suicide than give in, there was a loud noise from the locked door.

Against the twilight light, the figure at the door who was obviously smaller than a normal person showed a gorgeous but soft red.

In a trance, there was an illusion that this figure was enough to dominate the world.

"Presumptuous! How dare you do anything wrong here to bully good people!" Lu Zhu shouted loudly.

At this moment, she finally used another state of Goldfinger for the first time: carp jumping over the dragon gate.

In this round of competition, the characters and plot lines to be cleared are extremely complicated. Even if the system sent all the original plot outlines and she has watched some of the movies herself, she cannot be sure to successfully complete the perfect strategy.With this in mind, as a multi-world fusion line, she was given the golden finger of "Koi" by the system.

There are three state transitions in this golden finger.

What has been maintained before is the initial koi state of "everyone loves the son of luck". The powerful aura of the world.

The old eunuch probably saw through her the Lafayette who had served before, and knelt down with a plop, and knocked his head heavily on the ground with tears streaming down his face: "Damn the slave, damn the slave..."

Lu Zhu pretended to teach the old eunuch a lesson, to the effect that he would be free from desires, fast and pray for blessings in the future, so as to reduce the punishment of going to hell in the future.The old eunuch kowtowed to thank him with tears streaming down his face, and even knocked himself out with too much force all of a sudden.

After avoiding future troubles, Lu Zhu turned his attention to Xiaodouzi who was huddled in a corner in embarrassment.

Seeing that Lu Zhu looked over, Xiaodouzi's whole body shook violently, then jumped up suddenly, and rushed out.

Both Master and Xiaoshitou were guarding the door of the Zhangfumen Waiguan and refused to leave. Seeing the two of them, Xiaodouzi was even more panicked. Into the alley.

The ruthlessness of Xiaodouzi's stubborn temper is also amazing. After running for so long, not only has his speed not slowed down, but he has even accelerated.

Master Guan was old, and after chasing him for a while, he couldn't do any more, so he could only watch Lu Zhu and Xiao Shitou continue running desperately to chase him.

After chasing all the way to the street, the sky was already dark, and the snowflakes were falling, making the stone road more and more muddy and difficult to walk.

I don't know if it's the moonlight, the stars or the snow, but Xiaodouzi, who was tired from running, leaned against the wall and panted heavily, and the sound of footsteps approached behind him.

His unfocused eyes drifted away, and he vaguely saw a bright red swaddling baby lying on an abandoned well that had been filled with soil at the corner of the street ahead.

The crying of the baby was very faint in the snowy sky.

Seeing Xiaodouzi move towards the abandoned well with a dazed expression, the barrage suddenly frantically swiped the screen, all of them were crying and telling him not to pick up that white-eyed wolf, saying that this baby was Xiaodouzi's later apprentice Not to mention the bitterness of not being able to practice, but in turn becoming a popular...guard...soldier to criticize...dou's own master, Xiaodouzi's fate in the later stage was so miserable, no small part is the "credit" of this white-eyed wolf.

Lu Zhu didn't want him to pick up a disaster, so he gritted his teeth, pretended to be slippery, and fell heavily into the snow at the entrance of the alley.

When Xiaodouzi was about to walk in front of the abandoned well, a small stone's cry suddenly came from behind.

"Douzi! Honghong fell down, and she insists on you to help! Come back quickly, otherwise Honghong won't be able to hold on!"

Xiaodouzi turned sideways and looked back at the entrance of the alley. In the snow-white area, a ball of red, which has always been loved to be clean, was covered with snow and mud.

"I'm here, where are you going..." Xiaodouzi stayed where she was when she saw that the face that was always white and tender in memory was almost faded than the painted face of her own singing.

The crying of the baby and the crying of the girl are intertwined, in a dilemma.

"Brother--"

Hearing the heart-piercing sound, Xiaodouzi was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously took a small step towards the entrance of the alley.

The little hand that stretched out to wave to him, under the light of the white snow, reflected several deep wounds on the hand.

For a moment, her thoughts went back to when the door was knocked open, there was a pile of broken tiles at her feet, which vaguely looked like a flower pot...

The dazed look was instantly replaced by fear, Xiaodouzi ran back without any hesitation, and picked her up.

"Senior brother is here, I am here..." He hugged her in a panic and kept talking, half to comfort her, and half to comfort himself.

Looking distressedly at the hands holding the pen and scroll now covered with blood, Xiaodouzi wished to beat himself who seemed to be fascinated by a ghost just now: Lu Zhu rushed to rescue him regardless of his own injury, but how dare he do this Do? !

How dare you abandon all the people who care about him and love him, want to leave this world alone, sink into the deepest and deepest water, and never look back? !

"Senior Brother..." It was good to come back without saying anything, and he didn't scold or complain, but it was just this crying address that made him cry like rain.

After crying for quite a while, the front of his coat was almost completely wet with tears, and then Lu Zhu let go of his tight grip on his collar.

Blood and tears, snow and mud, mixed and wet into a mess.

"Where you are, I will be there." Like an oath, Xiaodouzi half hugged and half supported Lu Zhu, and was about to walk in the direction of Keban.

Xiao Shitou wanted to come up to help, but he was so swept away that he didn't even dare to speak.

When he walked into the alley, Xiaodouzi turned his head and took a last look at the abandoned well. A pair of honest and honest peasant couples were hugging their babies with a smile.

It turns out that everything in the world is indeed as the master said, a person has his own destiny, and God has his own destiny in the dark.

It must be much better to be a farmer than to be an actor with him.

Fangcai felt sorry for the baby who was abandoned by his parents just like himself, and for a moment mistakenly thought that this would be his courage to live...

In fact, his life, his warmth, his courage and everything are in his arms now.

Even though she was shivering from the cold at this time, because she fell into the snow half dry, she couldn't give herself a warm touch like before——

But he knew that this warmth, like this never-fading red, shone on him all the time, and then stretched out the hand that was scarred but still wouldn't give up, and lifted him from the dark and cold bottom of the water. drag it out.

He is no longer walking alone on the thin ice, always worried that he will fall into the abyss inadvertently, so no matter how heavy the snowstorm is, he will no longer be afraid.

Because, there will always be a person who is as red as fire and dazzles the eye, accompanying him to move forward hand in hand.

The author has something to say:

感谢在2019-11-2620:38:03~2019-11-2821:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 30 bottles of cat stew;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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Solved the source of suffering of Dieyi in the early and late stages, and the style of writing should be easier~

By the way, I also slightly modified the title and title of the volume.

In fact, I still want to fix the occasional typos in the previous article, but the review makes me discouraged_(:з」∠)_