flowers grow under the tree

There is a sea of ​​flowers, and I am one of them. The person who waters the flowers, she is like a fairy. I told my companions that I want to take her, but they laughed at me and said that I should be cast into a human fetus first.

I like her more and more, I like to see her eyes sparkle in the sun, I like to hear the rustling sound of her footsteps, I like her hands gently stroking my head, I like the smell of sunshine on her body, I began to look forward to, maybe I could get her in one life.

The life of a flower is very short, and some flowers can't even survive a winter, but I try my best to resist every cold winter, so that I can see her more in this life.

There are many new friends around me, all of whom are my juniors. Whenever they ask me why I have lived for so long, I just smile lightly, so that I can see more of the people I like.

There was another burst of jeering in my ears, I'm used to it, it's not the first time.A junior asked me curiously, does the person you like know?I smiled and replied, I love her, just look at her, I believe, I will be able to protect her in one life.

I don’t know how many years have passed, but in late autumn, she no longer appeared. I was very anxious and asked my companions around her whereabouts. Yes, in the past few years, it has been widely spread, and the entire sea of ​​flowers knows that there is this flower of mine. A flower that lives so long and falls in love with the person who raised it.

The companions looked silent, and no flower was willing to tell me. Finally, one day, a man came and said that he wanted to fulfill her last wish and take care of this sea of ​​flowers.

The companions around me finally told me that she died of illness.

They thought I would be sad, but I laughed happily. They were puzzled, but I just replied, I finally have a chance, they didn't understand.

Winter is here, and my companions around me suddenly realized what I said. I still accepted the baptism of the cold wind. I didn’t struggle, but enjoyed it. I already, can’t wait to see her.

My eyes went dark, yes, I withered and died, but I felt that this was rebirth.

I came to the underworld and asked Po Meng about her whereabouts. Po Meng said that she had been reincarnated a few days ago and went to the world as a woman again.

I told Granny Meng that I also wanted to be reborn as a human, and she told me that I could be reborn as an adult, but since I am a flower with too little aura, if I were born as a human, my life span would not be long and my background would be poor.

I nodded and told Granny Meng the story of how I fell in love with her and endured many cold winters. Granny Meng was moved. She said that I could carry the memory of my previous life and be reborn as a human being for 30 years, but I don’t know the gender.

I am very happy. After all, I am also a strange flower that has lived for decades. Of course, I know something about human spouses. I understand that women and women cannot be fair and honest partners, but I only have her in my heart. What can men and women do? , and I didn't ask her to fall in love with me, as long as I could see her, I would be satisfied.

I didn't drink Mengpo soup, jumped into the mortal world, and became an abandoned baby girl.

I was taken home by an old man, and I grew up slowly like ordinary people. At the age of 23, the old man died of illness. I took care of his funeral and finally officially started the journey to find her.

I followed the rivers and saw the high mountains, I turned over the high mountains and saw the vast ocean, and passed through the villages by the sea.I am with the birds, and I live with the trees.I walked everywhere with the memory of her.

Finally, three years later, I came to a big city called Beiping.

I was traveling here, and one evening I saw a familiar figure being chased.

The woman was forced into a corner by a few strong men behind her. I rushed up and drove them away easily with the experience of traveling abroad in the past few years.

I took a closer look at the woman's face, and tears welled up in my eyes. Her ripped messy clothes revealed a flower-like birthmark. In my previous life, I could see it whenever she bent down. More importantly, her eyes, her gentle eyes, even though her appearance has changed dramatically, I still recognize her at a glance.

I resisted the urge to hug her, and gently pulled the wrinkled clothes for her.She was frightened and saw that I was speechless for a while, and after a while, I heard her hesitant as if inviting me to her house.

Her footsteps are still so soft, there is still the smell of sunshine on her body, and every bit of her body still fascinates me.I pretended not to know her and asked her about her life in this life.

She told me that her name was Shu, she was a lady from a big family, she should have gotten married a long time ago, but dragged it until she was 27 years old, because of her old age, she couldn't get married.Today, her parents finally found a young master who was willing to take her, but they heard that he was a person with mental retardation, so she ran away.

I smiled and asked her why she wanted to go back. She said that her parents treated her very well and doted on her very much. If they softened their hearts, they would not let her marry, and she would never marry again in her life.She asked me who I was and why I wandered around this chaotic Beiping city alone, not returning home after a month.

I said my name was Hua, I was an abandoned baby, and I had no home. As for why I traveled, I blushed slightly and lowered my head to answer her in a low voice.She smiled, said that I was affectionate, and praised that I looked good when I beat off the bandits just now. If I were a man, she would promise me with her body for saving my life.

