When Oda Saku became a cadre

The rollover was a bit sudden this time.

Osamu Dazai would go through the picture in his mind every day, what should he say if he really saw Oda Saku.But it was too desperate to let him face all this before he was ready.

He couldn't run even if he wanted to, Odasaku held the back of his fate's neck, as if he was afraid that he would escape and grabbed his outstretched wrist.

This awkward posture made Osamu Dazai have to turn around and look directly at the person he was most afraid to face.

Obviously the most familiar and unforgettable appearance, how could it become the person you least want to face.

Fear of condemnation for making a decision behind the back of someone close to you, or choose not to take that step because you are worried that this relationship is in jeopardy.

The temperature of the other party spread to the wrist, and he was forcibly pulled back to reality from the wild thoughts in his heart. Osamu Dazai just wanted to kill himself who just subconsciously picked up something.

In short, Dazai Osamu, who is quite poor in physical skills, really overturned this time, overturned to the point where Mori Ogai wanted to laugh.

Not long ago, he even planned a good show, which harmed the man behind the scenes of the high school of conjuration, and was eventually punished.

"It's okay, Dazai, we can have a good chat."

Oda Saku has always been very patient, no matter what he is dealing with.His unique, soothing tone is enough to appease a bewildered Osamu Dazai.

The red-haired man picked up Osamu Dazai who was squatting on the side of the road, and helped him brush off the ash on his body.

Odasaku's tone was the same as when they were all in the port mafia, as if nothing had happened yet, back to the past.

There was no one around, just the two of them standing on the side of the street.Occasionally there are passing vehicles, but no one pays attention to what happened here.

To outsiders, it is just two people chatting, so there are so many twists and turns.

Odasaku still had the same expression, he was waiting for Dazai Osamu's response, and after confirming that he couldn't wait, he dragged people to the hotel first, and the closed space is always safer than the outdoor place.

In contrast, Osamu Dazai didn't recover at all, and he didn't respond when he was lifted up to stand up, like a computer with a delay, still smart but just unable to exert his original ability.

But Oda Saku knew that his best friend, who was full of bad things, was still thinking of finding an opportunity to slip away from time to time.

Obviously Odasaku didn't give him this chance.Continuously using those blue eyes that seemed to be able to see through Dazai's entire body, he stared at the best friend he had finally caught.

"Odasaku, I..."

Osamu Dazai was stuck in his head and couldn't say anything useful for the time being, so he was carried all the way back to the city.

Halfway through the walk, it suddenly started to rain heavily. Oda casually sighed that it was a coincidence. After all, it was a clear sky not long ago, and no one wanted to bring an umbrella.

Even if I changed from walking to taking a car, my clothes were almost soaked when I got back to the hotel.

Odasaku dug out a few clothes from his almost empty suitcase, took out a new unused towel, and helped Osamu Dazai wipe his wet hair.

From time to time there was thunder outside the window, and Dazai inside the room was huddled under the quilt, holding hot tea in his hands, slowly recovering his body temperature, which had been somewhat lowered by the rain.

The light is slightly dim, but it makes people feel warm, not to mention the thunderstorm outside. In this environment, living in a confined space will always have an inexplicable sense of security.

The wind was blocked by the wall and could not reach Osamu Dazai's face, and the heat of the teacup in his hand was transferred to the palm of the hand but could not flow to the heart.

Osamu Dazai couldn't express his feelings either.Oda Saku said that he wanted to have a good chat with him, what should we talk about?Is it a choice made four years ago, a unilateral blank, or an illusory future.

Once upon a time, Oda Sakunosuke was a qualified listener.Osamu Dazai always finds a topic to talk about first, and Oda Saku occasionally responds with a few sentences that are enough to make Dazai Osamu laugh.

When Osamu Dazai confirms that he has nothing to say, or has something to do, he will end the topic, close the end with his personal style, and complete a pleasant conversation.

The consequence of not speaking was that the two of them sat facing each other, their gazes staggered, pretending to appreciate the same decoration in the hotel room.

If this embarrassment continues, I'm afraid I will spend a meaningless night like this.

"So, Dazai, do you want to die again?"

Straight ball player Oda Saku directly spoke out the most critical question, catching Dazai by surprise.

Osamu Dazai didn't say anything, they both knew each other well.What Oda said was right, Osamu Dazai really wanted to find a place that no one could find after everything was over, and end his intermittent life.

He didn't want Oda Saku to pay for his future just because of "Dazai Osamu".

What he couldn't find in the Port Mafia, he found part of it in Odasaku.While being feared by everyone, Odasaku pulled him out of the enclosed space of the container.

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The tasks of the lower-level members are always very confusing, and only things that others are unwilling to do will be pushed to Oda Sakunosuke.

