Ayanokoji in Kexue World

(48) Don't hold me back

I heard that when people find out that they have been lying, they will feel ashamed, uncomfortable, embarrassed, and ashamed.Only when you get used to lying and thicken your skin, will you feel that lying is indifferent.

So when Gojo Satoru said "Ayanokōji, I found out that you lied", I carefully felt the psychological fluctuations in my heart.

I found out that I didn't feel anything about it.

At the same time, I began to understand the nature of lying.

The reason for the psychological burden is that when a lie is exposed, there is always a corresponding risk.This risk includes "other people's impression of you getting worse", "your own plan is destroyed", or, "the current interpersonal relationship is destroyed" and so on.But on the other hand, when this risk is insignificant to me, it will naturally not cause my psychological pressure.

"What did I lie about?" I asked calmly with my hands in my pockets.

Gojo Satoru walked up to me, grabbed my collar, and said, "It's impossible for Jie to cooperate with you."

I followed my footsteps and took a step forward: "..."

"If you really knew what he was thinking, he wouldn't cooperate with you to murder us. What he wants to build is a world with only magicians, and what he hates the most is ordinary people like you."

I watched Gojo Satoru being bandaged and blindfolded at this moment, and felt that his blindfolded behavior was really the right thing to do.

Even if I don't have too many mood swings, if I think about it, the pupils will still change due to sympathetic effects, and people cannot control pupil changes through subjective consciousness.But if I cover it with sunglasses, others will not be able to guess things from my eyes.

"This is just an inference." In order to avoid his gaze, I can just stare at his hand grabbing my collar, "You have hesitated too, otherwise you should have refuted me immediately when I just said those words." .”

The reason for the hesitation is simple.

After the cave hotel incident, we can know that although Xia Youjie hates ordinary people, he is still relying on ordinary people to make money by sucking blood, and he cannot escape the life of "ordinary people" for the time being.

As soon as I finished speaking, Gojo Satoru gave a precise thud to my forehead.With that "snap", I instantly realized that my head should be swollen.Because my head hurts so much, my consciousness seems to have a bad signal, wave after wave.But I held back the pain.

"idiot."

"........."

For the first time in my life, I was called an "idiot".

I was stunned for a moment.

"I just left because I couldn't stand your character as a problem child. I wanted to see how stubborn you are, so I came back to you." Gojo Satoru continued to pull my collar, hit my head with his head, and said, "Are you Didn't you want me to beat you up to make you feel better?"

Gojo Satoru has an ability, to be precise, it is a kind of spell.No one's attack can get close to him under his operation.So, I thought about it carefully, and the possibility of my success in fighting back will be relatively low.

However, I also concluded that "Gojo Satoru is a bit violent".

I thought for a while, looked up at Gojo Satoru and said, "Do you want to eat something? For example, drink some milk."

People who lack calcium are easily irritable, and if they drink milk, they will supplement calcium.

Seeing that Gojo Satoru was unmoved by my proposal, I continued: "Aren't you going to cooperate with me? I'll talk to you about this matter in detail. You are currently too emotional to discuss things with intuitive thinking and analytical thinking. .I think you need to calm down."

After a while, Gojo Satoru let go of my collar, but it didn't seem like I was moving, just a little impatient.He walked in the direction of the street, I hesitated and followed his footsteps.

After walking for about 10 minutes, Gojo Satoru rubbed his neck and kept walking.I feel like my situation with him is like the situation with me in the afternoon.

Today, he followed me this afternoon, and this time I followed him.

Gojo Satoru walked into a cafe and didn't hold the door open for me. I walked behind with my head down, a step slower, and the door almost hit my face.Gojo Satoru turned his head to look at me when he heard the strange noise, seeing that I was slightly embarrassed, and his expression did not conceal his gloating.

I sighed inwardly, turned the doorknob, and walked into this exquisite and elegant coffee house.

The aroma of this cafe is very strong.