My heart trembled, women can do it too, the words have already blurted out.She froze for a moment, then laughed out loud.She laughed for a while and then asked me, what kind of person is my sweetheart? Have you found it? Is it worth looking for for so long?I think it's worth it even so, because I've loved her for an unimaginable long time, and I have a deep affection for her.

She laughed again.It was strange to say that I was, after a while she said that I had no family to live in her house, her parents were kind, and besides, I was kind to her, so I agreed without thinking.Yes, I miss her so much, I want to be with her every day, every day, every day, even if I am a benefactor, I cannot love each other.

I calculated my age, and I will be 27 in a few days, and I don't have much time in the world. I complain a little, but I am already very satisfied, but I regret that I met her too late in this life.

I followed her to the house, and her parents were really kind, and I was warmly received. After learning about my background, in this age, a woman is not safe, so her parents took me in.

They prepared a room for me, right next to hers.

I can see her from the window sill of this room, she really loves to grow flowers, the window sill is full of flowers, she smiled at me, what a coincidence, your name is Hua.I also smiled and answered softly, my previous life was a flower. "Your flower" I wanted to say that, but I didn't say it.

I asked her why she likes flowers. She said that she had a relationship with flowers, and she also had a birthmark like flowers on her neck. I met my name, Hua, who protected her. Flowers have always been her good luck, and so have I.

I don't know why I want to cry, happy and sad, happy to see her finally, she said, flowers are her good luck, I am her good luck.The sad thing is that I can only be with her for three years in this life, I found her, it was too late, too late, maybe there is no time for her to remember me.

The days that followed were very happy. She and I enjoyed flowers, went shopping, and went to theaters.She treats me like a younger sister and takes good care of me. I have thought countless times why she is so good, why is she so good, and when will I get her.

I often sleep in the same bed with her, I only dare to turn my back to her, her body is warm, and her smell is still as fascinating as the sun, I swear countless times, I have accumulated enough spiritual energy in this life, and after I become a normal person in the next life, Regardless of whether I am a man or a woman, she is a man or a woman, I will definitely spend time with her, watching the stars and moon, the mountains and rivers, and all the footprints in my life looking for her, prove how much I love her.

She said that I was always very strange, that I looked at her like a child for a while, and looked up at her for a while.

Yes, maybe she doesn't know, sometimes, she is really cute like a child, she is a lady from a big family, I can't tell at all, sometimes when I see her laughing and laughing, I think of her in the previous life Every flower brushed across the bush.Sometimes when I see her quietly reading a book, I will think of her shining in the sun, she carries all the beauty.

This beauty lasted for two years, and we slept together again that night, and our relationship has become very good. She regards me as a younger sister, but in my heart, she has always been the one I love.

I realized that my days were numbered and my health was getting worse and worse, so I turned around and faced her face to face. She had already breathed evenly, so I didn't wake her up, I just whispered a lot.Early the next morning, I left a letter and left.

Shu

I am Hua, this is the letter I wrote for you, please read it.

Shu, you are the one I love, the one I have been looking for, maybe you will think I am crazy, because you have never met me, let me tell you a secret, although you have never met me, but I am on I have fallen in love with you all my life.

In the previous life, you were a girl who grew flowers, and I was the one in your sea of ​​flowers, the one that lived the longest.

For you, I have really worked hard to live for a long time, I fell in love with you unconsciously when I saw you, but, I haven't seen enough of you, you are gone.

The year you died, I did not refuse the engulfing of the cold winter. After I withered, I went to find Po Meng, begged for a 30-year human body, and brought the memory of my previous life to find you, my love.Just blame me, I found you too late, not enough for you to fall in love with me, I just hope you remember me.

I am 29 years old this year, and it is time to leave. In my next life, I will be a normal person. I ask you one thing, no matter whether I am a man or a woman, in my next life, give me a chance, give me a chance to protect you uprightly.

The only thing I’m lucky about in this life is knowing you and knowing your name. Will you still be called Shu in the next life?

goodbye flower

That day I went to a nearby tavern, trying to get rid of my worries with a drink, when I saw many soldiers heading towards her house, I realized something was wrong, and followed behind.

The soldiers caught many people along the way, but if they didn't catch people's houses, they would set fire to them. Suddenly, the streets and alleys were filled with cries, cries for help, and the gunshots of the soldiers.I saw a group of people running in the direction of her house. Alarm bells rang in my mind, and I took the path she had told me and ran to her house. I climbed over the fence of her house and saw sitting She on the balcony, she was looking at something, I looked carefully, it was a letter I wrote for her.

I saw tears running down the corners of her eyes, but she nodded and smiled.I understand that she promised me.

