Ayanokoji in Kexue World
Chapter 70
(46) Because I want to be a strong person
The organization in black is responsible for collecting "people who come to give money". Quality is not the focus, but quantity is.Gin doesn't want to turn the loan group into a salted fish group that injects water +99 every day, so it stipulates that everyone who speaks in the group must have content, no small talk, and no private stamping of "Kasashia". Considering that there are still Jet lag group, as long as they report their progress on a regular basis and @琴酒is fine.
This operation is simple and clear.
The rest is my operation in Mangao.
The bottom line I said before was operating expenses, but now the normal income is their meeting fees.So in this gamble, as the banker, our loan team will not take too many risks in gambling, and we can also place bets freely.Of course, although the price of each bet is very small, as a business bigwig who wants to show his economic strength in the meeting, he will not really spend a little money, or act like a rich man.
In addition to showing one's own economic strength in front of politicians, the sense of competition between potential opponents, and at least beautiful women-men will deliberately show off their behavior in front of women.
In 2008, the University of Kent conducted a similar experiment-people in the experiment would choose a companion to complete the task and receive a bonus.Partners can be of the same sex or of the opposite sex.At the end of the experiment, the experiment organizers will ask them if they would like to donate the money to charity.Results The results of the experiment showed that "men will act very generously if they are on a team with the opposite sex; and the more attractive a woman is, the more willing a man is to express himself."
Therefore, our side is very supportive for those who come to bring a companion of their own.
In the best words, it is a beautiful woman who is enough to make the whole audience fall in love.
This will help us cut more leeks.
If not, then Belmode can only be used.
"5 million Belmode" said: "If you want me to appear, I hope to be Karshasha's female partner. In this meeting, many people also came for the rumored Kashasha."
What she said made the entire loan group agitated.
Because this means that Kashaxia's true face will appear in front of everyone.
If it appeared because of such a trivial matter, Kashasha's appearance would be a cheap thing instead.
I didn't respond, not only because I didn't want to be provoked by Belmode, but also because the list uploaded by Bourbon in Yokohama included "Port Mafia Leader--Mori Ogai & fellow Nakahara Chuya".
I was a little dazed staring at the name, and when I thought of meeting Nakahara Nakaya again, I felt a lingering thick and warm touch.Zhong Yuanzhong and I haven't seen each other for a long time, and the scene of seeing him last time is still vivid in my memory, as if yesterday, my fingers rubbed unconsciously, as if I could still feel the touch of his hand before.
Thinking back carefully, Mr. Nakaya's hands are a bit small.
My thoughts did not diverge, and my name was called by the teacher.
Today is the second day of the chess competition, and it is the competition to enter the top eight.Last year's performance was so good that I couldn't be brushed off yesterday.According to the usual practice, Akagawa Mengmengzi gave us another divination before the battle.
I did it once yesterday, and this time the process is very clear.
I picked five of the 22 arcana main cards.
Akagawa Yumeko said: "Our first card is the reversed "Hermit", the second is the reversed "Judgment", the third is the reversed "World", and the fourth is the reversed " Stars", the fifth is the reversed "Wheel of Fortune". "
Generally speaking, upright positions represent positive meanings; reverse positions represent negative meanings.Like yesterday's special "Reaper", it means "rebirth" when reversed.
Qian Dao looked at the five cards and murmured, "It doesn't seem to be going well. What are you asking, Senior Ayanokōji?"
"in love."
As soon as I said this sentence, even the teacher was blown up, and he didn't pretend that he didn't hear it, and turned his head to read Akagawa Yumemenko's interpretation.
Chi Chuan seemed a little nervous, as if he was interpreting his fate.
"Ayanokōji-senpai's love problem is simply that he is too conservative and closes himself. He will disappoint the other party's sincerity, but he can't forget the old relationship and miss the past. The reason for these problems is that Ayanokōji-senpai may be too ambiguous. It is a relationship that cannot be combined and has no results. Now we must reduce excessive expectations and seize the opportunity now. Don’t be stubborn, otherwise we will still miss the good relationship.”
The teachers and students in the same car looked at me with encouraging expressions.
I just nodded calmly.
In fact, what I want to ask is not "love", but "interpersonal relationship".But I don't want them to know the situation of my relationship, so I deliberately talk about love.Yesterday, I already knew the basic playing methods of Tarot cards. All the cards have corresponding meanings. As long as I write them down, I can interpret them by myself.But I don't play because I think I might not have the special inspiration that Akagawa comes with.
