After rebirth, I sent scum to the crematorium

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In the parking lot of the car rental company, Xing Yuchuan finally saw the car he was looking for, only the car.

The person in charge of the car rental company said next to him: "Mr. Xing, this is the car. It has just been towed back, and there is no way to repair it. We haven't cleaned up the things inside, but there is nothing left."

Xing Yuchuan stopped in front of the car. The car was seriously damaged, almost unrecognizable. He frowned and asked, "How could it be so broken?"

The person in charge replied: "I'm not too sure about this. I heard that someone smashed it, but the prisoner was not caught. They left the car and left, and we didn't see anyone."

After he finished speaking, he carefully looked at Xing Yuchuan. A few days ago, Xing Yuchuan came and said that he wanted to find the car they rented out.As a result, he saw that it happened to be this RV, and he happened to be innocent of both parties, so he immediately notified Xing Yuchuan to come and see the car as soon as the car came back.

However, looking at Xing Yuchuan's current appearance, he didn't seem to have found an enemy, but seemed to be abandoned by someone, so he could only look at the car and think about it.

"Boss Xing, you still have the ability to—"

The person in charge was interrupted by Xing Yuchuan as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Sell the car to me, and you don't need to repair it."

The person in charge asked confirmingly, "You mean you want to buy this broken car?"

"Yes. I will ask you to go through the formalities with you tomorrow, and now I want to take the car away."

The person in charge was astonished. He suspected that he might have guessed right. Xing Yuchuan was abandoned by others. It wasn't that there were rumors that Xing Yuchuan was romantic all the time.He remembered that the person who contacted him to rent a car was Xue Yuan, who was a starlet.

He immediately showed an expression of "understanding" and said, "It's no problem. Where are you going to tow the car? I'll call someone to do it right away."

Xing Yuchuan finally dragged the car to a refitting factory. He liked cars when he was in his 20s, so he invested in a company specializing in refitting luxury cars.

He parked the car in a separate workshop, and he opened the door and went in when he was alone.

The car was smashed from the outside, but there was no damage to the interior.He froze at the door as soon as he got into the car. There was indeed nothing left in it, but traces of someone's use could be seen everywhere.

For example, half of the mineral water left in the storage tank, such as the plastic bag in the corner of the ground, such as a sticky note pasted on the door of the cabinet.

He walked to the cabinet, looked at the note, and recognized Qi Ningyu's handwriting at a glance.

[I went shopping.Ayu]

Xing Yuchuan felt his heart being pounded by something, and suddenly there was a loud bang.He tore off the sticky note abruptly, crumpled it into a ball in his hand, and didn't throw it when he wanted to throw it out.

After a while, he raised his hand, carefully unfolded the crumpled sticky note again, flattened it, and then stared at the words on it.

This was written by his baby Ning Yu, and he was reluctant, even if it was written for another man.

Suddenly, he raised his eyes and looked around in the car. There was a small sofa next to the small table facing the door, which was just enough to lie on the upper body. There was a bathroom and toilet in the back, and two small beds behind.

Qi Ningyu and another man have been living here for the past few months, and they slept together in this car, with desks, sofas, bathrooms, beds, maybe he has done them all.

In this small space, his baby Ning Yu was entangled with other men——

Bang!

Xing Yuchuan slammed his fist on the door of the cabinet and gritted his teeth. He couldn't bear to imagine, but he couldn't control the image in his mind, the more he wanted to shake it, the clearer it became.The most secret and seductive appearances of Qi Ningyu that he remembers have become the cornerstone of his imagination, but the person who makes Qi Ningyu reveal those appearances is no longer him.

"Ning Yu—"

He cried out in a hoarse voice, and kept clenching his hands tightly, the joints slowly began to turn white, and the veins on the back of his hands began to scurry.

"Ning Yu!"

He yelled again, then turned his head and bumped his head against the cabinet, bleeding from his head, but he bumped it a few more times as if he didn't feel the pain.

