On how abusive essays become sweet essays

The cotton swab was dipped in the lotion and dabbed gently on the wound. Qin Xu's blue and red wounds at the corners of his mouth and eyes looked terrible, but in fact they were just skin traumas.

In order to apply the medicine, Lin Zhinian got very close to him, with his eyes drooping, Qin Xu could see his eyelashes clearly, and when he blinked, the eyelashes trembled, as if sweeping over his heart, tickling his heart.

"Okay." Lin Zhinian threw the cotton swab into the trash can, "What's wrong with your injury?"

Qin Xu paused and said, "I got into a fight with someone."

Qin Xu's fights happened many times before, and he was also injured like this. Whenever Lin Zhinian saw it, he would help him deal with his wounds. Those are Qin Xu's precious memories.

He said: "A suitor of my senior misunderstood the relationship between me and my senior, so we started fighting."

When Lin Zhinian heard the words "I misunderstood my relationship with my senior sister", he almost thought that Qin Xu was explaining to him from a distance, so he avoided Qin Xu's sight and put away the medicines one by one.

Qin Xu didn't stop, and continued to explain: "The cat I picked up before - the one I sent you a photo of, belonged to my senior sister. In order to thank me, my senior sister helped me find a part-time job. Misunderstood."

"This matter has been settled, Brother Lin, you don't have to worry." Qin Xu said.

"Pick up your clothes." Lin Zhinian said holding the medicine.

Qin Xu: "No, no need, I will apply the medicine myself later..."

"It's inconvenient for you to rub the medicine and rub it to warm it up." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu thought for a while, then pulled up the clothes hesitantly, pursed her lips, "I'm sorry, Brother Lin."

Lin Zhinian: "Why are you being polite to me?"

He saw the blue and red patch on Qin Xu's side waist, and kept his brows tightly furrowed.

"Actually, I have nothing to do with senior sister." Qin Xu lay sideways on the sofa and said, "Senior sister..."

"Understood." Lin Zhinian interrupted him, "Don't tell me about you and senior sister."

Qin Xu said it was okay, so that senior had nothing to do with him. Lin Zhinian also knew that he had misunderstood Qin Xu that day. In fact, after he drove back that day, he knew that he must have thought too much.

Qin Xu just walked a certain distance with that woman, and the two of them didn't even touch the corners of their clothes.

Lin Zhinian could almost guess the reason why Qin Xu said this.

At first he didn't understand, but when he inadvertently and deliberately put aside the relationship between him and his senior sister, and told the process of their acquaintance one by one, Lin Zhinian understood.

This brat did it on purpose, explaining his relationship with his senior by explaining the source of the wound.

For the first time, he knew that Qin Xu had more eyes than a sieve.

The two are too familiar, and Lin Zhinian can feel Qin Xu's abnormal scheming.

Qin Xu probably saw his car that day.

Qin Xu is very smart and sensitive.

Lin Zhinian poured medicinal wine in his palm, rubbed it to warm it, and stuck it to the bluish red spot on Qin Xu's waist, rubbing it skillfully with his hands.

Qin Xu snorted, her body tensed.

Lin Zhinian: "Does it hurt?"

Qin Xu: "It doesn't hurt."

Lin Zhinian: "Just say it hurts, I won't laugh at you."

Qin Xu: "...it hurts."

The feeling of touching other people's hands is different from his own. After a day and a night, the place where Qin Xu bumped into green pained more than the day before yesterday, and it was this pain that could suppress the evil thoughts in his heart.

A few minutes later, Lin Zhinian went to the bathroom to wash his hands, Qin Xu sat up from the sofa and pulled off his clothes.

The room that Qin Xu slept in before didn't need to be tidied up. Lin Zhinian cleaned it frequently, so she could go to bed and sleep after spreading the quilt.

Qin Xu looked at every part of the living room, and it was almost the same as when he left, without much change, which gave him a sense of security.

After several minutes, Lin Zhinian came out of the bathroom.

"I'll spread the quilt for you, you'll stay here tonight." Lin Zhinian walked into the room.

"Okay." Qin Xu stood up and followed behind him.

