On how abusive essays become sweet essays

The summer vacation is not over yet, the summer is continuing, the night is also very hot, the high-end apartment is dark, the clock points to twelve o'clock, the street lamp downstairs is on alone, and there is a figure standing in the window.

Qin Xu graduated from high school, and since the notification letter came out, he moved to Lin Zhinian's place for a temporary stay, and started working as a summer job to earn tuition fees.

Lin Zhinian, the two were neighbors in the past, he was an important man who accompanied Qin Xu when he was young, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he regards Qin Xu as his younger brother and loves him very much.

The window was opened in the bedroom, and the wind outside the window was blowing slowly. Qin Xu was leaning on the window sill, smoking a cigarette, with a stern face and a mature and steady body that did not match her age.

A spot of scarlet flickered in the darkness, the broken hair on Qin Xu's forehead was blown, and there was a sound of opening the door outside, his empty eyes moved slightly, he raised his hand to take the cigarette from his mouth, wringed out the cigarette end, his movements were smooth and smooth, Without the slightest pause, he walked to the door, leaned his back against the door, and listened to the movement outside.

The soundproofing of the room is not bad, only when it is pasted on the door can we vaguely hear the outside voice, it seems that someone is talking - Lin Zhinian did not come back alone.

Qin Xu's half-closed eyes flickered a few times, and gently opened the door.

"Zhi Nian, Zhi Nian..." A deep male voice called softly, "You drink too much, take off your clothes first, you will feel uncomfortable when you fall asleep... Go back to the room and take a shower, you can still stand Get up? Ah Nian..."

"Are you drunk? Do you still know who I am? Ah Nian..."

The tone changed, and the voice gradually became gentle, low and sticky.

The living room did not turn on the lights, and two figures on the sofa could be vaguely seen.

Qi Yan supported Lin Zhinian on the sofa, bent over, looked at Lin Zhinian's side face in the dark, the dim light seemed to be covered with a strange and ambiguous color, tempting him to take a step forward, He slowly approached Lin Zhinian——

"click".

There was a thin sound like thunder, and the lights in the living room turned on. Qi Yan was so frightened that his heart stopped beating, and then he tightened up, as if he had been pricked by a needle.

He raised his head and saw a 20-year-old man standing not far away. The man's hand was still on the light switch in the living room. He looked at him quietly with a calm aura on his body.

Qin Xu's face was very handsome, sharp-edged and stern, with profound features, slightly raised chin, and a bit of aloofness in his eyes. Being watched by him, Qi Yan felt a little bit stressed.

"who are you?"

"who are you?"

Two voices sounded together.

Qi Yan didn't dare to look at Lin Zhinian at the moment, he seemed to be possessed just now, and almost kissed him, but he felt embarrassed when he was smashed, as if the dark and straightforward part of his heart had been exposed in front of others .

He put Lin Zhinian on the sofa, straightened up and pulled his tie, "I'm Zhinian's colleague, we have a dinner party tonight, he drank a little too much, I'll send him back—ah...you are Zhinian My younger brother, I heard him mention you, I heard that you just finished the college entrance examination?"

People with a guilty conscience always talk too much.

Qin Xu drooped his eyes, casually showing a bit of impatience, his face was very suitable for declaring war and lighting a fire, Qi Yan said so much, he only said "hmm".

"Hi, my name is Qi Yan." Qi Yan greeted with a smile.

Qin Xu was silent for a moment, then nodded, not intending to introduce herself.

"I heard from him that your grades are very good, you are a top student." Qi Yan said with a smile on his lips, with a straight face and a pair of glasses, he looked like a dog.

Qin Xu didn't like him, "What did you want to do just now?"

Qi Yan paused: "I don't want to do anything."

Just now, the other party may not be able to see clearly what he did, and he didn't say anything to reveal his secrets.

Qin Xu looked at him for a long time, until the smile on Qi Yan's face couldn't keep on, then said: "I will take care of my brother, thank you for sending him back."

Qi Yan: "You're welcome, you should."

