Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

The cold wind made the window lattices squeak slightly, and the winter solstice was a snowy night, and the sound of snowflakes falling was hidden in the wind.

I noticed the change in Lin Chongtan's attitude, and I could even feel the intimacy in his movements.If it turned out, I would definitely push him away, but not now.

I raised my hand and grabbed the corner of his clothes, humming softly.

Lin Chongtan's eyes darkened suddenly, and the strength of his hand pinching my cheek became stronger. I frowned in pain, but fearing that frowning would make my frown look even worse, I quickly stretched my eyebrows.

The next moment, I saw Lin Chongtan let go of me, as if he was about to get out of bed.I panicked and grabbed his sleeve quickly.

"Where are you going?"

"Didn't go anywhere, you go to bed first." Lin Chongtan turned his back to me.

I sat up with his movements, from pulling his sleeves to hugging his waist from behind.

"Tan Sheng."

If I could choose, I would never want to take this path.

"Help me, I...that kind of thing is okay." I took a deep breath and finally said that sentence.

I do not know when the boy in my arms began to take on the appearance of a crown. He gradually lost the childishness when I first saw him when I was 13 years old, but he was still handsome and elegant.

I envy him and want to be him all my life.

But I also know that I can't be him.

Lin Chongtan was silent for a while before turning his head to look at me.When I saw him turn around, I couldn't help but let go of my hand, and a moment later, he picked me up from the bed and walked towards the desk.Before I could react, Lin Chongtan had already put me on the desk.

I immediately wanted to jump down, but he held my waist down.

"How do you want me to help you?" Lin Chongtan approached me and asked softly.

This posture inexplicably made me feel dangerous. I couldn't help looking to the left and right, and after a while, I looked at Lin Chongtan in front of me.

"I... I don't know, but you have a way, don't you?"

After I finished speaking, I heard Lin Chongtan hum, and my heart jumped up.

And he continued: "I have a way, but are you sure you can do what you just said?"

I know that Lin Chongtan is giving me a choice, and there are two roads in front of me right now, one is to act as if nothing happened, and the relationship between Lin Chongtan and I will remain the same in the future; I can't see the way ahead either.

I pursed my lips and began to hesitate, but in the end vanity prevailed.

Lin Chongtan looked at me and nodded, but that face completely lost expression.He reached out to untie the tie of my dress.I dare not look, I just turn my face away.

I can't help shivering when the cold touches my skin directly.And the next moment, something even more terrifying happened.

I almost yelled in disgrace, the voice was too loud, I was afraid of being heard by Qing Qiu and Bai Chi next door, so I immediately reached out to cover my lips.

How could Lin Chongtan do such a thing as Meng Lang?And the desk is a place to read, how can... how can you do such a thing?

At this time, I still don't know the cruelty of intimacy, which allows another person to completely invade my life, even my body.People are entangled together like animals, forgetting about etiquette, righteousness, honesty, and time.

"Tan Sheng, Lin Chongtan..." I couldn't help calling Lin Chongtan's name, I stretched out my hand to push him, but he grabbed both hands.In a rude, outrageous way, he told me the consequences of choosing the second path.

I was scared to tears by him, and I didn't dare to shout too loudly, so I could only beg him to stop in a low voice.

I can't remember what happened afterwards.

I only know that when Lin Chongtan hugged me off the table, I held my clothes tightly with one hand and wiped the tears on my face with the other.

Lin Chongtan didn't let me go, he hugged me on his lap, after what happened just now, his lips were redder than ever.He stared at me calmly, and when he saw the tears in my eyes that hadn't faded away, he pinched my cheek again with his fingers.

"Do you want me to help you?" His expression was too calm, as if it was not him who did such frivolous and shameless things.

I clenched my hands tightly around the clothes, but the wet feeling still existed.

"Yes." I uttered the word with difficulty.

At that moment, Lin Chongtan's eyes were complicated, and I still couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes, so I could only hold him with one hand free, "Tan Sheng."

He finally didn't look at me anymore, but rearranged the messy desk, took out another piece of rice paper and spread it in front of me.

"The questions of the big exam are actually very easy to bet on. As long as you bet on the right questions, you can memorize what I wrote. Naturally, you won't be the last one in the exam."

While speaking, he began to write on the rice paper.

I have always known that Lin Chongtan is smart, but tonight I seem to have truly realized the difference between me and him.He obviously drank a lot of wine, and the hand holding the pen was shaking a little, but he wrote the article almost in one go. What's more frightening is that he wrote three long articles in a short period of time.

After finishing the third chapter, Lin Chongtan stopped.

"No, it's too difficult." He whispered, crumpled the rice paper he just wrote and threw it on the ground, and started writing again.

I was startled by his behavior, for a moment I forgot what I had suffered before, and just watched in a daze.Unknowingly, in the middle of the night, Lin Chongtan finally stopped writing. At this time, I was extremely tired and leaned against him lazily.