Lin Zhinian: "How are you doing at school?"

Qin Xu: "Very good."

He hadn't seen Lin Zhinian for nearly a month, and followed Lin Zhinian, looking at his back unscrupulously, with a hot and intense gaze.

"By the way——" Lin Zhinian turned around, met his eyes suddenly, and all the words were stuck in his throat for a while.

It was as if the evil wolf saw the scorching eyes of the little lamb, which made people feel dreadful, and they had to act like a tiger to prey on it.

Lin Zhinian subconsciously took a step back to widen the distance, and leaned his back against the wall. Qin Xu stood in front of him, with docile and harmless eyes downcast, like a big cat snuggling and snoozing beside its master's lap.

"Brother Lin, what's the matter?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian: "..."

For a moment he forgot what he wanted to say just now.

Qin Xu's skin has been tanned in the past month, but her facial features have become tougher, and the sternness at the corners of her eyebrows and eyes has shown her coldness and arrogance.

Lin Zhinian's lips moved slightly, and he was about to ask him if he had dinner, but Qin Xu suddenly took a step forward, bent over to get closer, and he stopped breathing for a moment.

Qin Xu raised his hand, removed the sticky eyelashes from the corners of his eyes, and showed Lin Zhinian, "Brother Lin, your eyelashes fell out."

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He put his hand on Qin Xu's forehead and pushed him away, "I'll go and spread the quilt for you."

After speaking, he hurriedly turned and went to the room.

A smile spread across Qin Xu's lips.

Lin Zhinian didn't sleep well that night, he tossed and turned, as if he had returned to the night when Qin Xu kissed him, but Qin Xu next door was in a different situation.

Smelling the familiar smell on the quilt, the familiar room, and the close distance with Lin Zhinian all made him feel happy. Qin Xu lay on his side hugging the quilt, buried in the quilt, took a deep breath, and fell asleep with the corners of his lips raised. past.

-

The next morning, Qin Xu was washing in the bathroom, and the door was pushed open when she went to the bathroom. Lin Zhinian walked in lazily with his messy hair, sleepy eyes, and the next moment, he stopped.

Qin Xu zipped up his trousers, the sound of the zipper was particularly noticeable in the bathroom, he looked sideways at Lin Zhinian.

Lin Zhinian: "...Sorry."

He backed out and closed the door, not getting used to having one more person in the house for a while.

The sound of flushing water sounded from inside the toilet.

Qin Xu washed her hands and came out from the inside. Outside, Lin Zhinian was leaning against the wall of the door.

In fact, if you are a straight man, it is not a big deal to encounter such a scene. Lin Zhinian paid great attention to this aspect before, but Qin Xu never thought about it in that direction.

Because even if this happens, Qin Xu will be more guilty and care about himself.

Qin Xu: "Brother Lin."

Lin Zhinian rubbed his forehead with a little tired face, "Huh? I didn't notice there was someone inside, sorry."

Qin Xu: "Don't worry about it."

Lin Zhinian: "I'll wait... There's something I want to tell you."

Qin Xu: "Okay."

But the matter didn't come to fruition, Lin Zhinian took a work call after washing up, and didn't have time to make breakfast, so he went downstairs with Qin Xu to buy breakfast, rushed to eat and then drove to the company.

Qin Xu glanced at the time, he was not in a hurry, the National Day holiday was the time to make up classes, the person who hired Qin Xu's tutor was a high school boy, he was not violent, so it was not difficult to deal with.

The injury on his face didn't seem so serious. In the morning, when he arrived at the home of the make-up class boy, the make-up boy's mother cut fruit for him and put it on a plate, asked him about his injury, and then went out to work.

Qin Xu came in and said hello to the boy, and took out the knowledge points that he was going to talk about today.

At the end, it was getting late outside, and he went back by bus. Lin Zhinian came back very late today, and Qin Xu was waiting for him in the living room, and the two communicated by sending messages on their mobile phones.

When Lin Zhinian came back, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening.

The living room was lit, the TV was on, and the sound was very low. After Lin Zhinian opened the door and entered, he saw a figure lying on the sofa. Qin Xu was resting on a pillow, with his long legs bent. He was over 1.8 meters tall. , Sleeping on the sofa looked aggrieved.