This is the last place port mafia members want to visit. It's remote and doesn't even have a mouse. In short, it's a land that is hated.

Oda Saku vaguely heard that there seemed to be a monster-like person living here.Oda Sakunosuke thought it was a three-headed and six-armed monster with a vicious face. Although he was not afraid, it was not good to disturb others.

Thinking of this, Odasaku carefully packed up the nearby things.

Probably because the sound of metal objects colliding was really uncontrollable. When Odasaku saw a head protruding from the huge container with a door, he was ready to appease the monster.

It turned out to be a bandaged, emaciated teenager, resentful from an interrupted nap.

If he was a member of the port mafia he knew, he might turn around and run away immediately, for fear that he would be hated by Osamu Dazai.

But Odasaku is not an ordinary person. From his point of view, the boy in front of him is just a child who has the spirit of getting up.

As the original killer, it is easy to judge whether the opponent has killing intent.

'It should be a child who ran over from somewhere. '

Let's not mention why there are children running blindly to such a place.Odasaku looked at the resentful look on the other side's face just after waking up, first he felt sorry for disturbing the child, and then found that he seemed to be injured.

Odasaku put down his work for the time being, climbed over the stone and arrived at the door of the container with ease.

"Sorry, let me treat you to a meal as an apology."

"You are so strange...then I want to eat crabs."

Osamu Dazai saw that this person was not simple in skill and not afraid of himself, so he became very interested, walked out from behind the door, and accepted the apology as he should.

"You don't look very poor."

The two of them bought only one canned crab in the end, and Osamu Dazai also used the excuse of stomach ache and discomfort—it was actually the truth, and he only ate a little.

It's not that he's really poor, and it's rare for him to meet a nice, interesting guy, so forget it.

Afterwards, when Oda Sakunosuke learned that this person was a cadre candidate through the description of his colleagues, he didn't have any special reaction. Instead, he sincerely asked Osamu Dazai if he still wanted to eat crabs.

"Wait, is this the point?"

Osamu Dazai looked like he hated iron for being weak, so he thought that the other party was really not afraid of him and coaxed him like a child.

"Then did you really get hurt by wearing a bandage?"

Oda Saku also found that his focus was not right. In this case, he should worry about the other party's health first.

"No... It doesn't count, anyway, I just want to pester me."

"Will it hurt?"

Dazai fled in despair.

Then, there was Osamu Dazai's blatant temptation. After the temptation, the relationship became close all the way until they became close friends.

When he ran out of the container and moved into a spacious house, and touched the windows within reach, he felt that Oda Saku might become the meaning of his existence.

He is so similar to Oda Saku that he was unable to blend in, and saw a different world from others too early.

The difference is that Oda Saku found his salvation first.

"How did he find it?"

Osamu Dazai was really just testing at the beginning, and he didn't expect to become a close friend, or in other words, Osamu Dazai never thought that he would have friends.

But later it got deeper and deeper.

It doesn't matter whether you pay your life or not, if you can save the life of a person who is so similar to yourself with your life, it can be regarded as saving yourself.

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They rarely talk about deep things about themselves. Although they know each other, they are just bystanders. They seem to be readers in each other's life, and they have some insights but do not change.

But Sakunosuke Oda is a real person, and so is Osamu Dazai.They really touched each other again after experiencing life and death.

As soon as he talked about serious matters with Oda Saku, Dazai Osamu's eloquent ability disappeared immediately.

"Did you hide something?"

Odasaku nodded, seeing Dazai like this was probably something he didn't know.

Resurrection is a miracle. To be honest, Oda Saku doesn't believe it. Is it the price to take good care of a crab?

Wishes are equivalent, not to mention speeding up the process in advance by relying on supernatural powers, such a coincidence can be called free.

"Dazai, no matter what, we are friends. Some things involving each other should be known together, and you shouldn't die alone with this secret."

"Is it about me?"

Oda Saku feels like a parent who enlightens an adolescent child, trying every means to make the other party abandon their barriers and speak out their true thoughts.

It is too difficult to get involved in the loneliness of Dazai Osamu. Dazai Osamu is not an ordinary adolescent boy, but a person who sees through the world prematurely and stays alone in nothingness.

For the time being, he can have emotions because of writing, but Osamu Dazai wrapped this salvation around himself.

After thinking about it, Odasaku extracted the key words.

When it comes to writing, Dazai seems to have always hoped to see himself as a novelist.

"Dazai, you don't mean to make me a novelist?"

Osamu Dazai, pupil earthquake.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-02-2720:53:49~2021-02-2815:42:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Shu Tang 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 7 bottles of Zhuzhisi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!