On how abusive essays become sweet essays

For dinner, I reserved a private room at the hot pot restaurant. There were only two people sitting in the huge private room. The waiter delivered the food. The two of them ate together, not too particular about how comfortable they were.

Qin Xu asked Lin Zhinian for a cake earlier, but since this morning until now, he still hasn't seen it, and he doesn't ask.

"I wanted to find a few friends to celebrate with you, but you don't like excitement, so it's just the two of us." Lin Zhinian said as he peeled the shrimp.

The bottom of the hot pot is mandarin duck pot. It's getting late, Lin Zhinian has a bad stomach, and he can't eat too pungent food if he wants to nourish his stomach.

"It's enough to have you." Qin Xu said, he paused for two seconds, and then asked, "Brother Lin, do you have many friends here?"

"Not many." Lin Zhinian said with a smile, "Only a few, I've been here for so long anyway, I don't have any friends who can't justify it."

But to be honest, there are not two of them. Adult friendships don’t come together all the way, and it’s hard to be as pure as when they were teenagers.

Qin Xu's mobile phone on the table has been vibrating, and it has been vibrating almost all day today.

Lin Zhinian's attention was attracted: "You have a lot of news."

Qin Xu turned on her mobile phone. She just graduated from high school. A lot of news came from her high school classmates. When she was in school, there were not as many birthday wishes as there are now.

He glanced twice, turned his phone to silent and put it upside down on the table.

Lin Zhinian: "No reply?"

Qin Xu: "No need to go back."

Lin Zhinian smiled: "You can't do this, how rude."

Qin Xu: "I can't come back, there are too many."

Lin Zhinian: "Very good. You are much more popular than your brother. There must be a lot of girls chasing you."

Qin Xu realized two seconds later that Lin Zhinian's "your brother" was referring to himself, and he silently put the vegetables into the pot to cook.

After a while, he said, "Not much."

Across the network distance, everyone can send blessings, but in reality, there are not many people chasing Qin Xu, probably because he looks difficult to get close to, and he is too lonely, few people will really come to him and say they want to chase him.

As for popularity, the news buzz on the phone is nothing more than false prosperity.

"Brother Lin, have you... talked about it?" Qin Xu asked this question abruptly and let the flow take its course.

His personality is not someone who is interested in other people's private affairs, and he will not take the initiative to ask, but today is uncharacteristically.

Before, Lin Zhinian said that he used to concentrate on studying in high school, but Qin Xu didn't ask him about high school this time, but asked him bluntly if he had talked about it.

Lin Zhinian smiled and said "no".

"I used to be busy studying, and then I was busy working, so I don't have time."

"Then do you want to talk?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He leaned back, twirling the cup in his hand, and after a while, he said softly, "I don't know."

Before meeting that person, Lin Zhinian hadn't thought about this issue, but when he met that person, Lin Zhinian didn't know if he would talk about it.

"Do you like...men?" Qin Xu asked again.

This question is a bit too detailed.

The pressing topic cast a layer of ambiguity on the atmosphere, and Lin Zhinian's face changed a few times.

He looked at Qin Xu, pushed the peeled shrimp in front of him, did not answer, the momentary gaffe dissipated, and returned to normal, but did not answer Qin Xu's question, and smiled lightly: "What do you want to do so much, eat Bar."

He lost his mind for a moment.

do you like men

He couldn't answer this question, and he couldn't say the answer in front of Qin Xu, and why Qin Xu asked this question, was he aware of something, or something else.

Qin Xu usually doesn't speak so violently.

Qin Xu looked down at a plate of beautifully peeled prawns, and said, "Brother Lin, you are so nice, it will be difficult for anyone who falls in love with you to break up with you."

Qin Xu approached the dangerous area step by step, approaching Lin Zhinian, leaving him nowhere to escape.

"It's not certain." Lin Zhinian said that he was good to Qin Xu, but the definition of objects and others was different for Qin Xu.

For so many years, Lin Zhinian didn't even have the chance to experience what it feels like to like someone, and he can't even tell what it means to like someone.

"No one who has had close contact with you will be willing to let you go." Qin Xu said bluntly, "Just like me."