Then he didn't even have the strength to bump his head, and the whole person shrank to the ground and sat slumped on the ground. After a long time, he finally bent his legs, buried his face between his knees, and scratched his head in pain with one hand.

With the other hand, he pressed the note written by Qi Ningyu to his chest.

"Ning Yu, where are you? I really can't hold on any longer, you tell me—tell me...just tell me where you are... okay? Baby Ning Yu, brother misses you so much!"

Xing Yuchuan stayed in the car for a long time before coming out. No one knew what he did in the car, but he lost half his life when he got out.

Someone bravely went over to him and asked him, "Boss Xing, are you okay?"

Xing Yuchuan stopped in his tracks, didn't look at the person who asked him, and probably didn't hear what the other person said, he just ordered: "Fix the car and change the interior...I'll draw a new design and then change it."

"You are."

In the end, the man still didn't ask any more questions, watching Xing Yuchuan walk out like a mechanical puppet.

After Xing Yuchuan finished dealing with the car, he went to the city where Qi Ningyu left the car last, and asked the police to find out about the car being smashed, and only then did he know that Qi Ningyu was blocked on the highway.

He asked someone to find those people, followed them for a few days, and it turned out that they were as "dirty" as he thought. He found a few people who were reselling smuggled cigarettes, and he didn't need to do anything else, just report them casually, and he could lead out a Smuggling chain.

He went back after being an enthusiastic citizen, he knew that Qi Ningyu must not be here anymore, he came here only to vent his anger on Qi Ningyu.

After Xing Yuchuan went back, he remodeled the caravan. The interiors were all according to Qi Ningyu's preferences. The sofa became more spacious, the kitchen became smaller, and the bathroom became larger.He changed the last two beds into a larger one, and used the remaining space as a cabinet.

Qi Ningyu likes the sheets, the fragrance is what Qi Ningyu likes, and the color is also what Qi Ningyu likes. He even matched with Qi Ningyu's clothes from head to toe, from the inside to the outside, all the clothes of the season.

If someone got into the car and looked at it, they would be able to tell at a glance that the owner of the car was Qi Ningyu.

But in fact, Qi Ningyu has everything, but Qi Ningyu is the only one missing.

"Mr. Xing, the quality of this car has been improved by half in an instant after you have changed this car."

The owner of the car rental company admitted to smashing the car because Xing Yuchuan found those gangsters, and he also got compensation. Seeing Xing Yuchuan, he felt a sense of intimacy in his heart.

He came today to deliver the driving location route of Xing Yuchuan's car, which was Xing Yuchuan's last request.

Xing Yuchuan got it and opened it, and found that Qi Ningyu had traveled to half the country in the past few months, from south to north, and from north to south.

He asked the person in charge, "Is this all the route he traveled?"

"Yes."

Xing Yuchuan thought for a while before saying: "Generally, people who rent a car and drive around, what is their purpose?"

He saw the parking spots on the map, some of which were completely barren mountains, and Qi Ningyu would not go to such places when traveling.

"What's the purpose of this? It's usually for relaxation. You can stop and walk anytime and anywhere. It's so convenient and free."

"free?"

Xing Yuchuan couldn't help repeating it.

"Yes, freedom. You can do whatever you want, no worries about work, no nagging from your family, whatever you want, whatever you want. Understand?"

Xing Yuchuan's eyes returned to the map, looking at the places where Qi Ningyu had been, as if he suddenly understood.

Qi Ningyu once said that she wanted to see the outside world, to do what she wanted to do, and to be free.

He didn't understand it before, but now he seems to understand it.

His baby Ningyu has grown up, not the one who touches his fingers and has to be hugged and coaxed by him.

Qi Ningyu wanted to leave him, not because she fell in love with someone, not because she was tired of him.It's that his baby Ningyu can already face the world alone, he no longer needs his holding hands, no longer needs his protection.

He finally understood that the more he held on to his baby Ningyu, the farther and farther away Qi Ningyu would be from him.