Just because I have witnessed the existence of conjurers, I have to admit that in the field of some kind of mysterious power, I have no relationship with them at all.Then I just need to borrow the hand of Yumeko Akagawa and interpret it myself.
As the cards show, I'm a mess when it comes to relationships.
"I am too withdrawn in making friends. I may not be able to get along well with my friends because of old creations. The problem now is that making friends is general, and my feelings only stay on the surface. I don't want to cause instability in friendship, so I have to make friends on an equal footing. 』
To be honest, the Tarot cards also use Barnum's psychological effect, so there is no need to delve into it too deeply, so after I speculated on such a conclusion myself, I didn't continue to take it to heart.However, if I care, I do still care a little about Yi Guyoutai last night.
For me, even though it was Yuta Oto who I took the initiative to contact, when I arrived in Kyoto from the cave hotel, I first asked for his contact information, and then we sat together on the train and talked to him more. .In his view, I should be the active party.
In addition, I told him yesterday that I want to make friends with him.
Therefore, when Yigu Youtai finally confessed to me, his enthusiasm was not equal to mine. In fact, I didn't feel any emotion, but was a little dazed.
To be honest, because of the friendship between Amamiya and me, I suddenly and inexplicably grew a kind of confidence that "I can make friends normally, and I can also carry out the life of ordinary people normally".Although I am separated from Amamiya, this feeling has not diminished by half, and I even have the confidence that "if there is another ordinary person, I can do it too".
This kind of confidence and friendship is not directly linked, but rather a trial and error test.I will do it again, I can also make ordinary people as friends, and if I lose a Amemiya Ren, I can find more and more substitutes to maintain the emotional needs I want.
However, when I got a positive response from Yota Oto, I didn't feel the joy of succeeding in the test as I imagined, and felt a little boring.If Yigu Youta had rejected me last night, wouldn't I feel so bored.
I will also think about the question "is it wrong not to accept my Amamiya, or is it wrong to accept my Otoku".
However, when I was thinking about these issues, I also thought of a question-"Do I don't need these feelings at all?" It's just because I want to play an ordinary person so much, so I feel that I need these, and I feel that I have to Get close to the common man and put yourself in there.
I remember when Amamiya asked me when I lost my memory, would I get married in the future?
What I said at the time was that I didn’t want to get married, I didn’t want to be a burden to others, and I didn’t want others to be a burden to me.
However, if someone asks me the same thing now, I will firmly say that I will get married, because starting a family and starting a business, marrying a wife and having children is the life that ordinary people should have.
Am I pursuing this superficial setting too much?
Here's what I need to think about.
If you don't think about making friends, many things become much simpler and more straightforward.I don't have to think about anyone, including anyone I met before being changed by the book, they are no longer part of my emotional needs, and I don't have to hold on to them.
……
Although it is said that I will go to Kagao, Kyoto today, but to be honest, because of Otoko Yuta's confession, I don't really want to see him today.But because I wanted to avoid Yi Gu, it seemed that I was too frivolous when I proposed to make friends, and I didn't take making friends too seriously.In the end, after hesitating for 5 minutes, I still went to Kyoto Judao, neither looking for Akashi as an excuse, nor trying to lie to Oto.
When I arrived at Jugao, I heard that they were on the training ground, and the Tokyo Jugao students who came from Tokyo were also exercising on the training ground.When I arrived, I also met Katakasao Kyoto, and I saw Todo Aoi who provoked me yesterday directly.
He is really big and tall, just looking at his physique and muscles, you can tell that his whole body is as hard as a rock.Dongtang Aoi should be a master of gymnastics.Such a person still has such a physique, I am afraid that the body is not only his attacking spear, but also his own shield to protect himself.
If you want to deal with people who are good at close combat, long-distance attack may be a better choice.
As soon as my eyes met him, Todo Aoi immediately looked away, completely ignoring me, and even automatically kept the farthest distance from me, hiding at the edge of Kyoto City.No matter how others ignore me, I can't be rude.
So, I firmly greeted him.
Dongtang Aoi heard me call his name, but he faltered and didn't speak.
I didn't pay attention to him, but instead asked other Kyoto students, did they see where Yi Gu was?
Kyoto student pointed me in the direction of a bench on which a person was lying, using his coat as a quilt to sleep under the shade of a tree.As soon as I saw the coat, I knew that the man was Yi Guyoutai.Because that's my coat.