Lin Zhinian's breathing was stagnant, his heart skipped a beat, and he was speechless for a moment.

"Brother Lin, you are the best person to me in this life." Qin Xu continued.

Lin Zhinian's lips twitched, "A lifetime is so long, don't judge so easily."

The atmosphere between the two of them has become a little strange since Qin Xu talked about that topic. It seems that there is another atmosphere beyond the relationship between brothers in the air.

Like a gust of wind before a shower.

At this moment, someone knocked on the door of the box, and a person came in from the outside, "Hello, are these Mr. Qin and Mr. Lin?"

Lin Zhinian and Qin Xu looked up.

Lin Zhinian wiped his hands: "Yes."

The waiter smiled and waved to the outside, and then a small cart was pushed in with a cake and candles on it, and the waiter sang birthday songs.

And in these voices.Qin Xu heard Lin Zhinian humming in a low voice, he looked straight at Lin Zhinian, the cake was pushed in front of them, and the waiter went out after singing the birthday song.

"Want to make a wish?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu murmured, "Will it come true?"

Lin Zhinian smiled and said, "Try it."

Qin Xu made a wish, blew out the candle, rolled her Adam's apple, raised her hand and pulled out the candle. It can be seen that the cake was made by Lin Zhinian himself. It is not a very complicated style. It is a fruit cake with the words "Happy birthday to Qin Xu".

Perhaps it was too monotonous, but Lin Zhinian added a small red heart at the end.

Qin Xu doesn't need a lively birthday, as long as Lin Zhinian is around, everything is meaningless without Lin Zhinian.

Sometimes he could feel his paranoia, he seemed to be ruthless, and wanted to stay by Lin Zhinian's side.

He cuts the cake.

"I've been making this cake all morning." Lin Zhinian said, "The birthday cake is the first bite."

Qin Xu ate it as she said, the cake cream was not very sweet and greasy, it seemed to be animal cream, the cake body was very fluffy, soft, with a hint of coolness in the mouth, it was delicious.

"Thank you bro."

Lin Zhinian: "Why are you being polite to me?"

Qin Xu pursed her lips and showed a faint smile, "Brother Lin, I like you very much."

"You kid—don't be nasty." Lin Zhinian obviously just took the phrase "like" as a simple expression of affection between brothers.

But he is not so ignorant, today Qin Xu is uncharacteristically, the previous atmosphere made Lin Zhinian keenly feel that something is wrong, but he does not want to show anything wrong.

"I'm 19 years old, I didn't spend time with you as an adult last year, as long as you have fun today." Lin Zhinian said.

"I miss you very much." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "It's not in vain to hurt you."

Qin Xu took a sip of the water on the table, and said in a low voice: "I used to think that that broken place was everything, and you would always be there with me, but after you left, I always regarded you as the one I was chasing after." Target... Brother Lin, can you understand what I mean?"

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He was vaguely uneasy, Lin Zhinian was most afraid of breaking the balance.

And Qin Xu seemed to sense his uneasiness, curled his lips and smiled, and didn't continue, "Brother Lin, I want to drink."

"Okay." Lin Zhinian also smiled, called the waiter and asked him to bring the wine.

"You have a bad stomach, and you have to drive later, so don't drink." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "It's boring to drink alone, it's okay, my stomach hasn't reached that point yet."

Qin Xu didn't stop her.

Tonight, Lin Zhinian ate something to fill his stomach, but he didn't feel any stomach pain. After a meal, his feet wobbled. They called a valet driver, and Qin Xu walked out with Lin Zhinian's arm. The clerk stopped them and gave him a small gift box, saying he wished him a happy birthday.

The service of this hot pot restaurant is very good.

Qin Xu brought Lin Zhinian into the car, and Lin Zhinian leaned on the seat with his eyes closed when he got into the car, and he usually had this calm demeanor when he was drunk.

They got into the car, the driver was driving in front, the scenery outside was passing by, when the car stopped at a traffic light intersection, the driver braked a little abruptly, Lin Zhinian swayed twice, almost fell to the side, Qin Xu grabbed his car Arm, pulled him to her side, then supported his head, let him lean on her shoulder.