His baby Ningyu is the little sugar ball who only has eyes for him and only loves him, and he has lost it in his memory.

他现在爱着的，是那个工作时总是严谨认真的戚宁玉，是那个生起气来也会揍他的戚宁玉，是那个用沉默表示难过的戚宁玉，是那个笑起来仿佛全世界都在为他发光Qi Ningyu.

"I know what to do."

Xing Yuchuan said something suddenly, and the person in charge was puzzled, but Xing Yuchuan didn't want to explain to him, so he had to leave by himself.

On this day, Xing Yuchuan really understood.

He still couldn't restrain the possessive desire in his heart, but he gave up all means to find Qi Ningyu.

He spends half of his time working day and night every month, saving the other half of his time, driving a remodeled RV on the road, first driving the route that Qi Ningyu took, and then going around the country.

He thought that one day, he would meet Qi Ningyu on the road.

He hoped that at that time, Qi Ningyu would forgive him a little, and at least be willing to talk to him.

He found another year of midsummer from the yellow leaves in the sky in late autumn. In the past six months, he traveled to more than half of the country, but he never met Qi Ningyu.

This morning, he got up as usual, washed up and went downstairs. He didn't wear the formal clothes he usually goes to work, but casual clothes.

Today, he is going out again.

"Ayu, you've only been back for a few days, take a rest."

When Aunt Lan saw Xing Yuchuan's attire, she knew that Xing Yuchuan was going again. She didn't dare to persuade Xing Yuchuan not to go. In the few months when Xing Yuchuan didn't find any clues, Xing Yuchuan seemed to be walking dead every day, as if he was holding his last breath. Waiting for Qi Ningyu to come back.

It wasn't until half a year ago that Xing Yuchuan suddenly figured it out. He was quite normal. The only thing that was abnormal was that he drove around every month for half a month.Every time I go out, I have hope, but when I come back, I seem to have fallen back to the bottom.

She felt that Xing Yuchuan's normal behavior was superficial, and something would go wrong one day if it went on for a long time.

Xing Yuchuan sat down to have breakfast as usual, and said after finishing, "Aunt Lan, I will definitely find Ning Yu this time."

Aunt Lan looked at the back of Xing Yuchuan going out, and sighed.

Before Xing Yuchuan left, he went to the yard to look at his prickly pear. Now he is not as paranoid as you used to be staring at the monitor all the time, but every time he goes out he will definitely take a look.

This time, just as he walked over, he saw a white flower on the top of the prickly pear from a distance. He thought he had misread it, and ran over quickly.

The prickly pears are really blooming again!

"Aunt Lan, it's blooming again! I'll definitely find Ning Yu this time!"

Xing Yuchuan shouted excitedly.

Aunt Lan came out and saw the flowers on the cactus, and then looked at Xing Yuchuan.Xing Yuchuan showed a smile, she hadn't seen Xing Yuchuan smile like this for a long time, like a child who got an unexpected gift on his birthday.

She couldn't say no to it, but Xing Yuchuan's hope was too great, and the disappointment that she couldn't find anyone in the end was even greater.

In the end, she just said: "It's good when the flowers bloom."

Xing Yuchuan immediately took out his mobile phone, first took pictures of the cactus, and took pictures from all angles, and then recorded a video after taking pictures.

He said: "When I see Ning Yu, I will show it to him."

Aunt Lan was not answering the call, listening to Xing Yuchuan talking to herself.

"He will be pleasantly surprised, too."

"The peach tree in the old house used to bloom for the first time, and he was happy for several days."

"It's a pity that when he comes back, the flower must have withered."

"Forget it, we will definitely open it again in the future."

Xing Yuchuan finally recorded nothing to record, got up and left.

Every time he went out, he didn't know where to go, so that he might meet Qi Ningyu. He also studied the previous driving route repeatedly, but he didn't find any rules.

So, he also decided to choose randomly, write Qi Ningyu's name on the map, and go wherever he rowed in the end.

