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Jiang Huaixi sat up straight, looked at Lian Xuan indifferently, nodded slightly towards her as a sign of politeness, pursed her lips tightly, and said nothing.

Lian Xuan didn't care about her indifference, she still had that modest smile on her lips, and sat down beside Jiang Huaixi calmly.

Jiang Huaixi sat upright, looking quietly at the opposite office door, silent, waiting for Lian Xuan to speak again.

Sure enough, in just a moment, Lian Xuan was defeated in this silent war, sighed softly, looked sideways at Jiang Huaixi, and said softly: "Miss Jiang, I know you must have contacted Zizheng. "

Jiang Huaixi withdrew his gaze from the door, turned his head to look at Lian Xuan indifferently, and asked in a low voice, "So?"

Seeing her cold expression, Lian Xuan didn't care much, and her expression was still so pleasant: "I would like to ask Miss Jiang to convey Zizheng to me. I would like to ask her to meet."

Jiang Huaixi turned his head back, looked away, and flatly refused, "I think for Zizheng, for some people, it's better to miss them than to meet them."

Lian Xuan couldn't help frowning at last, and said with some urgency in her voice: "Miss Jiang, I know that Zizheng definitely doesn't want to see me again. But that's because there is a third person between me and her. There are some misunderstandings. I confess that I once hurt Zizheng, but at that time I was forced to do so, and I have been annoyed for many years. But today, I have given up everything because of a third person. How can I accept the misunderstanding that made me and Zizheng never get in touch with each other forever? Please also invite Miss Jiang to be an adult."

Jiang Huaixi suddenly turned his face to the side, looked at Lian Xuan sharply, and said seriously: "President Lian, you have worked hard for Zizheng. I should be moved by this and give you something in return. I hope you, Mr. Lian, can understand this truth.”

Lian Xuan was taken aback, looked at Jiang Huaixi, bit her lips, the smile on her face froze, and after a long time, she lowered her voice, "I made a slip of the tongue."

Jiang Huaixi looked deeply at the smooth ground under his feet, on which her and Lian Xuan's reflections were clearly visible.She suddenly asked Lian Xuan, "President Lian, have you ever raised flowers?"

Lian Xuan was startled, she was silent for a moment, shook her head lightly, and replied, "I don't have time."

Jiang Huaixi didn't really ask Lian Xuan at all, he couldn't deny her answer, just pondered for a moment, and continued: "I used to raise a potted flower when I was young. At the beginning, I was at home in my spare time and was bored, so I thought about this potted flower. It’s all about taking care of it, watching it grow up slowly, it’s just about to bloom, and the day of full bloom is just around the corner. But then, I got busy before it bloomed, so I started to miss its blooming and watering her Gradually, I completely forgot about her. After a long time, I was idle again, and when I remembered to water it, I realized that the potted flower had already withered and rotted. No matter how I tried to restore it, no matter how hard I tried, It can no longer bloom for me."

Speaking of this, Jiang Huaixi paused for a moment, looked sideways at Lian Xuan, with a calm and stern look on his face: "I knew it at that time, some misses are destined to become regrets and cannot be made up for. After all, not everyone has time, Everyone needs and is willing to wait in place, wait for you to wake up, and wait for you to regret. No one is obliged to pay for your regrets. And I don’t have time to water the flowers, but I have to, but no matter what, This is not a reason for me to excuse this mistake. Essentially, isn't it because, at the time, I didn't care enough about it, and there was something much more important in my heart than it?"

Lian Xuan couldn't hear Jiang Huaixi's implication, and froze there for a while, not knowing how to respond.

Jiang Huaixi gently rubbed the thumbs of his tightly clasped hands, and said coldly: "Mr. Lian, I don't want to help you convey to Zizheng that you want to see her. She has let go of the past now, so why should I?" Let her only add to the trouble. Moreover, I think that even today, you don't really understand Zizheng, and you don't really realize what your fault was back then."

While talking, Director Wang finally arrived in a hurry. While wiping his sweat, he opened the office door and apologized to Jiang Huaixi, "Sorry Huaixi, I'm late."

