throwing gentle gl

On Saturday, Lu Zizheng got up early, finished washing, simply warmed up a cup of milk and ate two slices of bread, then went out 5 minutes early according to the time agreed with Lian Xuan, ready to wait at the door, Waiting for Lian Xuan to go out.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Lu Zizheng opened the door, he saw that Lian Xuan was already waiting by the door, looking as if she was ready, with a satchel in one hand and a bag of breakfast in the other?

Seeing Lu Zizheng coming out, Lian Xuan straightened her body immediately, tilted her head, her black hair fell to one shoulder, and said with a gentle smile, "Good morning, have you had breakfast?" He and Baozi mentioned it up a little bit, and explained: "I bought breakfast by the way when I came back from morning exercise, and brought you a copy. I was worried that it was too early and you hadn't woken up yet, so I didn't dare to knock on the door. Here Wait and see if you happen to come out to buy breakfast by chance."

Lu Zizheng closed the door gently, looked at her, bit his lips in embarrassment and said, "I've already eaten..."

Lian Xuan was slightly taken aback when she heard the words, then shook her head, smiled indifferently and said, "It's okay, I'm just worried that it's too early, and it's different from your usual schedule, and I'm afraid you won't be able to take care of eating." After she finished, she turned to open the door and begged, "Then wait a moment, I'll put it down and come out."

Lu Zizheng gave a soft "En", and looked at Lian Xuan's figure turning to enter the door, and frowned thoughtfully.

So, how early did she start waiting at the door?

Since it was still relatively early, the morning light was warm and the breeze was breezy, and the streets were rarely empty.Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan walked side by side, not too far away, she looked around carefully, and said lightly: "It seems that I have been here for so long, and this is the first time I have observed the scenery on both sides of this road so seriously. .”

Lian Xuan tilted her head to look at Lu Zizheng, as if she was interested, and said with a smile, "I've been jogging around here every morning since I came here, so this road is very familiar." She stretched out her hand and looked away. The front of the guide, introduced calmly: "Here, look at the flower bed, there is a small road there, turn from there, and there is a park. Every morning, there are many old grandpas and old ladies dancing and doing Tai Chi. The spirit is much better than most of the sleepy young people in the morning. After leaving the park, a little further forward, there is a former residence of a celebrity, which looks very simple, and its architectural style is unique compared with the surrounding ones. I have always thought about having a chance Go in and have a look. Then go a little further..."

When Lian Xuan talked about these things, she was methodical and familiar.Lu Zizheng turned his head to look at her, looking interested and listening very seriously.

Lian Xuan introduced along the way, and by the time the introduction was over, the University of X was close in front of her eyes.

Lu Zizheng couldn't help but smile, and joked to Lian Xuan: "It seems that you are more qualified to be a tour guide than me. Morning running is a good habit. It not only exercises your body, but also broadens your horizons."

Lian Xuan also bent the corners of her lips gently, revealing two shallow dimples, hesitated, and invited: "Morning jogging is really good, so are you interested in exercising with me in the morning, I happen to be alone It’s still a little hard for people to hold on.”

She looked at Lu Zizheng with a smile on her face and a natural and generous look in her eyes, as if this was really just a suggestion for a casual joke.Only Lian Xuan knew that when she uttered this question, her heart beat so fast and her hands were dripping with sweat because of anticipation.

However, Lu Zizheng didn't seem to notice anything, just smiled casually, then shook his head and declined politely: "I'm lazy, how can I get up, let me sleep a little longer." Walking towards X University, he greeted: "Hurry up, the sun will be hot in a while."

Lian Xuan looked at her figure, nodded, subtly darkened her expression, sighed a long time, and followed.

Because of the campus card in Lu Zizheng's hand, the two of them easily entered X University.Lu Zizheng made preparations in advance and planned the sightseeing route.She took the map and led Lian Xuan into the east gate, walked westward in circles along the way, introduced along the way, and was also responsible for helping to take pictures, except that Lian Xuan was disappointed by refusing to pose with Lian Xuan for photos, but A conscientious and sincere tour guide.

As it approached noon, the sun gradually became more vicious.Both Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan were wearing dresses that showed their arms and legs, and they couldn't hold on after drying for a while.

Lu Zizheng found a shaded place, stopped, and took out the umbrella from his bag.She turned her head slightly, and saw Lian Xuan's eyes burning with anticipation, looking pitifully at the umbrella in her hand.Lu Zizheng guessed right, knowingly asked, "You didn't bring an umbrella?"

Lian Xuan nodded embarrassedly.

Lu Zizheng opened the umbrella and said with a faint smile, "Then let's cover it together."

Lian Xuan frowned, nodded, moved closer to Lu Zizheng, and hid in the umbrella.The two were about to move again, and when they walked out of the shade, Lian Xuan naturally moved closer to Lu Zizheng, and gently held Lu Zizheng's hand holding the umbrella handle with her right hand.

Because Lu Zizheng likes girls and doesn't have any close friends except Jiang Huaixi and Xu Baihan, he is extra sensitive and careful about too close physical contact.