This time it was set in a city in the southwest, and he finally arrived after driving for nearly a day.

This city is quite famous and not too small. It was already night when he drove the car, but he got lost as soon as he entered the city. The navigation was completely useless here, and there was even no place to park after driving for a long time. He could only get out of the car in a breakdown and ask for directions.

After tossing and tossing until late, he finally found the hotel he booked.Because the RV is so small, he doesn't live in it much of the time.

He took a shower in the hotel, changed his clothes, and thought while looking at the Jiangjing outside.

Will Qi Ningyu be here?

Xing Yuchuan looked down at the river, everyone was only half his finger tall, but suddenly a light swept across the bank, and he saw a figure.

Dressing is not Qi Ningyu's favorite style at all, but it resembles Qi Ningyu very much.

He didn't even think about it, his brain reacted before he moved, and he rushed downstairs.

Qi Ningyu is wearing a pure white T-shirt, with 7-point denim pants underneath, showing a piece of ankle, straight and slender, with a blue star the size of a fingernail tattooed on the outside of his right ankle, which is different from his previous appearance It's like a different person.

He stood by the river and bid farewell to the person opposite, "I'll go first, see you next time, Mr. Lin."

Boss Lin waved to him, "Come to eat hot pot next time."

Qi Ningyu reluctantly replied "Yes" and began to climb up the steps.

He has stayed here for more than 3 months. He used his certificate to open a room, paid with his real name, and transferred money with a card, but Xing Yuchuan was never found.

He knew that Xing Yuchuan had divided the group, and he didn't know more about the more specific matters in other groups, but it certainly wouldn't be possible for the group to recover in a short while. Xing Yuchuan must have endless things to worry about every day, and he probably had given up on looking for him. .

After all, there is no obsession that can persist for a lifetime. In the last life, there were not so many things that could hold Xing Yuchuan back, so Xing Yuchuan was able to pester him and not let go.

"handsome guy."

Qi Ningyu had just finished climbing the steps when he heard Xue Yuan's voice, he turned his head and saw Xue Yuan was lying on the motorcycle under the streetlight and looking at him.

"A ride?"

Qi Ningyu laughed, stepped on the back seat, took the hat from Xue Yuan and put it on.

Xue Yuan rode his bike on the road, and leaning against Xue Yuan's back, he said, "I just talked to Mr. Lin."

The car drove forward for a long time before Xue Yuan returned: "Are you really determined to stay here?"

"Well. Don't you like it here?"

It took a long time for Xue Yuan to reply: "I like it, but I don't know if I can always like it."

Qi Ningyu stretched out her hand, hugged Xue Yuan's waist, and said: "Xue Yuan, you don't need to change. I like you because you are free and easy, because you are wanton. I don't want you to change yourself because of me, because I don't want you to change yourself. Ways to force myself to become another kind of person. At least now, we are very happy, and I will never forget the experience of this journey in my life, and I will never forget you who are as dazzling as a star."

"Ayu—"

They went back to the rented family apartment, Xue Yuan pushed Qi Ningyu to the door after entering the door, pressing over to kiss him eagerly.

Qi Ningyu responded by clasping Xue Yuan's neck. He really liked Xue Yuan and this journey, even if it couldn't last until the end, but it allowed him to see a different life, experience different experiences, and fell in love with someone completely different from him. same person.

Xing Yuchuan searched all over the river, he went back and forth several times, and finally sat down on the steps, looking down at the rolling river below.

Did he read wrong?

Probably wrong, Qi Ningyu never liked such loose clothes.

After a long time, he slowly stood up and walked back.

This city is so big, he still has a lot of places to look for, maybe one day he might meet Qi Ningyu on the street.

Xing Yuchuan returned to the side, he sat on the chair in front of the French window, holding a bag of wine in his hand, most of the time he would not get himself drunk, except sometimes he missed Qi Ningyu so much that he couldn't even dream , he can only drink.

