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On the plane, Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan were sitting side by side. Lian Xuan seemed to be in a good mood, smiling at the corners of her brows and eyes, and asked Lu Zizheng who was looking out the window with a smile, "I'm sorry, I was on a business trip yesterday. I haven't seen you yet. There are a lot of materials and time is tight, thank you for your hard work."

Lu Zizheng turned his head, looked at the back of the chair in front of him, and replied lightly: "No, it's all as it should be, Mr. Lian is being polite."

Lian Xuan saw that Lu Zizheng had been frowning from the moment he got on the plane, with a cold expression on his face, and couldn't help but care: "Zizheng, you seem to be in a good mood?"

Lu Zizheng frowned. At this moment, at an altitude of tens of thousands of feet, watching the plane pass through the clouds, his heart that should have been afraid because of his fear of heights was actually occupied by other thoughts at this moment.She has been thinking, Jiang Huaixi, have you called her?

Hearing Lian Xuan's question, Lu Zizheng slightly closed his eyes, and said indifferently as if he didn't want to talk, "No, Mr. Lian, you think too much."

Lian Xuan looked at her deeply for a while, then sighed softly, and closed her eyes to rest her mind.

For the next three days, Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan got along as if they were business-like, except for work matters, Lu Zizheng didn't give her any other opportunities to communicate.Lian Xuan felt that this time Lu Zizheng seemed much colder than last time, and the door to the emotional world was locked even tighter, but there was nothing she could do.Lu Zizheng coldly rejected the invitation to dinner several times, and Lian Xuan could only silently smile wryly at Lu Zizheng's neither humble nor overbearing figure.

On the afternoon of the fourth day, after a few days of earnest negotiations between the two parties, the contract was finally signed.Lian Xuan was obviously relieved and in a good mood. Several times of rejection did not dampen her enthusiasm for Lu Zizheng. When she left the hotel, she took Lu Zizheng's hand, begged Lu Zizheng with a smile, and frowned. Zizheng said: "Zizheng, let's have dinner together tonight and celebrate, okay? Let me thank you for your hard work these days."

Lian Xuan's face was full of sincerity, and when she spoke, there was the unconscious coquettishness that Lu Zizheng was familiar with back then. If it was the last time, Lu Zizheng would probably have softened and surrendered.But now, Lu Zizheng is exhausted and has no energy to deal with and love Lian Xuan anymore.

In the past few days, whenever she saw something novel and happy, she couldn't help but want to send a text message to share with Jiang Huaixi. When she was tired at night and suffered from insomnia, she couldn't help but want to go back to Jiang Huaixi and her text message records .But when he took out his mobile phone, he sadly remembered that Jiang Huaixi no longer belonged to his own world.

It took Jiang Huaixi seven years to develop the habit of relying on her.And how long will it take her to quit this habit?Lu Zizheng was so desperate that he didn't dare to think about it.I can't forget Jiang Huaixi, it is painful because I can't have it; I can't forget Jiang Huaixi, because I don't let it go, so it is still painful.

How can she take care of Lian Xuan, who is already too busy to take care of herself?

Lu Zizheng just shook his head lightly, and refused: "President Lian, I'm tired, I want to go back and rest first."

Lian Xuan took Lu Zizheng's hand, gradually unable to let go, forced a smile and said: "Okay then, you have a good rest."

Lu Zizheng returned to the hotel, dealt with the materials at hand, then lay down on the table tiredly, squinting his eyes, half asleep and half awake.

After an unknown amount of time, she vaguely heard someone knocking on the door, and woke up with a start.

Lu Zizheng rubbed his sleepy eyes, opened the door, and saw that Lian Xuan had changed into a casual dress, and asked her in a warm voice with a cute dimpled smile, "Zizheng, I heard that there is a place not far from here." The cherry blossoms are in full bloom on the mountain at this time, I want to go and see, can we go together?"

Lu Zizheng pursed his lips and looked at her silently, his gesture of rejection was very obvious.

The smile on Lian Xuan's face gradually froze, bit her lip in embarrassment, turned around and said lightly: "It's okay, I'm the one who interrupted..."

But unexpectedly, Lu Zizheng's faint voice suddenly sounded behind him, saying: "Wait for me, I'll change my shoes and go with you."

Lian Xuan stopped, turned around, looked at Lu Zizheng who was bending over to change shoes, and smiled for a moment, and happily replied with a smile: "Okay."

Lian Xuan said that the waiter at the hotel told her that she could drive to the middle of the mountain, so Lian Xuan drove there.

On the way, Lu Zizheng didn't say a word, and kept silently watching the passing scenery outside the window.