When Lin Zhinian approached, Qin Xu woke up.

He opened his eyes, sat up, and said hoarsely, "Brother Lin, you are back."

"Yeah." Lin Zhinian turned off the TV with the remote control, "Why don't you go back to your room to sleep when you're sleepy?"

Qin Xu: "Waiting for you."

It's a good feeling to come home and find someone waiting for you at home.

Lin Zhinian: "What's wrong with your throat?"

Qin Xu coughed a few times, "I went to make up lessons for someone today, and I talked a lot."

Lin Zhinian: "Make up lessons?"

"I told you yesterday." Qin Xu said, "That senior sister helped me set up the line..."

Lin Zhinian said helplessly, "Got it."

Qin Xu looked up at Lin Zhinian: "Brother Lin, what do you want to tell me this morning?"

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He sat beside Qin Xu, "On your birthday, you asked me if you like men, remember?"

Qin Xu's Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was a little dry: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "I like men."

When saying this sentence, it seems that it is not as difficult as imagined, and it may also be because the person sitting opposite is Qin Xu.

Qin Xu: "..."

Lin Zhinian spread his legs, put his elbows on his knees, loosened the button of his collar, and did not speak, the living room became quiet for a while.

After a while, Lin Zhinian turned his head to look at Qin Xu, and jokingly said, "What? Can't you accept it?"

Qin Xu: "No."

He wants to hear the words behind this sentence, he likes men, so what?Then what?

Lin Zhinian took a sip of water from the cup on the table.

Qin Xu: "I drank it."

Lin Zhinian paused for a moment, his actions at the moment were all instinctive reactions, he was a little thirsty, and there was water on the table, so he picked it up and drank it without thinking too much.

"Do you mind?" Lin Zhinian put the cup on the table.

I don't know if I mind if he drinks his water, or if I mind his sexuality.

But no matter which one he asked, Qin Xu always had one answer, "I don't mind."

After being silent for a long time, Lin Zhinian smiled and said, "I told you this because I didn't want to hide it from you."

Qin Xu: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "I don't plan to fall in love either."

Qin Xu: "...why?"

Before Qin Xu asked him if he wanted to fall in love, Lin Zhinian said he didn't know, but now, he gave an affirmative answer. From a certain point of view, this was also a disguised rejection of Qin Xu.

The conversation has already been opened, and the next thing is easy to say, Lin Zhinian said: "Same-sex love is difficult to go on, and it will be more hindered than ordinary couples, strange eyes, gossip... these I don't need to say more, you should know."

Yes, Qin Xu knew.

The place where they used to live was such an existence.

In that dilapidated and quagmire-like corner of the city, a little thing can be known to everyone, good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles, not only adults will talk about each other, even children will have a sense of exclusion.

"So?" Qin Xu said, "Just because of this, why don't we talk about it?"

Lin Zhinian: "There are still many problems, Qin Xu, some relations, once changed, there is no way to restore the original state, do you understand?"

"I understand." Qin Xu nodded slightly, "I understand."

"That's fine." Lin Zhinian stood up, "Go to bed early."

Qin Xu grabbed his wrist and looked up at him: "Brother Lin——"

Lin Zhinian grabbed his hand and patted the back of his hand, "Qin Xu, don't be impulsive."

Qin Xu's lips moved.

In Lin Zhinian's eyes, is it just impulsiveness?

"Go to bed early." Lin Zhinian said, "If...you see more possibilities, you..."

He paused again, it was difficult for Lin Zhinian to say anything to Qin Xu that made him feel sad, his Adam's apple rolled several times, but he didn't say anything.

Qin Xu: "Brother Lin, I'm not an impulsive person."

Lin Zhinian: "..."

"You were not drunk that night, I know." Qin Xu said, "I had this idea a long time ago."

Lin Zhinian opened his lips slightly and looked at him in surprise.

Qin Xu: "That night, no matter what, I will tell you that sentence. I just hope that you, for the sake of my birthday, don't get angry with me."

