When Oda Saku became a cadre
Chapter 45
Oda Tsukuru accidentally solved this puzzle. To sum it up, the Armed Detective Agency needs such talents.
Today is different from the past. Oda Sakunosuke chose to share the responsibility. At the beginning, he couldn't find a starting point, so he kept silent. Now that he has studied and understood the key issues, he can talk about it.
Since Oda Sakunosuke is not a person who can speak euphemistically, Dazai Osamu will be receiving straight ball hell attacks from Oda Sakuno for a period of time in the future.
Osamu Dazai has not yet realized the horrible things that will happen in the future, he is thinking wildly because the little secret that has been hidden for so long has been discovered.
"Letting Oda Tsukuru work for Mr. Mori is really cheap for Mr. Mori." '
The child no longer knew what he was thinking, and his thoughts drifted thousands of miles away.
Unexpectedly, the youngest cadre of the port mafia would be here today, and he, who has always been very good at talking, would be speechless and hesitate. Osamu Dazai really didn't know what to do in this situation.
Oda Sakunosuke is a terrible man.
Osamu Dazai put the teacup on the table and made the whole table tremble a few times with the force of venting, almost spilling the liquid in the cup.
It's a pity that no one pays attention to these details.Osamu Dazai grabbed the quilt that was wrapped around his body and pulled it up until it covered his entire head.
It blocked the light in the house and also blocked the sound of the rainstorm.He seemed to be the only one left in the darkness, pretending to be talking to himself, just like what he had seen countless times in his dreams.
This time it was reality, the person who couldn't see clearly in the dream was indeed sitting opposite him.
He witnessed the four years of Oda Saku's life from a non-existent perspective, and he was dragged into this world by the death of someone close to him like a walking dead.
Osamu Dazai didn't know if he was doing the right thing, and he didn't know whether this would make Sakunosuke Oda, who lived past the age of 23, smile again in the next few decades.
Osamu Dazai knew that he had no conscience, but for the first time he felt that he was quite a selfish person, how could anyone like him like this.
It would be unfortunate that Oda Sakunosuke would know him.
Dazai touched the bandage on his right eye, and laughed at himself when he was a sentimental person.Now that we have met, let's just talk straight, what Oda Sakunosuke will do depends on Oda Saku himself.
Anyway, he will always regard Oda Sakunosuke as a close friend.
"Because of the malicious restriction, you and I can only live as one, and the price to be paid to break this restriction is too high. It's better for me, who is supposed to die, to die."
"What's more, I have always pursued death. Even if Oda Saku is not willing to write novels now, maybe it will change as time goes by."
"Even if you are not a novelist, there are many better professions than the mafia. What can we find in the mafia? The collection of evil sides is still the world."
Oda Sakunosuke became that qualified listener again. He had been with Osamu Dazai for so many years, and it was the first time he heard that Osamu Dazai was willing to talk to him.
Death can indeed change many things, and Osamu Dazai took a step out of the darkness.
But he is still Dazai Osamu, just dissecting out what is in his mind, and still half-covering it, relying on Oda Saku's familiarity with this person to complete the dialogue.
"Dazai, when you die, you really have nothing."
The rain stopped unknowingly, leaving only the sound of water dripping from the eaves, which was covered up by the conversation.Oda Saku didn't care about the weather outside, and Dazai Osamu, who was curled up under the blanket, didn't even know it.
He talked about some news that only he knew. He read the lines of words from the book, and read the cold death from them.
"But you chose death without hesitation in countless world lines."
"Aren't you the same way?"
Hearing this, Odasaku retorted. The mimic incident was a difficult hurdle for Oda Sakunosuke. He lost too much in those few days.
If Osamu Dazai is talking about him in the parallel world, then Oda Saku believes that there is also Osamu Dazai who died countless times at a young age.
Odasaku stepped forward to rescue Dazai who had been in the blanket for too long and had difficulty breathing, and opened the window to ventilate the other party to prevent him from having a headache.
He knew that because death was the best solution, Osamu Dazai would choose this path.
But sometimes, as a human being, it seems that there is no need to pursue the best solution.Even if you make some detours and experience the suffering that others don't want to experience, the final outcome may be better.
People like Osamu Dazai will calculate the possibility of failure to weigh which option is more suitable, so options with a high probability of failure will naturally be discarded by him.
Having regained the fresh air, Osamu Dazai subconsciously opened his mouth wide to breathe, as if he was still thirsting for life.
Osamu Dazai still underestimated the degree of straight ball of Oda.Oda Sakunosuke seems to have an empty mind, and he can't understand what he is thinking, but there are many things in his heart.
He usually doesn't express his own thoughts, but once he speaks out, he is extremely lethal, especially for someone like Osamu Dazai who hides his thoughts deeper, it is simply a special attack on Dazai.
