On how abusive essays become sweet essays

"Deng Deng"——

When the knock on the door sounded, Lin Zhinian was sitting on the edge of the desk and knocking on the computer, wearing earphones on his ears. The knock on the door was a faint sound to his ears. He took off the earphones and found that there was indeed a knock. door noise.

It goes without saying who will knock on the door in this room.

Lin Zhinian heaved a sigh of relief, he finally calmed down his heart and returned to his normal state of mind, now the knock on the door brought out all the images in his mind - Bai Qingjing.

Facing this scene, Lin Zhinian was in an embarrassing situation, he was a little embarrassed by the... desire caused by his younger brother.

Speaking of which, he hasn't looked at Qin Xu very much in the past few years. It seems that in the blink of an eye, the youthful boy at the time has begun to develop into a grown man.

He usually pays attention to the distance between himself and other people, not deliberately, but a long-standing habit, but when facing Qin Xu, he can temporarily let go of this defense and conditioned reflex.

Lin Zhinian knows about Qin Xu's growth and his past, and Qin Xu also knows about his past. Qin Xu is a different existence from him.

In that narrow and dark environment, they were able to keep each other warm.

But with the passage of time, they are also changing.

Lin Zhinian went to college before, and was busy earning tuition and living expenses for a while, and rarely contacted Qin Xu, but one night, Qin Xu suddenly called him, and he realized that , The two have not been in contact for a long time.

Qin Xu on the other end of the phone asked him how he was doing recently and whether he was busy with a cautious tone in his cold and hard tone. After asking, they had nothing to talk about, and the two of them were silent for nearly half a minute, and neither of them hung up the phone , Lin Zhinian smiled and mentioned that it has been very cold recently, and his hands are almost getting frostbite.

Not long after that, Lin Zhinian received gloves and several medicines by courier.

And at that time, Lin Zhinian discovered that for Qin Xu, his existence was also important and needed.

Most of the time, Qin Xu acts silently, her concern is hidden in the details, it is hard not to move people.

But now, the youthful boy at the time has grown into a man.

Lin Zhinian has never realized it more clearly than now.

The knocking on the door stopped, but no footsteps could be heard outside.

Lin Zhinian got up and went to open the door.

Outside the door, Qin Xu was wearing a white T-shirt and pajama pants, a little less cold than usual, and looked approachable.

"Washed?" Lin Zhinian stood at the door and asked.

"Yeah." Qin Xu handed him the water glass, "Drink some hot water, how is your stomach?"

"It's okay." Lin Zhinian took the water glass in his hand.

"Go to bed early." Qin Xu said, and when he turned to leave, Lin Zhinian stopped him again.

Qin Xu turned his head, Lin Zhinian went in and took a box of chocolates and handed it to him, "It's from the company, I don't like it, you can take it."

Qin Xu has eaten this brand of chocolate before, and Lin Zhinian often brings a few chocolates with him, but he doesn't eat it very much, most of them are given to Qin Xu, because Qin Xu had low blood sugar before, and Lin Zhinian is used to carrying sugar on his body .

Qin Xu went back to the room with a box of chocolates, unwrapped them, took out a few and put them on the bedside, ready to put them in her pocket and take them to work when she gets up tomorrow.

He went to bed, put on the quilt and turned off the light, closed his eyes for a moment, and opened his eyes as if thinking of something again, Qin Xu groped around the bed, got the mobile phone, and opened the calendar in the mobile phone.

One of the days has a little red dot below it.

The day before the school report, his 19th birthday.

The next morning, the two had breakfast as usual. Lin Zhinian sent Qin Xu to his place of work. They spent several days like this. There seemed to be no change between the two of them, but Qin Xu could feel that in the When the two got along in private, Lin Zhinian seemed to pay more attention than before.

For example, when he took a shower before, he only liked to take his pants, not his clothes, but now he no longer hangs around the living room with his upper body naked after taking a shower. For example, if Qin Xu was washing in the morning, Lin Zhinian would not go in directly, but would Knock on the door first, and for example, he won't touch Qin Xu's head anymore, even though sometimes his hand has been raised, but in the end it falls on Qin Xu's shoulder...

