Ayanokoji in Kexue World

(53) I don't care about others

The landline phone is relatively close to Okiya Subaru at the moment, but this matter should be done by the owners of the house, so he glanced at Dr. Agasa and the others.If they agreed, Okiya Subaru wouldn't mind answering the call himself.

Now no matter who gets up to answer the call, it will interrupt the rhythm and mood of the three people's talks.But this is the effect I want.I made an appointment with someone to call Dr. Ali's house at five o'clock sharp.Because no matter whether the conversation is successful or not, there needs to be an opportunity for the event to turn a page.

Hui Yuanai stood up and was about to answer, but the phone stopped.Huiyuan Ai paused, and said to Dr. Ali who was still waiting for an answer: "Aya Koji is tired too, let's talk about it later."

The backbone of this family seems to be Hui Yuan Ai, but it is indeed Hui Yuan Ai who is easier to make decisions.And Dr. Ali just didn't want to make me feel bad.So, after her words were over, Dr. Ari looked in my direction, sighed, and said, "Ayanokōji-kun, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to force you. I hope you won't take my concern as a burden."

This sentence is an unexpected confession.

I looked down at the clean floor, thinking nothing.

At this time, the phone rang again.Hui Yuanai ran over to answer the phone, answered a few brief words in a row, and then called my name.

"Ayanokōji, your friend's phone number."

I walked to the landline and took the receiver from Hui Yuanai.When receiving Huiyuan Ai's eyes, Huiyuan took the opportunity to explain the caller: "Yi Guyoutai."

After I answered the phone, Yi Gu Youtai's voice came over: "Can we meet?"

After counting for five seconds, I said, "OK."

I originally planned to leave the house for a short period of time after speaking with Dr. Ali.A cooling off period is always very important if there is an argument.This period of separation between the two is a time that can calm people's high emotions.After all, the action time of the soaring adrenal hormones in the human body will not last for a long time, even if it is a needle injection, it can only last for an hour at most.

After hanging up the phone, I explained to Dr. A Li that I will not be eating at home tonight.Dr. Ali originally wanted to say something, but was stopped by Hui Yuanai's eyes, and could only sit at the end of the sofa like a bear puppet who was left out in the cold.

Okiya Subaru was probably invited to mediate, and he probably never imagined it would end so soon.When I went out, Okiya Subaru also went out to see me off with the excuse of going back by himself.

"Sometimes I really don't know whether you are proficient in human nature or not, Ayanokōji. You can obviously do better." Okiya Subaru said to me in a lower voice.

Do better?

I don't quite understand what he means.However, I wasn't interested either, so I just asked back: "Why are you still here?" Didn't I say before that I might not stay here any longer?

"This sentence is too indifferent." Okiya Subaru responded, "A person who can act like a fox is always cold."

It never occurred to me that someone would call me a fox.

I glanced at Okiya Subaru, but didn't respond.

"What happened, do I have to leave here?" Okiya Subaru stopped circling, "Is it because of the black organization? Are you sure that what you did was something you did willingly? Ayanokoji, I don't know you What will happen in the future? But I believe that you should never meet people like Dr. A Li who are willing to tolerate you selflessly. I don’t think you need to leave here.”

Like the story of the Ear of Wheat Theory?

I also thought about where I should live in the future.If there is only one time in a lifetime and there is absolutely no turning back, is Dr. Ali's house a place where I can always feel at ease as an ordinary person?

I've had a lot of thoughts on this.

There's no need to tell him this.

What can be said is naturally what I don't care about being known by others.

"Are you sure that what I do can be accepted by them without any grievances?" I understood what he meant, but his starting point was different from mine. "I'm not like you. I will never cleanse myself. I don't blame others for all the unforgivable things I do. The situation and the situation make all kinds of excuses."

From beginning to end, I knew what was wrong and what was right.I keep doing it because I want to.

To Dr. Ali and the others, I am evil itself.

Originally, I wouldn't stay here for long.

Okiya Subaru said: "You admit that you are a member of the Black Organization."

I didn't disguise my appearance in front of him. I didn't admit it before because it wasn't the right time.However, after going through so many things now, a small number of key people also know that I am Kashaxia, and I am about to leave here.Now, I continue to pretend, and it doesn't make any sense.

"I know why you think I'm a good person. It's just that I saved Zhu Fu Jingguang back then." I paused and said, "But why did I save Zhu Fu Jingguang? Have you ever thought about this problem? "

"..."

"I was just taking him as my 'hostage'. "

"Chess pieces", "megaphones", "spy" and "shields" can also be my "hostages" until the means are exhausted.

There are too many usages of this person, Mofu Jingguang, and it has the same effect as "Oda Sakunosuke" restraining "Dazai Osamu" in influencing and controlling Amuro Toru.

Rice Flower Station.

Otoko Yuta was wearing a white sweater and black casual trousers, holding the sword bag slung across his back with both hands, and inside it was a magic tool attached to a special magic spirit.Standing in the crowd, he is also easy to recognize.

As I said before, he doesn't need to come, I just need to find an excuse to leave Dr. Ali's house temporarily.However, I also thought that he would definitely arrive at Mihua Station. After thinking about it, I also followed here.

"Senior Ayanokoji." Otoko Yuta ran up to me as soon as he found me.After standing still, he embarrassedly scraped his cheeks with his fingers: "I feel a little embarrassed."

"What's the matter?"

It was obviously a question sentence, but I spoke the tone of a declarative sentence again.

