Dazai said he wanted to marry me after amnesia

Osamu Dazai opened the emails one by one.

[No wonder Mr. Dazai kept denying it when we first met,? I thought you didn’t remember me because you flirted with too many girls (gritting your teeth). 】

Why are you still misunderstanding, wry smile.

In the past, it was all for missions, and you were so strict, and you were so jealous, who would dare to flirt with girls.

[In short, it is my problem to break into and disrupt Mr. Dazai's life without complete confirmation. 】

【terribly sorry. 】

Do not……

Don't say such things,? Qinzi,? I have never regretted getting to know you.

Rather, because of you,? I spent the happiest time of my life so far.

just.

What is worth pursuing is doomed to be lost the moment it is acquired.

Unbridled joy must be followed by great sorrow.

— Now is just the time to pay the price.

[Unexpectedly, I would make this kind of mistake. 】

[Maybe it was love at first sight for Mr. Dazai, and he was dazzled by love. 】

In fact, I also... Forget it,? Nothing.

[Moxi, Moxi, you are not really angry, are you?Just never replied to me. 】

[Stingy ghost, hum. 】

No such thing,? I was never mad at you.

【Mr. Dazai, even if you are angry, you should communicate well.Awkward and cold war or something? Are you a child? 】

【Even if it's a breakup... wait,? Mr. Dazai doesn't really want to break up with me, does he? ! 】

Do not--

【Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo QAQ】

...don't cry.

Breakup or something,? I never thought about it.

[Didn't you also promise to have a relationship with me on the premise of marriage? 】

【I thought about breaking up before we got married, Mr. Dazai. 】

...Wait, is she trying to beat her up again? ?

He just agreed to date, but didn't agree to get married.

...Forget it, it's meaningless to say these now.

It's you,? Qinzi, didn't you say you wanted to marry me?

He kept saying it, saying it so many times.

If I promise you, can you come back?

All this is another eccentric plan of yours, just to get me to promise you, and then you will show up happily.

...hope so.

If you didn't personally confirm your body.

If the results of various test reports do not prove it, then it is yours.

what happened?

Didn't you say you want to get married? Didn't you say you want to have a relationship with marriage as a prerequisite?

Have you even forgotten what you said?

【Don't you want to know my answer, Mr. Dazai. 】

[Actually, things are not as complicated as you think, nor are they so scary. 】

……Um.

[I won't tell you here, you are too cunning.I'm going to wait for you to come and listen to it yourself. 】

it is good.

[I'm almost at the orphanage.I know that Dazai-san is not in the orphanage, but Kuro-senpai is waiting there. 】

[I originally wanted to talk with the three of us, but Mr. Dazai refused to show up, so I'll go talk to Senior Kuro first. 】

【Nothing will happen, Mr. Dazai, don't be jealous. 】

[I'm here. 】

……

There was a period of time between this email and the previous one, it should be Kotoko talking to Sakuragawa Kuro.

[Why haven't you replied to me, Mr. Dazai. 】

[Although I admitted my mistake at the beginning, didn’t we also experience so many things together later on, and the relationship is also sincere. 】

【I really like you. 】

……

[I just went to the suburbs. 】

[...Damn it, if you don't reply to me after posting so much, I'm going to get angry. 】

[Forget it this time. 】

【I don’t know where Mr. Dazai is hiding.Then, Mr. Dazai takes care of himself alone, drinks less alcohol, eats on time, and pays attention to his body. 】

don't want……

Don't talk to me like that.

This is the last email: [I am going back to the orphanage now. 】

no, don't go--

Don't go there, you'll die there.

"..."

Osamu Dazai clenched his phone tightly, leaned against the head of the bed, raised his head and closed his eyes, his lips were tightly pressed into a straight line.

Wrong person or something.

"That kind of thing..."

Compared with losing you, that kind of thing doesn't matter.

He has not forgotten that Yan Yong has always had the consciousness of sacrificing himself in order to maintain order, just as death has always had a magical attraction for him.

Didn't they have a conflict because of this matter?

Just like the matter of admitting to the wrong person will have to be resolved sooner or later, the problem of both of them ignoring death to varying degrees also needs to be resolved... Well, it would be a good way to die together.

However, it is useless to say these now.

The next day.

Officer Dazai returned to the port black/hand/party and started working normally.

He still looked bored with everything, and lazily went to the chief's room after receiving the order.

Mori Ogai's punishment sounded mild to Osamu Dazai, and his concern was even more hypocritical, but his regret for Kotoko Iwanaga was somewhat genuine.

After all, the Hong Kong/Black leader wants to protect the city, and I can empathize with Kotoko Iwanaga on this point.

next time.

The Black Specter of the Port Black/Hand/Party continues to execute flawlessly, annihilating the enemy and bringing great wealth to the organization.

