After rebirth, I sent scum to the crematorium

#043

In the bustling and lively square at night, a man's magnetic low hoarse voice sounded, as if he was whispering love words to his lover.

Xue Yuan was surrounded by a group of people with his guitar in his arms. Some were singing along in harmony, some wanted to record his face with their mobile phones, and some kept talking excitedly to the people around them.

Xing Yuchuan looked over and stopped at the outermost layer of the crowd, but due to his height advantage, he looked over the people in front and could see Xue Yuan in the middle, but not Qi Ningyu.

He was extremely lost in an instant, but after the loss, he began to rejoice.

Qi Ningyu is not here!Qi Ningyu is not with Xue Yuan!

Maybe they separated long ago, a person like Xue Yuan would never love someone for a long time.

Xue Yuan is not good enough for Qi Ningyu at all——

Qi Ningyu suddenly squeezed into the middle from the back where there were few people, holding a bottle of water in his hand.

For a moment, Xing Yuchuan even stopped breathing, and his gaze was fixed on Qi Ningyu and he couldn't move away.

Qi Ningyu's hair has grown, it's not as neat as before, it's a little messy and casual.The skin is darker than before, the chin is sharper than before, the neck is thinner, the Adam's apple is clearer, and the clavicle looks flat and straight as if it has been pinned by a knife.

Even the clothes are not the same style as before, simple T-shirts, slacks with ankles exposed.

After Qi Ningyu went to work, it was the first time he saw Qi Ningyu not wearing leather shoes outside.

Then he saw the stars on Qi Ningyu's ankle.

Xing Yuchuan couldn't help moving his lips slightly, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, his Ning Yu seemed to have become another person, something he had never seen before, but it still made his heart beat wildly.

What kind of Qi Ningyu seems to grow according to his aesthetics.

"rather--"

Xing Yuchuan subconsciously let out a cry, and suddenly saw Qi Ningyu stop beside Xue Yuan, wanting to give Xue Yuan the water bottle in his hand.Xue Yuan didn't answer, and turned his head towards Qi Ningyu, Qi Ningyu unscrewed the water bottle, and fed Xue Yuan water, and suddenly someone in the crowd screamed.

After Qi Ningyu finished drinking for Xue Yuan, he took the same bottle of water and drank it by himself.

Xing Yuchuan is going crazy!

——Is there no long hand?You have to be fed to drink water!

- Why drink a bottle of water!I'll buy you a carload of water, okay?

Xing Yuchuan was about to rush forward, but in fact he had already squeezed in, and the person in front turned around and cursed.

"Squeeze what to squeeze!"

The sound was as loud as a bell, Qi Ningyu and Xue Yuan in the middle looked towards this side, and he squatted down hastily to hide.

The person next to him who just scolded him stared at him strangely, and only then did he realize what he had done.

"Handsome guy, what are you hiding? Is that your ex-boyfriend?"

Xing Yuchuan didn't say anything, he stood up with his back to the crowd, and left.

But he only walked to the flower platform in the square, stood behind a tree, and looked at Qi Ningyu from a distance.

Qi Ningyu has really changed. The former Qi Ningyu would never stand in the middle of the crowd on the street, would never be stared at and fed him water, would never laugh at other people's teasing, never got a tattoo, never would Wear a loose T-shirt and bend over to reveal a part of your waist.

However, these changes were not because of him, but because of other men.

Xing Yuchuan's eyes turned red, he wished he could rush over and chop Xue Yuan into pieces right now.

But he restrained himself, and refused to miss Qi Ningyu without blinking, as if he had an addiction called Qi Ningyu, and if he moved it, it would kill him.

He stood there like this for over an hour, causing people passing by to look at him a few more times.It wasn't until Xue Yuan put away the speaker and microphone, picked up the guitar and was about to leave, that his eyes were finally closed, and he followed.

The road conditions around the square are a bit complicated. There are some quiet and deserted alleys between the shopping malls, and only the street lights outside shine through to reflect the darkness.

Xing Yuchuan followed the alley and became vigilant. He thought that Qi Ningyu had discovered him, and deliberately led him into the alley, maybe he would be caught and beaten.