Lin Zhinian's shoulders stiffened, and he froze for a moment.

"Sorry." The surrogate driver glanced at the rearview mirror, "Just now a battery car passed by suddenly."

"It's okay." Qin Xu said quietly, "Drive slowly, don't rush."

He took out a pillow from the car and put it on his shoulders to make Lin Zhinian feel better.

Lin Zhinian exhaled quietly.

He had a guess in his heart as to what the little brat was thinking, but he didn't dare to guess, and he wasn't sure, so he pretended to be drunk for a while.

Qin Xu has always been considerate to him, expressed his emotions very reservedly, and seldom said it out loud. During this time, Qin Xu was attached to him, but because he was about to start school, Lin Zhinian didn't think much about it.

Qin Xu's recent changes are subtle.

The car drove to the downstairs of Lin Zhinian's residence. Qin Xu helped Lin Zhinian get out of the car. Lin Zhinian staggered all the way and couldn't stand steadily. Waist, took the elevator up.

The light in the living room was turned on, and the living room door closed with a "click". Qin Xu took out two pairs of slippers from the shoe rack at the door, bent down to change Lin Zhinian's shoes, and then changed his own.

He helped Lin Zhinian back to the room, and took care of him like before when he was drunk, but today was a little different, he took warm water with honey, and fed Lin Zhinian to drink mouthful by mouthful.

Lin Zhinian wasn't sure if Qin Xu fed him like this when he was drunk before, but afraid of revealing his secrets, he just drank with his hand.

After he finished drinking, Qin Xu stretched out his hand and wiped the corner of his mouth.

Feeling the warm and dry fingertips passing by, Lin Zhinian felt uncomfortable for a while, pursed his lips, and his face flushed.

"Brother Lin, I'll change your clothes." Qin Xu whispered.

Lin Zhinian patted his hand away, "No need..."

"Brother Lin, the clothes are dirty. I went to a lot of places today and need to change them." Qin Xu said patiently, her tone was never softer than before.

Even Lin Zhinian rarely heard him speak in such a soft tone, and felt overwhelmed for a while.

I pretended to be drunk because I wanted to escape a situation, but I didn't want to but fell into an even more embarrassing situation. If Qin Xu found out that he was pretending to be drunk now, even if Qin Xu didn't say anything, Lin Zhinian felt that the relationship between the two of them would be awkward in the future. for a while.

Lin Zhinian held Qin Xu's hand lightly, and Qin Xu unbuttoned him, not so much as to help him take a bath, but just changed him into pajamas.

There will inevitably be touches during the process, as if igniting a fire. The whole process only takes a few minutes, but Lin Zhinian is extremely difficult. He has not survived until the last critical moment.

When he found himself reacting, Lin Zhinian: "..."

Beast.

At that time Qin Xu was putting on his trousers, Lin Zhinian pressed Qin Xu's head violently, not letting him see what he shouldn't see, got up and pulled up his trousers, then lay down on the bed and covered him Quilt.

Qin Xu was almost pushed to the ground by Lin Zhinian, he straightened up, put his hands on his neck, rubbed the side of his neck, stood by the bed and looked down at Lin Zhinian who seemed to be asleep with his eyes closed.

Qin Xu is too familiar with Lin Zhinian's state of being drunk and asleep. He was familiar with Lin Zhinian's flaws and his deliberation the second he pretended to be drunk.

Lin Zhinian wanted to pretend to be drunk, so he acted with him, but there were some things that he had to let him know.

The atmosphere is so good today, Qin Xu has been reluctant to spoil it, and has never found the right time.

The room was very quiet, as if there was only one person sleeping on the bed, suddenly there was a rustling, Qin Xu bent down, "Brother Lin."

Lin Zhinian: "..."

Qin Xu: "I only have one wish for my birthday."

"Don't be mad at me."

"sorry."

Qin Xu's breath slowly approached Lin Zhinian, Lin Zhinian's breathing eased, his heart beat faster, and his Adam's apple rolled dryly.

What does it mean?