Lin Zhinian is changing his habits.

This kind of change is not big, but it is very obvious to Qin Xu.

There was a knock on the bathroom door, and Lin Zhinian's voice came from outside the door, "I'm coming in."

Qin Xu had just washed his face with water, and there were drops of water on his face. He wiped it with a towel, "Yeah."

Lin Zhinian pushed the door open and entered, looking lazy just after waking up, short brown hair was messy, and sleepy eyes seemed to have not woken up yet, Qin Xu gave up the position of the sink, Lin Zhinian began to brush his teeth and shave ——

He looked at Qin Xu standing behind him like a gatekeeper in the mirror, and raised his eyebrows, "What's wrong?"

"I live here...is it inconvenient for you?" Qin Xu asked with her thin lips lightly, her tone was very flat, but for no reason it made people feel as if she was cautious of relying on others.

Lin Zhinian hadn't finished shaving his beard yet, "Huh? Wait a minute."

He shaved, washed his face, and wiped it clean, "Why do you say that?"

Qin Xu: "You recently..."

He pursed his lips, "It seems to be different from before."

"No." Lin Zhinian smiled, "Don't think too much."

He didn't expect Qin Xu to be so sensitive, he didn't make it too obvious, and Qin Xu sometimes stared at him recently, which made him a little guilty, and he always remembered what happened that night, maybe it was unintentional Some are avoiding Qin Xu.

"I've been a little busy recently." Lin Zhinian said, "I'm tired. You're doing well here. I still have someone to talk to when I get home."

Qin Xu looked at him straight: "Really?"

He didn't think it was for this reason.

"Yeah." Lin Zhinian avoided his gaze, "I'll go out and buy some breakfast later."

"Okay." Qin Xu didn't ask further.

He doesn't like the sense of distance between the two of them, which obviously didn't exist before.

But Qin Xu didn't know that this was the beginning when Lin Zhinian began to regard him as a real man, instead of looking at him from the pure perspective of "he needs to be taken care of" and "he is my brother" in the past.

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"Qin Xu, where did you buy this chocolate? It's delicious." The employee in overalls leaned against the front desk, "I didn't see it in the supermarket last time. It seems to be a foreign brand."

"I don't know." Qin Xu said, "My brother gave it to me."

"Your brother is so kind to you, is there any more chocolate?" the employee asked.

Qin Xu touched the last one left in his pocket, and shook his head expressionlessly, "It's gone."

The staff didn't bother, they asked casually, and then chatted about something else. There are not many customers at the moment, and popcorn and Coke are basically standard for moviegoers. After staying here for a long time, they all look like It has a sweet taste of popcorn.

In the evening, the movie theater has the most people, and many of the people coming and going are couples, but today is not a weekend, and there is no need to queue up. Basically, it will not be busy after a while.

"Two cups of Coke, two large servings of popcorn." A clear male voice said.

An employee brought them something, and Qin Xu paid them the bill. In front of them were two young men standing together, one tall, big, handsome, and the other thinner.

After they left, the employees began to gossip.

"The two just now must be a couple."

Qin Xu glanced at the employee. The employee thought he didn't believe him, and said, "Really, based on my experience of working here for so long, it is definitely a couple. The affectionate eyes are obvious..."

Qin Xu bent down to look for something, but didn't answer.

"What pair?" A voice suddenly came from above.

"It's just those two men—" the employee answered subconsciously, and then realized that Qin Xu didn't ask the question, and turned around to see a gentleman-looking man with a slight smile on his lips and eyes Gently sweep through it.

Qin Xu paused when he heard the voice.

"Ah!" The employee reacted, "Excuse me, what do you want?"

"Is Qin Xu not here?" the man asked, as if he didn't take what he just said to heart.

"Yes." Qin Xu straightened up.

"What are you doing hiding?" Lin Zhinian laughed.

Qin Xu: "Looking for something, why are you here?"

He looked around, and there was no Lin Zhinian's colleague from last time, nor that annoying Qi Yan, only Lin Zhinian was alone.