"Hey--"
Just as I was about to leave, Dongtang Aoi took the initiative to stop me.
"That boy named Yi Bone isn't being lazy. He's just too tired."
"..." I didn't say that he was being lazy, and even if he was really lazy, it was his choice and had nothing to do with me.
"He started jogging at five o'clock in the morning before dawn, ran 3500 meters, then did push-ups, pull-ups, and finally did squats 150 times. After he couldn't hold on, he didn't even want to eat, so he lay there to rest By the time I fell asleep."
"thank you for telling me."
"........."
Dongtang Aoi didn't seem to want to talk to me at all, and left directly.
I don't care about his attitude, but I don't know that Yi Guyoutai still has such a strong determination and hard work in practice.So I bought him some oden, onigiri and warm tea before going to him.I bought it quickly because I was afraid that he would disappear when he woke up.
When I came back, I saw Yigu Youta sitting on the bench, his back bent like a shrimp, and his expression was in a state of discharge in a trance.
It is unwise to suddenly increase the weight of training, which is likely to cause muscle strain and mental fatigue.
When I stood in front of him, he came back to his senses a little bit, and he didn't raise his head very high, but his eyes were trying hard to meet my sight.
"Senior Ayanokouji..." Otoko Yuta's voice was inexplicably pitiful.
"When you put in so much exercise in one go, your body can't handle it."
I help him get drinks and food ready for him.
(This is unwise behavior.)
I didn't say that.
Because Yigu Youtai's head was still covered with a thin layer of sweat, he looked as if he had been abused and escaped with great difficulty.
"Because Senior Todo said that if you want to hone your spirit, you must first exercise your body." He looked at me and continued, "Didn't Senior Ayanokōji say that I am a very fragile person...so, I think ..."
When Otoko Yuta said this, his big eyes with dark circles narrowed because of a simple smile: "I just thought, then I will work hard to be a strong person!"
Looking at his defenseless, relaxed and warm smile, I suddenly felt——
Otoko Yuta is not only innocent, but also quite cute.
Not boring at all.
Just inexplicably, I don't know why I have this intuitive feeling.
The author has something to say:
go to sleep! ! 15-1=14 more!
The organization in black is responsible for collecting "people who come to give money". Quality is not the focus, but quantity is.Gin doesn't want to turn the loan group into a salted fish group that injects water +99 every day, so it stipulates that everyone who speaks in the group must have content, no small talk, and no private stamping of "Kasashia". Considering that there are still Jet lag group, as long as they report their progress on a regular basis and @琴酒is fine.
This operation is simple and clear.
The rest is my operation in Mangao.
The bottom line I said before was operating expenses, but now the normal income is their meeting fees.So in this gamble, as the banker, our loan team will not take too many risks in gambling, and we can also place bets freely.Of course, although the price of each bet is very small, as a business bigwig who wants to show his economic strength in the meeting, he will not really spend a little money, or act like a rich man.
In addition to showing one's own economic strength in front of politicians, the sense of competition between potential opponents, and at least beautiful women-men will deliberately show off their behavior in front of women.
In 2008, the University of Kent conducted a similar experiment-people in the experiment would choose a companion to complete the task and receive a bonus.Partners can be of the same sex or of the opposite sex.At the end of the experiment, the experiment organizers will ask them if they would like to donate the money to charity.Results The results of the experiment showed that "men will act very generously if they are on a team with the opposite sex; and the more attractive a woman is, the more willing a man is to express himself."
Therefore, our side is very supportive for those who come to bring a companion of their own.
In the best words, it is a beautiful woman who is enough to make the whole audience fall in love.
This will help us cut more leeks.
If not, then Belmode can only be used.
"5 million Belmode" said: "If you want me to appear, I hope to be Karshasha's female partner. In this meeting, many people also came for the rumored Kashasha."
What she said made the entire loan group agitated.
Because this means that Kashaxia's true face will appear in front of everyone.
If it appeared because of such a trivial matter, Kashasha's appearance would be a cheap thing instead.
I didn't respond, not only because I didn't want to be provoked by Belmode, but also because the list uploaded by Bourbon in Yokohama included "Port Mafia Leader--Mori Ogai & fellow Nakahara Chuya".
