throwing gentle gl

At 03:30 in the morning, Lian Xuan woke up from her sleep crying and screaming, with cold sweat on her forehead, and a teardrop hanging on her long eyelashes.

She dreamed of herself when she was a child, and her mother whom she hadn't seen for a long time.The mother in the dream was still seriously ill, lingering on the bed. She brought water and brought the medicine to the mother, and then knelt and watched the mother take the medicine.The mother stretched out her hand, stroked her head softly, and resolutely assured her: "Xiaoxuan, don't be afraid, even if mom is gone, mom won't let them do whatever they want, mom will definitely protect you Yes, they have already robbed my most precious thing, mom will not allow them to rob you again!" In the dream, she seemed to understand, but she still nodded obediently.

However, the picture changed suddenly, the mother was still seriously ill at that time, and the self kneeling beside the bed suddenly grew up.She still handed water to her mother as before, but her mother's previously loving face suddenly turned resentful.She didn't take the water she handed over, but knocked the water viciously to the ground.She was obviously weak, but she tried her best to sit up and grabbed her shoulders, shook her hard, gritted her teeth and asked herself: "Lian Xuan, do you deserve my painstaking efforts? Who allowed you to abuse yourself like this? Are you going to give everything up to that bitch mother and son like this?!"

Lian Xuan was stunned and wanted to break free from her mother's hand, but found that the mother in her dream was surprisingly strong, making her unable to struggle.She was in so much pain that she could only cry and beg her mother, "Mom, it hurts, it hurts so much..."

However, the mother's face gradually turned blue and white, her eyes were about to split open, and she yelled at her: "Lian Xuan, have you forgotten what I told you? Have you forgotten what you promised me? Are you going to let me Don't you die with peace? Lian Xuan, have you forgotten how they treated me, how they treated you, how they abused us?!" She grasped tighter and tighter, Lian Xuan only felt more and more pain, and her bones seemed to be shattered average.

She could only struggle unceasingly, crying: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... But Mom, that's not what I want, I'm not happy, I'm not happy... Mom, I don't want those anymore, Mom, It hurts, mom..."

But the mother turned a deaf ear to it. The strength in her hands grew stronger and her eyes widened. Just a second before Lian Xuan felt that her body was about to be scratched, her mother's eyeballs suddenly burst, spraying a lot of blood. The mist was on Lian Xuan's face, wet and sticky...

Lian Xuan was overly frightened and screamed "Ah" like crazy for a moment, shaking unconsciously like a sieve.Her mind was muddled, and when she was about to lose consciousness, she suddenly opened her eyes and woke up from the dream.

She just stared at the ceiling motionlessly with her eyes open, and her mood was always immersed in the terrifying aftertaste of her dream.After a long time, she finally turned on the bedside lamp, sat up slowly, took off the bag hanging on the coat rack beside her, took out her wallet, and took out a thin, small A one-inch photo.On the photo was Lu Zizheng's delicate and beautiful face.Lian Xuan quietly removed it from Lu Zizheng's resume.

Her brows were full of melancholy, her face was heavy, her thumb touched Lu Zizheng's face gently and affectionately little by little, her heart was still trembling at the severe questioning of her mother in her dream just now...

After a long time, Lian Xuan lifted the air-conditioning quilt, revealing two smooth and slender legs, and got out of bed.She walked out of the bedroom, turned on the light in the study, and sat down at the desk.

She took the manga draft placed by the desk, took out the pen from the pen container, lowered her head, and continued to paint where she left it, little by little.

In the manga, it is being drawn that the protagonist, a girl, confesses to her grandfather that she wants to regret the marriage because she already has someone she likes, and the other party is a girl.Afterwards, the girl and the grandfather argued endlessly, and finally the angry grandfather declared that he would sever ties with her, and was kicked out of the house in embarrassment...

Lian Xuan felt that her body began to ache again. In the dream, the pain of her mother's grasping her shoulder was mixed with the pain of her grandfather hitting her back with a cane angrily that day, so she couldn't tell exactly where the pain was...