The curious eyes of the staff circled between Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian.

Lin Zhinian looks like a member of the society, not the society, but the precipitating temperament on his body. Although his face is very young, he feels very reliable.

"What time do you get off work?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "There is still an hour."

Lin Zhinian: "Can you watch a movie?"

Qin Xu was stunned, "Ask me? Why?"

Lin Zhinian: "I am happy, do you want to see it?"

Qin Xu pursed her lips: "...Look."

Lin Zhinian pointed to the rest area on one side, "I'll wait for you over there."

"Okay." Qin Xu nodded.

Lin Zhinian turned around and left. He was a little surprised by Qin Xu's question before, and he didn't want Qin Xu to feel that he had caused any trouble because of his arrival. After thinking about it, he still felt that he should comfort him, but he couldn't. It was too obvious, otherwise Qin Xu would still feel that he was causing trouble.

Qin Xu didn't seem to have any thoughts on the surface, and he spoke and acted with a certain energy, which would be worthy of beating on others, but it fits his temperament very well on him.

Pretending to be the difference between success and failure.

But the actual Qin Xu is sensitive and fragile-although it is not accurate to say this, but this is the Qin Xu in Lin Zhinian's eyes, cold outside and hot inside.

A silent enforcer.

In the past, Lin Zhinian was often uncomfortable, and it was Qin Xu who took care of him.Qin Xu's heart is like a little sun, warm.

He doesn't like other people stepping into his domain, but he is quite happy for Qin Xu to live there.

"Who is that?" the employee asked curiously.

Qin Xu was silent for a moment before replying, "My brother."

"Your brother?" the employee said, "The brother who gave you chocolate?"

As soon as he said chocolate, Qin Xu remembered that there was still a piece of chocolate in his pocket, and he nodded.

"Very handsome."

Qin Xu nodded in agreement, and felt that the staff had a good eye, and gave him an appreciative gaze.

It was the first time that employee was looked at by him like this, and he couldn't figure it out for a while.

There seemed to be an invisible force against Qin Xu. When it was time to get off work, the number of customers suddenly increased. Qin Xu stood at the cash register, paying people's bills while looking at the people in line.

Why are there so many people?

Why is it not over yet?

When will it be over?

Can I still watch movies?

Will you be late?

……

Qin Xu never knew that her inner activities could be so active, and she was anxious to the point of a little anxiety.

After finally finishing the last customer, he let out a sigh of relief.

The person who took over the shift came, Qin Xu took off her apron to leave work, the cuffs of her black shirt were rolled up to her elbows, her forearm was tight, and when she walked out with a backpack full of things, it didn't look like she was leaving get off work, but like she was about to go to a fight Boss boss.

When he found Lin Zhinian in the rest area, Lin Zhinian's notebook was placed on the table, and he was typing on the keyboard, sliding the mouse touchpad twice from time to time, very serious and devoted.

His face looked a little cold, with a stronger sense of distance, and his usually gentle eyes focused on the laptop screen, looking a little serious.

This was Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian's first time watching a movie.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu sat down opposite him.

Lin Zhinian looked up at him, his indifferent expression faded, and a gentle smile hung on his lips, "Are you off work?"

He glanced at the time, "It's pretty fast, there are still 10 minutes before the movie starts, so we have to wait."

"Yeah." Qin Xu said, "Go ahead."

Lin Zhinian turned off the computer: "It's okay, don't worry."

"What movie are you watching?" Qin Xu only remembered to ask.

Lin Zhinian said: "Little yellow man."

Qin Xu was startled, her lips parted slightly: "Ah?"

His facial features are stern and sharp-edged, exuding a fierce handsomeness. When he made this expression now, he looked very cute for no reason. Lin Zhinian laughed: "What are you thinking?"

He said the proper movie title.

Qin Xu: "...Oh."

Lin Zhinian took out his mobile phone: "If you don't want to read this, just change it."

Qin Xu said, "No need, just this."

This point is mostly romantic horror movies, this animated movie is very fresh and refined.

"Do you want something to drink?" Lin Zhinian looked around.