I was a little dazed staring at the name, and when I thought of meeting Nakahara Nakaya again, I felt a lingering thick and warm touch.Zhong Yuanzhong and I haven't seen each other for a long time, and the scene of seeing him last time is still vivid in my memory, as if yesterday, my fingers rubbed unconsciously, as if I could still feel the touch of his hand before.
Thinking back carefully, Mr. Nakaya's hands are a bit small.
My thoughts did not diverge, and my name was called by the teacher.
Today is the second day of the chess competition, and it is the competition to enter the top eight.Last year's performance was so good that I couldn't be brushed off yesterday.According to the usual practice, Akagawa Mengmengzi gave us another divination before the battle.
I did it once yesterday, and this time the process is very clear.
I picked five of the 22 arcana main cards.
Akagawa Yumeko said: "Our first card is the reversed "Hermit", the second is the reversed "Judgment", the third is the reversed "World", and the fourth is the reversed " Stars", the fifth is the reversed "Wheel of Fortune". "
Generally speaking, upright positions represent positive meanings; reverse positions represent negative meanings.Like yesterday's special "Reaper", it means "rebirth" when reversed.
Qian Dao looked at the five cards and murmured, "It doesn't seem to be going well. What are you asking, Senior Ayanokōji?"
"in love."
As soon as I said this sentence, even the teacher was blown up, and he didn't pretend that he didn't hear it, and turned his head to read Akagawa Yumemenko's interpretation.
Chi Chuan seemed a little nervous, as if he was interpreting his fate.
"Ayanokōji-senpai's love problem is simply that he is too conservative and closes himself. He will disappoint the other party's sincerity, but he can't forget the old relationship and miss the past. The reason for these problems is that Ayanokōji-senpai may be too ambiguous. It is a relationship that cannot be combined and has no results. Now we must reduce excessive expectations and seize the opportunity now. Don’t be stubborn, otherwise we will still miss the good relationship.”
The teachers and students in the same car looked at me with encouraging expressions.
I just nodded calmly.
In fact, what I want to ask is not "love", but "interpersonal relationship".But I don't want them to know the situation of my relationship, so I deliberately talk about love.Yesterday, I already knew the basic playing methods of Tarot cards. All the cards have corresponding meanings. As long as I write them down, I can interpret them by myself.But I don't play because I think I might not have the special inspiration that Akagawa comes with.
Just because I have witnessed the existence of conjurers, I have to admit that in the field of some kind of mysterious power, I have no relationship with them at all.Then I just need to borrow the hand of Yumeko Akagawa and interpret it myself.
As the cards show, I'm a mess when it comes to relationships.
"I am too withdrawn in making friends. I may not be able to get along well with my friends because of old creations. The problem now is that making friends is general, and my feelings only stay on the surface. I don't want to cause instability in friendship, so I have to make friends on an equal footing. 』
To be honest, the Tarot cards also use Barnum's psychological effect, so there is no need to delve into it too deeply, so after I speculated on such a conclusion myself, I didn't continue to take it to heart.However, if I care, I do still care a little about Yi Guyoutai last night.
For me, even though it was Yuta Oto who I took the initiative to contact, when I arrived in Kyoto from the cave hotel, I first asked for his contact information, and then we sat together on the train and talked to him more. .In his view, I should be the active party.
In addition, I told him yesterday that I want to make friends with him.
Therefore, when Yigu Youtai finally confessed to me, his enthusiasm was not equal to mine. In fact, I didn't feel any emotion, but was a little dazed.
To be honest, because of the friendship between Amamiya and me, I suddenly and inexplicably grew a kind of confidence that "I can make friends normally, and I can also carry out the life of ordinary people normally".Although I am separated from Amamiya, this feeling has not diminished by half, and I even have the confidence that "if there is another ordinary person, I can do it too".
This kind of confidence and friendship is not directly linked, but rather a trial and error test.I will do it again, I can also make ordinary people as friends, and if I lose a Amemiya Ren, I can find more and more substitutes to maintain the emotional needs I want.
However, when I got a positive response from Yota Oto, I didn't feel the joy of succeeding in the test as I imagined, and felt a little boring.If Yigu Youta had rejected me last night, wouldn't I feel so bored.
I will also think about the question "is it wrong not to accept my Amamiya, or is it wrong to accept my Otoku".
However, when I was thinking about these issues, I also thought of a question-"Do I don't need these feelings at all?" It's just because I want to play an ordinary person so much, so I feel that I need these, and I feel that I have to Get close to the common man and put yourself in there.