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu said, "I don't want you to be my brother."

His gaze fell on Lin Zhinian's lips, ready to move, he pursed his lips, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against Lin Zhinian's.

In the past, Lin Zhinian took his temperature and posted it like this, but the distance between the two was not as close as they are now, and there was no such ambiguous and tense atmosphere.

Qin Xu knew that Lin Zhinian was not asleep.

His eyelashes were trembling, and his breathing unconsciously eased.

"I like you, not what my younger brother likes my elder brother." Qin Xu's voice was low and hoarse, which made people's ears tingle at night, "It's because a man likes you."

The distance between the two suddenly became zero.

Qin Xu's lips touched the corner of Lin Zhinian's mouth, but he didn't kiss Lin Zhinian's lips. This kiss was like swearing the relationship between them.

They are not proper couples, but they will no longer be brothers.

Ambiguous but there is a distance.

Lin Zhinian gripped the quilt tightly, a layer of sweat emerged from his palms.

Pressed every step of the way, Lin Zhinian was finally forced to retreat.

Qin Xu pressed his lips for a few seconds, then left. He helped Lin Zhinian cover the quilt, got up and went out.

The moment the door closed, Lin Zhinian opened his eyes, stared blankly at the ceiling, let go of the hand holding the quilt, and raised his hand to touch the corner of his lips.

……Hold.

-

The window of the room was open, Qin Xu sat on the bay window, with one leg bent, a cigarette between his fingertips, the wind blowing in from outside the window made the hair on his head messy.

Today's matter is not a whim, he has already thought about it.

If you want to change the relationship with Lin Zhinian, you must first make him realize that he is not his younger brother, and he does not want to be his younger brother anymore.

Lin Zhinian may have shown him affection, but he didn't open his eyes just now.

He has always been such a person, he is thoughtful in every aspect, he will not let each other get into a stalemate, and he seems to be born with a gentleman's demeanor.

I don't know what will happen tomorrow, but Qin Xu is neither afraid nor regretful. Lin Zhinian will retire, so he will enter.

But the mood is still difficult to calm down.

That kiss was unexpected. If I wanted to kiss, I kissed it.

Qin Xu blocked all possibility of retreat.

The evening wind blew, and the white gauze curtain fluttered.

The next day, at six o'clock in the morning.

The suitcase in the bedroom was pushed to the door, and the quilt on the bed was neatly folded. Qin Xu went downstairs early in the morning with the garbage full of cigarette butts.

At seven o'clock, he stayed in the bedroom, and heard the door opening next door from the door, and nearly ten minutes later, there was a knock on his door.

Qin Xu opened the door.

Outside the door, Lin Zhinian had a gentle smile on his face, and he could see the erratic eyes when he looked closely.

"Get up and have something to eat, and I'll take you to report to school later."

Qin Xu thought that Lin Zhinian would avoid him, after all, he was going to report to school today, but no, Lin Zhinian cooked him breakfast as usual, stayed at home for a while, and sent him to school.

As if nothing happened.

Ruo Lin Zhinian was really drunk last night, his behavior is normal, but he was not drunk.

……

"I'll visit your school later, if you need anything, you can call me, you can come to me anytime..."

In the car, Lin Zhinian was driving the car while still giving instructions.

Qin Xu interrupted him, "Anytime?"

Lin Zhinian glanced at him, with a gentle smile on his lips, "Well, anytime."

The car drove to the gate of the school. They came early, but there were already quite a few people. There were seniors at the gate welcoming new students. Lin Zhinian took Qin Xu to report.

In this regard, Lin Zhinian is very experienced.

After reporting, Lin Zhinian got the key to his dormitory, and the two went to the dormitory, only one person came in the dormitory, one bed was covered with something, and the other three beds were empty.

Qin Xu tidied up his things, and Lin Zhinian also helped him tidy up. At this moment, the two fell silent again, and there was only the movement of tidying up their things for a while.

Lin Zhinian was almost done tidying up, so he stood aside and looked at Qin Xu's figure. He was tall and tall, and indeed looked like a man, and his temperament was much calmer than most of his peers.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu turned around, "At noon—"

"I have to go to the company." Lin Zhinian glanced at his watch, "At noon...you can eat something good. I see that there is food sold on the street in front of your school. You can try it later."