Qin Xu: "No need, not hungry, lose weight."

Lin Zhinian raised his eyebrows and glanced at him: "Losing weight?"

Qin Xu was serious: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian smiled and said, "You don't need to lose weight, you have such a good figure..."

His voice suddenly lowered, and he cursed secretly in his heart, which pot should not be opened and which pot should be lifted, Lin Zhinian is more sensitive than ordinary people in this regard.

It was a normal topic, but it was the topic Lin Zhinian didn't want to discuss with Qin Xu at the moment.

Qin Xu paused, unsure: "I'm in good shape?"

Lin Zhinian concealed the embarrassment in his heart without any trace, "Okay, having abdominal muscles is not enough."

Lin Zhinian was a little embarrassed as he talked about more and more detailed topics.

Qin Xu was belatedly aware of his uneasiness, holding the phone with both hands, pointing at the back cover of the phone with his index finger, "Brother Lin, don't you have it?"

Lin Zhinian leaned back, "Not as good-looking as you."

"Oh." Qin Xu nodded, "You usually work and sit often."

"Yeah." Lin Zhinian didn't sit all the time, and occasionally did exercises.

Qin Xu: "Shall we go for a morning jog tomorrow?"

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He put his hand on his neck, moved it, and said, "Please forgive me, I'm an old bone."

When he said this, Qin Xu was the first to disagree, "You are very young."

But Lin Zhinian's words "please forgive me" were still lingering in Qin Xu's mind, his Adam's apple rolled and he lowered his eyes.

Lin Zhinian was amused by his serious appearance.

Before the opening of the movie, the tickets were checked into the cinema, and the two went to get the tickets. There were not many people watching the movie at this point, and there were no more than ten people here and there. good.

Not long after sitting down, the cinema went dark, and a film began to be projected on the curtain.

Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian bought a bucket of popcorn in the end and kept their mouths busy, otherwise they would feel bored watching the movie.

Qin Xu held the popcorn, he ate a few, put the popcorn between the two of them, and Lin Zhinian reached out to take it.

"Don't like it?" He lowered his voice and asked, "The last time I ate this taste was quite delicious."

"No, I'm not hungry." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "This is just a snack, it doesn't take up your stomach."

Qin Xu: "..."

He reached out to grab the popcorn, but was slapped away by Lin Zhinian. With a soft sound, Qin Xu paused for a moment as his fingertips brushed across Qin Xu's touch and strength. He turned his head, his black eyes sparkling. Starlight, the side face is flickered by the light of the movie.

"Don't force yourself if you don't want to eat." Lin Zhinian leaned over and said.

He had a clean and refreshing smell, Qin Xu thought about it, and remembered that it was the smell of the shower gel at home, and it smelled particularly good on Lin Zhinian.

"I want to eat." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian smiled and picked up two popcorns and stuffed them into his mouth, and lightly touched his lips with his fingertips. Qin Xu didn't know if it was his illusion, but seemed to see Lin Zhinian's face froze for a moment.

But before he saw it clearly, the expression on Lin Zhinian's face returned to normal, and he jokingly said, "Eat more."

Qin Xu rolled the popcorn into her mouth with the tip of her tongue, took a few bites and then swallowed it.

Qin Xu's lips were dry, probably because he didn't drink much water, the epidermis felt a little dry, Lin Zhinian rubbed his fingertips twice, and asked, "Are you thirsty?"

"Not thirsty." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian didn't speak any more, neither did Qin Xu. The two of them watched the movie, and when they occasionally saw interesting scenes, Lin Zhinian would laugh a few times, and then leaned towards Qin Xu. Will lean towards Qin Xu.

Qin Xu moved the popcorn towards her little by little, and put it on her lap.

When Lin Zhinian took the popcorn, he would stretch out his hand directly, and the arms of the two would make seemingly invisible contact from time to time.

During the time in the movie theater, the two seem to have returned to the previous way of getting along. Lin Zhinian will not deliberately pay attention to the distance between the two, and the natural touch will not cause too much reaction.

This feeling is also extremely comfortable for Lin Zhinian, and it is relaxing to be with Qin Xu right now.