Oda Sakunosuke held up Dazai Osamu's face, looked directly into the other's dodging eyes, and calmly told him what he had been thinking about for a long time while trembling without knowing who it was.
"Dazai, I regret it."
He spent several years thinking about why his best friend had such a big obsession with him, and it was at this time that he understood the reason.
They are so alike, they have both wandered and been alone, and so is Ango.People flock together, otherwise how could they chat so happily and even become friends.
Friends who can't talk together will part ways, but they have achieved that one less is to lose all.
Oda Sakunosuke doesn't want to lose anything anymore, he has already lost enough, and after experiencing so much pain, he should give him something happy.
"I shouldn't have told you nothing, I regret it."
Osamu Dazai was stunned, what does Odasaku regret, regret knowing himself, regret being friends with himself?
"No, I never regret knowing you. What I regret is that I didn't really set foot in your life."
Oda Sakunosuke stopped Dazai Osamu's wild thinking in time, caught Dazai Osamu by surprise, and picked up the quilt to cover his face, he couldn't control his expression.
In order to prevent the child from being bored again, Oda Saku wanted to go over, but Dazai Osamu backed away by rubbing against the floor, like a black cat with its hair blown.
"Don't hold yourself back until... I won't go over, I'll continue."
In order to prevent cats... Dazai Osamu was frightened and ran away, Odasaku chose to stand still, and continued to talk about his thoughts.
But he didn't know that for a person who had never expressed his heart, it was even more terrible to use his calm voice to say such thoughtful and unwound words.
"No matter what my future is, but for me now, I can't do without you. Without you, I might jump off the port mafia building the next day."
"I can also take revenge on the leader by the way. Chief Sen is also one of the culprits. I have harassed him many times over the years...but these are not important. I just want you to live."
"Odasaku!!!"
Dazai Osamu is about to die. When did Oda Tsukuru become such a character? Does Oda Tsukuru also hold grudges?
He rushed over and tried to cover the opponent's mouth, but failed as it should be, and was fixed to Odasaku's side.
Oda Sakunosuke ignored Dazai Osamu's wailing, held down Dazai Osamu who rushed over and hugged him gently.
"It seems inaccurate to say that. I want to live with you, and it doesn't matter what price I pay for it."
"Odasaku, please don't talk about it, besides, I'm really going to die."
Even the bandages couldn't stop Dazai Osamu's obviously reddened face.
"So Dazai, come back."
Oda Sakunosuke used the final fatal blow, and Osamu Dazai almost lost consciousness.
That's the end of the conversation.
After saying everything in one go, Oda Zuku felt refreshed, and he was in a good mood to get ready for bed.
Although Osamu Dazai didn't respond, Odasaku was contented to be amused seeing this smart, non-human child's dumbfounded look.
Osamu Dazai, who is feared by so many people and has done a lot of things, is still a young teenager in essence.
The forgotten tea has long since turned cold.Oda Sakunosuke stopped Dazai Osamu's hand that wanted to drink cold water, closed the window and poured some warm water for Dazai Osamu.
Osamu Dazai's health is not as good as his, and if he has a fever, he will suffer again.In order to prevent Dazai Osamu from having a fever tomorrow morning, Oda Saku also dug out the medicine to prevent colds from his suitcase.
This medical box was specially brought by Oda for Osamu Dazai.He also took care of Osamu Dazai in the same way before, and even Ango complained about whether you doted on Dazai too much.
Osamu Dazai was scary outside, but when he got to Ango Sakaguchi, what he saw was an ordinary child acting like a baby.
If he hadn't witnessed Dazai Osamu's aura that seemed to swallow everything when he was on a mission, the exclusive intelligence officer would have suspected that there was something wrong with the information he had collected.
After feeding the medicine, Odasaku skillfully made the bed for Osamu Dazai, then stuffed the demented version of Osamu Dazai into the quilt on the bed, turned off the light and fell asleep on the ground in the dark.
"Good night, Dazai."
"...Good night."
Dazai has never felt that the temperature in the quilt is so hot, it must be because he has been wrapped in the quilt for too long today.
A night without dreams.
The room in the hotel is very large, even divided into several rooms, which is similar to the architectural style of a B&B.The secrecy is very good, and it is generally used for special personnel to go out and live.
Because of this, Oda Sakunosuke was not afraid of those people from the High School of Conjuration coming up to beat him up.
Osamu Dazai in the cubicle slept quite peacefully, and he didn't have any nightmares, so he slept until dawn.
Waking up early, Oda Sakunosuke left the cubicle lightly, went to the living room and opened the curtains, letting the morning sun shine into the room.
It rained heavily last night, but today is cloudless.
It is bright.