Even while waiting, the days seemed extremely long and difficult, Lu Zizheng still looked forward to the weekend.After an early dinner, Lu Zizheng called Jiang Huaixi as usual.On the phone, Lu Zizheng seemed a little excited, discussing with Jiang Huaixi enthusiastically, when Jiang Huaixi came next week, where should we go together first, and what things should we buy for the apartment.

Jiang Huaixi, by contrast, was a little unusually taciturn.After listening quietly for a long time, she finally told Lu Zizheng in a low voice, with some embarrassment, that there might be no way to come next week.

Lu Zizheng seemed to have been slapped in the face, and his joyful mood seemed to be poured from head to toe by a basin of cold water.She was stunned for a while, thinking about her words, and finally couldn't hold back, and asked Jiang Huaixi in a tone of anxiety that could not be concealed: "Huaixi, have you encountered any trouble, or something happened at home, tell me Me, maybe I can help too."

But Jiang Huaixi still avoided answering, and comforted her by saying, "Everything is fine at home. Well, as long as you take good care of yourself and don't make me worry, you've done me a big favor."

Lu Zizheng was full of doubts and anxiety, but facing Jiang Huaixi who didn't want to say more, he could only do nothing.

When he was about to hang up the phone, Jiang Huaixi suddenly stopped Lu Zizheng, smiled softly, and confessed abnormally: "Zizheng, I love you."

Lu Zizheng's heart suddenly sank again.

After hanging up the phone, Lu Zizheng held the phone in one hand and put the other on his lap, and sat motionless for a long time.Then, as if she had made up her mind, she tightened her fingers slightly, raised the phone, and called Jiang Huaichuan.

But the phone rang for a long time, until finally hung up, and Jiang Huaichuan didn't answer the phone either.

Lu Zizheng frowned tightly, unwilling to reconcile, recalling that Mama Jiang hesitated to speak the day she left, she turned around and called Mama Jiang.However, like Jiang Huaichuan, the phone rang until it automatically hung up, and Jiang's mother didn't answer the phone.

Is it a coincidence, or is it self-indulgent?

She called Jiang Huaichuan and Jiang's mother again, but the result was the same...

Lu Zizheng bit her lip, and suddenly felt soreness, grievance and helplessness flooding her heart, and a sense of insecurity filled her heart.Deceit, all deception.Didn't we say that we are intimate lovers, that we are relatives who rely on each other, and that we are all a family that loves each other?Why do you want to hide it from yourself and exclude yourself like this?Liar, Jiang Huaixi, you liar...

She stood up and put her hand on the desk, her five fingers gradually closed, and finally, she clenched into a fist.After a while, she suddenly started to move, ran to the study in a frenzy, turned on the computer, and quickly checked the flights.She wants to go to Linzhou and return to Jiang Huaixi's side!Husband and wife are one body, no matter what difficulties, she is qualified to face with Jiang Huaixi, Jiang Huaixi cannot just deprive her of the right to share together.

After booking the flight ticket back to Linzhou the next afternoon, Lu Zizheng suddenly seemed to lose all strength, and leaned weakly on the chair.After a long time, she collected her emotions and began to pack her luggage.When she came here, she didn't bring too many things, just some clothes, simple and simple, and after a while, she almost cleaned up the place.

Even in the air-conditioned room, Lu Zizheng was sweating from the work.She stood in front of the bed, looked at the suitcase, and habitually stretched out her hand to brush her bangs back, wondering if she had left anything behind.Just when she was thinking hard and was about to go to the living room to get a glass of water to drink, the doorbell suddenly rang.

When Lu Zizheng opened the door, he saw Lian Xuan, whom he hadn't seen for many days, standing at the door.Ever since he came back from x university with Lian Xuan that day, Lu Zizheng deliberately distanced himself from Lian Xuan.When Lian Xuan invited her to dinner or to invite her to chat with fruit after the meal, she politely refused and never agreed.After two or three times, Lian Xuan was more or less aware of it, and became quiet. For several days, Lu Zizheng never saw her again.