"No more." Qin Xu said bluntly.

Qi Yan: "..."

Forget it, a high school student—Qi Yan exhaled, said goodbye, turned around and left.

After he left, the door of the living room was closed, and Qin Xu walked to the sofa.

The young man on the sofa was drunk, with a blush on his face, ignorant, and as docile as a little sheep, he didn't even have the consciousness to avoid the crisis.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu knelt down and pushed his shoulder.

Lin Zhinian frowned, unconsciously resting his hand on his stomach, his handsome facial features wrinkled.

Qin Xu lowered his eyes, leaving shadows under his eyelids, and his eyelashes trembled. He stretched out his hand and paused when he touched Lin Zhinian's slender fingertips. Rubbing the abdomen.

Lin Zhinian's frowning brows loosened a bit.

Qin Xu got up to get a glass of honey water, supported Lin Zhinian's shoulders to make him lean on the sofa, and brought the glass to his mouth, "Brother Lin, drink some water."

When Lin Zhinian touched the water between his lips, he opened his thin lips slightly, revealing a little bit of the tip of his tongue. Qin Xu's eyes darkened, and quickly covered them again. The hand holding the water glass was steady, but Lin Zhinian was on the sidelines. Tilting his head, water trickled down the corner of his mouth.

Transparent drops of water passed under the chin, down from the Adam's apple, into the neck, and wet the collar of the shirt.

Qin Xu boiled the water, took out a tissue on the table and wiped it for him.

Lin Zhinian's natural brown hair is a bit messy, and his loose expression is defenseless. There is a slight difference from his usual gentle appearance in front of Qin Xu, which makes people want to mess him up even more.

He drank water, seemed to have gained some consciousness, opened his eyes, his vision blurred for a moment, and then saw Qin Xu, with a hoarse voice: "Qin Xu?"

"Yeah." Qin Xu helped him up and held up one of his arms, "Let's go back to the room first."

The moment Lin Zhinian got up, he fell towards Qin Xu. Qin Xu caught him, and he leaned against Qin Xu's neck, sniffing lightly, "Are you... smoking?"

Qin Xu's breath became stagnant because of his actions.

But after Lin Zhinian asked this sentence, he quickly lost consciousness.

Taking care of a drunk person is not an easy task. Fortunately, Lin Zhinian tasted very good, and he was very obedient after he was drunk. Qin Xu helped him wipe his face and neck with a towel, and changed his clothes. He turned on the air conditioner in his room, covered him with a quilt, turned off the lights and went out.

Qin Xu didn't sleep all night, blowing the wind on the balcony all night, smoking cigarettes most of the night, occasionally going to the master bedroom to take a look at Lin Zhinian.

For nothing else, besides Lin Zhinian, and that... strange man, Qi Yan.

Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian have known each other since they were young. They are neighbors. In the noisy and dirty neighborhood, the buildings were like dilapidated buildings, with yellow walls and marks that could not be wiped off.

Simply put, it's messy.

Lin Zhinian's father drank too much and gambled all the time so he couldn't stay home. Lin Zhinian was already in high school at that time, and Qin Xu was still in the first grade of junior high school. Qin Xu's parents often quarreled, fighting in front of him, and his mother even used a knife to fight his father. hit.

This kind of scene is not uncommon in that community. The neighbors around are watching the excitement. At that time, Lin Zhinian would take him home, let him stay for a night or two, and would give him lectures when he was doing his homework at night. .

Lin Zhinian was his only color in his youth.

Later, Lin Zhinian went to university, and most of the contact between the two became news on the mobile phone, but the relationship did not fade away. After Qin Xu's high school grades came out, he said that he wanted to do a summer job to make money, and Lin Zhinian took him over directly. up.

The school he was admitted to was also on Lin Zhinian's side.

But he didn't plan to stay with Lin Zhinian for a long time.

And not long ago, Qin Xu encountered a turning point in his life, which originated from an urban BLAM novel in a bookstore, because the protagonist in it was Lin Zhinian, so he read the whole book, and then found out that this novel There is a high degree of overlap with Lin Zhinian.