However, he turned around a corner, and at a glance, he saw a street light shining in at the exit on the other side of the alley, reflecting the two people stuck to the wall at the alley entrance.

Qi Ningyu was kissed by Xue Yuan against the wall.

This is the second time he saw them kissing. Unlike the last time, Qi Ningyu was not drunk this time. He saw Qi Ningyu raised her chin and put her arms around Xue Yuan's neck, as if coquettishly pulling Xue Yuan towards her. push down.

Qi Ningyu always likes to ask people to give in to him when he kisses. If he refuses to follow him, he will show a flattering expression like a cat, which makes people unable to refuse.

But, now, Qi Ningyu is not the one who is acting like a baby!

Qi Ningyu never wanted to kiss him on the street outside.

Qi Ningyu and -

Qi Ningyu and Xue Yuan were in this deserted alley——

kiss together!

Xing Yuchuan clenched his hands so hard that his knuckles turned white, and unconsciously punched the door next to him. The door was a closed rolling door, and he punched it with an ear-piercing bang.

"Shut up, someone."

Qi Ningyu pushed Xue Yuan away, turned her head to look, there was no one in the alley, the noise just now seemed like they were hallucinating.

Xue Yuan withdrew his gaze, and posted it again, "No one, it might be a wild cat."

"That's back too."

Xing Yuchuan hid in the door frame, and when he saw Qi Ningyu walk away, he stood up and looked up at the back of Xue Yuan holding Qi Ningyu's hand.

There was another bang in his head.

Qi Ningyu has never held his hand like this since she grew up!

They have never walked down the street holding hands!

Xing Yuchuan slammed his fist on the door again, making a louder shock, and then he followed like a stalker.

In such a big city, if Qi Ningyu is lost today, it may take him a long time to find it, or Qi Ningyu will leave tomorrow and he will never find it again.

So, he followed all the way to the downstairs of the community where Qi Ningyu lived, and knew which floor Qi Ningyu lived from the elevator, but when he stood in front of the elevator door and wanted to go upstairs, he hesitated.

Qi Ningyu and Xue Yuan got out of the elevator and entered the door. Xue Yuan put down his guitar and grabbed Qi Ningyu.

"Ayu, are you angry?"

Qi Ningyu looked at Xue Yuan for a moment, then replied, "Yes."

He didn't know what Xue Yuan was thinking today. First, it was equivalent to coming out publicly, leading him to sing openly in the square, and doing those behaviors deliberately as if showing affection.

He didn't care about his sexuality being made public, probably influenced by Xing Yuchuan, he never felt that there was anything to hide about his sexuality.

But Xue Yuan is different. Even though the acceptance of the public has increased, he still has influence as a public figure.Even if Xue Yuan terminated the contract with the company now, there will always be other opportunities in the future. Xue Yuan's doing so is tantamount to cutting off his future path.

Qi Ningyu stared at Xue Yuan for a while, and finally couldn't help but said: "Have you not thought about the future, have you thought about the future?"

"Do you have to think about it? Even if you can't live well now, what's the use of thinking about the future?"

Xue Yuan answered him seriously, he felt convinced, isn't he the one who can't even live well now?Finally he said helplessly, "Forget it."

"Ayu, are you because of what happened today?"

Xue Yuan asked suddenly, Qi Ningyu didn't answer, but his eyes gave him the answer.

He explained: "I don't care what other people think of me, I just want the whole world to leave traces of us being together, so that it will never disappear!"

Qi Ningyu froze for a moment, couldn't help laughing, and then said: "You are really, too willful."

"I'm not willful, I'm reluctant to—"

As Xue Yuan said, he leaned over to hug Qi Ningyu, but suddenly there was a knock on the door, which came at a very bad time.

"I'll open the door."

Qi Ningyu pushed Xue Yuan away. He thought it was property management or something else, so he walked over and opened the door casually to look out, but suddenly met Xing Yuchuan's face.

His mind seemed to froze for a moment, and seeing that Xing Yuchuan didn't even match the name Xing Yuchuan in his mind, he just subconsciously froze when he saw Xing Yuchuan's gaze.

Xing Yuchuan said hoarsely, "Ning, Ning Yu... I, I couldn't hold back for a moment, no——I just want to talk to you."