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-02-2815:42:35~2021-02-2823:19:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Ziye; 1 bottle of Wujowu;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Today is different from the past. Oda Sakunosuke chose to share the responsibility. At the beginning, he couldn't find a starting point, so he kept silent. Now that he has studied and understood the key issues, he can talk about it.
Since Oda Sakunosuke is not a person who can speak euphemistically, Dazai Osamu will be receiving straight ball hell attacks from Oda Sakuno for a period of time in the future.
Osamu Dazai has not yet realized the horrible things that will happen in the future, he is thinking wildly because the little secret that has been hidden for so long has been discovered.
"Letting Oda Tsukuru work for Mr. Mori is really cheap for Mr. Mori." '
The child no longer knew what he was thinking, and his thoughts drifted thousands of miles away.
Unexpectedly, the youngest cadre of the port mafia would be here today, and he, who has always been very good at talking, would be speechless and hesitate. Osamu Dazai really didn't know what to do in this situation.
Oda Sakunosuke is a terrible man.
Osamu Dazai put the teacup on the table and made the whole table tremble a few times with the force of venting, almost spilling the liquid in the cup.
It's a pity that no one pays attention to these details.Osamu Dazai grabbed the quilt that was wrapped around his body and pulled it up until it covered his entire head.
It blocked the light in the house and also blocked the sound of the rainstorm.He seemed to be the only one left in the darkness, pretending to be talking to himself, just like what he had seen countless times in his dreams.
This time it was reality, the person who couldn't see clearly in the dream was indeed sitting opposite him.
He witnessed the four years of Oda Saku's life from a non-existent perspective, and he was dragged into this world by the death of someone close to him like a walking dead.
Osamu Dazai didn't know if he was doing the right thing, and he didn't know whether this would make Sakunosuke Oda, who lived past the age of 23, smile again in the next few decades.
Osamu Dazai knew that he had no conscience, but for the first time he felt that he was quite a selfish person, how could anyone like him like this.
It would be unfortunate that Oda Sakunosuke would know him.
Dazai touched the bandage on his right eye, and laughed at himself when he was a sentimental person.Now that we have met, let's just talk straight, what Oda Sakunosuke will do depends on Oda Saku himself.
Anyway, he will always regard Oda Sakunosuke as a close friend.
"Because of the malicious restriction, you and I can only live as one, and the price to be paid to break this restriction is too high. It's better for me, who is supposed to die, to die."
"What's more, I have always pursued death. Even if Oda Saku is not willing to write novels now, maybe it will change as time goes by."
"Even if you are not a novelist, there are many better professions than the mafia. What can we find in the mafia? The collection of evil sides is still the world."
Oda Sakunosuke became that qualified listener again. He had been with Osamu Dazai for so many years, and it was the first time he heard that Osamu Dazai was willing to talk to him.
Death can indeed change many things, and Osamu Dazai took a step out of the darkness.
But he is still Dazai Osamu, just dissecting out what is in his mind, and still half-covering it, relying on Oda Saku's familiarity with this person to complete the dialogue.
"Dazai, when you die, you really have nothing."
The rain stopped unknowingly, leaving only the sound of water dripping from the eaves, which was covered up by the conversation.Oda Saku didn't care about the weather outside, and Dazai Osamu, who was curled up under the blanket, didn't even know it.
He talked about some news that only he knew. He read the lines of words from the book, and read the cold death from them.
"But you chose death without hesitation in countless world lines."
"Aren't you the same way?"
Hearing this, Odasaku retorted. The mimic incident was a difficult hurdle for Oda Sakunosuke. He lost too much in those few days.
If Osamu Dazai is talking about him in the parallel world, then Oda Saku believes that there is also Osamu Dazai who died countless times at a young age.
Odasaku stepped forward to rescue Dazai who had been in the blanket for too long and had difficulty breathing, and opened the window to ventilate the other party to prevent him from having a headache.
He knew that because death was the best solution, Osamu Dazai would choose this path.
But sometimes, as a human being, it seems that there is no need to pursue the best solution.Even if you make some detours and experience the suffering that others don't want to experience, the final outcome may be better.
People like Osamu Dazai will calculate the possibility of failure to weigh which option is more suitable, so options with a high probability of failure will naturally be discarded by him.
Having regained the fresh air, Osamu Dazai subconsciously opened his mouth wide to breathe, as if he was still thirsting for life.
Osamu Dazai still underestimated the degree of straight ball of Oda.Oda Sakunosuke seems to have an empty mind, and he can't understand what he is thinking, but there are many things in his heart.
He usually doesn't express his own thoughts, but once he speaks out, he is extremely lethal, especially for someone like Osamu Dazai who hides his thoughts deeper, it is simply a special attack on Dazai.