I remember when Amamiya asked me when I lost my memory, would I get married in the future?
What I said at the time was that I didn’t want to get married, I didn’t want to be a burden to others, and I didn’t want others to be a burden to me.
However, if someone asks me the same thing now, I will firmly say that I will get married, because starting a family and starting a business, marrying a wife and having children is the life that ordinary people should have.
Am I pursuing this superficial setting too much?
Here's what I need to think about.
If you don't think about making friends, many things become much simpler and more straightforward.I don't have to think about anyone, including anyone I met before being changed by the book, they are no longer part of my emotional needs, and I don't have to hold on to them.
……
Although it is said that I will go to Kagao, Kyoto today, but to be honest, because of Otoko Yuta's confession, I don't really want to see him today.But because I wanted to avoid Yi Gu, it seemed that I was too frivolous when I proposed to make friends, and I didn't take making friends too seriously.In the end, after hesitating for 5 minutes, I still went to Kyoto Judao, neither looking for Akashi as an excuse, nor trying to lie to Oto.
When I arrived at Jugao, I heard that they were on the training ground, and the Tokyo Jugao students who came from Tokyo were also exercising on the training ground.When I arrived, I also met Katakasao Kyoto, and I saw Todo Aoi who provoked me yesterday directly.
He is really big and tall, just looking at his physique and muscles, you can tell that his whole body is as hard as a rock.Dongtang Aoi should be a master of gymnastics.Such a person still has such a physique, I am afraid that the body is not only his attacking spear, but also his own shield to protect himself.
If you want to deal with people who are good at close combat, long-distance attack may be a better choice.
As soon as my eyes met him, Todo Aoi immediately looked away, completely ignoring me, and even automatically kept the farthest distance from me, hiding at the edge of Kyoto City.No matter how others ignore me, I can't be rude.
So, I firmly greeted him.
Dongtang Aoi heard me call his name, but he faltered and didn't speak.
I didn't pay attention to him, but instead asked other Kyoto students, did they see where Yi Gu was?
Kyoto student pointed me in the direction of a bench on which a person was lying, using his coat as a quilt to sleep under the shade of a tree.As soon as I saw the coat, I knew that the man was Yi Guyoutai.Because that's my coat.
"Hey--"
Just as I was about to leave, Dongtang Aoi took the initiative to stop me.
"That boy named Yi Bone isn't being lazy. He's just too tired."
"..." I didn't say that he was being lazy, and even if he was really lazy, it was his choice and had nothing to do with me.
"He started jogging at five o'clock in the morning before dawn, ran 3500 meters, then did push-ups, pull-ups, and finally did squats 150 times. After he couldn't hold on, he didn't even want to eat, so he lay there to rest By the time I fell asleep."
"thank you for telling me."
"........."
Dongtang Aoi didn't seem to want to talk to me at all, and left directly.
I don't care about his attitude, but I don't know that Yi Guyoutai still has such a strong determination and hard work in practice.So I bought him some oden, onigiri and warm tea before going to him.I bought it quickly because I was afraid that he would disappear when he woke up.
When I came back, I saw Yigu Youta sitting on the bench, his back bent like a shrimp, and his expression was in a state of discharge in a trance.
It is unwise to suddenly increase the weight of training, which is likely to cause muscle strain and mental fatigue.
When I stood in front of him, he came back to his senses a little bit, and he didn't raise his head very high, but his eyes were trying hard to meet my sight.
"Senior Ayanokouji..." Otoko Yuta's voice was inexplicably pitiful.
"When you put in so much exercise in one go, your body can't handle it."
I help him get drinks and food ready for him.
(This is unwise behavior.)
I didn't say that.
Because Yigu Youtai's head was still covered with a thin layer of sweat, he looked as if he had been abused and escaped with great difficulty.
"Because Senior Todo said that if you want to hone your spirit, you must first exercise your body." He looked at me and continued, "Didn't Senior Ayanokōji say that I am a very fragile person...so, I think ..."
When Otoko Yuta said this, his big eyes with dark circles narrowed because of a simple smile: "I just thought, then I will work hard to be a strong person!"
Looking at his defenseless, relaxed and warm smile, I suddenly felt——
Otoko Yuta is not only innocent, but also quite cute.
Not boring at all.
Just inexplicably, I don't know why I have this intuitive feeling.
The author has something to say:
go to sleep! ! 15-1=14 more!
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