I have been a royal these years

01

Gatai said that this is the first time someone other than him has come to his studio.I didn't believe it.

Then, when I saw his studio, I immediately believed it.

There are indeed few people who are willing to take a rickety boat to the center of the lake, just to explore the small houses that look like containers on the lake.

The studio in Catalan is unattractive. From the outside, it looks like a two-story white, square and long container. From the inside, it is also a two-story white, square, and long container.

However, it is very clean and tidy inside. I have rarely seen a fashion design studio that tidy up design drafts, books, tools and semi-finished products in such a neat way.

It may be that Catalan doesn't come here often.

The studio has good lighting, and the outside lights can be seen through the glass windows, and the view is completely unobstructed.

So exquisite, staying here is like being isolated from the world.If I don't become an idol in the future, I will buy this place from Catalan and spend the rest of my life here.

Catalan's main design works are on the second floor.

I followed him up to the second floor and saw his clothes on hangers and on mannequins.

There are actually several sets of costumes worn by our troupe.It is also the only set that has not been complained by fans.

Jiatai, Jiatai, it is a loss for the design industry that he is an artist.

The most eye-catching works he put in the middle are two sets of pure white men's dresses.I have never seen it.Looking at this design, it doesn't look like a costume for a performance.It's more like... like a wedding dress.

I pointed to the two dresses and asked, "Who was it designed for?"

Jiatai became embarrassed: "One set is mine, one set is... yours."

"Do you know my size?"

"I've always known." He picked up the set that belonged to me and asked, "Do you want to try?"

I originally wanted to say "OK", but after a pause, I changed my mind and said, "Let's wait for you to design it."

Gatai held the dress and turned his back to the light. With a calm face, he slowly rolled up a smile: "Well. I will design it as soon as possible."

02

In the evening, the sky illuminated the entire lake in blue and purple, and one after another light yellow street lamps lit up on the shore of the lake.

Jiatai carried a smart lamp that grew into the shape of a kerosene lamp, first boarded the boat we took, and then reached out to me and pulled me onto the boat.

After I got on the boat, I lay down with my arms on my head and looked up at the blue sky in the evening.

Gatai sat in the stern of the boat with a sketchbook in his arms, drawing my portrait.

Staring at the sky, my heart was calm, and I said chattingly: "This scene is like "Love Before Dawn Breaks Dawn."

Catale's charcoal brushes on the sketchbook: "It's a pity that there are no homeless poets here. We can't meet homeless people who can write poems for us."

Jiatai has always been able to pick up my words.It is not easy to find someone who can talk to each other about anything in this life.

I think back to the artists I have worked with and chatted with me in the past, and I think back to the meeting of the "royal family".They are either too advanced or too superficial.

Hey, don't mention it.I look out of place everywhere.

"Why are you an artist?" After a long silence, I asked Jiatai.

"It was a mistake." Gatai said, "At that time, I learned singing and dancing out of interest, and then my agent saw me and asked me if I would participate in the draft, so I went like that. What about you?"

The boat shook, and my heart skipped a beat.

I've never told this story to anyone, never wanted to tell it, didn't want to mention it.Not even mentioning it to myself.

But for some reason, I feel that I can tell this story with Gatai.

"I didn't want to enter the entertainment industry until after I graduated from college." I said, "About my sophomore year... I had a special person to talk to. She was a girl, but the kind of compatibility I had with her had nothing to do with it." gender."

Jiatai quietly listened to me telling this story, and the voice of drawing became softer.

"Once, she and an artist who went to our school for a short-term study watched unpopular movies in the library and chatted for a long time. After returning, she felt that the man was very different, and the man made a promise to her. , She thought she had found her destined emperor. But she and that man had only been in love for two weeks, and the man disappeared. She didn't see her, and she didn't reply to her messages. She was depressed for a long time because of this. She has always wanted to find that man, but she was afraid of affecting him, so she desperately endured the pain. You know, to endure pain is to hurt herself. So she has been hurting herself. She didn't tell me who the male artist is. "

Seeing that I was silent for a long time this time, Jiatai Fang asked: "How did she become?" He didn't intend to gossip about who the male artist was.

"She later..."

When I met her, she was already a sick person.The later ending, whether it is me or her, has long been expected.

But I don't really want to use the word "disease and death". Saying this word seems a bit cruel to the speaker, the listener, or that person.So I said, "She went somewhere cleaner."

When I say this, I believe Gatai can understand.For ordinary people, I might have asked me "what does a cleaner place mean" and "was the place where she lived before dirty?", but Jiatai didn't ask these, so I believe he understands.

"So, as an artist, you want to find the man who hurt her?"

"Well." I said, "I used to think about making music in the future, but not on the bright side, I just wanted to be behind the scenes. However, because I wanted to find that man, I came to be an artist. I don't know who that person is , I don't know if I can find it. But I really want to see if he is blind, that girl is so beautiful.

"Later I found out, when we were in the backstage of a party, I heard him showing off his life experience to others, saying that he went to the university I was studying in a certain year, and talked with our film professor in the university. Had a chat and watched a few rare original movies at the film archive there. I went over to talk to him, showed him a picture of that girl, and I asked him if you remember someone who went to the movies with you people. As a result, he doesn’t remember it long ago.”

Gatai asked: "That man, was he filming with you before?"

I acquiesced.

After the first time the company tried to hype the CP between me and Jiatai and failed, it asked me and the so-called "opponent" who had played against each other to speculate on CP.

Frying CP with that man is more disgusting than feeding me hundreds of flies.So I intentionally blamed him in front of the reporters. Although the infamy was mine in the end, I was very happy to be able to do it for a while.No matter how I think about it, I feel that I have earned it.

Later, he was revealed to be married and had a child, and his acting skills have regressed in a straight line, and now he is stuck in the bottom of the pot.Barely considered God opened his eyes, did not let this kind of person become top class.

However, I still feel very uncomfortable when I think that my former friend was ruined by such a person for the rest of his life.

03

I never confide the secrets in my heart to others, and I feel much happier when I tell Jiatai about this matter.Jiatai didn't persuade me to look away, nor persuade me to forget.He just listened quietly.

In many cases, this kind of quiet listening is better than all kinds of enlightenment and comfort.Because no one knows how to properly comfort a person.

It was completely dark, except for one lamp that was still on.

This place is not far from where I live, Katai sent me home.

At the gate of the community, Jiatai tore off the painting and gave it to me.

He didn't kiss me like Zhu Chang did, he spread his arms and gave me a hug.This hug didn't last long, but I felt very warm.

When I got home, I looked at the painting carefully.The way I lay on the boat, he painted it very well, better than me with a beauty camera, after all, a beauty camera cannot capture artistic style.

I turned the painting over, and it was written on the back: Imissyousobad.