A few years ago, when she was still an intern, the president of the translation agency was very optimistic about her, and even took her to Japan for a business trip. She was trembling all the way, busy with work, and did not take a little time to see the Japanese pole. The famous cherry blossoms.Immediately after returning to China, she went home to report to her mother that she was safe, and took the gift she bought in Japan to Jiang Huaixi's dormitory at school to find Jiang Huaixi.

At that time, Jiang Huaixi opened the door and was obviously surprised to see Lu Zizheng, because Lu Zizheng came back a day earlier than he told her.

Lu Zizheng saw an easel in the living room, Jiang Huaixi was painting?She looked up and saw that Jiang Huaixi's painting was full of cherry blossoms in full bloom.

Jiang Huaixi looked at the painting and asked Lu Zizheng: "Are Japanese cherry blossoms beautiful?"

Lu Zizheng was taken aback for a moment, then he stammered and smiled wryly: "I didn't see it, how can I have time when I'm busy with work."

Jiang Huaixi couldn't help but twitched the corners of his lips, looked at Lu Zizheng and teased: "Top ten good employees, what an idiot..."

The laughter is still there, but things are different...

As expected, the car couldn't get up halfway up the mountain, so Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan got out of the car together.After getting out of the car, Lu Zizheng realized that Lian Xuan was wearing stilettos that were at least seven centimeters high.She followed behind Lian Xuan, watching her trembling up, feeling a little startled.

Sure enough, when approaching the top of the mountain, Lian Xuan suddenly fell down with a "ah".Lu Zizheng ran up quickly and supported Lian Xuan.

Lian Xuan grabbed Lu Zizheng's hand in shock, gasped, and couldn't stand upright due to the pain.

Lu Zizheng frowned and said, "Does it hurt? Go back."

Lian Xuan grabbed her hand and shook her head, insisting: "It's okay, we're here, just a few steps away, it's a pity not to go up. Let's go..."

Seeing Lian Xuan frowning but insisting on her face, Lu Zizheng had no choice but to support her with both hands and continue walking up slowly.

When you reach the top of the mountain, you will be greeted with bright red eyes, like a sea of ​​falling flowers.Lian Xuan found a big rock, and sat down to rest with relief, while Lu Zizheng walked a few steps forward, staring at the tenderness of the mountains, trees and ground, in a daze.

She finally remembered to see cherry blossoms in Japan, but it seemed even sadder.

She took out her mobile phone and took a few photos. In the last one, she stretched out her scissors hands in front of the camera as usual. Finally, she sent this photo to her mother.This has been her habit for many years. Every time she goes on a business trip, she sends her mother a photo of the local area and signs a yes, telling her that she is fine and don't worry.

The photo was sent, but Lu Zizheng still looked at the sending interface and refused to leave.I really want to tell the person who laughed at her stupid back then, tell her that she took the opportunity to watch the cherry blossoms this time, and she was with the boss, isn't she smart?But...before something happened, the phone turned off automatically due to low battery.

Lu Zizheng looked at the blacked out screen and smiled wryly.

Lian Xuan did not know when she moved behind Lu Zizheng, and called her softly, "Zizheng..."

Lu Zizheng turned his head and looked at her indifferently.

Lian Xuan's eyes were tightly locked on Lu Zizheng, her eyes were like water, and she said softly: "Zizheng, it was all my fault back then, I'm sorry, those words were not my true words."

Lu Zizheng, on the other hand, stared at her blankly for a while, then closed his eyes slightly, with a cold expression on his face.She put the phone away, and did not respond to Lian Xuan's apology, but said calmly: "It's getting dark, your legs and feet are not convenient, let's go down the mountain earlier." After finishing speaking, she reached out to help Lian Xuan.

Seeing Lu Zizheng's lack of response, Lian Xuan looked a little sad, but she just nodded in agreement.

It was easy to go up the mountain and difficult to go down the mountain. Lian Xuan was limping and her expression became more and more painful. Lu Zizheng finally couldn't see her when she saw her hard work.On the slightly flat road, Lu Zizheng sighed heavily in his heart, grabbed Lian Xuan, squatted down, and said lightly: "Come up, I'll carry you down."

Lian Xuan stared blankly at Lu Zizheng's movements, as if very surprised, and the next moment, a smile bloomed on her pale face due to pain. "Zizheng, thank you."

Lu Zizheng walked at a leisurely pace. Lian Xuan lay on her back, with her arms around Lu Zizheng's neck, she couldn't restrain the smile on her lips. After being quiet for a long time, Lian Xuan couldn't help asking her: "Zizheng, you liked mine when you were in high school, right?"