He leaned forward, wrapped his arms around Lin Zhinian's waist, pressed against his abdomen, and held his hands tightly.

Lin Zhinian moved his fingertips slightly, and looked down at Qin Xu's hair. His black hair was messy, his expression was invisible, and his voice was low, cautious and somewhat tentative and dependent.

Lin Zhinian's hand was hanging in the air, and he clenched it tightly again.

"Brother Lin, can you...don't rush to reject me?" Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "..."

Qin Xu raised her head, "Do you really have no feelings for me?"

That face was not yet complete, Lin Zhinian looked at it from the angle of Lin Zhinian, it looked like a poor cat after being drenched in the rain, it reminded him of the cat photo that Qin Xu sent him before, the cat in the photo Holding Qin Xu's trouser legs, she is pitiful and tough.

Lin Zhinian turned his face away: "I treat you as my younger brother——"

"Will you react to my brother?" Qin Xu interrupted him, "Last night, after giving me the medicine, you..."

Lin Zhinian covered his mouth.

He tried hard and soft, which made Lin Zhinian lose his temper. Lin Zhinian gritted his teeth and looked at Qin Xu.

Qin Xu, whose mouth was covered, blinked at him with moist eyes and drooping eye tails, like a stray dog ​​wagging its tail begging for mercy.

It's very different from his previous cold appearance, like two different people, but Lin Zhinian is very familiar with him.

"It's very late." Lin Zhinian said, "I'll talk about something tomorrow."

He took away Qin Xu's hand holding his waist, turned around and went to the bedroom.

Qin Xu didn't push him anymore, you have to be gentle in chasing people, if you push too hard, people will run away, Lin Zhinian didn't insist on refusing again, which shows that his heart is loose.

It is true that Lin Zhinian said that he does not want to fall in love. Maybe it is because he has been used to being single for a long time, or maybe he has hidden himself for a long time. His heart seems to be covered with a thick shell, rejecting all outsiders. By.

Even if I had the idea of ​​trying it, I would eventually choose "forget it" for various reasons.

He may have thought that instead of separating from Qin Xu after dating and causing an irreparable rift between them, it would be better to end this possibility before everything started.

He is satisfied with his current relationship with Qin Xu.

But Qin Xu couldn't forget it.

He wants to be the person in Lin Zhinian's heart, he is also the person who knows Lin Zhinian best and is the most suitable for him.

The next morning, when Qin Xu woke up, Lin Zhinian had already left the house. There was breakfast left on the table for him, and there was a message on his phone.

[Lin Zhinian: Breakfast is on the table, don't wait for me tonight. 】

Qin Xu sat at the table and replied to him.

【Qin Xu: Do you have to work overtime at night? 】

[Lin Zhinian: Well, it's late, don't wait. 】

Qin Xu went to the tutor's side, and on the other end, Lin Zhinian was frequently distracted all day long, causing a colleague next to him to ask him if he didn't sleep well last night.

Lin Zhinian sat at his work seat, rubbed his forehead, and got up during his lunch break to smoke a cigarette outside.

The wind on the roof was very strong, the sun was blocked by clouds at noon, the weather forecast said that there would be rain this afternoon, Lin Zhinian put his hand on the railing, and went out early this morning, and forgot to bring an umbrella.

He wanted to hide from Qin Xu for a few days first, and the two of them should keep a distance and be quiet.

"Zhi Nian." A familiar voice came from behind.

Lin Zhinian turned his head and saw Qi Yan. Qi Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at the cigarette in his hand.

"Don't you don't smoke?" Qi Yan walked to his side, "Is there something bothering you?"

Lin Zhinian: "No."

He twisted out the cigarette butt, turned and prepared to leave.

"Zhi Nian." Qi Yan stopped him, his eyes hurt a little, "Do you have to have such a relationship with me?"

Lin Zhinian looked at him with no expression on his face, only irritated, "Everyone is an adult, it is enough for you to know some things in your heart."

Qi Yan: "..."

They will inevitably run into each other in the company, but Qi Yan hasn't come to him for a long time.

It did rain in the afternoon.