At this time, Lian Xuan was standing outside the door with a smile on her face. Seeing Lu Zizheng who came to open the door with a thin layer of sweat on her nose, she asked her in surprise, "Are you doing indoor exercises?"

Lu Zizheng shook his head, blocked the door, and asked her bluntly: "What's the matter, what's the matter?" Obviously, it was a gesture of refusing to disturb.

Lian Xuan sensed her distant posture, and a look of loneliness flashed across her brows. Then, she smiled and invited her gently: "I heard that the sand sculpture garden opposite Xuhai Park has opened sand sculptures these days." Exhibition, and held a week-long food street event, and invited some musicians to the party, I would like to ask you which day is convenient, can we go and have a look together. "

Hearing this, Lu Zizheng smiled apologetically, and told Lian Xuan, "Lian Xuan, I'm going back to Linzhou tomorrow afternoon, so I'm afraid I won't be able to go see it with you."

Lian Xuan obviously didn't expect it, and her expression was a bit obviously astonished.She was stunned for a moment, and asked Lu Zizheng, "Why are you going back all of a sudden? Didn't you say you were going to review here?"

Lu Zizheng lowered his eyes, sighed, and explained lightly: "Well, something happened, so I decided to go back first."

Lian Xuan couldn't help blurting out, and asked her in a louder voice: "Is it related to Jiang Huaixi?"

Lu Zizheng frowned imperceptibly, and replied lightly: "En."

Lian Xuan knew that she had lost her composure, as if she wanted to explain something, but in the end she just opened her mouth and lost her voice.She lowered her head slightly, looking a little annoyed and hesitant to speak.The hand she was holding on to the corner of her skirt gradually tightened, and her whole body seemed to be shrouded in dark clouds.

After being silent for a moment, Lian Xuan finally spoke again, changed her tone, and asked Lu Zizheng, "Then choosing a day is worse than bumping into the sun. Let's go and see together tonight, okay?" While speaking, her eyes stared straight at Lu Zizheng. Kites, with prayers.

Lu Zizheng avoided her eyes, and declined politely: "I'm leaving tomorrow, I want to pack something tonight and go to bed early..."

Lian Xuan, however, changed from her usual considerateness, and suddenly insisted abnormally, begging her again: "It's just opposite, not very far, and it won't take a lot of time." She lowered her head, her tone was low, full of loneliness: "Zizheng , the next time we meet, I don’t know what kind of situation we are in. I guess, maybe, this is the last time... So, just stay with me again, please, fulfill me, a sweet dream..."

Lu Zizheng stared at her for a long time, feeling somewhat moved that Lian Xuan was still so smart and decisive.If there is no this time, then there will definitely be no next time.She still understood that it was difficult for former lovers to become friends after all.

In the end, Lu Zizheng was relieved, and asked her: "Can I come back before nine o'clock?" This was the last time, a compromise with Lian Xuan.Lu Zizheng thought, if possible, they would not see each other again, it would be better for her and Lian Xuan.

Lian Xuan's downcast face burst into a smile for an instant, she was overjoyed, she nodded repeatedly and said, "Yes, then wait for me, I'll go back and get my bag and keys, and then I'll leave right away, okay?"

Lu Zizheng nodded, seeing her hastily turned and left, heaved a long sigh in his heart.

Unexpectedly, the sand sculpture exhibition was much more lively than Lu Zizheng imagined.The snacks in the food street are fragrant, and the party is probably about to arrive, and there are endless cheers.Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan bought two tickets and entered the sand sculpture garden.Lian Xuan asked Lu Zizheng enthusiastically if she wanted to taste some special snacks, but Lu Zizheng was a little uninterested, and perfunctory her: "I can..." The lights in the sand sculpture garden are dim, colorful, twinkling; The music at the party was deafening, and Lu Zizheng felt a little headache from the noise.