But when he went to the library later, he couldn’t find the book. Regarding the place where the book was placed, it was now a book about medicine. He asked the administrator, and the administrator said that It was always that book.

To this day, he can still clearly recall the contents of that book.

In the novel, Lin Zhinian is the protagonist, and Qi Yan is the protagonist Gong.

They had a relationship after being drunk once, and Qi Yan confessed his feelings to Lin Zhinian, but Lin Zhinian couldn't accept it, Qi Yan used both soft and hard methods, and pretended to be pitiful by pestering others.

Squatting at the door late at night, waiting for Lin Zhinian to be discovered when he went out in the morning.At night, he drove downstairs and stared at his window affectionately, and then he was forced to drink and brought him to the hotel. Knowing that he had a beloved younger brother, he did not hesitate to threaten him with Qin Xu... and so on.

After the two finally got together, Qi Yan wanted Lin Zhinian not to go out to work because of his possessiveness, so he made all kinds of troubles and made progress. The two quarreled constantly and had many conflicts.

Qi Yan wanted to socialize, and there were many women around him, and he deliberately let the woman leave lipstick marks on his clothes, just to make Lin Zhinian jealous, but Lin Zhinian broke up with him directly, and the two had a fight that time After that, Qi Yan always felt that Lin Zhinian didn't love him enough, questioned him but refused to break up.

The two quarreled and fought one after another, Lin Zhinian applied for a business trip, and wanted to calm down during this time.

Their affairs were discovered by Qin Xu.

Qin Xu was a small supporting role in it. He directly put Qi Yan in a sack and beat him up, breaking his leg, making him unable to find Lin Zhinian again, and persuading Lin Zhinian to break up with him. The company resigned, don't let Qi Yan find him again.

After they separated, Qi Yan regretted it very much, and wanted to find Lin Zhinian back like crazy, but it was like looking for a needle in a haystack, no matter what he did, he couldn't find it, his spirit became sluggish, and he was in a trance...

The beginning time of the novel begins with this summer vacation.

At four o'clock in the morning, Qin Xu cleaned up the cigarette butts on the balcony before returning to the room.

At 06:30 in the morning, Qin Xu, who had slept for two hours, woke up. He usually wakes up at this time, and today is no exception.

He opened the door and went out. He had to pass the living room to go to the bathroom. When he went to wash up, he saw a figure in the kitchen. The kitchen was open. When the people inside turned around, they met Qin Xu's eyes.

Lin Zhinian said "Morning" with a slight smile on his lips.

Qin Xu replied "Morning", and went straight to the bathroom. It took him a while to wash up and go to the bathroom. When he came out, Lin Zhinian had already brought the food out of the kitchen.

Qin Xu held the water glass on the table, raised her head and took a sip of water, put down the glass and saw Lin Zhinian looking at him.

Lin Zhinian looks gentle, handsome and elegant. He always has a gentle temperament, like jade, and reveals a little coldness and alienation. However, in front of Qin Xu, he has always been a gentle big brother.

"My water glass." Lin Zhinian said with a smile.

Qin Xu pursed her lips, looked at the position of the water glass on the table, "Sorry."

Lin Zhinian: "It's okay, sit down, have some light food and porridge this morning, okay?"

"Anything is fine." Qin Xu sat on the table, and Lin Zhinian had already served him a bowl of porridge. After he sat down, he paused and asked, "Is your stomach—is it still not feeling well?"

Lin Zhinian: "It's okay, I'm just hungry, you took care of me last night."

Qin Xu: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "I'll just say..."

"The person who brought you back yesterday..." Qin Xu paused for a while, but didn't know what to ask.

What is your relationship?

friend?Are you a very good friend?

It's not appropriate for him to ask these questions.

"Qi Yan?" Lin Zhinian asked naturally, "What's wrong with him?"

Qin Xu: "It's okay."

"You're going to work later, drink up the milk." Lin Zhinian said, "You're still growing."