The moment Lian Xuan got close to her and held her hand, Lu Zizheng couldn't help but froze, with an unnatural expression on his face.The next second, Lu Zizheng pretended to be nonchalant and changed his hand to hold the umbrella, saying, "It seems that this hand is more convenient to hold..." While speaking, she left Lian Xuan calmly, Almost half of his body was outside the umbrella, exposed to the sun.

How could Lian Xuan really not notice Lu Zizheng's deliberate distance away, the smile on her face could not help but fade a little.She darkened her eyes, took the umbrella from Lu Zizheng's hand, pretended not to notice it, and said in her usual gentle tone: "Let me hold it." As she spoke, she turned the umbrella towards Lu Zizheng. She leaned away, enveloping Lu Zizheng's whole body in the shadow, and then she moved away from the umbrella, taking the initiative to distance herself from Lu Zizheng, neither far nor close, the distance was just right.

Lu Zizheng couldn't figure out whether Lian Xuan had noticed her intention, but the two of them didn't say anything more, they just kept the distance and walked all the way.Go to Dongyuan canteen.

After having lunch in Dongyuan cafeteria, they took a short rest in the cafeteria, and then went to the library to use the air conditioner, avoiding the most vicious sun in the afternoon, and waiting for the opportunity to start again.

After two o'clock in the afternoon, the sky suddenly became cloudy and the sun gradually disappeared.Lu Zizheng couldn't help laughing in his heart and said: It's rare for Jiang Huaixi to see the weather forecast, it seems to be quite accurate, it really looks like it's going to rain.

So the two left the library immediately, and took advantage of the rare cloudy day to start sightseeing in the afternoon.Along the way, passing the science and technology museum, the long-established financial and economics teaching building, the sailing dormitory building, various book bars and cafes with unique flavors, and the famous Bailuzhou protected area, Lu Zizheng talked about the history of these places beyond Lian Xuan's expectations. , Convenience... How did she know that Lu Zizheng really put a lot of effort into it, and took this opportunity to take her sightseeing as a preview, and hoped that the next time he came with Jiang Huaixi, Jiang Huaixi would be surprised by him.

In the evening, when they came out of the specialty bookstore outside the Overseas Education College and were about to go out to the west gate, Lu Zizheng suddenly felt something cold hit his face.

Lian Xuan was beside her, her usual gentle and steady voice suddenly became a little excited, and said: "It's going to rain..."

While talking, a few more drops of bean-sized rainwater hit Lu Zizheng's body. Without thinking, Lu Zizheng tilted his head, lowered his shoulders, and wanted to take out the umbrella that he had just put away from his bag.

Unexpectedly, Lian Xuan took a step faster than her, and quickly took out a cardigan from her bag, approached Lu Zizheng, raised her hand, and spread the clothes to cover her and Lu Zizheng's heads. On the way, he said nervously to Lu Zizheng: "There is a small pavilion in front, let's run there quickly to avoid the rain."

Lu Zizheng was still holding the umbrella he had just taken out of his bag in one hand, and when he saw this, he let out a soft "ah" in surprise, a little baffled and confused.Before she could react, Lian Xuan gently pushed her body with her arm, and she started to run.

The rain became heavier again, and Lian Xuan couldn't afford the single clothes alone, and the raindrops fell on the faces of Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan profusely.In order to avoid the rain, Lu Zizheng stretched out his hand reflexively to help her pull over the corner of the unlined garment, and propped it up.Panting while running, she tilted her head and looked at Lian Xuan, who was laughing while running, with a puzzled look on her face: "Obviously there is an umbrella, okay?"

After finally running to the Don't Forget Pavilion, which can provide shelter from the rain, Lu Zizheng was so tired that his body became limp, and he leaned against the pillars of the pavilion and panted heavily.When her breath became a little smoother, she wanted to ask Lian Xuan why she didn't use an umbrella.However, as soon as she turned her head, she saw Lian Xuan hugging the unlined garment, staring at herself tenderly, her dimpled gentle smile almost overflowing.

Lu Zizheng's heart felt inexplicably heavy, and he turned his eyes away, not daring to meet Lian Xuan's eyes.She heard Lian Xuan's gentle voice, and asked herself with a soft smile: "Are you wondering why I don't use an umbrella when I have one?"

Lu Zizheng nodded slightly.

Lian Xuan blinked her eyes, her brows and eyes were gentle, and explained: "Actually, I just thought of it on a whim. The clothes were originally intended to be worn to shade the sun if the sun is too hot." After a pause, there was something rare in her smile. Embarrassment: "When I was watching movies, every time I saw romantic-looking plots, such as the hero and heroine running in the rain to hide from the rain, I felt childish and unrealistic, but I was actually quite envious. If I can find someone who makes me willing to be childish and crazy with me regardless of everything, it is rare luck to be happy with each other.”