Lian Xuan saw Lu Zizheng's reluctance, so she just smiled, took Lu Zizheng to the direction of the sand sculpture, and introduced: "This is the closest to the stage, so it may be a bit noisy. It might be better if you go this way. And I can see the largest sand sculpture in this Sand Sculpture Festival." The distance is a bit farther, and the sound of the music is also a bit quieter, Lu Zizheng feels that his ears really feel better.

Sure enough, after passing several small sand sculptures of different styles along the way, a huge sand sculpture of a ship appeared in front of Lu Zizheng.

The ship is about three meters high, with a grand scale and a high cabin. Looking up, you can see the realistic buildings on the deck and the tall and large chimneys, which are exquisitely carved.On the deck, people came and went, and many people carried their backs to the railing and held up their cameras, obviously taking pictures.

Lian Xuan asked Lu Zizheng: "Do you want to go up and have a look?"

Lu Zizheng was shocked by its size, and also a little curious, so he nodded.

So Lian Xuan walked in front and Lu Zizheng followed.Unexpectedly, there would be an additional charge to go on the deck. When Lu Zizheng realized it, Lian Xuan had already bought the ticket.Lu Zizheng was a little embarrassed, but seeing that Lian Xuan had already paid, he had no choice but to follow.

Lian Xuan was on the phone while walking up, due to the noise, Lu Zizheng didn't hear anything on Lian Xuan's phone call, and when he got on the deck, Lian Xuan had already finished the call and put away the phone.

Holding the mobile phone, Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan walked around the deck, entered some open interior rooms, turned on the flash, and took many photos.Ten minutes later, Lian Xuan pulled Lu Zizheng to the railing of the deck, and suggested that she look into the distance and feel the comfort of the cool breeze.

Lu Zizheng was looking into the distance through the thick night, when he heard Lian Xuan's voice smiling softly and said to her: "Zizheng, do you know that this ship is the Titanic..."

Lu Zizheng was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head lightly, expressing that he didn't know.

Lian Xuan smiled and looked at Lu Zizheng with a very shallow smile, a little sad.The phone she held in her hand suddenly vibrated, the smile on her face widened, she suddenly pointed to the night sky, and said to Lu Zizheng in surprise, "Zizheng, look quickly..."

Hearing this, Lu Zizheng raised his head reflexively in surprise, and looked in the direction of Lianxuan's finger.The next second she raised her head, she saw a ray of light rushing up to the sky in the dark blue night sky, and then, with a "bang", it bloomed in the air, colorful and extremely gorgeous, one after another, It's overwhelming.

It's fireworks.

Lu Zizheng stared at the beautiful flowers one after another, without returning to his senses for a long time.

Lian Xuan's voice rang in her ears, she said, "Zizheng, I'm sorry, I owe you a long time for this fireworks."

Lu Zizheng lowered his head, turned his face sideways, and saw Lian Xuan's face, which was extraordinarily beautiful in the hazy night, and her eyes were clearly devout and fiery.

Lian Xuan's face was lightly dimpled, but her tone was full of sorrow: "Unfortunately, there is no snow field from that year's high school, and we will never be able to go back there..."

Through the blurred light, Lu Zizheng looked at Lian Xuan with a bitter smile on her lips, and remembered the self who secretly watched her heart beating like a drum in class that year, and thought of chasing cars in the torrential rain that year Thinking of that year, Lian Xuan, who promised to show her a flourishing fireworks show, and Jiang Huaixi, who hugged me at that time and fulfilled her obsession, made her heart throbbing. I also feel a little astringent in my heart.

I'm sorry, Lian Xuan, I really, have been waiting for you for a long, long time...

But now, really, it's too late...

So, the only thing she could reply to her was the sentence that was blown away by the night wind: "Lian Xuan, I have traveled a long way, so don't stop where you are, you will be happy..."