At least on the surface, Osamu Dazai returned to his normal appearance.

He is not the type to slump for a long time, and he is used to hiding his heart.

It may also be because he has always had a negative attitude towards the world.

……

Such days until a certain day.

Osamu Dazai received a call from Shelley, asking him to go to Tokyo, Iwanaga's home.

"It's about the game room. Qinzi told me before."

Shelley stood at the door to meet him.

After receiving the news of Kotoko Iwanaga's accident, the blond friend rushed here from abroad desperately.

After attending the funeral, Shelley returned to the country before the institute's affairs were dealt with due to the sudden incident, and it was only in the last few days that he came to Neon again.

The mansion has been stripped of its mourning decorations and restored to its original state.

The dead are gone, the living are like this.

Life must go on, but the sadness shrouded in this building cannot be dissipated in a short while.

Osamu Dazai and Shelley walked in the corridor on the second floor.

This room was where Yi Gu Youtai slept.

This is where Shelley slept.

This is where he sleeps.

This room...

Osamu Dazai stopped in his tracks.

It was Qinzi who slept.

At that time, right here, Kotoko let the monster push him onto the bed.That night, he agreed to her confession.

Qinzi's unbelievable expression at that time, and his smile seemed to be shining after he recovered, was always engraved in his heart.

this hallway...

I can imagine the scene of Qinzi hugging a pillow that night, and quietly pushing the door out to "night attack".

He had already guessed that she would do it.

"..."

Osamu Dazai remained motionless and remained silent for a long time.

Beside, Shelley tilted her head, unable to see his heart from Dazai Osamu's face.

"Want to go in and see?"

"Need not."

Osamu Dazai took a few steps and pushed open the door of the study next to him.

The game compartment was dismantled in sevens and eights and placed on the floor. The messy lines looked like loose balls of wool.

There is a square box on the gaming chair.

"If you can put it back together, don't worry."

Shelley explained.

"Didn't Qinzi keep asking me to study the game warehouse? Qinzi's parents considered this and wanted to give me the ownership of the game warehouse."

"But I have almost studied the program and design inside."

Shelley spread her hands, "To be honest, it doesn't mean much to me."

"I remembered that you played the game room with Qinzi, maybe it means more to you, see if you need it?"

Osamu Dazai walked to the gaming chair.

"The energy device of the game cabin."

Shelley said: "It was dug out from the depths of the interior, surrounded by materials that isolate the influence of supernatural powers. The protection is also very tight. If it is forcibly disassembled or the method is improper, it will be automatically destroyed."

It is to prevent it from being taken away by bad guys.

No one but her can take it out intact, and it's her.

"The energy has been used up, and the deeper energy source is inside, but it uses a special seal, and I tried all methods but failed to open it."

As Shelley was talking, Osamu Dazai put his hand on it.click.There was the sound of something being untied.

"?!"

Shelley's eyes widened.

That's it?

She felt instantly slapped in the face.

The way she looked at Osamu Dazai changed.

"Your ability is really not 'seal release'?"

Osamu Dazai opened the box.

Inside is a piece of crystal, bigger than a book, and its color is gray, like a condensed gray fog, not transparent.

There was a golden ring around his waist, and tiny strings appeared under the light, and then disappeared quickly.

Shelley was chattering away.

"There's no energy left, it's just an ordinary crystal now."

"It was supposed to be shiny, will it be ice blue, or red?"

"How on earth did you gather such a huge amount of energy in it...by using supernatural powers?"

The scientific thinker who loves research thinks for half a day, and finally proposes.

"Are you going to touch it again?"

"...!"

The moment he saw the crystal, Osamu Dazai seemed to sense something, and opened his eyes slightly.

Hearing Shelley's words, he did not follow through, but closed the lid.

The perfect liar, impeccable in words and expressions.

"Need not."

"Didn't you say it, it's just an ordinary crystal."

"……All right."

Thinking of his own research conclusions, Shelley gave up.

Besides, she can't direct Dazai Osamu, this kind of thing can only be done by Kotoko.

Instead of asking Shelley to reassemble the game compartment, Osamu Dazai contacted his subordinates who were guarding nearby, and directly removed all the parts.

Yokohama.

In the cadre's residence, apart from the necessary tables, chairs and bedding, Osamu Dazai did not buy anything else, nor did he have any decorations, and it looked very cold and lonely at first glance.

Again, he opened the box.

The reason why he didn't touch the crystal in front of Shelley was because he had a premonition that no one should know what happened next.

This crystal is the same as what he saw at Shibusawa Ryuhiko, it is a supernatural crystal, and Qinzi's ring is also made of the same material.

Under Dazai Osamu's touch, the crystal dissipated, and the golden ring clanged to the bottom.

Lying inside is a 【Book】.

Dazai took a breath.