Qin Xu drank the milk in one gulp.

Although he is already nineteen, not long.

Lin Zhinian stretched out his hand with a smile, and pressed down the strand of hair on top of his head. The movements of his hands were very gentle. Lin Zhinian didn't often do this kind of physical contact, so Qin Xu paused.

"Is the person who sent you back yesterday a friend?" Qin Xu still asked.

Lin Zhinian withdrew his hand: "Well, yes, he is also my colleague."

Qin Xu lowered her eyes: "Oh."

After breakfast, he went out, Lin Zhinian drove him to his work place, and then drove away.

Qin Xu worked part-time at a small food shop in front of a movie theater. His working hours were divided into three shifts. During this time, he worked the morning shift and got off work at [-] pm. He took the bus back by himself.

He planned to move away from Lin Zhinian before, but now, he might not move away from there.

When Lin Zhinian came back from get off work, Qin Xu was sitting in the study and playing games. He has also been doing booster training recently. When he has free time in the evening, he will help others practice accounts. He used to go to Internet cafes. Lin Zhinian borrowed this time Computer.

He didn't sleep in the middle of the night last night, and today he was not in a good mood, with a cold face all day long, and the person on duty with him even asked him if he was not feeling well.

At this moment, the keyboard that is being tapped for playing games is crackling.

Lin Zhinian pushed open the study door, "Have you eaten yet?"

With earphones hanging around Qin Xu's neck, he could faintly hear the voice in the game. He looked up at the door and said, "Eat."

Lin Zhinian came over: "What's wrong with you? You look so bad?"

Qin Xu: "It's okay."

After finishing the game, he took off the earphones, logged in, and rubbed his face with his hand.

Lin Zhinian came to him: "Don't move."

Qin Xu didn't move anymore. Lin Zhinian raised his hand to touch his forehead, frowned, and went out again. When he came in again, he took a mercury thermometer in his hand and asked Qin Xu to stuff it under his clothes. Qin Xu didn't even look at it. , took it and stuffed it under the armpit.

Lin Zhinian looked at him helplessly: "I just asked you to shake it twice, why did you..."

"I... didn't hear it." Qin Xu took it out again.

Lin Zhinian took the thermometer in his hand, shook it, looked at it again, and gave it to Qin Xu. During the waiting, Lin Zhinian was standing beside him. Qin Xu looked down at the phone. There were many messages on the phone. There is a long row of unread messages in red.

Lin Zhinian stood beside him, without looking carefully, he saw that he had read the message and deleted it.

"Why don't you come back?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "It's all high school classmates and group news."

In addition to his class, high school students from other classes, those who knew each other, sent congratulations to him after knowing his grades. Some names seemed strange to Qin Xu.

"Girl?" Lin Zhinian smiled, "A lot of people should have confessed to you on the day you graduated from high school."

Qin Xu paused with her fingertips, "You seem to be very experienced."

Lin Zhinian patted him on the shoulder: "I've all been here."

Qin Xu: "Oh."

Lin Zhinian sighed: "It's like this at this age. After graduating, colleges go their separate ways. Some people may never see each other in this life... Don't want to leave regrets, just be brave once on the day of graduation, confess your love, and it's ok. No, no regrets."

"What about you?" Qin Xu was still deleting the message with his fingers, and asked casually, "Did you also confess your love to others at that time?"

About Lin Zhinian in that period, Qin Xu had a little impression, and he didn't seem to have any particularly close friends, but there were always a few friends, and he would occasionally come to him to go out to play, but he had never seen a girl appear beside him.

Lin Zhinian subtly paused for a few seconds, and said lightly, "No, I was studying at that time, so I don't have time to think about it."

Qin Xu didn't know whether to breathe a sigh of relief, or to hold her breath in her chest: "Oh."

Lin Zhinian didn't continue this topic.

"Okay, let's take it out and have a look." Lin Zhinian stretched out his hand.