The raindrops hit the window, the sky was dark, the lights were turned on in the room, and under the desk lamp the young man was writing vigorously. Qin Xu sat aside, looked at the sky outside, and then checked the time on the phone.

"It's finished." The boy next to him pushed the question in his hand to Qin Xu.

Qin Xu turned the pen around, lowered his head to check the questions, he helped him divide the important points and the places where he was prone to make mistakes, so that he could find more questions of this type to write, he put the cap on the pen, and said: "That's it for today .”

Qin Xu brought an umbrella when he went out, so he didn't get wet. Instead of going home, he went to where Lin Zhinian worked, and hid from the rain in a cafe opposite.

This cafe is opposite the company, and there are usually many white-collar workers patronizing it.

The sky was dark, Lin Zhinian came out from the company, but instead of going back, he walked towards the cafe. Qin Xu lowered the brim of his hat and put on the hat of his coat.

If it is true that he has to work overtime as Lin Zhinian said, this cafe is the best place to observe, and if Lin Zhinian does not go home after get off work, he is most likely to come to this cafe.

It's a quiet place with a nice vibe, perfect for working.

Qin Xu sat in an inconspicuous corner, with potted plants to help block him. He looked up and watched Lin Zhinian walk in. He didn't even look around, and went straight to a place - he is a frequent visitor here.

At eleven o'clock, Qin Xu got up, went outside to stop the car and went back, then went to the bathroom to wash up, the process was very fast, within half an hour, Lin Zhinian came back within a few minutes after he entered the door.

Qin Xu didn't want to cause pressure and oppression to Lin Zhinian. Lin Zhinian needed two people to be quiet and needed personal space. He could follow his rhythm, but it was only temporary.The National Day holiday looks very long, but it is also very short, Qin Xu will not let this period of time pass by for nothing.

It was the same the next day, Lin Zhinian left him breakfast, sent a text message, and said that he would come back later today, Qin Xu was at the coffee shop at night, saw Lin Zhinian rubbing his stomach frequently, he took his backpack ahead of time Left the coffee shop.

When Lin Zhinian came home, he smelled a fragrance.

A note was left on the refrigerator in the living room, with Qin Xu's handwriting on it.

【Qin Xu: The kitchen has cooked porridge. It's hot. You can eat it when you're hungry. Don't drink iced ones at night. 】

Lin Zhinian took the note and stood in the living room for a while.

For a few moments, he couldn't help knocking on Qin Xu's door. He went to the kitchen, opened the rice cooker, and there was porridge and condiments in it, which was very fragrant.

Lin Zhinian did this for the past two days, but Qin Xu didn't ask anything. It wasn't that Qin Xu was stupid and believed his help. Lin Zhinian knew that Qin Xu must have guessed it, but he guessed it, but he didn't care about anything. No talk, no pressure on him.

Emotions are the most difficult to control, and Lin Zhinian is the most troublesome in dealing with emotions, indecisive and unclean, but now he has no way to do anything.

-

Still the same on the third day.

But the difference is that Lin Zhinian did not continue to go to the coffee shop today.

At the entrance of the coffee shop, Qin Xu was wearing a peaked cap, watching Lin Zhinian stop a car on the side of the road, got in the car and left, Qin Xu immediately stopped the car and told the driver to follow, the driver didn't know if it was the reason This kind of thing has been done a lot, and he followed it very skillfully.

The car came all the way to the entrance of the bar. Qin Xu got out of the car in a hurry and almost forgot to pay, but was stopped by the driver and turned around to pay.

The entrance of the bar is not very conspicuous, the stairs are going down, Qin Xu walked in along, thought for a while, and put on a mask.

The inside is not noisy, the atmosphere is very good, the lights are dim, the bartender at the bar is wearing a shirt and vest uniform, and his bartending moves are very dazzling, smooth and flowing. Qin Xu raised his eyes to look around inside, and saw Lin Zhinian's figure.

He was sitting at the bar, and a person next to him was chatting with him. The person was dressed very trendy and had his hairstyle done, and he couldn't see anything from behind.

Qin Xu found a seat and sat down. He couldn't hear what the two were saying, he could only see their backs.

