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All love stories start with the question of "how to know".Until here, Jiang Yinqi has been talking about this issue.

The question is important not because of the drama of the acquaintance, but because of the tone of a love story.When looking back on this relationship later, this opening chapter often has a certain condensed symbolic meaning.

Xin Yue heard the keynote of this feeling, that is: the soul is compatible, and the body is involuntary.

When Jiang Yinqi saw Zhou Feng again, he saw the little mouse car first.She was so excited that her heart was pounding, so she sat on the curb beside the car and waited.This waited for more than two hours.

It was almost dark, and Zhou Feng came slowly.When she was approaching the little mouse, she found Jiang Yinqi anxiously biting his nails on the curb, and a faint smile appeared on Zhou Feng's face.

Jiang Yinqi jumped up and took two steps forward.

"The new hairstyle is not bad." Zhou Feng's opening remarks showed her happy mood. "Like a May Fourth girl."

Jiang Yinqi turned out to have completely changed the boy's hairstyle. Now his hair is neither shoulder-length nor ear-length, but in between. The hair on the right was pulled behind the ear by Jiang Yinqi's efforts, and a small part of it was disobedient. But her hair hangs down again, brushing her cheeks in the breeze, making her whole face very vivid.

Jiang Yinqi no longer wore boy's clothes, but a black corduroy slim jacket and slacks.The whole person seemed quiet and neat.As for why Zhou Feng felt like a young girl during the May Fourth Movement, Jiang Yin wondered why it was just a feeling, or a kind of spirit.

For Jiang Yinqi, the most urgent task is not his own performance, but to establish a path that can steadily approach Zhou Feng.Jiang Yinqi really did it.

After waiting for more than 2 hours and missing the opening time of the cafeteria, Jiang Yinqi got the chance to have dinner with Zhou Feng.Zhou Feng used the little mouse to bring Jiang Yinqi to a quiet small restaurant by the river for dinner.

At the dinner table, Jiang Yinqi cleverly started the conversation by greeting the baby.The baby topic is the most trustworthy and sustainable topic for all mothers.Sure enough, Jiang Yinqi got a lot of information feedback, far exceeding her expectations, and greatly satisfying her selfishness.

It is said that the baby was weaned by Zhou Feng.Ha, Jiang Yinqi almost took pleasure in imagining the pitiful baby with a pacifier in his mouth.Comforting pacifier is a word I heard from Zhou Feng.Jiang Yinqi felt that this was probably equivalent to unemployment benefits for adults.

Jiang Yinqi was jealous of a little baby out of boredom, because she was too jealous of the baby's satisfied appearance while breastfeeding.

The second benefit brought to Jiang Yinqi by the baby being weaned is that Zhou Feng is not in a hurry to go home, and Zhou Feng starts to work and attend classes normally, that is to say, he will have more free time in the future.

Zhou Feng told Jiang Yinqi that, in fact, she owns a university dormitory apartment she bought in the school.Now she's going to take advantage of it, and during class days, she'll take a lunch break in the dormitory.Zhou Feng casually said that if Jiang Yinqi had anything to do, he could go to the dormitory to find her at noon on two days a week.

Zhou Feng said with emotion that for people in marriage, having the opportunity to be alone is a very luxurious treatment.

"Be cautious about getting married." When Zhou Feng spoke seriously to Jiang Yinqi, he always looked straight at her without looking away. "Wait until you can no longer stand the loneliness before considering marriage."

"I won't get married." Jiang Yinqi replied firmly. "I don't have aspirations for any of that."

Zhou Feng shook his head, "Many times, our pursuit of marriage is not because of longing, but to escape, an escape from loneliness and helplessness."

"I won't be lonely, I don't even have time to play by myself." Jiang Yinqi said.

"You are too young, you are still a student. You don't understand the life of people who enter the society when they grow older. If everyone around you is in love, or even has a family, you will not be able to meet people to go shopping, eat and watch movies. You Go to a friend's house, and they won't chat with you, because they have been tormented by their children and don't want to say a word. If you can't find someone to talk to every weekend, it's not a chat, it's just a conversation, even such a person None, probably you will not say that you are not afraid, nor that you do not have enough time to play. This state lasts for several years, and most people will collapse. At this time, you may meet anyone at random, and you choose Married." Zhou Feng said.