Qi Ningyu finally regained his mind, he thought that Xing Yuchuan would not look for him anymore, he was going to die in his last life.

He subconsciously looked at Xing Yuchuan, and didn't understand why Xing Yuchuan still came. They are all well, aren't they?

"Ayu, who is it?"

Xue Yuan yelled and came to the door, hugged Qi Ningyu naturally, then looked outside the door, and frowned when he found that it was Xing Yuchuan.

"Why are you haunted!"

Xing Yuchuan stared at the moment when Xue Yuan hugged Qi Ningyu, as if he was attracted by some magnetic field, and stared at it involuntarily. He wanted to chop off that hand, breaking off all the fingers one by one.

He resisted and said calmly to Qi Ningyu: "Can you give me a few minutes and talk to me? Do you remember that pot of cactus? It bloomed on the day you left, and now it blooms again——"

"I don't remember what cactus. Mr. Xing, it's late, I'm going to bed."

Qi Ningyu said that he was about to close the door.

Xing Yuchuan was stabbed by the title "Mr. Xing", and when he heard "sleep", he immediately recalled the kissing scene of Qi Ningyu and Xue Yuan in his mind.

When Qi Ningyu approached the door, his movements directly crossed his mind, and he raised his hand to block the door.Then he looked at his hand against the door, not knowing how to explain it for a while.

Qi Ningyu didn't want to listen to his explanation, and said directly: "Let go."

Xing Yuchuan hesitated downstairs for a long time and couldn't resist going upstairs. Qi Ningyu didn't like to have Spring Festival couplets on the door, and several other houses had posted them. He could see at a glance which one Qi Ningyu lived in.

He knew that if he didn't let go, Qi Ningyu would be angry, and he didn't want to make Qi Ningyu angry on the first day.

But he just couldn't let go, as if his hand directly rejected the brain's command.

"Let go."

Qi Ningyu repeated it again.Xing Yuchuan said indiscriminately: "I, I'm lost! You know the road here is very complicated, can you see me?"

Qi Ningyu smiled, and said to him with contemptuous eyes: "Are you a primary school student? You can leave as you came here. If you really don't know that there is a police box at the exit of the downstairs community, you can ask for help."

"I--"

Xing Yuchuan opened his mouth and only uttered one word, he stared at Qi Ningyu in a daze, unwilling to lose sight of it.

Qi Ningyu suddenly closed the door forcefully, and he called again softly: "Ningyu."

But Qi Ningyu didn't feel sorry for him at all, in the end he let go of his hand, Qi Ningyu closed the door with a bang, and he stood motionless against the door.

At this moment, he finally admitted that letting Qi Ningyu go free is nonsense!

He can still deceive himself and others without seeing anyone, but Qi Ningyu is right in front of him, seeing Qi Ningyu with others, he has no way to be magnanimous, no way to restrain himself.

He is going crazy!

Xing Yuchuan clenched his hands tightly and gritted his teeth. He couldn't hear anything, but his ears were full of voices.

He masochistically wondered if there was only one bedroom in the house, whether Qi Ningyu would take a bath with Xue Yuan, how Xue Yuan would take off Qi Ningyu's clothes, and whether the star on Qi Ningyu's ankle was held by Xue Yuan Here, I think of the sound Qi Ningyu made when Xue Yuan pressed her down.

Xing Yuchuan took a sudden bite and bit the tip of his tongue. The pain made him temporarily restrain his brain's wild thoughts.He swallowed the bloody taste in his mouth, and finally turned and went downstairs.

This community is an ordinary residential community, and the property management is not so strict.When Xue Yuan came back, he moved a motorcycle by the side of the road downstairs, it should be Xue Yuan's car.

Xing Yuchuan went downstairs, found the motorcycle, kicked it down, it was not bad enough, he got up and kicked it again, it was still not enough, he continued until he was satisfied with the final result.

Then, he went to the property and said: "I broke a motorcycle downstairs in the 5th building. Please contact the owner and say that I am willing to pay in full."

The property owner was startled, followed Xing Yuchuan to look at the broken motorcycle, and was immediately stunned, "How did you fall like this?"

He looked at Xing Yuchuan suspiciously, but Xing Yuchuan had a good attitude, and he didn't look like he was about to renege on his debts, so he asked his colleagues to find out which room the owner of the motorcycle lived in, and went upstairs after finding out.

