a body of love

She finished the meal and put it on the dining table: "Mom, I've finished the meal. I'm going back to the house first."

"Hurry up and clean yourself up. I don't want you to embarrass me. I think your mother and I were also a great beauty back then. Who knows how to give birth to you who are so useless. Every day when you have nothing to do, you go into the house. I really don't know how you are. If there is any treasure in the house, I will turn it upside down for you later."

"Understood, mom, you can flip if you want. The house is yours, and you are the owner. You can do whatever you want."

"It's good to know, don't embarrass me."

Back in the house, Xia Guiyuan sat in the corner between the bed and the bedside table, holding her head, and began to lose control of her emotions, slowly shed tears, and then ran into the house in the fantasy space by herself.

"Guiyuan, how do you ask? Why are you crying? Tell my sister about something. Although my sister can't help you with anything practically, she still has the ability to comfort people. Otherwise, what's the use of her eloquent teeth? .”

"Sister, mom, mom, she sent me to the hospital, she said she suspected I had a split personality."

This is indeed what Xia Mengjing didn't think of. She didn't think that Xia's mother would think of it so quickly and guess it so quickly. She was stunned for a few seconds, and then forcefully forced a smile:

"What does this mean? She cares about you very much. Otherwise, how did she find out such a small detail, right?"

"Is this caring? It's caring that she is still like this every day. I am, I, I am a useless person, and sister, what I am most worried about is not me, but you. As long as I go to the hospital, you think you Can you still live, you can't live, I don't want you to leave."

"Not necessarily, you tell the doctor that my sister is fine, we don't fight, we can live together harmoniously, won't she kill me?"

"Really, sister, I don't want you to go. I will go to the hospital in a while. I will definitely tell the doctor so."

But even if she said so, Xia Guiyuan was very clear in her heart, she didn't understand anything, she understood everything, she just wanted to give her sister a false impression, and she also wanted to give herself a false impression.

She left the fantasy world, ready to face the fact that she had to accept, in fact, there is nothing as long as you are strong, you can do anything, as long as you are strong enough, nothing in this world can knock you down.It's all a lie, her mother is like this, she can actually knock her down at once, but she can't do it, maybe she is not strong enough, anyway, he thinks this sentence is a lie.Every ending in the world, whether good or bad, she felt she had to face.She feels that there is no absolutely good or absolutely bad ending in this world. An ending can be viewed from different perspectives by different people, or even a person. It has advantages and disadvantages, but the ratio of advantages and disadvantages to this ending is not the same. Just the same.

To be honest, she doesn't believe in anyone, including herself. She thinks that anyone in the world says anything to her with more or less subjective and judgmental opinions, and is absolutely not absolutely rational. She sometimes I just want to hear absolutely sane statements about one thing from other people, but not including her sister and her mother. She doesn't even believe it herself, because she feels that her first instinct will lie to herself, and she also sometimes Even her mother didn't believe it, because she didn't expect much from her mother, but she believed in her sister.24 hours a day, every moment, she believes that even if her sister may have given her a wrong answer, she also believes that she will only think that her sister made a mistake, and no one in this world has made a mistake Everyone has made mistakes a few times. Her older sister absolutely didn't want to harm her. She felt that she was really lucky. She still had an older sister, while others didn't even have one.

And her sister did not let her down, her sister never harmed her, all the answers were considered by her many times, and she found the most suitable one for her, even if there was something wrong, the guilt in her heart really immediately It can fill the whole body, and a [-]-word apology letter can immediately pop up in her mind. Fortunately, her sister never mentions it, just pretending that there is no such thing.Xia Mengjing also felt that she had done something good in her previous life to meet Xia Guiyuan in this life.

Yes, they are each other's salvation, and they cannot do without each other.

Xia Guiyuan went downstairs: "Mom, can I go?"

"Hurry up, don't hesitate, look at what you're wearing, you'll embarrass me, hurry up and go."

"understood."

Her mother took her to a hospital specialized in split personality. The walls of the hospital were painted very white, and the air was filled with the smell of disinfectant. The screaming sound was so small that one could tell it had been soundproofed, but even with the soundproofing, the sound could still be heard, which was enough to see how broken this person was, no, maybe Still struggling.She saw the big words "Let everyone dominate their own body" on the wall, she didn't dare to show it too clearly, she could only smile contemptuously in her heart, hehe, you know how important my sister is to me Well, without her, I just dominate my own rotten body, what's the use, without my sister, how can I live.How many split personalities in this world are like me. The split personalities are their only sustenance, but they are still delayed by the hateful secularism of "allowing everyone to dominate their own body".It's ridiculous.

"Guiyuan, isn't it? Your mother has already told me the general situation, shall we go for an examination and consultation first?"

"That's right, daughter, you go with the doctor first, Mom is waiting for you here, and will take you to eat delicious food at noon."

"Okay." Hearing this, Xia Guiyuan forced a smile. Her mother would not usually speak to her in this tone, but now that her mother said it, she thought she should cherish it.

The doctor took her to a small room with simple furnishings: a small table, two single sofas, a wall painted pure white, two illustrations hanging on the wall, one was an empty white Vases, one is a neck with three human heads pointing in different directions, a white vase is placed on the table, and there are small white daisies with a little lavender on it, and two white paper cups are placed on the table, which contain three Two-thirds lemonade.

This time, the doctor walked in behind her. The doctor was wearing a white coat, holding a few pieces of paper in his hand, and two pens in his breast pocket. On the pocket was embroidered with dark green thread "Let everyone Can dominate their own body" words.

"Guiyuan, please sit down."

"Well, thanks." She responded with a smile.

"You do a questionnaire first, okay?"

"Ok."

Then the doctor smiled and handed her a piece of paper, "Just write whatever you want, it's okay, or if you don't want to write, you can tell me, you don't have to worry that we can't cure you, we are very professional here of."

"Okay, I know, I can just write by myself. My mother told me. She said that your place is very good, and you will definitely be able to cure me."

She picked up the black carbon pen on the table, and wrote down her own information on the head of the paper like a test paper:

Name: Xia Guiyuan

Age: 22

Gender: Female

Date of birth: March 2279, 7

marital status: Single

Education: Graduated from high school

……

Then seriously start doing the following inquiries.In fact, the following inquiries can be summed up with nothing more than your family situation, what symptoms do you have, do you know what you are doing, what do you think about your body sharer, and so on.She sees these problems, how can she write, she can only write truthfully, because her mother has already guessed it, and there is no need to make a dying struggle, she can only try to describe her sister as well as possible, or say that there is no Aggressiveness, to prove that her sister will not be in any danger with her, to protect her sister from disappearing, or in other words, not disappearing so quickly, so she can live a few more days and spend more time with her.