Oda Sakunosuke held up Dazai Osamu's face, looked directly into the other's dodging eyes, and calmly told him what he had been thinking about for a long time while trembling without knowing who it was.
"Dazai, I regret it."
He spent several years thinking about why his best friend had such a big obsession with him, and it was at this time that he understood the reason.
They are so alike, they have both wandered and been alone, and so is Ango.People flock together, otherwise how could they chat so happily and even become friends.
Friends who can't talk together will part ways, but they have achieved that one less is to lose all.
Oda Sakunosuke doesn't want to lose anything anymore, he has already lost enough, and after experiencing so much pain, he should give him something happy.
"I shouldn't have told you nothing, I regret it."
Osamu Dazai was stunned, what does Odasaku regret, regret knowing himself, regret being friends with himself?
"No, I never regret knowing you. What I regret is that I didn't really set foot in your life."
Oda Sakunosuke stopped Dazai Osamu's wild thinking in time, caught Dazai Osamu by surprise, and picked up the quilt to cover his face, he couldn't control his expression.
In order to prevent the child from being bored again, Oda Saku wanted to go over, but Dazai Osamu backed away by rubbing against the floor, like a black cat with its hair blown.
"Don't hold yourself back until... I won't go over, I'll continue."
In order to prevent cats... Dazai Osamu was frightened and ran away, Odasaku chose to stand still, and continued to talk about his thoughts.
But he didn't know that for a person who had never expressed his heart, it was even more terrible to use his calm voice to say such thoughtful and unwound words.
"No matter what my future is, but for me now, I can't do without you. Without you, I might jump off the port mafia building the next day."
"I can also take revenge on the leader by the way. Chief Sen is also one of the culprits. I have harassed him many times over the years...but these are not important. I just want you to live."
"Odasaku!!!"
Dazai Osamu is about to die. When did Oda Tsukuru become such a character? Does Oda Tsukuru also hold grudges?
He rushed over and tried to cover the opponent's mouth, but failed as it should be, and was fixed to Odasaku's side.
Oda Sakunosuke ignored Dazai Osamu's wailing, held down Dazai Osamu who rushed over and hugged him gently.
"It seems inaccurate to say that. I want to live with you, and it doesn't matter what price I pay for it."
"Odasaku, please don't talk about it, besides, I'm really going to die."
Even the bandages couldn't stop Dazai Osamu's obviously reddened face.
"So Dazai, come back."
Oda Sakunosuke used the final fatal blow, and Osamu Dazai almost lost consciousness.
That's the end of the conversation.
After saying everything in one go, Oda Zuku felt refreshed, and he was in a good mood to get ready for bed.
Although Osamu Dazai didn't respond, Odasaku was contented to be amused seeing this smart, non-human child's dumbfounded look.
Osamu Dazai, who is feared by so many people and has done a lot of things, is still a young teenager in essence.
The forgotten tea has long since turned cold.Oda Sakunosuke stopped Dazai Osamu's hand that wanted to drink cold water, closed the window and poured some warm water for Dazai Osamu.
Osamu Dazai's health is not as good as his, and if he has a fever, he will suffer again.In order to prevent Dazai Osamu from having a fever tomorrow morning, Oda Saku also dug out the medicine to prevent colds from his suitcase.
This medical box was specially brought by Oda for Osamu Dazai.He also took care of Osamu Dazai in the same way before, and even Ango complained about whether you doted on Dazai too much.
Osamu Dazai was scary outside, but when he got to Ango Sakaguchi, what he saw was an ordinary child acting like a baby.
If he hadn't witnessed Dazai Osamu's aura that seemed to swallow everything when he was on a mission, the exclusive intelligence officer would have suspected that there was something wrong with the information he had collected.
After feeding the medicine, Odasaku skillfully made the bed for Osamu Dazai, then stuffed the demented version of Osamu Dazai into the quilt on the bed, turned off the light and fell asleep on the ground in the dark.
"Good night, Dazai."
"...Good night."
Dazai has never felt that the temperature in the quilt is so hot, it must be because he has been wrapped in the quilt for too long today.
A night without dreams.
The room in the hotel is very large, even divided into several rooms, which is similar to the architectural style of a B&B.The secrecy is very good, and it is generally used for special personnel to go out and live.
Because of this, Oda Sakunosuke was not afraid of those people from the High School of Conjuration coming up to beat him up.
Osamu Dazai in the cubicle slept quite peacefully, and he didn't have any nightmares, so he slept until dawn.
Waking up early, Oda Sakunosuke left the cubicle lightly, went to the living room and opened the curtains, letting the morning sun shine into the room.
It rained heavily last night, but today is cloudless.
It is bright.
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-02-2815:42:35~2021-02-2823:19:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Ziye; 1 bottle of Wujowu;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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