Qin Xu took out the thermometer and put it in his hand. Lin Zhinian looked at it twice, "I have a fever, there is antipyretic medicine at home, take one, have you had dinner yet?"

"You asked about it when you first came in." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian smiled: "I didn't think of it all at once."

Qin Xu followed him to the living room. Lin Zhinian took out the medicine box and brought him a box of antipyretics. Qin Xu checked the amount of medicine on it, took out the capsules, and drank with water.

"Why do you still have a fever?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "I don't know."

He knew why he had a fever.

"Is the air conditioner in your room turned on too low?" Lin Zhinian said, "I see that the air conditioner in your room is only [-] degrees."

Qin Xu didn't turn on the air conditioner very much. He was agitated this morning, so he turned down the air conditioner. He didn't pay much attention to how much it was.

Lin Zhinian: "Turn it up tonight, go to bed early."

Qin Xu said "Yes", and Lin Zhinian went to the kitchen to wash up with a water cup. When he finished packing and was about to take a bath, Qin Xu suddenly stopped him.

"Brother Lin—" He opened his mouth, but the next words seemed to be stuck in his throat, unable to speak.

"What's wrong?" Lin Zhinian turned his head, his eyes were warm, and he looked at him with a smile.

Qin Xu: "You... about that Qi Yan, I have something to tell you."

"Well, tell me." Lin Zhinian said.

"Last night...he was a little weird." Qin Xu said, "It seems that he wanted to kiss you—maybe I was thinking too much, he still called you A Nian, I... didn't mean anything else."

Seeing the surprised expression on Lin Zhinian's face, he said, "Sorry, maybe I thought too much, I just want to remind you."

He rarely said so many words in one breath, Lin Zhinian smiled at him after a while, "Well, I see."

"I'm going back to my room, go to bed early." After the meaning was reached, Qin Xu got up from the sofa, "Good night."

Qin Xu was in good health. After taking the medicine and waking up in the morning, when Lin Zhinian took his temperature again, the temperature had already dropped. Lin Zhinian didn't mention what happened last night, and Qin Xu didn't say anything more.

But Lin Zhinian still heard it in his heart.

Working in the company, Lin Zhinian will inevitably have contact with Qi Yan, because he paid more attention to what Qin Xu said last night.

"What do you think of this design?"

At the work position, Qi Yan is very close to Lin Zhinian. Lin Zhinian is sitting on the seat, and Qi Yan is next to him, almost touching his face, reaching out to use the mouse. In the past, at this time, his attention was on the computer. In general, the body's conditioned reflex will be temporarily immune, which is different today.

Lin Zhinian's chair slid to the side, Qi Yan paused, then glanced sideways at him, "What? Avoid me?"

Lin Zhinian smiled and said, "No, I'm not used to being so close to others."

"You don't have to do this to your friends, do you?" Qi Yan raised his brows, and the expression on his face was very flamboyant and wild.

Lin Zhinian pointed to the computer: "Continue talking."

The young man looks very gentle, although he is slow to warm up, he behaves casually and makes people feel comfortable, but there is always a sense of distance that is difficult to break, as if there is an invisible and intangible glass cover around him, invisible to isolate himself distance from others.

During this period of time, Qi Yan managed to get closer to Lin Zhinian, and Lin Zhinian seemed to have retracted into his shell again. He looked at Lin Zhinian several times, not to be entangled, and continued to talk.

On Saturday, there was half a month before Qin Xu went to the university to report. He was at work, wearing overalls, and it was already dark outside. He had two hours left before he got off work for the middle shift today.

"Qin Xu, you watch alone first, I'll go to the bathroom." The man who was his partner said.

Qin Xu is already a skilled worker, so it's okay to look at it alone. There are not many customers at this point, so he nodded.

Qin Xu looked at the time on the phone when he needed some money after getting off work later.

A group of people came over, Qin Xu raised his head, and saw Lin Zhinian in the middle of the crowd, Lin Zhinian looked at him helplessly, and laughed, "Little brother, Coke popcorn, Six of each."