"Obviously Senior Ayanokoji said that I don't need to come, but I still insisted on coming and asked you to come too. So, I feel very embarrassed." Otogu Yuta continued, "I was still thinking before, I don't want to If I come here, I won't cause you any trouble. But think about it, I'm afraid that if I don't come, you will be standing there alone in Mihua."

I didn't know my thoughts were so easy to guess.

"Why do you think I will definitely come?"

"Because Senior Ayanokouji is such a person. Senior Ayanokouji doesn't want to make people suffer, and he won't cause trouble for others." Yi Guyouta carefully observed my expression, and said, "Maybe sometimes I will say something. Scary words, but Ayanokōji-senpai doesn't feel fierce. Of course, this is just my subjective feeling."

"is it?"

There is one more person who "understands me".

But I know, I just—

WhiteRoom sometimes tells a little bit of Aesop's fables.

Like Friends and the Bear.

Two friends met a big bear in the forest. One friend found the bear and climbed up a tree, while the other friend could only lie on the ground and pretend to be dead.Because bears don't eat dead people.This is to educate people "A friend who cannot share weal and woe is not a friend."The story ends here.But WhiteRoom is not stopping.It was only after I read outside books that I realized that WhiteRoom will add some expansions by itself.

Because bears climb trees, the friend who was lying on the ground ran away when he saw the bear chasing the climber.

The WhiteRoom researcher will ask, what did you learn from this ending.

Subjective questions do not have definite answers.

At that time, I remember saying, "You can't be the first to make a mistake."

When others make mistakes first, even if you make mistakes, even if it's just a half-baked joke, you can still stand on the moral high ground.

This is a vile way of life.

And I'm such a mean person.

……

I'm not interested in other people's compliments on me, most of them are just for reference: "Let's go, I'll treat you to something to eat. What do you want to eat?"

"Salted cabbage in sesame oil."

"..."

I've never had anything like this, it sounds like a pickle or cold dish, don't know where to get it.

I was about to enter my mobile phone to check, but Otoko Yuta seemed to see my difficulty, stepped side by side with me, and said, "I'll take you there, Ayanokōji-senpai."

Ok.

I did not refuse.

The reason for my silence is not because I am the kind of person who would be ashamed and indignant if I was pointed out wrong.But, from the corner of my eye, I saw that Yi Gu Youtai was always smiling, and I wonder if something good happened to him today?

Just like a child.

When I left Mihua Station, I felt a strange sight.This is a sudden feeling, like the rain that will slide down the leaves along the back, and like the static electricity when I inadvertently touched the shopping cart in the supermarket. Overcome the crowds during rush hour.

"What's wrong?"

"Someone is following us."

Otoko Yuta wanted to look back, but I stopped him: "It's not necessary."

There are so many people now that it is impossible to find a stalker.

Besides, people should not make mistakes first.

I don’t know if it’s because Yi Guyou is too unaccustomed to being so close to people. It was the same when I watched him play backgammon on the train last time, and it’s the same when I put my hands on his shoulders this time. His whole body is as stiff as a wax doll. Even breathing is subconsciously shallow.

It's a little hard for him.

I just wanted Yi Gu Youtai to walk faster, so I led him along at my own pace.After leaving the Mihua Station, the line of sight began to disappear, so as to prevent Yi Guyou from suffocating, I let go of my hand and kept a distance of half a meter from him.

It is estimated that my social distance has changed a lot before and after, and Yi Guyoutai's eyes wandered: "Is he gone?"

"Ah."

I looked back in the direction of the crowd.

"Shouldn't you be able to see it now?"

"Yes."

"Then what are you looking at?"

I'm looking at where the station surveillance cameras are installed.For a place with a wide range of viewing angles like a station, a 16x or 20x lens should be used to minimize dead angles.As long as the relevant monitoring is called up, it should be possible to find out who is following me.

"Surveillance cameras."

Otoko Yuta looked over it inexplicably, as if he didn't know what's interesting about it. "Then can we still go to the barbecue restaurant to eat? Wouldn't it be safer to go back now? Shall I take you back?"

I'm not so weak that I need a freshman in high school to help.According to the fact that I didn't use the "book", I would be older than this Yi Guyoutai.

"Fishing always involves waiting. Let's just do what we do."

Yi Guyou said suspiciously: "Isn't it patience?"

"Your is a subjective factor. Waiting is an objective factor." I put my hands in my pockets and said, "Yi Gujun, are you still my friend?"

Yi Gu Youtai nodded his head, "Of course it is!"

"If I said that Shidou Zhengyi and Akechi Goro were killed by me before, would you say the same?"

"..."

Yi Gu Youtai's expression was a little dull.

I lowered my eyes and re-evaluated the value of Otoko Yuta to me, but when Otoko Yuta saw me bow his head, his voice immediately rose, and even the movement of his hands and feet became stronger.

"Sorry, I don't know who Shidou Masayoshi and Akechi Goro are."

"Don't you read the political news?"

Moreover, it was obvious that the incident was very noisy at that time.

I thought that even ordinary people should know about this matter, but I didn't expect that there would be fish caught in the net.

Yigu Youta said: "I don't care about people who have nothing to do with me."

"..."

is it?

I suddenly thought of the boy in the cave hotel who said to Xia Youjie, "I will not be with anyone who hurts my friends". I still remember my evaluation of him at that time was that the three views were not correct, and his thinking was simple.To put it simply, there is no systematic concept of right and wrong and standards for judging interests, so it is unreliable.

The thoughts in my heart have not disappeared, and Yi Guyou's too firm voice sounded, word by word, couldn't be more clear.

"So, whether they are great men or villainous men, I don't care what they are. For me, I only want to care about Ayanokōji-senpai."