He didn't have to think about whether it would be too close, and he didn't have to tense a nerve at any time, keeping a conditioned reflex.

From the moment he discovered his sexuality, he seemed to be cut off from everyone, always alone, on an isolated island.

After the movie was finished, the two of them hadn't finished eating the popcorn. The popcorn passed from Qin Xu's hands to Lin Zhinian's. Lin Zhinian was talking about the plot in the movie, but Qin Xu couldn't remember what he said What happened, and in which segment, only a few "hmm" echoed.

Qin Xu's nose seemed to still be lingering with Lin Zhinian's aura.

He never talked about things that he wasn't interested in, and Lin Zhinian didn't notice anything wrong.

"Do you not like watching this?" Lin Zhinian asked with his head sideways.

"Huh?" Qin Xu turned her head, "No, maybe I've been standing for a long time today and I'm a little sleepy."

Lin Zhinian suddenly approached, Qin Xu stopped in his tracks, his breath stagnated, Lin Zhinian sniffed his body, "I said, why is it so fragrant, I thought it was the smell of popcorn, but it turned out to be your smell .”

Qin Xu's heartbeat fluctuated for a few beats, and his eyes moved slightly, "Taste?"

"You smell very sweet." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu: "I didn't smell it."

Lin Zhinian: "It smells like milky milk."

Qin Xu: "..."

A man who is described as milky is definitely not something to be happy about.

Seeing his expression, Lin Zhinian burst out laughing.

Qin Xu turned his head and sniffed the position of his shoulder, but he didn't smell anything. He suspected that Lin Zhinian was teasing him on purpose.

"Going back?" he asked.

Lin Zhinian stuffed popcorn into his mouth: "I haven't had dinner yet, let's go eat some together?"

Qin Xu glanced over his lips: "Okay."

No wonder Lin Zhinian ate popcorn all night.

"You..." Qin Xu asked, "Why didn't you eat before?"

"I ate a piece of bread to cushion my stomach." Lin Zhinian said, "I'm so hungry, I might grow up."

Qin Xu: "..."

Well, Brother Lin's body is random.

Since they are growing their bodies, the dinner for the two of them is naturally unsuitable, but at this point in time, it can also be called supper. With the lessons from last time, Lin Zhinian didn't eat too exciting dinner this time.

The two were sitting in a ramen restaurant, and they were the only guests inside.

Lin Zhinian asked the boss to add a large portion of beef cattle.

Lin Zhinian said: "I don't think I have brought you here before."

"Hmm." Qin Xu asked, "Do you often bring others here to eat?"

"Only you." Lin Zhinian said, the last question was just a casual question, "This ramen is very - delicious."

From Lin Zhinian's tone, Qin Xu can already feel that Lin Zhinian loves this ramen restaurant deeply, and he is the only one who talks about him, which makes Qin Xu feel a little secret joy in his heart.

It took a long time to serve the ramen, the two chatted for a while, and the boss came over with two bowls of ramen, topped with beef and coriander, which smelled delicious, Qin Xu's bowl didn't have coriander, he didn't like it.

The portion of ramen was quite large, Qin Xu lowered his head, mixed it, and took a bite.

Lin Zhinian asked on the opposite side: "How is it?"

"Well, it's delicious." Qin Xu's tone was as flat as ever, and the compliment seemed insincere, "What's wrong with you today?"

Lin Zhinian: "What's wrong?"

Qin Xu said, "Take me to the movies and eat ramen."

Lin Zhinian: "You don't want to play with me, there is a generation gap, right?"

Qin Xu looked up at him and was speechless for a moment.

"I happen to be free today." Lin Zhinian said, "If I don't take you out to play for a while, you will be thinking about some messy things in your mind."

Qin Xu: "...I didn't think about it."

Lin Zhinian: "The day before yesterday, who said that I am different from before..."

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu interrupted him, his ears burning, "Let's eat."

If it was because of what happened the morning before yesterday, then Lin Zhinian's behavior could be regarded as coaxing him.

Coax him.

Qin Xu lowered her head and slightly curled her lips.