Jiang Huaixi stood up, shook her head lightly, and said to Director Wang: "No, I'm the one who troubled you and asked you to come here after work." After finishing speaking, she turned sideways and faced Lian Xuan nodded and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry Mr. Lian, I'm sorry." After she finished speaking, she followed Director Wang towards the office.

Lian Xuan bit her lips tightly, trembling slightly while holding the edge of the chair with one hand, her eyes filled with tears.Jiang Huaixi's questioning made her feel guilty, wronged, and even a trace of inexplicable anger.She stood up, and couldn't help questioning Jiang Huaixi in a hoarse voice: "Miss Jiang, not everyone is as lucky as you, who can get all kinds of favors and love, do everything as you like, and live in different places, you It's unclear whether you can say these words so calmly. Miss Jiang, what are you afraid of, why don't you give me and Zizheng a chance?"

Jiang Huaixi paused slightly, clenched his fists imperceptibly, and wanted to answer her calmly, but when he was looking at the case book on the desk, it dissipated in his throat.In the end, she just bit her lip, but she was speechless. She didn't answer Lian Xuan, went into the office and closed the door.

Outside the office, Lian Xuan stared closely at Jiang Huaixi's back until she entered the office and closed the door, leaving her in silence.She gritted her teeth, blinked her eyes, and a crystal tear still couldn't help but slipped from the corner of her eye...

In the office, Director Wang heard about Jiang Huaixi's symptoms in the past few days, and used a stethoscope to listen to Jiang Huaixi's heart sounds and other places, and his brows were slowly furrowed.

Seeing Director Wang's expression, Jiang Huaixi couldn't help but feel his heart skip a beat, and asked hesitantly, "Director, is it a relapse?"

Director Wang hesitated for a moment, and shook his head slightly while opening the checklist, and said, "It's not like, I'm afraid it's a lung problem. Don't worry, I'll write the checklist first, and I'll go check it out with you. I can tell when the results come out.”

Jiang Huaixi closed her eyes slightly, and replied calmly: "Okay, I'll trouble you then." However, her hands on her knees trembled imperceptibly.

Lying in the CT machine, Jiang Huaixi couldn't help shaking when he heard the machine's cold "inhale, exhale" command, and wanted to gag.

Jiang Huaixi closed his eyes, and lamented in his heart: Is this the same in life, where there are gains and losses, such a weak body, in exchange for the love that Lian Xuan said, is it worth it?If there is if... Hehe, but in life, there is no if.

After running up and down several examination rooms, Jiang Huaixi was so tired that his face turned pale, and he leaned weakly on the chair, gasping for breath after all the examinations.

Director Wang sat behind his desk, turned on the computer, and waited for all the inspection reports to be delivered. Seeing Jiang Huaixi's physical exhaustion, he couldn't help but sighed, and said, "Huaixi, your physique is still too weak, and your immunity is poor. It's easy to get sick."

Hearing this, Jiang Huaixi smiled wryly and nodded.

After another ten minutes, Director Wang finally collected all the reports and reviewed them one by one.Jiang Huaixi had had enough rest, sat up straight, and couldn't help paying [-]% attention to observing Director Wang's expression.She saw that Director Wang's brows were furrowed tighter and tighter. Finally, he put down the mouse and looked at himself, apparently unable to bear to speak.

Jiang Huaixi bit her lip, pretending to be calm and said: "Director, it's okay, please speak directly."

Director Wang looked at Jiang Huaixi, and couldn't help but feel a little melancholy. He sighed a long time and said, "Huaixi, this time it's not a heart problem. It's a lung problem. It's probably pleurisy. Come and see here."

Jiang Huaixi clenched his fists, tightened and loosened, step by step, and walked slowly behind Director Wang, looking at the CT image he pointed out.

Director Wang said: "Huaixi, there is so much water in your chest cavity. If you pump it all out, it may be as much as two mineral water bottles, and your lungs have been completely submerged. Your waist hurts before, too. The pain in the ribs is also due to this reason. Because of the adhesion of the pleura, it hurts at first, and then the water swells up and acts as a lubricant, so you don’t feel the pain anymore. Huaixi, you can’t delay any longer, you need to be hospitalized immediately. Just get the water out of it."