Qin Xu: "...um."

Lin Zhinian: "Then I'll go first."

Qin Xu: "Okay, I'll take you down."

"No need, just point the way." Lin Zhinian waved his hand.

Qin Xu: "Brother Lin, don't argue with me...I want to send you down."

He said the last sentence in a low voice, and it poked Lin Zhinian's heart again. After staying together for nearly two months, they suddenly separated. In addition to what happened yesterday, Lin Zhinian's mind is full of thoughts at the moment. Qin Xu couldn't stand him speaking in such a soft and coquettish tone for internal medicine.

Qin Xu said to send him downstairs, but she sent Lin Zhinian all the way to the school gate.

"Okay, let's stop here." Lin Zhinian said a little funny, "If you send it off again, I will go back with me."

"Then...be careful on the road." Qin Xu didn't insist anymore.

"Understood." Lin Zhinian said, "Get along well with my roommate."

Qin Xu: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian said goodbye to him, and when he turned around, Qin Xu grabbed his wrist again.

He paused, "What's wrong?"

Qin Xu opened her mouth: "Brother Lin...can you give me a hug like yesterday?"

The two of them stood at the school gate, surrounded by students and parents who had registered for registration. Lin Zhinian hesitated for a moment, but still smiled and stepped forward to give him a hug, and soon let go.

"Take a good class." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu: "...um."

The aura belonging to Lin Zhinian at the tip of his nose went away, Lin Zhinian waved his hand, this time he really left.

Lin Zhinian could feel that Qin Xu was watching him, but he didn't look back, walked to the place where he parked, got in the car and closed the door.

He didn't leave right away. From his perspective, he could no longer see the school gate. Lin Zhinian sat for a while, bent down and took out the cigarette case and lighter, opened the car window, and finished smoking a cigarette.

He hasn't figured out how to deal with Qin Xu's exposure to him last night. Accepting the change in their relationship is a difficult problem for Lin Zhinian.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Lin Zhinian let out a self-deprecating chuckle, and muttered to himself: "It's really good, let me go with you when I'm about to leave..."

He still has nothing to do with this kid.

Freshman military training, under the scorching sun, the freshmen stood in a row in military posture, all sweating, Qin Xu kept his eyes fixed, expressionless, with a fine layer of sweat floating on his forehead.

The instructor stood in front, walked up to Qin Xu, looked at him for a while, admiring his defiant appearance.

The military training was nothing more than that. Except for the sun, Qin Xu could resist it. Half an hour later, the instructor asked everyone to rest where they were, drinking water, scratching their itches, sitting on the ground and sighing.

Qin Xu's standing posture also relaxed.

"Qin Xu." A person next to him handed him a bottle of water.

"Thank you." Qin Xu took it and unscrewed the lid.

This person is in his class and one of his roommates, Chen Yousong, with a very interesting personality.

"Several girls asked me for your contact information, will you give me?" Chen Yousong asked.

Qin Xu: "No."

Chen Yousong: "You are quite popular, and the grass in the next door is almost outmatched by you."

Qin Xu: "Court grass?"

Chen Yousong: "Ah... just started school, I don't know who selected them, but the most handsome freshman this year - but I think you are more handsome, you have to smile, our courtyard grass might lose your head up."

Qin Xu: "..."

Chen Yousong alone can chat like a group of people, listening to him is like two hundred ducks quacking incessantly in your ears.

This can be regarded as a memory point during Qin Xu's military training, which is very distinctive.

During the first week of the military training, Qin Xu sent a message to Lin Zhinian, and Lin Zhinian would come back, but because he was working, the reply speed would not be very fast. The two of them chatted with the jet lag, and they only chatted more at night meeting.

But Lin Zhinian didn't bring up the topic, and the chat between the two gradually became somewhat separated, and the chat always carried a strange and strange atmosphere, as if they were greeting each other politely "Have you eaten?"

It shouldn't be like this between them.