The two had dinner outside and went straight home.

After that night, the discomfort in Qin Xu's heart gradually dissipated. He was still thinking about messy things in his heart, but he was not thinking about whether he would disturb Lin Zhinian if he lived here, but something else.

Qin Xu lay on the bed and turned off the lights in the room.

The master bedroom and the second bedroom are connected, and the position of Qin Xu's bed is against the wall connected to Lin Zhinian's side. He has been to Lin Zhinian's room, and the position of their beds seems to be arranged The places are almost the same, that is to say, they are now only separated by a wall.

have you slept?

...can't hear anything.

Qin Xu thought about it, and ran to the bathroom in the middle of the night to take a cold shower.

Sometimes he felt that the distance with Lin Zhinian was very close, and sometimes he felt that he was far away.

On a summer night, it was still cold after pouring cold water on the body, and the hot temperature of the bath dropped, and the whole person came out of the bathroom chilly, and just after coming out of the bathroom, Qin Xu almost yelled out in fright.

Lin Zhinian was at the door.

Qin Xu's heart jumped into her throat, "Brother Lin, you..."

What are you doing here so late?

He hasn't spoken the second half of the sentence yet.

"Young people are very irritable." Lin Zhinian sighed.

Qin Xu: "..."

He felt that an explanation might not be necessary.

"No, I... It's hot, and the air conditioner in the room is broken." He said.

Lin Zhinian: "The air conditioner is broken?"

Qin Xu: "Ah, yes."

The reason he made up at random, there is actually nothing to make him excited today, but when he thinks that Lin Zhinian and him live in a place separated by a wall, and the two people are still connected at the head of the bed, he feels restless.

It may also be because he is happy today, since he moved to Lin Zhinian's place, he has not solved his physical needs.

He is a normal, vigorous man.

"I'll talk about it later." Lin Zhinian was in a hurry to go to the bathroom, and hurried in.

Qin Xu didn't wait for Lin Zhinian outside, and quickly went back to the room, closed the door, and looked at the air conditioner.

Open your phone to search.

【How to quickly break the air conditioner】

When the knock on the door sounded, Qin Xu's hands trembled. He turned off his cell phone and opened the door.

Outside the door, Lin Zhinian yawned with his sleepy hair, "Let me check your air conditioner."

"It's okay." Qin Xu said without changing his face, "It's too late, go to bed first, I'll open the window later to let in the wind."

Lin Zhinian squeezed in, the room was a bit stuffy, he looked around the room, the quilt was lifted, there were a few books on the table, and there were no other sundries.

"Where's the remote?" he asked.

Qin Xu: "I forgot where I put it, let's look for it tomorrow."

He yawned and said, "I want to sleep."

Seeing his sleepy look, Lin Zhinian compromised and said, "Okay."

He turned around and walked out, and when he reached the door he turned around with a hesitant expression on his face, Qin Xu's heart sank again.

"If you are too hot to sleep, you can go to my side and squeeze." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu: "...Oh."

Lin Zhinian left, Qin Xu couldn't sleep at all.

He could see that Lin Zhinian didn't really want him to go to sleep, but because he was afraid of his heat, he was still willing to let him go, probably because he didn't like to sleep with others, or maybe because he was no longer a teenager.

Qin Xu seemed to understand it all at once.

Lin Zhinian regarded him as a man.

Lin Zhinian may...maybe...maybe...likes men.

The window of the room was open, and the curtains were blown by the wind. Qin Xu stood by the window, smoking several cigarettes.

Lin Zhinian had loved him to the bone before, but he didn't know what he thought of him as his younger brother.

Before Qin Xu wanted to move out, she was also afraid that she would not be able to control herself.

Lin Zhinian was right in front of his eyes, within reach.

The next day.

Early in the morning, when Qin Xu was washing up, Lin Zhinian took the remote control of the air conditioner and tried it out. The air conditioner was good, and the wind from it was also cool.

Qin Xu didn't break the air conditioner, and Lin Zhinian also knew that the air conditioner in Qin Xu's room was not broken, but both of them tacitly didn't mention it again.