As soon as I opened the store door, I could see all kinds of coffee beans in wooden boxes in front of the counter, showing half of them for customers to see.On the front is the single-origin coffee beans that are only available in limited areas in Japan. It says "Only for brick-and-mortar stores. After the coffee beans are ground and brewed, there will be sourness of citrus fruits and caramel. Sweet and Provence lavender scent."

(You can buy it when you leave.)

I'm a little bit moved by this.

"Do you like coffee?"

Gojo Satoru preferred to choose a seat by the window, and there was a pillar in front of the seat, which could just block the sight of the guests entering the door.

His question was a bit sudden, which made me think for a while.

The time when I started to like coffee was in Academy City.At that time, I lived in Accelerator's house in Level 5 in Academy City for a while, and he was always drinking coffee.Accelerator told me that "I" also like coffee.

I don't know if this is a psychological hint he gave me, or I just like this taste, but I will always choose to drink coffee first.

"Yes."

After I answered, I realized that Gojo Satoru wasn't listening at all.

After flipping through two pages of the menu, he handed the menu to the waiter: "I want desserts on these two pages."

"What coffee do you want?" the waiter asked gently.

"Oh, no need for this one. This person is disobedient, so I won't give him a drink." Gojo Satoru waved his hand and refused, "Is there any milk?"

"We don't provide milk specifically for customers." There was a request other than business, and the waiter showed a embarrassed expression.

"Just bring me a pot of hot water." Gojo Satoru grabbed the coffee flavoring on the table and checked, "I saw that there is creamer, give me a pot of hot water, and he will make the creamer himself .”

"..."

After a while, Wujo Wudian's desserts and hot water were placed on the table.Gojo Satoru was in the mood to speak again, but he didn't eat either.

"Based on my experience with so many people, I have to say that I don't like so many scheming students."

Gojo Satoru leaned back on the back of the chair and leaned back, as if if the chair could be designed more ergonomically, he would lie down.

"However, because I am a teacher, I will have a strange occupational disease when I become a teacher. There is no way to give up on students. The worse it is, the more difficult it is to give up."

The teachers I've seen before, basically didn't blink their eyes when dealing with failed products.So, not all teachers have this situation.

"Is it because of Xia Youjie?"

I immediately thought of Xia Youjie.

I remember that when Xia Youjie was in his third year of high school, he suddenly had a mental breakdown and became a curse master who could attack ordinary people with curse spirits.If someone had saved him at that time, Xia Youjie wouldn't be what he is today?

Gojo Satoru raised his fingers folded on his abdomen subconsciously, as if he was thinking for him, but he didn't answer my words, and said, "I see that your mind is very clear now, tell me why you said you and Xia Youjie Cooperation? Why are you leading me to Tokyo?"

In fact, when I followed him, I had already thought about this, and the conversation between me and Gojo Satoru in the afternoon could happen.I could go on saying those words, but there is a problem with the way I express them.However, when I look closely, I may have a revenge mentality, so I deliberately said those thoughtless things to Gojo Satoru.

Because Xia Youjie was his minefield.

I just attack people indiscriminately.

"I don't care if you tell the truth or lie, I want to hear your explanation."

Gojo Satoru added another sentence before I spoke.

On the contrary, I think this is a rare opportunity to chat with Gojo Satoru, so I prefer to know what I want to know.

"Before I say, I want to know, why do you want me to cooperate with you after the hot spring trip?"

"So that means, because you don't understand, you're going to find fault with me instead?" Gojo Satoru deliberately made an exaggerated expression of thinking, "Is that so? I'm going to think this is your answer and think about it. "

I didn't care about his expression, and continued to insist on my words: "In your world, I am just an ordinary person. Besides, I have nothing to do with your life, why me?"

