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In the evening, Lu Zizheng took a bath and sat on a chair in the study, turned on the computer and ordered the music stations he often listened to, closed his eyes and let his thoughts go, humming softly to the music.

After the anchor's sweet short words, it was Fan Xiaoxuan's "Snowman": "...I am waiting, waiting, snow, piece by piece, spell out the fate of you and me, my love is because of you Sheng, your hand touches my heartache... Snow, piece by piece, is quietly colorful in the sky, and spring is coming, and I will, and will no longer live..."

Lu Zizheng opened his eyes, leaned on the back of the chair, looked at the full moon outside the window, and listened quietly, the singing was warm and sad...

She narrowed the distance between the chair and the desk, and the swivel chair slowly slid on the floor, making a dull sound, lost in the beautiful melody.

Lu Zizheng opened the desk drawer and took out the photo that Jiang Huaixi gave her, the snowman was still smiling.

"...Snow, piece by piece, is quietly colorful in the sky. Seeing that spring is coming, and I will, and will no longer survive..."

Spring will come eventually, the snowman will melt eventually, and the wait is all in vain...

However, Jiang Huaixi said to her: "Here, the flowers watered with happiness will never wither..."

She had understood the so-called eternal malice in the disappointment again and again, but when such words were spoken from Jiang Huaixi, who was used to seldom saying good things, she was still moved.

Just like what she saw at the moment was like a full moon, but most of the time, it was just a waning moon like a bow, but you can't deny the existence of a full moon just because you see too many waning moons, this is a matter of probability and luck.

Lu Zizheng thought in his heart, maybe, Jiang Huaixi was that full moon, maybe, she could be that small probability event of his rare good luck.

In these years, Jiang Huaixi always had those moments that made Lu Zizheng's heart want to move, but unfortunately, she didn't have the guts to try...

The more the emotion is backlogged and endured, the more clamorous it is to burst out.Today, after many years of meeting Jiang Huaixi, sensibility is finally beginning to overwhelm rationality and gain the upper hand...

What if she tried again?What if she had the courage to believe again, that Jiang Huaixi was different from others?What if, if she had the courage to bet on Jiang Huaixi once, it would be one in ten thousand luck for her?

Will Jiang Huaixi let her lose?

Lu Zizheng looked at the full moon outside the window, with a faint smile on his lips.She turned over the photo, took out a marker pen from the pen holder on the desk, and wrote down gently and carefully on the back of it: I hope you will last forever

After writing the last word "Juan", when the perfect full stop was about to come down, the pen tip just fell, and the mobile phone on the desk began to vibrate violently.

Lu Zizheng stopped moving, glanced at it from the corner of his eye, and the smile on his lips began to disappear gradually...

On the phone's frequency screen, where the caller ID was, the two characters "Lian Xuan" flashed.

Holding the pen, she looked at the two words "Lianxuan". She didn't respond for a long time. She kept thinking that the phone would stop vibrating in the next second, the two words would disappear, and the phone would return to calm. will return to the original.However, the phone was still vibrating unrelentingly, endlessly...

Finally, she put down the pen in her hand and answered the phone in a compromise.

Lian Xuan's voice was full of joy that could not be concealed: "Zizheng, you finally answered my phone..."

Lu Zizheng's voice was strangely polite: "President Lian, it's so late, what's the matter?"

"Zizheng, can I come to you only if there is something to do?" Lu Zizheng could hear the sadness in her voice.

Lu Zizheng was unmoved: "President Lian?"

Lian Xuan smiled wryly, her voice was rough: "I want to see you, Zizheng, I'm outside your community, come down and meet me, okay?"

Lu Zizheng couldn't help sneering in her heart, she couldn't see through Lian Xuan's tricks, she finally understood her cruelty and heartlessness back then after crying and suffering, and now, what was the reason for her several times of courtship and entanglement, she do not understand.

Is it guilt over the years for someone you have hurt?No, so far, she has acted like they are just ordinary classmates who have never been unhappy.

Is it a hint to those who once liked her after all these years?Ridiculous, the young man who stood beside her yesterday during the festive season was not a decoration.

No matter what thoughts Lian Xuan is hiding now, Lu Zizheng no longer has the energy and interest to comprehend.She was about to refuse with a cold voice, but Lian Xuan seemed to have noticed something, and begged in a soft voice: "Zizheng, don't reject me, okay, today is my birthday, just be it, grant me one wish, okay... "

Lu Zizheng had never heard Lian Xuan's tone of condescension. On December 12, when the bell rang at midnight, she remembered it, but she only remembered it.

"Zizheng, can you meet me?" Lian Xuan seemed to be extremely fragile tonight, and her voice was faintly crying.

After all, Lu Zizheng still couldn't bear it, bit his lip, and gave her a soft answer, agreeing.

It didn't snow tonight, but the wind was much stronger than last night. Lu Zizheng walked slowly towards the gate of the community step by step, and he could see Lian Xuan standing by the car, watching him walk towards her step by step. It was a cool cheek, and the moment he saw himself, a sweet smile burst out.

She was only wearing a red off-the-shoulder evening dress, her long hair fluttering gently in the wind, her body trembling.

Gradually approaching, Lu Zizheng saw Lian Xuan's eyes, shining like stars, and his lips were already pale with cold: "Zizheng, you are still here."

Lu Zizheng replied lightly: "Get in the car first." She was wearing a sweater shirt and a woolen coat, and she still felt the cold wind piercing her bones. She didn't know how Lian Xuan was wearing that thin off-the-shoulder evening dress Standing in the wind.