Lin Zhinian guessed that Qin Xu was embarrassed, but Qin Xu didn't want to hide it.

Qin Xu got off work late these two days, and went back a bit late, so she would send a message to Lin Zhinian in her spare time, telling him what time she got off work.

On Friday night, Qin Xu knew that Lin Zhinian would go to a restaurant near their commercial street for dinner. He got off work early and walked there.

The commercial street is very bustling, the lights are just on, and the night is thick. Qin Xu stood outside the restaurant and looked up at the name of the restaurant.

Yipin XX.

At first glance, it was a shop he couldn't afford.

Qin Xu went to the barbecue restaurant opposite and found a seat by the window. This is a self-service barbecue restaurant. He was alone, carrying the meat on a plate and came back to roast. He looked out of the window while eating.

After six o'clock, he saw Lin Zhinian's figure.

Qin Xu stopped and watched them enter the restaurant, including Qi Yan.

He pays close attention to Lin Zhinian's dining or socializing outside, and basically asks Lin Zhinian every day if he will eat out today, and if there will be dinner together.

It was just a cryptic question before, but it has not been concealed in the past two days.

Today Lin Zhinian was still joking about his "checking the post", knowing that he dislikes Qi Yan very much, so he didn't say much, just mentioned it in one sentence.

Lin Zhinian indulges Qin Xu, but he doesn't know that Qin Xu has "wolf ambition" and has bad intentions. His conniving behavior is just giving Qin Xu the opportunity to invade, testing his bottom line step by step, and only waiting for the right time to bring him back nest.

Qin Xu was full at the barbecue restaurant, and was a little full.

He was wearing a peaked cap, a black T-shirt, a backpack in one hand, and headphones in his ears. He was sitting on the opposite bus stop, looking at the restaurant in front of him.

It's eight o'clock.

Qin Xu straightened her legs and rubbed her stomach.

Someone came out again, Qin Xu glanced at it, and after a pause, he stood up.

The people who had entered the opposite restaurant with Lin Zhinian before all came out, Lin Zhinian was a little unsteady, a strange man next to him supported him, and he pushed away again.

"I'll take him back." Qi Yan said.

"No need." Lin Zhinian said, "I'm fine."

Qi Yan: "Don't be brave."

Lin Zhinian didn't argue with Qi Yan here. After saying goodbye to his partner, he walked quickly to the corner, propping up the wall with one hand and pressing his stomach with the other.

Qi Yan walked over and was about to pat him on the shoulder when another hand grabbed his wrist.

The strength of that hand was so strong that it hurt him to the bone.

"Fuck." Qi Yan cursed, then turned to see Qin Xu who was dressed in black, with a golden chain hanging around his neck, looking very unfriendly.

Qi Yan has only seen this face twice, but both times left a deep impression on him, and today is the third time.

Lin Zhinian felt that the atmosphere behind him was not right, turned around and saw Qin Xu, with surprise in his eyes, "Qin Xu?"

After Xu Shi drank, his voice was a little hoarse and lazy when he spoke, which was very attractive. Qin Xu pursed his lips and let go of Qi Yan.

"Brother Lin, I'll pick you up."

Qi Yan looked at the boy who was intercepted halfway, and gritted his teeth, "Take my car, and I will take you back on the way."

"No need." Lin Zhinian said, "Your house is quite far from mine, so it's not on the way."

Qi Yan: "...It's okay."

"It's really not necessary." Lin Zhinian said with some helplessness in his tone, "My brother is here, as long as he goes back with me, I won't bother you."

Qi Yan couldn't tell that he didn't want to get close to him. Since he sent Lin Zhinian back to meet Qin Xu that day, not long after, Lin Zhinian slowly began to distance himself from him—in his eyes It's estrangement, in Lin Zhinian's eyes, it's just maintaining the distance before.

Qi Yan felt that Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian had said something, but he couldn't ask or explain.

"You don't have to be so polite." The smile on Qi Yan's face could hardly hold back.