Lu Zizheng paused slightly, snorted lightly, and replied coldly: "It's only that time."

Lian Xuan sighed softly in her ear, and asked her in a low, serious and gentle way: "What should I do, Zizheng, but I still seem to like you very much."

Lu Zizheng's body visibly stiffened, she bit her tongue hard with her teeth, and resisted the urge to throw Lian Xuan off her back.

Many years ago, she also thought that Lian Xuan's liking was the same as her own liking, and she valued feelings as life.But later, what was the answer that Lian Xuan told her?

In the first year of high school, she stayed up all night because of insomnia again. During the day, when the physical education teacher dismissed her for free activities, she and Lian Xuan went to the small lawn to rest as usual.Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan sat together on the lawn, smelling the familiar scent of Lian Xuan, Lu Zizheng felt at ease, and gradually fell asleep.

Seeing that she was sleepy, Lian Xuan mischievously covered her eyes with both hands, let her lie down on her lap, and said with a gentle smile, "Go to sleep for a while, I will be Sleeping Beauty's knight for a while, Let you have a good dream and worry-free."

Lu Zizheng lay down on Lian Xuan's lap, slightly closed his eyes and looked at Lian Xuan's gentle smile in front of him, gradually, he really fell asleep.

She was a light sleeper, and it was difficult to fall asleep. She vaguely felt a warm and soft touch on her lips.Lu Zizheng opened his eyes in doubt, and what magnified in front of her eyes was Lian Xuan's long and thin eyelashes, which flickered with her closed eyes.At that moment, Lu Zizheng closed his eyes in a panic, feeling the warm temperature on his lips, for a moment, his heart was beating like thunder, and his heart was full of sweet joy.

She thought that Lian Xuan finally saw her sincerity, which was so low in the dust.She heard the voice of the flowers blooming in her heart, and thought that Lian Xuan would be her sun, dispelling all the shadows in her life, and from then on, the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming.

But that night during self-study, Ji Yao came to her and said to her, "Lu Zizheng, don't take yourself too seriously. Even Xuan knows all about your disgraceful past. So taking the initiative to show love to you is also her big adventure punishment for losing a bet with her friends. I don't know what you think about Lian Xuan now, I just hope you can see your position clearly and don't have anything Unreasonable thoughts, stay away from her, she and you are going on a different path."

When Lu Zizheng heard Ji Yao tell her about Lian Xuan's original intention of approaching her, he was taken aback and panicked for a moment.She has long seen Ji Yao's dislike and faint hostility towards her. Lu Zizheng is not a person who is used to believing and being brave. She is used to avoiding and shrinking. But at that moment, she thought of Lian Xuan in the afternoon The tenderness printed on her lips suddenly gave birth to infinite courage and firmness, she gritted her teeth and retorted: "I don't know what the purpose of Lian Xuan's initial approach to me is, but I believe that Lian Xuan's feelings for me now, It's true. She will believe me and know that the past is nothing."

But Ji Yao looked at her sympathetically as if she had thought of something, and said mockingly, "Sincerely? As I said earlier, you and Lian Xuan are different people. How can you understand that in Lian Xuan's world , how much weight can sincerity have.”

At that time, Lu Zizheng still didn't believe Ji Yao's words.

But two days later, Lian Xuan completely awakened her.

But today, many years later, Lian Xuan told her again that she really likes herself, as if showing absolute sincerity.Heh, what kind of risk and gamble is this time?Or, have you never had enough of her?Suddenly Lu Zizheng could no longer restrain the anger in her heart, she put Lian Xuan down abruptly, looked at her coldly, and said coldly: "Mr. Lian, I don't believe how much your so-called liking has. You. What else can you use to prove that your liking is not a fake? "

Lian Xuan looked in disbelief at Lu Zizheng, who was speaking coldly in front of her, feeling a little sad for a moment.Feelings, what should I use as proof?I know I can't like it, but I still can't help but be tempted. I have warned myself [-] million times to stay away, but I still want to get closer. Is this really like it?

She remembered that year when she kissed Lu Zizheng secretly and tenderly, and was afraid of waking her up. After leaving her lips reluctantly, before she had time to rejoice, she looked up and saw Ji who was standing coldly and coldly not far away. Yao, for a moment, felt like falling into an ice cellar.

Ji Yao asked her: "Don't you know how much pressure Mr. Lian has put on and how much he has expected of you?"

Lian Xuan was silent and wanted to escape.

But Ji Yao hit the nail on the head: "Lian Xuan, you finally came back from England, don't you know how many eyes are staring at you behind you? Are there not enough rumors about you and Lu Zizheng in school now? If Lian knows Now, you said, in order to straighten out your feelings, would Mr. Lian choose to send you away again?"