Lin Zhinian put a glass of wine in front of him, but he didn't drink much.

"Zhi Nian, I haven't been here for a while, I thought you were out of order."

"No." Lin Zhinian smiled, and turned to look at the person beside him. This was his friend, Qiao Yunyun. He sounded like a girl, but he was actually a man.

He said before that he wanted to find friends to celebrate Qin Xu's birthday, but his friends were not very suitable for introducing Qin Xu.

"How are you doing recently?" Qiao Yunyun asked gossipingly, "Do you have any goals?"

Lin Zhinian still gave the same answer.

Qiao Yunyun: "No way, you don't really intend to die alone alone, do you? Let me tell you, we just want to have fun while we are young, or we will lose our physical strength when we get old."

Lin Zhinian didn't speak, but took a sip of his wine.

The people in the bar changed one after another. Lin Zhinian had seen people talking in the circle before, but many of them didn't make it to the end. The disgusting ones went home to marry women and cheated. Break up for various practical reasons.

There are so many couples who split and combine, like Qiao Yunyun is a typical case. He talked several times, and now he is single again.

Qiao Yunyun talked about who had been added to the bar recently, and what fun things happened. They had their own gossip group. Lin Zhinian didn't go in. At first, he just came to the bar casually. He was noticed because of his good looks.

Lin Zhinian put down the wine glass, touched the rim with his fingertips, "Recently..."

He coughed lightly.

Qiao Yunyun stopped to listen to him, and then stopped talking when he started talking, scratching his head, "What, let's talk."

Lin Zhinian: "I have a friend who was pursued by a brother who is a few years younger than him—not a real brother, not related by blood, so I don't know how to refuse."

Qiao Yunyun knew who her "friend" was, "Why did you refuse? Don't you like it?"

"No." Lin Zhinian said, "He...his brother is very nice, but whether he agrees or refuses, he is afraid that the relationship between the two will be affected."

"No, no, no, you still want to be brothers with your younger brother, right? My younger brother has confessed his love to you!?" Qiao Yunyun spoke for a moment, and said "you" directly.

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He brushed the broken hair on his forehead and stopped pretending. He looked down at the wine in the glass and said, "What if he regrets it in the future?"

Qin Xu is still very young.

Qiao Yunyun said: "We're not together yet, don't you think it's a little far away?"

Lin Zhinian was silent for a moment, then smiled lightly and said, "It's a little far away."

He can't accept that after being together, Qin Xu will leave him in the future.Lin Zhinian has no confidence in the aspect of feelings.

In the process of chatting with people, the unconscious will also expose itself a little bit, so that I can realize the problems that I have thought about but haven't thought about deeply.

Not far away, a pair of eyes under the brim looked at them.

Qin Xu couldn't hear anything. He ordered a glass of wine. The bartender pushed the wine in front of him. He hadn't touched it. He was watching Lin Zhinian chatting with that man. What were they talking about?Why is Lin Zhinian smiling all the time?

At this time, a person bumped into his hand in the blind spot of his perspective, and a glass of wine was spilled on his shoulder, Qin Xu turned his head.

"Oh my god!" A man put on makeup and exaggeratedly covered his mouth with his hands, "I didn't mean to!"

He took a tissue to wipe Qin Xu. Qin Xu stood up and took a step back. He took the tissue and imprinted it on his shoulders. Because he didn't want to be too conspicuous, he had already taken off the mask, and the contour lines and lips exposed from his chin were Others can feel that this face is handsome.

The man kept looking at his face, "Sorry, I was careless, I bought you a drink."

"No need." Qin Xu threw the tissue aside, wondering if Lin Zhinian would notice the movement here, the man's voice was too high.

He wanted to leave with his backpack, but the man stopped him again.

Up to now, Qin Xu still doesn't know what kind of bar he entered, but he thinks the man opposite is weird and annoying.

"Don't go, add a contact information, I will compensate for the clothes—"

"No need." Qin Xu interrupted him impatiently, lowering the brim of his hat.

"Alas!" The man blocked his way and shouted again.

Qin Xu: "..."