Lian Xuan's smile was even brighter, and she quickly turned around to the other side of the car and graciously opened the door for Lu Zizheng. After watching her get into the car, she closed the door before going back and getting into the car.

After getting in the car, Lian Xuan rubbed her hands, looked sideways and said to Lu Zizheng with a smile, "It's so cold, if you get down later, I might freeze to death beside the car."

Lu Zizheng didn't even look at her, and replied lightly: "You can wait for me in the car."

Lian Xuan bent her eyebrows, revealing the lovely dimples on her cheeks: "I can't wait, I want to see you the first time you appear."

Lu Zizheng remained silent, Lian Xuan didn't care, started the car, changed the subject and asked, "Do you still like the flowers I gave you on Christmas Eve?"

Lu Zizheng was slightly surprised, at that time, she never considered the possibility that the flowers were sent by Lian Xuan.

Looking at the rapidly receding street scene outside the car window, she said in a low voice, "It's costing Mr. Lian."

Lian Xuan frowned, and corrected her unhappily: "Zizheng, we are no longer a cooperative relationship between superiors and subordinates, can you call me by my name?"

But Lu Zizheng smiled faintly, turned his head to look at Lian Xuan: "My friendship with Mr. Lian may not be good enough for me to call you by your first name."

Lian Xuan trembled when she heard this, bit her lip, glanced at Lu Zizheng, and fell silent.

There was no more words along the way, Lu Zizheng didn't ask Lian Xuan's destination, and Lian Xuan didn't tell her.Lu Zizheng turned his face sideways and concentrated on looking at the scenery outside the car window. From the bustling city with many street lights, he gradually arrived at the empty and straight avenue with only traffic, and then, slowly, he got on the expressway...

Lu Zizheng simply closed his eyes, waiting for Lian Xuan to stop for the last time.

I don't know how long the car drove tirelessly, Lian Xuan finally stopped the car, rolled down the window, and after showing some ID to a security guard, the car slowed down and drove in again.

Lu Zizheng opened his eyes, and felt that the scenery outside the car window was inexplicably familiar, but he couldn't remember where he saw it.

Lian Xuan finally spoke again: "Zizheng, do you still remember this place?"

She stopped the car, smiled and motioned Lu Zizheng to get out of the car, looking at the empty grassland ahead, her eyes were full of nostalgia.

Lu Zizheng looked around and finally recognized the place after seeing the sign of "Tianxin Gardening".Lian Xuan actually took her on the highway and drove for at least three hours to the city between Linzhou and Juzhou. The "Tianxin Garden" they had visited in high school was beyond Lu Zizheng's expectations. .

She looked at Lian Xuan in disbelief, and Lian Xuan just smiled at her indifferently, stepping on slender high heels, swaying her thin evening dress, and trembling, she walked towards the grassy slope.

Lu Zizheng stared blankly at her receding back, full of thoughts.

Lian Xuan turned around and said with a sweet smile, "Zizheng, come up..."

Lian Xuan's thin and graceful figure on the high slope gradually overlapped with the figure in her memory. That year, Lian Xuan stood there like this, calling her softly, "Zizheng, come up..."

Lu Zizheng unconsciously followed her call, looked at her, and walked up step by step.

Lian Xuan stepped on the high heels and walked to the highest point on the slope, adjusted the hem of the evening dress a little, and sat on the floor like that.She looked up at the night sky, with a childish tone, pointed at the sky, tilted her head and smiled and said to Lu Zizheng, "Look, Zizheng, those two stars are still there."

Lu Zizheng looked up in the direction she indicated. The moon was full tonight, and there were only a few unknown stars in the night sky. Far away from the moon, there were indeed two stars, which were exceptionally bright.It is very similar to the two stars she and Lian Xuan lay here looking at back then, the distance between the two stars is still so close, as if they have been staying in place all these years and have never been far away.

Lu Zizheng sat down beside Lian Xuan, watching her with a smile on her face, the wind blew past, her bright eyes were covered by her thin bangs, she folded her arms around her chest, shivering coldly.Lu Zizheng reached out and took off his wool coat, and put it on Lian Xuan's trembling body, and couldn't help shivering too.

Lian Xuan clasped her coat tightly with both hands, and looked at Lu Zizheng unblinkingly with her eyes flickering, as if she had a thousand words to say.

Lu Zizheng only took one look at her, then turned his eyes to the night sky, his voice was clear and cold, and it became more and more lonely in the night: "It's different, from what I see with my eyes, they have gone far, far away , very far away." She lowered her head, looked at the vast night in the distance, and whispered: "It seems to be still in the original position, but it is no longer the original distance."

Lian Xuan's eyes staring at Lu Zizheng gradually dimmed. She hugged the coat that Lu Zizheng put on her tightly, but felt her body getting colder and colder.She moved her body, approached Lu Zizheng, opened her coat, hung it on Lu Zizheng's shoulder, while wrapping her arm around her, leaning her head gently on Lu Zizheng's shoulder: "Zi Zheng, listen to me tell a story, okay?"

Lu Zizheng didn't push her head away, let her whisper on her shoulder, his eyes fell on the withered grass under his feet, his thoughts were far away...

Good flowers don’t bloom often, and good times don’t last long. The grass that withered this winter will be green again next spring, but it won’t be the fresh green that was then.The good scene here is still the same, Lian Xuan beside her is still beautiful, but some things are just different.

Listen, her heartbeat is so steady and orderly now.

Lu Zizheng thought seriously, has Jiang Huaixi's fever subsided?