Xing Yuchuan stayed beside the car and did not go upstairs. He waited for a few minutes for the property manager to come back downstairs, but only the property owner was there, and Xue Yuan did not come.

The property said: "Mr. Xue said he fell and fell, and you don't need to pay for it. He is very busy and doesn't want to go downstairs."

Xing Yuchuan's eyes turned hard immediately, "What is he busy with!" The property owner was taken aback by his sudden roar, and couldn't help shrinking back, becoming vigilant, "Aren't you here to seek revenge? This car doesn't look like it It was broken normally, and people say that you don’t want to pay for it, so you can go!”

Xing Yuchuan frowned and didn't speak, the property manager was worried that he would cause trouble and dared not leave, but seeing him felt a little guilty, and dared not forcefully drive him away.

Fortunately, after a while, Xing Yuchuan finally turned around and left the community.

The property owner patted his chest and heaved a sigh of relief. When he went back, he couldn't help but say to his colleagues: "Oh my god, I just sent away a plague god! Are all psychopaths so handsome these days?"

Xing Yuchuan left the community, wandering in the street like a ghost, he didn't know where he went, suddenly heard the loud music on the side of the road, bumped into his ears, it made his mind calm for a moment, and he didn't realize it walked in.

"Handsome guy? Alone?"

As soon as he entered, a man came up to him and asked him ambiguously. He took a look inside and realized that this was a "gay bar".

But he didn't care, he pushed away the people blocking the way and went in, found an empty seat and sat down, then ordered a table of wine, and he drank it sullenly.

"Xiaojie, there's a superb product over there, come on!"

"Where is where?"

Xing Yuchuan was facing the stairs, and two men leaning on the stairs looked towards him. Among them, Xiaojie had a brow covering his forehead, with fair skin, he looked out of place in the night scene, like a college student who had strayed in.

Xiaojie glanced at Xing Yuchuan, his eyes lit up, he winked with another person, and walked towards Xing Yuchuan's table. When he got to Xing Yuchuan's table, he was touched, and he fell to Xing Yuchuan's feet, with his head on his head. Hit Xing Yuchuan's knee.

Then, he raised his head, rubbed his head, looked at Xing Yuchuan, and said pitifully, "Brother, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

--elder brother.

A nerve in Xing Yuchuan's brain seemed to jump, and he lowered his eyes to look at the person in front of him, his obedient and shy appearance seemed to be that of Qi Ningyu when he was just in college.

At that time, he had just changed his identity with Qi Ningyu, and suddenly found that Qi Ningyu was different from before, and everything seemed to be seducing him.He was not willing to let Qi Ningyu go too far in college, so Qi Ningyu applied for a school more than 20 kilometers away from their home.

He actually knew that Qi Ningyu had good grades and could go to a better school, and he also knew that Qi Ningyu chose it for him.But he subconsciously didn't let Qi Ningyu change, didn't let Qi Ningyu choose where he should go, he was even secretly happy that Qi Ningyu couldn't leave him.

At that time, he thought of Qi Ningyu trapped by his side, thinking that he could touch him all the time.

At that time, he was indeed able to touch it all the time. If they were in love, it was probably their passionate love period.

In the summer vacation before Qi Ningyu went to university, he took him to the snow-capped mountains and the seaside. They enjoyed the joy in the morning light and sunset. Qi Ningyu was like sugar water melting on his body, calling him softly, "" elder brother".

He remembered that once, when they were on a sea island, due to the hot weather, Qi Ningyu developed a rash on his back, from neck to back, itchy and painful, Qi Ningyu couldn't help but always scratched.He was afraid of scratching the skin and getting an infection, so he stared at it all the time for the past two days, even when he slept at night, he firmly grasped Qi Ningyu's hands.

But Qi Ningyu was really itchy, and it was useless to apply the medicine, so he secretly scratched his back while he was not paying attention.After he found out a few times, he tried to divert Qi Ningyu's attention. He didn't succeed in watching movies, playing games, and playing in the water. In the end, he had to grab Qi Ningyu to do things in the lover's world. Think about something else.