Fuck, this movement, it's nothing to do in an ordinary bar, but in this bar it's as ostentatious as a rooster crowing in the morning.

"Don't rush away!"

Qin Xu took a deep breath, turned her head to glance at Lin Zhinian, and met Lin Zhinian's gaze.

Qin Xu: "..."

He turned his head abruptly, feeling awkward and embarrassing for a moment, looking at the man in front of him wearing a coquettish shirt and tights, that embarrassment reached its peak.

The other party winked at him, "Do you want to make friends?"

Qin Xu: "..."

When he raised his hand to push the man away, his shoulders were grabbed by him, and he took a step back. He turned his head and smelled a familiar smell.

Lin Zhinian hugged his shoulders, felt the touch on his face, and was also startled, and quickly reacted, without turning his head, he said to the person opposite: "He is my man."

"What, I have a master..."

Qin Xu looked down at the hand that was holding her, and didn't listen to what the man said.

Lin Zhinian let go of him soon after the other party left, "Why did you come here?"

Then, he raised his eyebrows again, "Are you following me?"

Qin Xu lowered the brim of her hat, and replied in a muffled voice, "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "How long have you been here?"

Qin Xu: "I'll be here as long as you've been here."

Lin Zhinian: "...you are quite honest."

Qin Xu: "I won't lie to you."

"Who is this?" Qiao Yunyun also came over.

Lin Zhinian: "Brother."

Qiao Yunyun had a meaningful expression on his face: "Oh——"

Qin Xu looked up at him, full of hostility.

Lin Zhinian bumped his shoulder: "Say hello."

Qin Xu's tone was cold and firm: "Hello."

Qiao Yunyun didn't mind either, and raised her hand with a smile, "Hello."

Qin Xu looked at Lin Zhinian again.

Seeing this, Qiao Yunyun said: "Zhi Nian, call me over there, I'll go there first, you and your brother can have fun."

Qin Xu: "..."

Who the hell is your brother.

After he left, Qin Xu asked Lin Zhinian vigilantly, "Who is he?"

Lin Zhinian: "Friend."

Qin Xu: "Why do you call me brother?"

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He couldn't say that he was still talking to Qiao Yunyun about him just now.

Seeing Qin Xu's little expression, he thought it was funny again, and said with a smile, "Because you are my younger brother."

"I'm not." Qin Xu said, and after two seconds, he added, "You can call me brother, but he can't."

It's the same as calling a boyfriend a younger brother.

"You can call me younger brother, but you can't treat me as younger brother." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "...you are quite narrow-minded."

But this kind of special treatment will inevitably make people feel happy.

"Brother Lin, you can't pretend nothing happened." Qin Xu lowered her head, with the brim of her hat covering the upper half of her face, and said in a low voice, "I don't accept it."

Lin Zhinian: "What if I refuse?"

Qin Xu: "I'll just chase you again."

Lin Zhinian couldn't understand how stubborn Qin Xu's character was.

What he is afraid of is not whether Qin Xu will regret liking him, but that Qin Xu has a filter for him. He is afraid that in the future, Qin Xu will find that he is different from before and regret it.

Lin Zhinian looked at the person in front of him, he was no longer the boy who only reached his chest.

He sighed: "Go back."

Lin Zhinian turned around, Qin Xu grabbed his hand, "What about you?"

"Let's go with you." Lin Zhinian said, "I'll go get things."

Only then did Qin Xu let go of him, but still followed him gradually. At this moment, he glanced around, only to find that most of the bar was full of men, and there were only two or three women, very few.

Inadvertently, her eyes fell on the corner, and she saw a pair of men kissing. Qin Xu's lips parted slightly, and her eyes widened.

Lin Zhinian, who came back with the things, followed his gaze.

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He raised his hand and pressed the brim of Qin Xu's hat, "Children, don't look at unhealthy things."

Qin Xu: "I'm not young anymore."

Lin Zhinian: "Well, it's not too young, so I can't watch it."

Qin Xu: "Okay."

He obediently followed behind Lin Zhinian, which made Lin Zhinian's heart soften for a while, and then his heart became quite complicated.