Gojo Satoru was not interested in my behavior of changing the subject. He sat up and readjusted his sitting posture, and said, "By the way, has anyone said that you are troublesome? Not everything is logical. You are always used to speculating on other people's motives. Aren't you tired? I'm tired just looking at it, it's exhausting me." At the end, he pressed his back directly against the back of the chair.

"..."

I found that he was always criticizing me.

"The reason for choosing you is very simple."

Gojo Satoru took a plate of Mont Blanc, and said while eating: "Well, you can sing, you have a serious personality, you look honest and obedient, although now you know that you are a bad embryo, but that's all you can do. When you're bored , put you next to me and play a song for me. What else can you sing? "Carmen"? "Paw Patrol"? What do I love? After clicking the song, you can sing for me."

"..."

Walkman?

Gojo Satoru continued to eat and said: "Let me think about it again, you look good, with thin skin and tender meat. You see, the mantra will also pick delicious food. If other precious students encounter difficulties, you can Throw it at the end as a bait to delay time."

"..."

"In addition, didn't I say that the school still has financial difficulties, and it can lure one student into the pit and one student into the pit." Gojo Satoru spoke vigorously, and snapped his fingers, and said, "What is this called? Maybe you I will lose, but I will always make money."

"…………………"

ATM?

In other words, do you have any money in Jugao?

Scarcity determines your worth.

"Are three reasons enough? Are you satisfied? If you want, I can give you ten more different reasons." Gojo Satoru opened his hands and made a "ten".

I'm not sure if it's because of his age, or because of his personality, he's always so loose and careless, talking in a mess, saying what comes to mind.

Not as relaxed as Gojo Satoru, I said, "I thought you had heard of me from other places before you met me in person?"

Gojo Satoru lost his voice at this time, coughed a few times, and readjusted his body in his seat.I subconsciously became alert, was it finally about to surface?

Is it Tosi?Is it Osamu Dazai?Is it Mori Ogai?Or Orihara Rinya?Or Koguri Bugutaro?Gin maybe?

Is it finally possible to talk about the curse of 1 people and the twins?

"Sorry, I choked on the icing on Mont Blanc. What did you just say?"

Gojo Satoru covered his mouth with the back of his hand and coughed.

"..." I was silent for a moment, and when he stopped coughing, I re-managed my expression and said, "Can you explain the spell on my back?"

I originally thought that I would solve it by myself when I got involved in the magic school, but it seems that I have no other information except the day I came.

"I thought you weren't interested, so I never asked. Are you just so curious? I've only been here for less than three days, so are you so curious? Isn't it that you are not interested in the magic world? What are you curious about? Yes Do you feel unwell recently? Where is it uncomfortable?"

That's why I don't want to ask Gojo Satoru.

I always feel that once I want to ask someone a question, whether it’s Dazai Osamu, Edogawa Ranpo I knew before, or the current Gojo Satoru, it seems to excite them.

They will ask me in turn, is this curiosity?Why are you so curious?Would you be angry if I didn't tell you?

"Well, I can tell you, but you also tell me, what are you thinking? Why do you say that you have cooperated with me? Tell you the truth, and I will tell you the answer."

If God gave me a chance to do it all over again, I would never say the phrase "I work with Xia Youjie" again.

He always thinks I'm lying.

"You know, if you cooperate with Jie, you will break away from our Tokyo Jugao small team. So, you don't hesitate to lie and say that you want to cooperate with Jie, but you don't want to meet our Tokyo Jugao students? Say, actually, did you have a quarrel with Yi Gu today?"

"…………"

"Look, I helped you simplify the question into an objective question of choosing one of two, "yes" or "no"?Ask Ayanokoji to answer. "

He must have run on me on purpose.

"I'm not quarreling."

It just dawned on me.

"Wait for me, let me look up the characteristics of a liar." Gojo Satoru picked up his phone and began to check, "...One of the manifestations of a liar is "the tendency to use negative expressions."Please, Ayanokouji-san, repeat what you just said. "

I stared at Gojo Satoru.