Qin Xu didn't expect to see Lin Zhinian here, and was stunned for a while.

Lin Zhinian raised his hand and snapped his fingers in front of him, leaning against the bar, "I'm back to my senses."

Qin Xu came back to his senses: "Okay, wait a moment."

"You know him?" The person next to Lin Zhinian asked in a low voice.

"Yes, I know you." Lin Zhinian pursed his lips and smiled.

"Let me introduce you, handsome boy."

"Is it true that handsome guys only hang out with handsome people?"

Lin Zhinian deliberately nodded in agreement: "Yes."

Several people laughed together.

Qin Xu who overheard their chatting: "..."

The way Lin Zhinian gets along with his colleagues is the first time he has seen him. To be precise, the two have not seen each other for a long time in the past few years. Many attributes are unfamiliar but familiar to Qin Xu.

Inch by inch, his past impression of Lin Zhinian was covered, but he was still the same person in his impression.

When handing them the popcorn and Coke, Qin Xu discovered that there was also Qi Yan, who had a relationship with him once, in it. Qi Yan seemed to be in a bad mood, and he didn't talk much. not deep.

Lin Zhinian said: "I treat you."

Qin Xu said, "They are all Brother Lin's friends, please."

Lin Zhinian smiled, "Farewell, I'll invite you, don't rob me, next time we go out you invite me."

Qin Xu didn't know whether it was because the words expressed that we would go out together next time, or because he was moved by the same camp divided by "we two" in the words, he didn't fight with Lin Zhinian.

Lin Zhinian paid with his mobile phone, turned around and said, "Go in first."

"Hurry up, the movie is about to start."

"Okay." Lin Zhinian waved his hand.

Qin Xu was wearing a black shirt with an apron hanging in front of his uniform. He looked much more mature. When Lin Zhinian came over just now, he almost didn't recognize him.

He knew that Qin Xu was working here, and he came here to say hello, so he felt that Qin Xu in this appearance was quite fresh, and he felt like he had grown up.

"What time do you get off work?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "There are still two hours."

Lin Zhinian: "Let's go together later? I'm driving here."

"Okay." Qin Xu nodded,

Lin Zhinian: "Is the popcorn sweet?"

Qin Xu: "Sweet."

"What does 'ba' mean?" Lin Zhinian asked like teasing a child. He used to like teasing Qin Xu very much.

Qin Xu was expressionless: "It means that you are not sure."

Lin Zhinian: "If you're not sweet, I'll settle the score with you."

Qin Xu: "...you go in first."

"Okay, wait for me after you get off work first."

"Ah."

Lin Zhinian went inside with popcorn and Coke.

Qin Xu looked at his back.

The man is tall and tall, with broad shoulders and narrow waist, and long legs, giving people a polite and cultured feeling. His pace is not hurried or slow, which is calm from the bottom of his heart, as if no matter what happens , can be a wall, wind and rain can not beat him.

It's only been a few days since the last incident, and there was nothing unusual about Lin Zhinian after that, and he didn't express any disgust or other emotions about the possibility that "Qi Yan might want to kiss him".

Qin Xu didn't know whether Lin Zhinian liked men or not.

But according to the book, Lin Zhinian has always been hiding his sexual orientation.

How much is true and how much is false, Qin Xu has no way of knowing.

"What are you looking at?" The partner who came back from the toilet saw him staring in one direction, and looked in the past, only the ticket inspectors, "You don't like that young lady, do you?"

Qin Xu: "..."

He looked back.

After more than an hour, Qin Xu got off work.

He took off his apron, put it in the cabinet, took his own things and sat on the edge of an empty table outside the cinema, next to a table was a couple, drinking milk tea and chatting, I don’t know what the boy said, the girl The voice suddenly rose, and then the boy's voice also raised.

Noisy.

Qin Xu took out the earphones and plugged them into the phone, played music, clicked on the Penguin software, refreshed the news, the phone page froze for a while, some were looking for power leveling, and there were also messages from the high school monitor, asking him if he wanted it Before entering university, I went back to Juju and sent the time.