It started raining outside the bar at some point, and there were almost no people on the street outside, and there were not many vehicles passing by.

The rainwater hit the puddles, making waves.

"Have you brought an umbrella?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "I didn't bring it."

He raised his hand, took off his hat, and put it on top of Lin Zhinian's head, "I'll stop the car."

Before Lin Zhinian could stop him, Qin Xu had already trotted out. How could Lin Zhinian really watch him stop the car, and he followed to hide from the rain with peace of mind.

Fortunately, as soon as the two of them ran out, a taxi came by the side of the road. They got into the back seat of the car, gave the address, and the car drove away.

Qin Xu took out a tissue from his backpack and handed it to Lin Zhinian: "Wipe it off."

Lin Zhinian glanced at him, Qin Xu was often more careful than ordinary people, he took out a paper and wiped the water on his face.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier. When the two returned home, the rain was still mixed with strong winds, and they were all wet. They got into the elevator, and there were two figures on the elevator. They were very embarrassed but inexplicable. Feeling cozy and wanting to laugh.

He slightly hooked the corners of his lips, "How many days have you been with me?"

Qin Xu lowered his head and wiped the water on his phone. When he heard this question, he paused with his fingertips, "This afternoon."

Lin Zhinian: "Really?"

Qin Xu: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "Just now at the bar, you said you wouldn't lie to me."

Qin Xu: "...It's been three days."

It was also the day when Lin Zhinian started dawdling in coffee shops.

Lin Zhinian: "..."

"You just went in that bar today, do you know where it is?" Lin Zhinian's tone of voice returned to his usual laziness when he was relaxing.

Qin Xu: "I'm an adult."

Lin Zhinian smiled: "It's not a question of whether you are an adult or not, it's gay, do you know where a gay bar is?"

Qin Xu: "..."

Hearing the name, he could probably guess it.

When he turned his head, he could only see the hat on Lin Zhinian's head and his side face. The line of the side face was handsome and the curve was beautiful. When he looked up at the elevator floor, his Adam's apple was very sexy.

"It's gay..." Lin Zhinian lowered his voice, "There are almost all gays there, the guy you met in the bar just now, there are quite a few of them, like you, it's easy to be regarded as a hunter when you go in target."

Qin Xu: "...Oh."

"They will hook you up, ask for your contact information, have sex with you, or take advantage of you. If you want, you can even develop long-term sex friends with them..."

"I don't want to." Qin Xu interrupted him, raised his hand and rubbed his ears.

When Lin Zhinian said these words in a low voice, Qin Xu felt that he was very sexy, and his heartbeat became a little faster. It was the first time Lin Zhinian discussed this kind of "adult man's topic" with him.

"What about you? What's your purpose in going there?" Qin Xu asked him back.

Lin Zhinian laughed: "I... I'm going to sit down, there's something I can't figure out recently."

Qin Xu: "Don't understand what?"

The moment he asked this sentence, he already guessed what Lin Zhinian wanted to say.

"I don't understand why you like me, and when did you like me." Lin Zhinian said.

The elevator door opened with a "ding".

Qin Xu's rain-wet hair fell on her forehead, her lips were pursed, her clothes were also wet, and it was uncomfortable to stick to her body.

"Let's go." Lin Zhinian got out of the elevator.

Qin Xu followed behind him.

The two entered the door and turned on the light in the living room. Lin Zhinian bent over to change his shoes.

"Brother Lin, don't you...don't believe me." Qin Xu stood behind him, with his back against the door and a backpack in his hand hanging down his legs, his tone was firm.

Lin Zhinian paused, straightened up and turned his head. He took off his hat and brushed his hair twice, "Yes."

Qin Xu: "I..."

Lin Zhinian interrupted him: "It's not that I don't believe you like me, Qin Xu, what you saw was just Lin Zhinian when I treated my younger brother. If I were your boyfriend, I wouldn't..."

"It doesn't matter." Qin Xu looked straight at him, "Brother Lin, I'm not you, and I haven't thought about it that much, but I know you better than you think."

With a "click", the backpack fell to his feet, Qin Xu took a step forward, Lin Zhinian