Gojo Satoru clasped his hands together and smiled happily.

"There is no solution to this. As long as I say "no" and you use this rule to trap me, then I will only be left with the answer of "yes". "

"You are really serious." Gojo Satoru said, "I can't tell you about the curse spirit, because I don't have a clue about it yet, and I've been too busy recently."

"What do you mean?"

"Your situation is very different from Yi Gu.

Bone, did he tell you?

In fact, he cursed his childhood playmate because of his too strong spell power, so he has a super curse spirit by his side.But in your case, your mana power is the same as that of ordinary people, very low, so low that you can't see the mantra spirit.The spell spirits around you are between the special level and the first level. Yi has never attacked you, and will even take the initiative to help you clear the spell spirits around you, and often avoid you and never meet you. "

"Then how do you know that it is a curse for 1 people? This number is too specific? I heard from Yi Gu that it looks very similar to me? What does that curse spirit look like? Can you describe it?"

"My grades in Chinese are not good, why don't you let me, a soul painter, do two strokes?"

It's this loose and unscrupulous attitude again.

I was a little tired, so I leaned on the back of my chair and said, "Mr. Wujo, let's be clear. I originally wanted to exorcise the curse spirit myself, so I cooperated with you so actively at the beginning, but now the curse spirit keeps avoiding you." I, it is very disadvantageous to me. If possible, Mr. Gojo, please exorcise the curse spirit for me. And you said to cooperate, and I will cooperate."

"For you, even if it is harmless, do you want to get rid of it?"

Gojo Satoru tilted his head.

"Whether it is harmful or necessary, I think it is up to the parties concerned."

I said with an example.

"For Mr. Gojo, the high-level incantations are corrupt now, but for the high-level incantations, Gojo, your ideas are challenging authority and are too radical. The two of you are opposite, but you insist on your ideas. And so do I, I just keep going with my ideas."

"You're right." Gojo Satoru said, "If we don't help you get rid of it, what will you do?"

"I believe there should be a curse master who only recognizes money in this world, right? Besides, curse masters can also do this, right?"

I have arranged my way clearly and clearly.I don't need a curse spirit by my side to protect me, and so far, the curse spirit I know has at most only obsession, no consciousness of good and evil, and no one can guarantee that this curse spirit will not have thoughts that harm me.

Gojo Satoru put a small piece of leftover Mont Blanc on the table, and didn't speak for a long time, as if he was thinking about what I was thinking, or what he should do.

After a while, he said, "Then what's the point of asking me to leave Tokyo? I thought about it, it doesn't make sense."

"..."

I found that Gojo Satoru was actually very shrewd, he never strayed from the information he wanted, and he would not be led away by my words.

"Look, if you said that you cooperated with Jie and wanted to lure me to Tokyo, and he could stay here to capture the super-level magic spirit "Rika", the logic of "striking from east to west" is valid. "Gojo Satoru continued, "But you are not cooperating with Jie, you deliberately lured me to Tokyo, what do you want to do?"This shows that you have a purpose.What is the purpose of this?I'm curious about this. "

"The school's newly added knockout competition this year is a special case in recent years.

Fighting between conjurers, spells have no eyes, will inevitably cause innocent harm among students.Therefore, at the conjurer exchange meeting, we will try our best to avoid this kind of struggle.But, in fact, things like communication meetings can occasionally become a tool to eliminate dissidents.Like when I was in high school, there were always conjurers who beat me in the name of teaching and communicating. If I hadn't belonged to the Wujo family, I'm afraid I would have been treated as a hidden danger. "

Gojo Satoru talked and talked, making people miss the point.

"I heard that this time, someone in the magic world sponsored us, saying that they found a new client for us to increase our customer base, but the premise is to let them know a little bit about the existence of magicians. I was also ruthlessly As a drudgery, make a sight glass."

Gojo Satoru knocked on the table and said, "Is this related to you?"

I said blankly: "Even if it's related, I can't tell, right?"