The squad leader is a nice guy, he took care of him a lot before, so he replied the message.

[No, no time. 】

He looked at the messages, replied to a few messages, and chatted a few words, all related to the price of power leveling, he quit the software, and the orders he received recently were enough to fill his time.

He hung his fingertips on the phone screen, clicked on the photo album, and then clicked into the familiar game video.

He first came into contact with computer games in junior high school. In order to adjust his emotions, Lin Zhinian took him to a black Internet cafe. Just teach him how to play games.

Later, when Lin Zhinian left, he was the only one who went there.

-

A few people came out one after another at the entrance of the cinema.

"Let's go, let's eat supper and drink together."

Lin Zhinian said: "I won't go."

"Don't." Qi Yan said, "It's all here, it's only a few steps away."

"I want to send my brother back." Lin Zhinian raised his chin to the other side.

There was a person sitting there with his back facing them. From the back of his head, he could feel that this person was handsome and had a clean demeanor.

"Call him together." Qi Yan said.

"He's not used to the excitement." Lin Zhinian said, "I won't go, please drink less, you have to go to work tomorrow."

Before Qi Yan spoke to dissuade him, his words were cut off by another person.

"Hey, okay, thank you for inviting us to watch a movie."

Lin Zhinian smiled and said "it's okay".

……

The earphones were filled with the sound effects of the game, and a shadow enveloped Qin Xu. He turned off his phone and looked up, and saw Lin Zhinian.

Qin Xu pulled the earphones plugged into her ears and stood up, "Have you finished the movie?"

"Hmm." Lin Zhinian asked, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Qin Xu: "No."

He looked around, but didn't see Lin Zhinian's colleagues.

"Who are you looking for?" Lin Zhinian asked intentionally.

Qin Xu: "Those friends of yours, are they gone?"

"They went for supper." Lin Zhinian said, "Let's go, let's go back."

"Oh." Qin Xu stuffed the phone into his pocket, and wrapped the earphone cable casually, and stuffed it in too.

The two walked outside.

"Are you hungry?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu subconsciously said, "Yes."

Then he responded to Lin Zhinian's question, "I'm not hungry, I've eaten dinner."

He ate casually, he was a little hungry right now.

Lin Zhinian: "Go eat something?"

Qin Xu: "Okay."

Lin Zhinian smiled, and patted him on the shoulder, "He said he wasn't hungry."

The palm fell lightly to the shoulder, as if hitting Qin Xu's heart.

Lin Zhinian didn't take his hand off, but patted it with emotion, "In the blink of an eye, you have grown so tall, are you a little taller than me?"

"A little bit." Qin Xu glanced at him sideways, and made a visual inspection, "Two to three centimeters."

Lin Zhinian: "You used to reach my waist—"

His words were interrupted, Qin Xu corrected: "It's the chest."

Lin Zhinian is as good as a follower: "The chest is taller than me now."

He felt that Qin Xu was not in a good mood and wanted to tease him.

"Did you often play ball at school?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "Occasionally."

More often, he runs aimlessly. When he is exhausted, he has no energy to think about other things, so he can devote all his thoughts to studying.

"Why did you watch a movie today?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian: "If you have money, please come and watch the movie."

Qin Xu: "..."

Lin Zhinian laughed, "We've concluded a deal, let's come out and form a group to watch a movie."

"...That Qi Yan, you also invited him to watch the movie?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian: "Is it because he is unhappy?"

Qin Xu was stunned for a moment, he pursed his lips and said, "No, I just don't like him."

Today, Qi Yan actually invited Lin Zhinian to watch a movie. Lin Zhinian didn't want to go out alone with him, so he invited everyone here.

Lin Zhinian knew why Qin Xu didn't like him so much. Qin Xu usually didn't seem to say anything, but he was actually a little sensitive. Since Qin Xu would say that day that day, it was probably because of Qi Yan's actions.