Then they rested and stopped until the next morning, when Qi Ningyu woke up at sunrise, rubbing against him with an itchy back.He hugged Qi Ningyu to the french window, he clung to Qi Ningyu behind his back, grabbed Qi Ningyu's hand so that he couldn't move, then he moved, and whispered in Qi Ningyu's ear, "Baby Ningyu, watch the sunrise."

"Have you seen the sunrise over the sea?"

Xing Yuchuan suddenly narrowed his eyes and asked Shang Xiaojie's gaze.

Xiaojie was taken aback by the question, and smiled slightly, "Brother, do you want to see it?"

--elder brother.

Xing Yuchuan listened to it again, and instantly sobered up.Qi Ningyu is not here, Qi Ningyu doesn't want him anymore, Qi Ningyu is with that man surnamed Xue!

They live together!They've done it, they've done it countless times!

His Ning Yu will no longer belong to him!

Suddenly, Xing Yuchuan's eyes turned cold, and he hummed a word to Xiaojie, "Get lost."

Xiaojie glanced at Xing Yuchuan blankly, stood up and snorted coldly, "Why are you so fierce!"

As he said that, he turned around and was about to leave, when a man suddenly came over, grabbed his waist and said, "Brother Xiaojie, is there anyone?"

"Brother, you are not human."

Hearing the word "brother" again, Xing Yuchuan stood up as if stimulated, grabbed Xiaojie's shoulder with one hand and pulled him over, then warned, "Don't call anyone else brother."

"Are you sick? I can call whoever I like, brother!" Xiaojie felt that this person was inexplicable, and couldn't help but sarcastically, "You were dumped by one of your younger brothers. Why don't you come here to get drunk? Are you dying?"

"I said stop calling me 'brother'."

"I just call, brother, brother, brother—are you biting me?"

Xing Yuchuan threw Xiaojie out vigorously, but was caught by the man who hugged Xiaojie just now. The man let go of Xiaojie and suddenly stood in front of him.

"It's causing trouble, right? Don't look at this place!"

The man turned his head and shouted, "Erba, Maozi!"

Xing Yuchuan frowned, watching two men coming up behind the man, they looked like some kind of hooligans, they twisted the wine bottle and threw it at him.

He dodged sideways and rolled up his sleeves. While the hand that swung the bottle down was empty, he grabbed the hand and pulled it hard. The man leaned forward, and he immediately kicked the man up. He was kicked out more than one meter and fell to the ground.

"Damn it! Erba, get him!"

Then the two went up together, Xing Yuchuan didn't even dirty his clothes, and knocked them down. Just as he was about to stop, a wine bottle hit him on the head from behind. Xiaojie in the lower half of the wine bottle.

Xiaojie scolded: "You're such a thug!"

At 1 o'clock in the morning, Qi Ningyu received a call from the police station, and he answered it in a daze.

"Sorry, what did you just say? I didn't hear clearly."

The police comrade opposite patiently repeated, "Do you know Xing Yuchuan? He just got into a fight with someone, and now he is in the police station with his head injured and drunk! Come and take him back."

Qi Ningyu sat up and woke up for a while before finally understanding the meaning of the words, and after a while he replied: "Sorry, did you make a mistake, I don't know anyone named Xing Yuchuan."

"What? Then I'll check again."

The police comrade hung up the phone and went back to find Xing Yuchuan. Qi Ningyu's mobile phone number was checked after Xing Yuchuan reported Qi Ningyu's identity information.Since Xing Yuchuan was in self-defense, and he was the most seriously injured, the family members came to pick him up and he could leave.

At this time, Xing Yuchuan was sitting on a long chair with his head against the wall, with gauze wrapped around his head. The police comrade walked up to him and told him.

"The Qi Ningyu you mentioned, he said he didn't know you."

Xing Yuchuan was stunned for a while, and then replied dejectedly, "Really? Thank you."

The police comrade felt that something was wrong with this person, and he also felt that he was drunk, so in the end he only persuaded, "Don't drink so much alcohol in the future."

But Xing Yuchuan didn't react at all, he just squinted his eyes and said nothing.

"Oh, the people of today!"

The police comrades left, and Xing Yuchuan still sat motionless until dawn the next day. After confirming that he was sober, he signed and left.