After finishing speaking, she looked at Lu Zizheng, with a sly smile in her eyes, and added: "So today is the right time, place and people, so I couldn't help being willful and childish. Although I used to think Looking at it, it's really childish and stupid to look at, but, haha, it seems to be pretty good."

Shocked by the gentle and open smile and clean yearning in Lian Xuan's eyes, Lu Zizheng took off the mask and became her own Lian Xuan, which didn't match her elegant and gentle appearance, but was surprisingly childish and cute.Lu Zizheng looked at her, pursed his lips and smiled slightly, teasingly said: "So, you want to say that there is actually a romantic little girl living in your heart, right?"

Lian Xuan brushed her hair around her ears a little embarrassedly, smiling without denying it.Seeing that Lu Zizheng's forehead hair was wet by the rain, and it was stuck to his forehead limply and messily, she took out a tissue from her bag, and raised her hand to help Lu Zizheng wipe it naturally, her eyes were gentle.

Like a fawn suddenly frightened, Lu Zizheng jumped back in a panic.Then, as if she felt that her movements were a little too big, she avoided Lian Xuan's eyes as a remedy, took the tissue in her hand, and explained with some embarrassment: "I'll just do it myself."

After wiping it briefly a few times, she looked at the gradually decreasing rain outside, pretending to be natural and jokingly asked: "Romantic little girl, it's raining, let's go back, would you like to try without an umbrella?" Walking in the light rain?"

When Lu Zizheng backed away in a panic, Lian Xuan paused in the air for a while awkwardly with her raised hand, and then gradually tightened her fingers and put them down.Her eyes were heavy, and she looked at the drizzle outside the pavilion lightly, looking thoughtful.Hearing Lu Zizheng's question, Lian Xuan restrained her thoughts, showed a smile, and agreed to her with a faint smile: "Okay, but if you catch a cold because of this, I won't be responsible."

Lu Zizheng just shook his head with a faint smile, and said, "Of course not." After speaking, she stepped out of the Don't Forget Pavilion with her long legs and stepped into the drizzle.

Lian Xuan stood outside the pavilion, watching Lu Zizheng's long hair swaying behind her back, swaying with the wind. In this light rain and red dust, she was as beautiful as a picture scroll, and her heart was rippling.She turned around, raised her head slightly, glanced at the plaque on the pavilion, her expression was low, and she was a little sad. "Don't Forget Pavilion, Don't Forget, Don't Forget, Who else is obsessed with..."

On the street that was getting farther and farther away from X University, in the rain that was getting closer and closer to the apartment, Lian Xuan finally couldn't hold back the bitterness that came along the way, and with some expectation and sadness, she asked the sentence: "Zi Zheng, if, if I hadn't been so selfish and cowardly back then, and hadn't had so many mistakes, wouldn't we be more than just friends?"

Lu Zizheng walked not far from her, his footsteps stagnated slightly, hissed softly, but he was calm and indifferent: "But, Lian Xuan, there are no ifs in life, only consequences."

The past feelings, the sincerity that has been given in the past, are real, undeniable, and need not be denied.If so, apart from the obstacles that caused them to separate, of course they will always love each other.As long as the heart that once loved each other is true, which pair of lovers who love each other will not think about growing old together forever.

However, no matter how many such assumptions are made, as far as the present is concerned, it is nothing but a dream in the mirror and cannot be salvaged.It is true that she loved Lian Xuan in the past, and it is also true that she does not love Lian Xuan now.

Why did Jiang Huaixi and Lian Xuan both ask her such questions?Or, what kind of proof do they all hope they can give them?

Lu Zizheng's voice was soft and ethereal: "Actually, it's pretty good as it is now, isn't it? We're still friends."

Lian Xuan's thin lips were tightly pressed into a line, but she just lowered her head and did not respond to Lu Zizheng.

In fact, for many years, Lu Zizheng believed that it was impossible to be friends after breaking up, because they were really in love and were too cruel to face each other.But now, because of Jiang Huaixi, because of Lian Xuan, she suddenly understood that the reason why she couldn't become friends after breaking up was probably because of mutual resentment, or because there was still love.

Now, she was able to face Lian Xuan so frankly and frankly, which just showed that she really let go of it completely and didn't care about anything.

However, at this moment, looking at the silent Lian Xuan, thinking of Jiang Huaixi who looked gloomy that night, and Jiang Huaixi's inexplicable silence when Lian Xuan was mentioned recently, Lu Zizheng seemed to suddenly understand.

Lian Xuan didn't seem to understand that, to her, everything had already passed and was irreversible; and Jiang Huaixi, maybe she wasn't as confident as she imagined?To her, or to myself?

Lu Zizheng's footsteps gradually became heavy, and his brows were slightly furrowed.Maybe, such a distance is actually not suitable for her and Lian Xuan?

Lian Xuan will not give up, and Huaixi will not feel at ease.

Lu Zizheng heaved a long sigh in his heart.Huaixi, even if I only study your Zen, there are some things that I can't understand if you don't clarify them.To know each other and stay together in love, maybe we need to learn a lot.