It started to rain on Saturday afternoon, and the students rested in the dormitory without military training. Qin Xu opened the door of the dormitory with an umbrella.

"Where are you going?" Chen Yousong poked his head out immediately.

Qin Xu: "Supermarket."

"Please bring me a bag of potato chips, thank you!" Chen Yousong said loudly.

He was the most familiar person in the dormitory with Qin Xu. He was familiar with him and had a hot temper. Qin Xu said "hmm".

"Could you bring me two pieces of bread, meat floss." A head poked out from a bed.

Qin Xu agreed, and simply asked the last person what he wanted, and when he finished speaking, he went out with an umbrella.

He went to the supermarket to buy some paper, and bought things for a few people in the dormitory. On the way back, he saw a cat hiding in the grass under a tree, and he stopped for a moment.

On rainy days, there are few people on the road, and the cat hides inside, and the hair on his body is wet. Lin Zhinian likes cats very much, and used to feed stray cats.Qin Xu glanced at the cat, and when he lifted his foot to leave, the cat inside came out meowing, and then carefully rubbed against Qin Xu's feet.

……

Qin Xu pushed open the door of the dormitory, drenched in some rain, he put the bag on the table, "Take it yourself."

Then, a meow sounded.

"Fuck me?"

"Fuck me!"

"I... seem to hear a cat meowing?"

The three heads came together, and Qin Xu put the cat in the box, "It's raining, let it stay here for a while, don't keep a cat."

Qin Xu's trouser legs were all torn by the cat's paws. He took a second look, and the cat would rape him.

The other three elders in the dormitory were captured by the cat with tenderness and sweetness, and they all ran to see the cat. The cat was clean, but the hair was wet, and it was still a long-haired cat, not like an ordinary stray cat.

"Qin Xu, you won't take someone's cat back, will you?"

"I don't know." Qin Xu wiped her trouser legs with a tissue.

The three chattered for a while, and Chen Yousong suddenly said that the cat's eyes were familiar, and the others looked at him, and Chen Yousong clapped his hands, "Ah! I remembered, this seems to be the cat that was lost in the grass next door. I posted a cat hunting notice on the confession wall, I'll look for it later..."

Chen Yousong took out his mobile phone and looked through it, and he really found it. After comparing them, the cats did look alike.

After a lot of tossing, several people contacted the courtyard grass, and that night, the courtyard grass came to collect the cats.

The courtyard grass is called the courtyard grass, the face is very good-looking, and the personality is also sunny and cheerful. In the 508 dormitory, there is Chen Yousong, the "social flower", and the courtyard grass soon became a ball with the three people in this dormitory. .

"I can't tell, you still have cats." Chen Yousong said.

Yuancao looked helpless, "It's my sister's. My sister asked me to post the cat hunting notice. In the past two days, my contact information has almost exploded."

Qin Xu sat on the side, listening to English practice with earphones on, and refreshed the news on her mobile phone. In the afternoon, she sent Lin Zhinian a photo of a cat, but Lin Zhinian hadn't replied to him yet.

Someone patted him on the shoulder, Qin Xu took off one earphone and turned his head.

"Thank you brother, I'll treat you to dinner another day." Yuancao said standing behind him.

Qin Xu: "No need."

His cell phone rang, and Lin Zhinian texted him back.

【Lin Zhinian: [pats his head]】

After the military training, half a month later, it will be the National Day.

Time flies, Lin Zhinian is a little unaccustomed to this period of time, when he enters the door, he will unconsciously look to the next door, the impact Qin Xu gave him that night has remained until now, when he is usually busy, he only thinks about it occasionally, but At night, I think more.

Qin Xu was not in front of his eyes, but his mind was full of this person.

Lin Zhinian is not indecisive, he needs to sort out this relationship. During Qin Xu's military training, he drove to their school, but every time he stopped the car, he never got out of the car, nor did he go in, he hesitated.

weekend.

Lin Zhinian drove to Qin Xu's school, but didn't go in. He smoked a cigarette in the car, and when he was finally about to get out of the car, he stopped suddenly.

In the rearview mirror, on the sidewalk, two figures, a man and a woman, walked towards this side.