Jiang Huaixi's feet softened a bit, and he calmed down before asking Director Wang in a steady voice: "Director, what caused this? Is it serious?"

Director Wang sighed heavily again, and said, "There are many causes of pleurisy. To determine the real cause, you have to wait for the effusion to be pumped out for pathological analysis. The worst possibility is cancer. But young people are mostly caused by tuberculosis. Huaixi, don’t think too much, if it is caused by tuberculosis, as long as you take medicine regularly, you can be cured.”

However, the moment Jiang Huaixi heard "cancerous, tuberculosis", his body almost softened and he was about to lose his balance.It's funny to say that the first thing she thought of was Lin Daiyu, who died of tuberculosis and vomiting blood, and the next moment, she thought of Lu Zizheng, her Zizheng.

With the support of the table, she retreated a few steps without a trace, opened the distance from Director Wang, bit her lips and pressed her voice nervously and asked: "If it is tuberculosis, is it contagious?" If it is contagious , what to do, what to do with Zizheng, will it be... She didn't dare to think about it.

Director Wang frowned, and said: "If there is no lesion on the lungs, it will not be. But now I can't see the lungs, so I can't be sure if there are any lesions on the lungs. We will have to wait until the effusion is pumped to find out. If there are lesions on the lungs If so, you need to do a sputum test to determine whether you are infectious."

Jiang Huaixi's body couldn't help shaking, and his voice was a little unsteady: "So, there is still a possibility of infection, right?"

Director Wang looked at her slumped appearance that she had never seen before, and couldn't bear to answer for a moment.He didn't know how many times he sighed, and persuaded: "So, Huaixi, you can't delay, you'd better be admitted to the hospital immediately."

The knuckles of Jiang Huaixi holding the table were faintly bluish due to too much force. After a while, she stepped back to the opposite side of the table, shook her head and said, "Director, don't tell my parents, Huai Chuan and Qiao Xin will be married in two days." It's getting engaged, I can't affect their mood at this time. Will it take another two days?" They have already worried enough for her, it is rare to have such a festive event, how could she bear to do it at this time tell them about it.

She spoke softly, but Director Wang saw that her expression was so serious and determined.Director Wang hesitated for a while, but finally he couldn't hold back Jiang Huaixi. He nodded and said: "After the engagement banquet, I will inform Director Jiang and the others that you must be hospitalized immediately. It has been delayed for too long."

Jiang Huaixi nodded heavily, forced a smile at him, and promised, "Okay, I will."

Jiang Huaixi didn't know how she got out of the hospital and how she got to the parking lot. She only knew that when she started the car and was about to go home, she suddenly became conscious and able to think.

Leaning on the car seat, she felt that the strength in her whole body was taken away by something, which was terrifyingly powerless.She took out her mobile phone and watched the time go by minute by minute. Finally, she bit her lip and broadcast the number she knew so well.

It took only three seconds for the phone to be connected, and Lu Zizheng quickly picked it up. Obviously, she had been waiting for a long time.Thinking of this, Jiang Huaixi couldn't help but feel even more sour, and the tears in his eyes almost couldn't be controlled.

She tried her best to stabilize her voice, pretended to be nonchalant, and told Lu Zizheng the second lie of the day: "Zizheng, I may have to deal with things later at night, and this place is relatively close to my apartment, so I Go straight to the evening after dealing with things. Don't wait for me to go back, go to bed early. "

She heard that on the other end of the phone, there was obvious disappointment in Lu Zizheng's voice, but he still said to her considerately: "Well, good. Be careful when you drive back at night, and send me a text message when you arrive. It seems to be turning around tonight." It's cold, so be careful."

Jiang Huaixi sniffed softly, tears finally rolled down, and replied softly: "Okay, don't worry."

Zizheng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

Jiang Huaixi hung up the phone, finally couldn't hold it anymore, lay on the steering wheel, and cried for the first time, crying so wronged, broken down, heart-piercing...

Zizheng, I'm sorry, I'm scared...

Zizheng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...