The expression on Lian Xuan's face finally loosened, her lips were almost bleeding from biting, she was speechless in the end.

That night, she looked at the photo of Lu Zizheng secretly taken on her mobile phone, sobbing and sleepless all night.Feelings are really too extravagant for her.At dawn, she deleted all photos of Lu Zizheng with red eyes.When it is broken, it is better to suffer from the chaos continuously. It is better to suffer from short-term pain than long-term pain.

But she still couldn't speak and couldn't find a chance to break up with Lu Zizheng. Until that day, Lu Zizheng begged her again because of his uncle's affairs and gave her a chance.

That day, Lu Zizheng desperately begged himself to hold her hand, Lian Xuan clearly sensed her soft heart and distress, fearing that she would compromise, so she desperately wanted to shake off Lu Zizheng and leave.As long as Lu Zizheng chased after the car, she held back tears and pinched herself in the car for as long.She didn't even have the right to cry, because she was afraid that the driver would notice something abnormal and report it to her grandpa.

In these years, Lian Xuan has always kept Lu Zizheng in the deepest part of her heart, as the most distant and beautiful dream that is the most untouchable in this life.She has been deceiving herself, that as long as time is long enough, she will be able to forget it completely, but she never thought that Lu Zizheng would appear in front of her again, and from the first moment of reunion, she would move her heart Heartstrings.

In these years, she has also kissed other people's lips in playful scenes, but she has never had the heartbeat of that year, full of joy and sweetness.In this whole life, what she yearns for and wants is only the warmth that she felt on Lu Zizheng's lips that year.Can this prove that she really likes her?

Lian Xuan drove the car all the way back to the hotel in silence, when it was time to get off the car, Lian Xuan seemed to have finally made up her mind, and said firmly: "Zizheng, you trust me, I will give you my proof .”

Lu Zizheng glanced at her, remained silent without responding to her, opened the door and got off the car.When I got out of the car, I saw a handsome man holding a bouquet of flowers, standing at the door of the hotel. When I saw Lian Xuan, I quickly walked up to him, hugged Lian Xuan affectionately and shouted: "Xiao Xuan... "

Lu Zizheng recognized that it was the man who had dinner with Lian Xuan on Christmas Day, the fiancé to whom Lian Xuan was going to be engaged.

Lian Xuan turned pale the moment she saw Zhou Zhong'an, and subconsciously looked at Lu Zizheng's expression, but only saw Lu Zizheng looking at them lightly, and finally, with a mocking smile, nodded at them. Nodding, he walked into the hotel first.

At that moment, Lian Xuan's heart sank to the bottom.

In the elevator, Lu Zizheng burst out laughing.She didn't know who Lian Xuan really was in her heart, but she knew who was hugging in her arms. She didn't know, and Lian Xuan herself didn't know.

She lowered her head, remembering Jiang Huaixi's firmness when he hugged roses and threw them into the trash can without hesitation, and told her "I'd rather waste than make ends meet", the corners of her lips gradually showed tenderness laugh.

But after a while, it gradually turned bitter again.

So, Huaixi, are you unwilling to give in to me?

Who in this world is so lucky to get what you don't do?

She has always used the motto of gaining my luck, losing my life, gaining calmness, and losing indifferently, but at this moment, she clearly felt that a feeling called jealousy was growing...

Lu Zizheng returned to the hotel, charged his phone and turned it on, only to find that there was a multi-call missed call from an unfamiliar number.She didn't care about calls from these strange numbers at first, but because the other party's calling frequency was too high, Lu Zizheng couldn't help but secretly wonder if Jiang Huaixi found out that she was dragged into a black name and couldn't get through the phone, so she changed it. Number?

She hesitated for a long time, but still couldn't help calling back with some trepidation.She said to herself, this is just to see who called, not necessarily that the other party has something important.

The phone rang for a long time and was finally picked up.On the other end of the phone, Lu Zizheng's familiar cold voice sounded, and Jiang Huaixi asked, "Zizheng?"

At that moment, Lu Zizheng couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.Does this prove that Jiang Huaixi cares about each other just like himself?

But the next moment, Lu Zizheng's smile disappeared in an instant.

Jiang Huaixi, on the other hand, used the voice that made Lu Zizheng so attached to him, and told Lu Zizheng the sad news in a low voice that made Lu Zizheng feel dizzy for a moment: "Zizheng, are you still in Japan? Come back first, Auntie, she is seriously ill , now in the rescue, the doctor issued a critical illness notification..."