The action of him putting down the pen made me wake up suddenly, but after a while, I lowered my eyes sleepily again.

Suddenly, I felt a heat on my lips, and tried to open my eyes, only to find that Lin Chongtan was actually kissing me.I was so sleepy that I couldn't think about why he kissed me suddenly, so my eyelids closed slowly.

After the third exam, I was in a daze.Although Lin Chongtan told me that it was easy to bet on the questions, I was only skeptical until I saw the test paper.

After leaving the classroom, I went to find Lin Chongtan almost immediately.

He finished the exam earlier than me, and is now letting Qingqiu and Bai Chi pack their luggage.Taixue is on vacation, and we will have more than ten days of vacation next.

When Lin Chongtan saw me, he seemed to guess what I wanted to say, "I recently got a picture of winter plums, you can go into the room and have a look."

Not long after I entered the room, he also walked in.

"The topic is here, and I put your writing on it, will they find out that I can't write it?" I asked him hastily.

Lin Chongtan lightly shook his head, "The people who read the Waishe Wencai papers this time are Xu Dianxue and Zhao Dianxue from Neishe. They haven't taught you before, so they won't find any problems. Besides, the essay you memorized is not a gem."

When he said that, my heart was relieved a lot.

As Lin Chongtan said, when the results of the third major exam came out, no one suspected that there was something wrong with my grades.I improved by ten places.Even though there were only ten of them, the classicists looked at me no longer disappointed.

They thought that I made progress through my own efforts, but they didn't know that I traded my body for it.

At this time, I didn't know that all the glitz was nothing but vain. I tasted the sweetness of the so-called progress, and I began to want to taste more sweetness.

For this reason, I got more and more tired of being with Lin Chongtan, and even Liangji, who has always been dull, found a problem.

"Master Chun, you haven't come back to sleep for a long time."

Liangji's words startled me, but soon, I calmed down and said, "You know, Tansheng is giving me extra lessons."

Liangji wanted to say something else, so I stopped him first, "Okay, why don't I go to make up classes tonight? Is it too boring for you to sleep alone, then let's talk about it and then sleep."

When I was at Lin's house, I couldn't fall asleep, so I would drag Liangji to talk to me.After entering Taixue, I belatedly realized that we hadn't talked at night for a long time.

Liangji moved a chair and sat beside my bed. He stared at me for a while and said, "Master Chun, I think you seem a little different."

"It's definitely different when you grow up. I'm going to be eighteen soon." I said carelessly.

"That's not what I'm talking about." Liangji wanted to say something, but he couldn't seem to find the exact words, and he danced anxiously, his face huddled into a ball.

I didn't want to talk about it, so I changed the subject and said, "Liangji, tell me the story of your childhood."

Liangji is different from me, he had an extremely happy childhood, so every time he tells stories about his childhood, he is very happy.I saw him showing a joyful expression, and I felt happy too.

But tonight he was also telling stories about his childhood, but my mind started to wander, and my mind was full of other things.

I have already sent my grades home, and my mother wrote back that my father was not very satisfied with my grades, and hoped that I could work harder.

I know what my father wants, he wants a son who is talented.

Lin Chongtan is.

In less than two years after entering Beijing, Lin Chongtan's name has almost spread among the dignitaries.This year's ceremony, Lin Chongtan was invited by the prince to play the piano.

Since then, a piece of "Ode to King Wen" has been known all over the world.

King Wen is the founding emperor of our dynasty. I don’t know how many people have written eulogies to King Wen throughout the ages, but they are considered to be extravagant pleasures and cannot show the aura of the founding emperor.

Only Lin Chongtan's song doesn't have half a word. Just relying on the sound of the piano, it's like seeing Yazhang resigning from the phoenix palace, iron riding around the Dragon City, and seeing the majestic and clear King Wen himself.

This year's Mid-Autumn Festival banquet, Lin Chongtan has been officially invited to attend the banquet. He is the only one who has no official position to attend the palace banquet. He has just turned eighteen at that time.

Compared with him, my progress in the final exam seemed insignificant.

"Master Chun?"

Liangji's words brought me back to reality.

I was stunned for a while before I said, "Sorry, Liangji, I was distracted just now."

"It's okay, Master Chun, are you sleepy? Then go to sleep, I'll warm you a pot of water before you go to sleep." Liangji said.

I suddenly felt guilty, and grabbed Liangji's hand, "Liangji, when I finish my work and take a rest, let's go to the outskirts of the city to play?"

Liangji nodded hurriedly.

Time flies, my birthday is here.

This time, it was Lin Chongtan who came to find me in person.He took me out of Taixue and took a night boat trip to Baguio Lake.

Except for the boatman, there were only me and him on the boat.

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"Yazhang resigned from the Phoenix Tower, and iron cavalry circled the Dragon City." ——Yang Jiong's "March in the Army"