He asked Lin Zhinian to go to the movies before, and Lin Zhinian invited all his colleagues. He invited Lin Zhinian to dinner, and Lin Zhinian invited everyone to dinner. Why couldn't he see that Lin Zhinian didn't want to have a private relationship with him? The meaning of bottom contact.

Lin Zhinian looks meek, and his way of rejecting people is also tactful and unfeeling. He won't break skin with anyone, but he can clearly let the local people understand what he means.

Seemingly casual but actually ruthless, he has a clear heart, doesn't tell the truth, and doesn't leave any room for manoeuvre.

Qi Yan has been able to confirm that Lin Zhinian is the same kind of person as him, but he can't even tell the pursuit, because the result must be a failure.

"Qi Yan, let's stop here." Lin Zhinian said, "It won't look good to anyone if it continues."

What he said sounds confusing to others, but Qin Xu and Qi Yan can understand another meaning inside, which can be regarded as a straightforward response.

Lin Zhinian patted Qin Xu on the shoulder, "Let's go."

"I'll help you." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "It's okay——"

Qin Xu's tone became more serious: "I'll help you."

Lin Zhinian laughed: "You really..."

After all, he still didn't refuse anymore, Lin Zhinian put his hand on Qin Xu's shoulder, and when Qin Xu's hand was on his waist, he tensed up for a moment.

Qin Xu tilted her head: "What's wrong?"

Lin Zhinian: "It's okay."

The two turned their backs away, Qi Yan looked at Qin Xu's hand on Lin Zhinian's waist, and frowned. Is this younger brother too close to Lin Zhinian? It's obviously a normal action, but Qin Xu's action Inside, there is a feeling of protecting food.

The taxi opened the windows, and the wind blew in through the windows, allowing the air in the car to circulate, making it less stuffy.

"Does your stomach hurt?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian leaned on the car, opened his eyes to look at Qin Xu, and said, "It's okay."

Qin Xu looked at his hand on his stomach.

The corner of Lin Zhinian's lips smiled lightly and said, "I drank and didn't eat anything today..."

Before he finished speaking, Qin Xu had already started, Lin Zhinian said "it's okay", Qin Xu didn't listen, Lin Zhinian looked at the driver in front of him, and didn't want to push back and forth in the car, so he just him.

Qin Xu's hand is still familiar with the gentle force, which easily made Lin Zhinian relax.

"Why are you here today?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu said the reason that he had prepared long ago, "There is a barbecue restaurant here that is delicious, and the salary is paid today, so come and try it."

"It's ok, you, you have learned to eat alone." Lin Zhinian's voice was lazier after relaxing, and even his nerves relaxed, "Why don't you treat me to a meal?"

"Wait until you have time." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "Is there a barbecue restaurant here?"

He didn't pay attention.

Qin Xu: "Yes, opposite, self-service barbecue."

Lin Zhinian: "Take me to try it next time."

Qin Xu: "Okay."

"Your treat."

"it is good."

Lin Zhinian didn't speak anymore, with his eyes closed, it was somewhat uncomfortable to ride in a car after drinking, but fortunately, the driver was skilled and the journey was smooth, and Qin Xu rubbed his stomach, and he fell into a light sleep state.

When it was time to get off the car, Lin Zhinian's mind was heavy and he was not too clear-headed, so he followed Qin Xu upstairs.

Qin Xu made him a cup of honey water as usual, Lin Zhinian didn't want to drink it after two sips, his stomach was a little bloated, he got up to go to the bathroom, and lay down on the sofa in the living room.

Qin Xu washed the cup and came out, squatted on the edge of the sofa, and looked at his face unscrupulously, the gentle and handsome face was not much different from the memory, the greenness had faded, and it was very gentle.

His gaze slid down and landed on his Adam's apple.

The sexy place on a man's body, the Adam's apple should be ranked higher. Qin Xu used to look up at him, and his Adam's apple was often exposed in his sight.

The defenseless little lamb exposed his most vulnerable parts in front of the wolf, as if luring the wolf.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu put his hand on his stomach, "Drink less."

Lin Zhinian snorted, and after a while, he said: "There is no way, there is no one who does not drink when talking about business."

"How long have you been working?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "The day before my birthday."