"My personal opinion is that you, Ayanokōji, are related to those people. After all, you asked me for the list of clients. This time, those people were also mediating inside. I heard the news more or less, saying that it was the exchange meeting of the curse. As a program for the meeting of political leaders, there will be bets on the school as a unit, stirring up the atmosphere."

Gojo Gojo spread his hands and said.

"As far as I am concerned, isn't this just treating us like a monkey show? So, I really want to ruin the whole event?"

"is it?"

Gojo Gojo looked at my expression carefully: "This event really has nothing to do with you?"

"If you want to ruin the event, do it."

To me, the result should be no bad.

Because in addition to collecting money for operating fees and admission fees, I also want to auction off the magic tools I bought at high prices.If I bought 30 billion in one go, I must have the determination to sell at least 40 billion.This time, when we were in the center of the venue, we had to "invite" the curse master to make a big fuss.After a terrorist attack, those risky leeks may be very interested in buying something for self-defense.

Therefore, whether it is a "curse master" or a "curse master" to destroy the influence activities, there will always be curse spirits. For me, as long as I manipulate it a little, I can get the results I want.

I'm afraid now that the meeting will be too calm, so I want to lure Wujo Wu away.

After hearing this sentence, Gojo Satoru didn't seem to be able to see whether I was lying or not, so he continued to lie back on the chair and said, "It's not necessary, it's just a joke. No accident will be allowed to happen to any of the high-level students in this event. As long as someone is watching, Yi Gu will not be dealt with under the nose. To me, this is a good way to make the high-level hate it, and there is no way to say no. But—”

Before he could finish speaking, the phone suddenly moved.

A smile appeared on Gojo Satoru's face.

"The timing is really ingenious."

Gojo Satoru said: "Since it is to protect my lovely precious student, I will maintain the normal progress of the event. You mentioned Jie, which made me subconsciously think that he might come back to sabotage the event. I just left with you By the way, I asked Yi Gu."

"Yi Gu said that I did meet someone related to Jie to find fault last night. So I linked up our Tokyo Jugao and Kyoto Jugao to find clues. Of course, because they have an exam, I won't let them do it. Just tell me where you saw it."

"Then, look—!"

Gojo Satoru flipped the phone's interface for me to see.

That was a text message from Yi Guyoutai——

"Traces of Xia Youjie's curse group appeared in the northern district of Kyoto City. Now we have seen a total of seven people, but there is no sign of Xia Youjie, and they have not found us."

According to Gojo Satoru, Otoko Yuta's Super Rika has a lot of talents.After I had a fight with the twins yesterday, Lixiang remembered the aura of the twins, and they used a lot of reversal spells to heal their injuries after they were injured. Following these two clues, they quickly Found the hiding place of the twins.

Gojo Satoru moved his body and said, "Ayankoulu, this opportunity is rare. I will teach you some knowledge about conjurers, and you come with me. If you want me to exorcise you, you must at least prepare well on Thursday. You know, I am very expensive, and most people can't afford it. I am willing to exorcise you, so you have to listen to me."

"........."

Why do you feel like you've fallen into the opponent's trap?

Before leaving, Gojo Satoru tapped my forehead again.

"Liar, don't hold me back."

"..."

I told a lie just once, how did I become a genius?

The author has something to say:

13-1=12 more! ! (Give me a few more days, I can do it!

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In fact, if you look at Gojo Satoru from the No.1 name here, Ayanokōji still doesn't understand Gojo Satoru.Gojo Satoru regards Ayanokoji as a student, so he cares about him, but Ayanokoji just treats him as an ordinary senior or collaborator.However, Gojo Satoru's concern is limited to the point, not really warm and gentle, most of the time he is like a big friend, on the surface he didn't listen to what you said, but in fact he listened carefully to what you said.There will be more guidance, and they will not preach and tell him that it is right to do this, and it is wrong to do that.

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