He stayed in the car without moving, a man and a woman were talking, the woman was holding a cat in her arms, her black hair was loose on her shoulders, she looked pure and delicate, and the man was exactly the Qin Xu he was looking for.

He was a little tanned, but he was still stern. He hadn't seen him for half a month, and he looked more masculine.

The two stood together, and they were both talented and beautiful.

Lin Zhinian raised the car window, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart. He watched them walk away, closed his eyes, and let out a sigh of relief.

What if Qin Xu was just impulsive that night, if he didn't know that he was neither drunk nor asleep that night, maybe he was just...

Many possibilities welled up in Lin Zhinian's mind.

He started the car and drove away.

Qin Xu seemed to have a sense of it, turned his head, and only saw a familiar car from the corner of his eyes, but he didn't see the license plate clearly.

"What's wrong?" asked the woman next to her.

"It's okay." Qin Xu said, "Thank you, senior."

"You don't have to thank me, I can't thank you enough, just take it as a thank you for helping me find Rourou - I'm leaving first." The woman said, waving her cat's paw, "Bye."

"En." Qin Xu raised his hand and waved it.

He was looking for a part-time job during this time, and the grassroots knew about it, saying that his sister had connections, but Qin Xu didn't refuse, and quickly said that someone just happened to be looking for a tutor, and his grades were good, so it should be no problem.

Qin Xu doesn't like to trouble others, but he won't refute others' good intentions, and he really needs it.

During this period of time, Chen Yousong and the courtyard grass got to know each other well. Today, their dormitory, the courtyard grass and his sister came out to have a meal together. Back to school first.

After separating from her senior, Qin Xu took out her mobile phone and wanted to send Lin Zhinian a message, but she didn't know what to say.

If Lin Zhinian came, why didn't he come in and didn't send him a message.

【Qin Xu: Brother Lin, have you come to our school today? 】

At night, the mobile phone next to the laptop in the living room was turned on. Lin Zhinian leaned on the cushion, took the mobile phone, and tapped the keyboard a few times with his fingertips.

[Lin Zhinian: No. 】

Why deny it?Why did you leave at that time?

In fact... If Qin Xu has a girlfriend, it means that he was just impulsive to him that night, an illusion, and now he has come out, he can just let it go and pretend that night didn't happen, or... What a fart.

Lin Zhinian frowned, feeling furious for no reason.

He is not eighteen or nineteen years old, but now he is as frizzy as he was eighteen or nineteen years old.

He wanted to ask Qin Xu, wanted to find out, typed a few words, and then deleted them all. Qin Xu told him that the last time he picked up a cat, someone was looking for it on the confession wall. Lin Zhinian clicked on it. He mentioned the confession wall last time, and suddenly found that Qin Xu's name appeared quite frequently.

It's not a surprise either.

Qin Xu's appearance is outstanding, although his temper is cold, but in the eyes of outsiders, he is very cool. Lin Zhinian can basically imagine what it would be like for him to fall in love with someone like him who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

Talk less but be careful, treat the person you like, you should be very gentle... Will you act like a baby?Like acting like a baby to him, showing the side that won't be in front of others... Lin Zhinian couldn't think about it anymore.

He threw the phone aside, got up and took the cigarette case to the balcony.

It will take time to face up to the relationship between him and Qin Xu, and to accept the changes between him and Qin Xu, and he is in a neither awkward nor embarrassing situation right now.

Qin Xu's abdominal muscles popped up again in his mind, showing faint signs of restlessness.

……

In the school infirmary, several girls who came to get medicine pushed each other and looked at the man beside him.

"It was a fight, isn't it good for young people to be calm?" The school doctor was wearing a white coat, a middle-aged man in his 50s, and he didn't know if he believed in Buddhism, and he chattered endlessly.

Qin Xu looked at the garden grass beside him, pointed at him, "He beat him."

Yard Cao's eyes widened, he stood up straight, and pointed at himself, "I...me?"

The school doctor looked at him.

Yuancao smiled: "I beat it, I accidentally touched it when I was playing, I'm sorry."