Lin Zhinian didn't ask Qin Xu why he didn't like Qi Yan. If he did, it would inevitably involve the events of that day. For Lin Zhinian, it was a bit embarrassing to discuss this with Qin Xu.

The two drove to the food stall, where there is food all over the street, all kinds of aromas are mixed together, there are people talking at the stall, and the environment is very noisy.

The streets are lit with neon lights, and the smell of fireworks is very strong.

They were sitting at the table chatting, and not long after, the crayfish ordered came out, and Lin Zhinian peeled some crayfish for Qin Xu.

Qin Xu said, "Don't worry about me."

"That won't work." Lin Zhinian joked, "I don't care who cares about you."

This casual sentence was somewhat in line with the situation between the two of them, so Qin Xu fell silent.

Because they had to drive, Lin Zhinian didn't ask for alcohol, and the two of them sweated after eating a meal, because the food was too spicy, after eating, Lin Zhinian went to buy two popsicles, and ate very indulgently.

Qin Xu has a strong stomach and is resistant to the disease, while Lin Zhi, who had a stomach problem a few days ago, had a dull pain while driving after eating popsicles, and his face was pale when he returned home.

"Honey water." Qin Xu stuffed the cup into Lin Zhinian's hand, "I have to finish it."

Lin Zhinian sat on the sofa, drinking little by little, Qin Xu looked at the time, and found the medicine for him.

"Don't eat like this next time." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian's voice was weak: "Let's celebrate making money."

Qin Xu: "..."

He asked Lin Zhinian to lie on the sofa, and rubbed against his belly. Lin Zhinian blocked the light with one hand in front of his eyes, one leg was stretched out, and the other leg was bent and half-lying.

Qin Xu's hand strength was just right, Lin Zhinian's twitching and aching stomach felt better, and then another feeling began to become clear.

Qin Xu is no longer the immature look of his youth, and his hands are bigger than those of his youth, warmer and more gentle. With his eyes closed, Lin Zhinian felt the difference more clearly.

He suffered from a stomach problem in high school, and when he had a stomach problem before, Qin Xu rubbed it for him in the same way, but he didn't feel anything at that time, but now it's a bit different.

When his stomach felt better, Lin Zhinian felt a little uncomfortable, and it was because of the thoughts in his heart. Ever since he found out that he liked men, he kept a distance from everyone. Qin Xu is a different existence, but he has grown up now .

He held Qin Xu's wrist, coughed lightly and said, "It's all right."

Qin Xu: "Take medicine if you still feel pain later."

"En." Lin Zhinian let go of Qin Xu's hand, sat up with bent legs, got up and went back to the room.

Qin Xu looked at his back, his downcast eyes fell on his wrist, and he circled his wrist with the other hand, with a faint smile on his lips.

Lin Zhinian returned to the room, closed the door, and rubbed his forehead with some headaches.

Qin Xu went back to the room, took his clothes and went to the bathroom. He brushed his teeth and washed his face before taking off his clothes. Halfway through, the door suddenly opened. He was bending over to pull his trousers. We caught sight.

Lin Zhinian quickly closed the door, "The door is unlocked, I thought no one was there."

The door was ajar just now, and when Qin Xu entered, he just pushed the door casually, but the door remained open.

"Well, it's okay." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian turned his head and went back into the room. He opened the window to let in the air, and wiped his face. Although it was just a quick glance, he saw everything that should be seen, and the more he didn't want to think about it, the clearer it seemed.

Qin Xu is well-developed, with broad shoulders and long legs. The muscles on the back contain strength, the lines of the skin are very sexy, and the flat abdomen has abdominal muscles—there are even abdominal muscles.

The typical dress looks thin and undressed with flesh.

A gust of wind failed to wake Lin Zhinian awake.

Tsk, the child has really grown up.

Male dog waist.

In the bathroom, Qin Xu raised his head, and the water fell on his collarbone. He opened his eyes and looked at the light, and saw a double image in front of his eyes, and put his hands on the tiles in the bathroom.

just got a look...

He lowered his head, the water wet his hair.

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