I have been a royal these years

01

I thought Meng Shaoqing hadn't come when he came, and when I thought he hadn't come, Bai Zhui told me again that he was here.

Meng Shaoqing, you are Schrödinger's Meng Shaoqing.Whether you have come or not depends not on whether I think it or not, but on whether you want to let me know.

Suddenly knowing the truth, my mind was a little messed up.You just regained your eyesight, so don't screw up your brain now.

I asked Bai Zhui: "He has been coming to see me? Then why didn't he speak? Where is he now?" I looked left and right, trying to find Meng Shaoqing.

I didn't see anyone else, and my mind became even more confused: "What's going on? Why is he so mysterious?"

Bai Zhui sighed heavily. This sigh made me think that Meng Shao'an had gone, which made me feel heavy.

"He can't speak now."

"why?"

"That day, the day you fell off the glacier." Bai asked, "Do you remember?"

I shook my head: "I don't remember what happened after I fell, and I don't even know how I fainted. But I heard that you came back behind my back."

"Well. But the person who saved you is not me."

I said: "Huh?"

"When I got off the helicopter that day, I was entangled in the ladder rope. I saw your teammates all go down the river to rescue you, but they couldn't save you. Because the water downstream was too fast, they couldn't find you. , and I couldn’t get down. My brother was also on the helicopter at the time. He got off the plane before me, jumped into the river and swam downstream to catch you. He has learned underwater first aid and is quite professional in this area, but the bottom The water in the water is too cold. He took off his jacket for the convenience of rescuing you, and he suffered too much cold in the bottom. After rescuing you, he could no longer move.

"Later, I carried you back to the rescue station, and they sent my brother to the nearest emergency hospital. He had a cold and fever for several days and couldn't speak. Although the fever subsided later, the throat inflammation did not disappear, so he could not speak. He The recuperation place is very close to here, I think he was the one who came to see you in those few days."

My head was not messed up, but I was in a daze, and I was a little speechless, as if my throat was inflamed like Meng Shaoqing.

After a long time, I asked in a low voice, "Why didn't anyone tell me that he saved me?"

"He's afraid of affecting your work, so let's wait until the event is over." Bai Zhui stared at the ground, hoarse, "I... out of selfishness, I didn't want to say it. But if I don't say it It's not fair to you..."

I went there in a daze for a long while, then laughed softly, and after laughing, my nose became sore.

It was still white outside, but the sky was much darker than before. In the past few days, I heard people say that the polar night may be coming.

I imagined images of the polar night.Think of the letter sent in the dream, and recall the wet letter I received that year.

I have long since forgotten the contents of the letter.But at this moment, I have never recalled it so clearly.The water-soaked map vaguely resembles a map of Antarctica.The "black cloud" haloed into the largest piece vaguely resembles the aurora in Antarctica.

It was the line drawn by my high school geography teacher on the blackboard with light yellow chalk. It was the only part I listened to carefully before I fell asleep in that class.

02

Meng Shaoqing was wearing a black down jacket, sitting on the ice beach, surrounded by a group of penguins.From time to time, he looked at the frozen sea in the distance, and from time to time he touched the penguins who came closer.

I sucked my icy nose, wrapped my coat tightly, and walked towards him. The snow-white coat seemed to melt into the ice and snow.

Walking to Meng Shaoqing, I sat on the chair next to him. It was hard to say that this chair was not prepared for me.

Meng Shaoqing turned his head to look at me, his expression was not overwhelmed with surprise, and he smiled directly.

I asked him, "Can't talk yet?"

He opened his lips and said with difficulty: "Now I can talk a little." The hoarse sound was like the sound of wind blowing through a punctured paper.

I sat quietly beside him.I opened my lips to say "thank you", but I didn't thank you.If you want to say "sorry", you don't know what to be sorry for.

At this time, Meng Shaoqing took out something from his pocket and showed it to me—it was the dog's tail ring that we "determined love".The dogtail grass has dried up, and the ring has turned from grass green to withered yellow, looking dry and hard.

I was slightly surprised: "You have been carrying it?"

Meng Shaoqing nodded.

I took the "ring", put it in my palm, and stared at it in the dim sunlight.

I pursed my lips, feeling guilty and stuffed my chest with a strange feeling of sadness and emotion: "You did this because you saved me..."

Meng Shaoqing shook his head slowly.

He didn't speak, but gave me a few dumb gestures.

I actually don't know what he is expressing, but I seem to understand what he means.It probably means that even if he doesn't save me, he will become like this.

I didn't understand where his conclusion came from, so I asked him puzzled, "Why?"

He took a deep breath and looked at the boundless sea of ​​ice in front of him: "It's so strange for a moment. Often when you are in pain, I also feel pain."

My fingers trembled, and very slowly, I held the bristlegrass ring.

In fact, I am also the same as Meng Shaoqing.Even earlier than him, he noticed this strange similarity.

When we were in high school, he often had a fever when I had a cold.He broke his knee when I broke my arm.Even if they eat popsicles together, one will have a nosebleed and the other will have a stomachache.Now, I am blind and he is dumb.

If it weren't for the fact that we are so different in appearance and blood types, I would really think that we are twin brothers who have been lost for many years.

Not really.We are not twins.We look different and have different names.We look exactly the same, yet we are completely different.Maybe even God can't figure out why we have such a strange similarity.

I smiled and said, "Maybe on the day we die, the two of us will die together."

"That would be the best." Meng Shaokuan squinted at the increasingly red light on the sea level, and a few penguins fell down to play at our feet.His eyes were calm, and he said with a hint of hope: "It would be the best to die with the person I love the most."