The school doctor didn't believe it, can this ball hit the face?

After checking his wounds and wanting to apply medicine to him, Qin Xu didn't know what to think, so she said no, bought medicine and went back to rub it by herself.

He and Yuancao left the school infirmary with the medicine.

"You can do it just now, just push the blame to me." Yuancao was indignant and a little guilty, "You still need medicine for the wound on your face."

"No need." Qin Xu touched the corner of his mouth, "Do I look serious?"

"Ah, yes." The courtyard grass said, "My family will be so distressed when I go back from the holiday tomorrow."

Qin Xu nodded thoughtfully, "That's fine."

Yard Grass: "???"

This matter has to start with Yuancao's sister, a crush of his sister, because Qin Xu and his sister are getting closer, the crush wants to beat Qin Xu and threaten him to stay away from Yuancao's sister, As a result, he was beaten back and sent to the police station.

The courtyard grass was there at the time, and came up to help. When he came back from the police station, he served him tea and water. Qin Xu couldn't take it anymore, and hurried back to the dormitory with the medicine.

The roommates in the dormitory were shocked when they saw his hurt face. Qin Xu threw the medicine on the table and went to the bathroom to wash his face. Chen Yousong's shout came from outside.

"Don't touch the water, the wound will become inflamed!"

National Day holiday on October [-]st.

The people in the dormitory were all gone, Qin Xu went back after lunch, he only brought a backpack stuffed with some books and underwear, he went back to Lin Zhinian by car, Lin Zhinian was at work and didn't come back, and Qin Xu Xu did not have a key to the room.

The sky darkened inch by inch, night fell, dotted with stars, the bright moonlight fell, and there were insects chirping in the grass downstairs.

"Well, I'll send you the plan later..." Lin Zhinian walked towards the elevator while answering the phone.

After hanging up the phone, the elevator door opened, Lin Zhinian walked in, looked down at the messages on his phone, Qin Xu didn't send him a message for the past two days, he wanted to send a message to ask him if he would be back during the National Day holiday, and then I feel... that something is wrong.

There is no news of Qin Xu today.

The elevator door opened, Lin Zhinian walked out, footsteps sounded in the corridor, when he reached his door, he stopped suddenly.

A figure was squatting at the door, holding a backpack in his arms, and leaning against the door with his peaked cap pressed low. He didn't raise his head when he heard the footsteps, as if he was asleep.

Before Lin Zhinian saw it clearly, his intuition had already told him who it was.

His lips move slightly.

"Qin Xu..."

Lin Zhinian rolled his Adam's apple, squatted down, and patted Qin Xu on the shoulder, "Qin Xu."

Qin Xu raised her head, the brim of the hat covered her face, revealing a small half of her chin, and the corners of her lips were raised: "Brother Lin, you are back."

Lin Zhinian: "...how long have you been here?"

"Soon, four or five hours." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "Why didn't you call me?"

Qin Xu: "I'm afraid I'll disturb your work."

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He suspected that Qin Xu did it on purpose to make him feel bad, but he just fell for it, and his heart hurts a lot.

He opened the door and let Qin Xu go in and sit down first. The living room turned on the light, and as soon as Lin Zhinian turned around, he saw Qin Xu's face under the brim of his hat.

Qin Xu met his eyes, was stunned, and then looked away.

"What's wrong with your face?" Lin Zhinian hooked his chin and turned his face back.

Qin Xu pursed her lips: "No...it's okay."

Lin Zhinian looked at the blue and red corners of his eyes and mouth, pressed his fingertips, Qin Xu looked at him with moist eyes, and said "it hurts" in a low voice.

Lin Zhinian: "Is this all right?"

Like a child who has done something wrong, Qin Xu lowered his head and called "Brother Lin".

Lin Zhinian took off his hat, and his eyes wandered over his face, "What else?"

Qin Xu hesitated for a few seconds.

Lin Zhinian raised his tone, and asked in a deep voice, "What else? Don't lie to me."

Qin Xu pulled back his clothes and lifted the hem, allowing him to see the green and red patch on the side of his abdomen, which was when he bumped into the pillar and hit it.