Jiang Yin wondered, Zhou Feng was probably talking about her own experience.But Jiang Yinqi insisted that he would not, "I won't. Even if all of what you said happened, I would rather endure it and have fun by myself than be tied up at home." Jiang Yinqi remembered that time again. Little baby putting a tear to a snot.

Zhou Feng smiled slightly, and stopped talking. She didn't mean to suggest that Jiang Yinqi get married.Instead, she is a woman in the throes of a marriage who now, more than anyone else, desires peace and freedom in her life.She even strongly doubts that her choice was a catastrophic mistake.

In the following days, Jiang Yinqi would hardly let go of any noon when Zhou Feng was resting in the dormitory. At first, she deliberately brought some questions and homework to ask for advice, but later she no longer needed a reason, and then Jiang Yinqi He even went to Zhou Feng's for lunch.

Zhou Feng tacitly accepted Jiang Yinqi's aggressiveness.The trouble and boredom of family life may be the catalyst for Zhou Feng's feelings for Jiang Yinqi.Later, Zhou Feng sometimes chose to live in the dormitory at night.

The two of them quickly realized that it was no longer like a teacher-student relationship, and then their relationship changed qualitatively.

Jiang Yinqi did not describe the process of this qualitative change, or in other words, Jiang Yinqi skipped over the moment of the qualitative leap.Xin Yue is a little regretful, she needs to make up her own mind.However, Naobu is always Xin Yue's own idea, a combination of her cognition and experience, and it must not be the real appearance.

Xin Yue can understand Jiang Yinqi's omission, which is too private and not part of the content that can be shared.Xin Yue had to suppress his desire to explore this part, and turned his curiosity to the final separation of Jiang Yinqi and Zhou Feng.

Zhou Feng was originally a low-key and withdrawn person, and acted cautiously.Jiang Yinqi also restrained his temper, and his clothes and hairstyle were inconspicuous.Their underground love affair developed quietly like this.

They never go in and out together on campus, and they are very careful outside the campus.

Perhaps the dark environment of the cinema gave them a greater sense of security, and they liked watching movies together.

"The Reader" is one of the films they watched together.

In the last part of the movie, Zhou Feng was so sad that he couldn't help himself.She usually sheds tears silently when watching movies, and she always tries to cover up the tears afterwards.

This time was different. When Mi Xia finally reunited with Hannah in the prison, Mi Xia's withdrawal and indifference, maybe even a kind of disgust, made Zhou Feng emotional.In the end, when Hannah committed suicide, Zhou Feng almost lost control of his emotions.Jiang Yinqi clearly felt Zhou Feng's shaking body when he sobbed, and the tears that President He couldn't wipe away.

At that time, there were very few audiences in movie theaters, and even for this type of Oscar film, there were very few audiences for each movie.

After the movie ended, Zhou Feng sat still.Jiang Yinqi put his arms around Zhou Feng's shoulders, "What's the matter with you?"

Zhou Feng naturally wouldn't answer.

Of course, Jiang Yinqi didn't want Zhou Feng to answer, she was trying to appease this sentimental woman.

Jiang Yinqi liked this movie very much, and felt that he and Zhou Feng could be seen in the movie.Of course, Jiang Yinqi's interest is in the first half of the film, and she didn't even think about the second half at all. She just simply hated Misha's selfishness and coldness later on.

Another point that Jiang Yinqi likes in this movie is Misha's reading to Hannah.This is also a hobby between Jiang Yinqi and Zhou Feng.Jiang Yinqi likes to lie down and listen to Zhou Feng read aloud, just like Hannah.Zhou Feng's voice is soft and soft, very nice.While watching the movie, Jiang Yinqi secretly planned that next time he would listen to Zhou Feng read aloud in the bathtub, which would feel great too.

However, this movie gave Zhou Feng a completely different feeling.