But I knew that the danger was approaching step by step, so I rushed up, took her and her parents into the dark room where she used to avoid the danger, told them the danger was approaching, told them to hide, and then I wanted to go out and deal with it.

As soon as I stepped up, she grabbed me and told me to hide too, they would not find out, I smiled and pushed her away, telling her that the soldiers must arrest at least one person from each family, otherwise they would be set on fire. Not much time, no problem.

She cried and grabbed me tightly. I heard her whisper that in this life, she also wants me to accompany her, and her parents also persuaded me. Maybe I can get away with it, but I have seen those The soldier looked cruel, but he still shook his head.

I felt her let go of her hand silently. I turned my head to see her for the last time. I was hugged by her. She hugged me tightly. I felt her reluctance for me, and I also I don't want to leave, but she still has a long life in this life, I love her, and I will never let anything happen to the one I love.

There was a hasty knock on the door. I touched her head, broke free from her arms, and told her parents that I am grateful to them, so it is my kindness to protect them.

The knocking on the door became more and more intense. I closed the door of the dark room and ran out to open the door for the soldiers.

They asked if there was anyone else in my house. I opened the door and told them that I was the only one in the house all year round. I was willing to go to the battlefield with them. They searched the house and found nothing unusual, so they handcuffed me A car is locked together with many people, women and children.

I don't know where this car will lead, I only know that I am facing only death.

In the dimly lit carriage, I saw a lot of children who were only a few years old being mutilated, an old man with white hair streaming down his face, and women hugging each other tightly.I wonder why there is no man in this car.An old man told me that this place used to be conscripted, and the men had already gone to the battlefield to know whether they were alive or dead. It was fine back then. I heard that several households hid, but this year there was no one left. No one would go to the house to look for valuables. stuff, and set it on fire.

I understood the function of their dark room in my mind, and I also hated those soldiers and felt pity for these common people.I even complained a little for letting me meet her in this troubled world.

I don't know what to do now, but I just thought that she told me her dream when I was parading with her. She hoped that the people would be peaceful and the country would be safe. Now I think the last use of my life is to get rid of these people, maybe Insignificant, but also meager.

I told the people in the car about this plan, and I could see that they believed me despite some fear.I called a few women and asked them to listen to my signal and lead everyone to escape.

After an unknown period of time, I finally got the chance. There seemed to be something wrong with the car, and it broke down halfway. I gathered the people together, and then I jumped out of the car. I threw a stone, and then fought with the soldiers with my own skills, causing chaos. I forced the dozen or so soldiers to the front of the car, and watched the women and dozens of people run out without making a sound. fled away.

I breathed a sigh of relief and laughed at these barbaric soldiers with disdain. These soldiers also realized that something was wrong, but when they reacted and checked the carriage, there was no one there.

I tried and wanted to run away, to go back and spend my last days with her, and when I saw this tragedy, my heart was all about her.

However, I was slightly injured in the fight just now, and was arrested by those dozens of soldiers, who knocked me out.

When I woke up, I was hung in a dark room. Every day someone came to whip me, but they didn’t beat me to death. I suffered so much humiliation. Many men approached my body every day. I wanted to bite my tongue and kill myself. But it blocked my mouth and made me have to face these pains.Whenever I face torture and humiliation, I seem to have her figure in my heart, what she looked like in her previous life, and what she looks like in this life.

Finally one day, they seemed to feel that I was dying, so they set a date for my execution.

That morning, I was dizzy and pushed onto the execution platform. It was a place I didn't know, and there were many people standing below watching. I looked like a villain who had committed a heinous crime.

I actually saw some familiar figures. The few people I saved that day hid in the crowd and looked at me, silently bowing to me. one side.

But when I scanned the crowd again, I saw her. I saw her running over, stuffing something to the soldier, and then pounced on me, who was seriously injured.

I burst into tears, she hugged me tightly, crying earth-shatteringly, this is the most vulnerable look I have ever seen her, she held my face and wiped off the dust on my face, I haven't reacted yet, It was a deep kiss. She didn't care about the eyes of the people and soldiers in the audience. All I felt was the warmth of her lips. Countless tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and my eyes widened.

She buried her head on my chest, I didn't care about anything, I kissed her hair lightly, I said "I love you" to her and asked her to wait for me in the next life, my eyes gradually became blurred, Only countless tears flowed out.

The soldier came over and tried to pull her away, but she was pulled. Just when I thought she was going to be driven away, she rushed over again and said to me that she will come to look for me in her next life, no matter what her identity is, she will be a man. All women are with me, I heard her apologize to me, she said that she has to let me go first in this life, because she still has something to accomplish, I naturally know what that thing is, and nodded with a smile.

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