He had a hallucination with his eyes closed, stretched out his hand to the empty floor-to-ceiling windows, and shouted with a silly smile: "Ning Yu, brother finally found you, are you okay?"

Qi Ningyu didn't feel well when he woke up, rubbed his waist and got out of bed to take a shower. After washing, Xue Yuan still hasn't woken up, and will probably sleep until the afternoon again today.

He didn't wake up anyone, just changed his clothes and went out.

When they first arrived here, they planned to stay for a while, because living without a fixed place was really exhausting, at least Qi Ningyu felt this way.

Then, when they went to a hot pot restaurant for dinner one day, they met Mr. Lin.

Mr. Lin's full name is Lin Shao, and he is the boss of a start-up company. Because of the shortage of funds, he is looking for investment everywhere.

He originally sat at the table next to them and introduced the city to them after hearing what they said, but after chatting, he felt that he and Lin Shao had very speculative ideas, and unconsciously they talked about work and learned about Lin Shao's company.

Later, Qi Ningyu went to see Lin Shao's company, which is an intelligent robot company with a good development prospect, so he talked about investment with Lin Shao, and it was finally confirmed yesterday, and today he is going to formally sign the investment contract.

Lin Shao's company is located in the Science and Technology Industrial Park, which is relatively far away. In addition, the road here is winding, so it took Qi Ningyu an hour to get there by taxi.The company is not big, there are only more than 30 people in total, the contract signing went smoothly and it didn't take much time, but Lin Shao asked him to eat hot pot after signing.

When Qi Ningyu heard the hot pot, his face immediately turned pale. It may be that when he first met Lin Shao, he said he liked hot pot. Lin Shao always told him to eat hot pot, and said that although they were both hot pot, they were actually different, such as fish hot pot and hot pot. Ordinary hot pot is different.

He refused: "Let me take a break and eat something else."

In the end, they didn't eat hot pot. Lin Shao took him to eat health-preserving soup pot. Before he left, he packed something for Xue Yuan.

When Qi Ningyu returned to the apartment, Xue Yuan happened to be taking a shower.

He asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Xue Yuan replied in the bathroom: "No."

It was difficult for Qi Ningyu to adapt to Xue Yuan's lifestyle. She was on the road before, so she couldn't have a regular schedule.

But in the past few months, Xue Yuan didn't go to bed until one or two in the morning, or even three or four in the morning, and didn't get up until the afternoon the next day. Sometimes, he suddenly had an inspiration in the middle of the night and insisted on pulling him to the riverside in the middle of the night. compose.

Thinking back to Jiang Feng in the middle of the night, Qi Ningyu decided not to talk about Xue Yuan, since he wouldn't listen anyway.

However, he said: "I want to change my house again. It's too far away from the industrial park. I also want to buy a scooter. It's too inconvenient to take a taxi."

Xue Yuan didn't answer, and came out wrapped in a bath towel after a while, walked up to him and stared at him, then suddenly hugged him and kissed him, then said: "Ayu, stay with me for a while."

Qi Ningyu thought for a moment, then nodded, "Okay, where do you want to go?"

"Let's go sing in the street!"

"Ok?"

Qi Ningyu didn't understand how to go to the street to sing, Xue Yuan didn't explain, turned around and went to get dressed, cleaned up, and then ate, it was almost dark.

Xue Yuan picked up the guitar and pulled Qi Ningyu to go out. They walked for half an hour in the 30-degree hot weather, and arrived at the square with the most people at night.

Qi Ningyu understood how Xue Yuan was going to sing on the street, he stood by the side of the road, Xue Yuan ran to a nearby shop and took out a box-shaped speaker.He was shocked how many times Xue Yuan had been here before he became familiar with the shops here.

After Xue Yuan connected the speaker and microphone, Qi Ningyu asked, "Are you ready?"

"and many more."

Xue Yuan gave him the guitar, ran away suddenly, and came back after a while with a red rose, broke off the branch, left a flower and a small stem, and pinned it to his ear.

Qi Ningyu doesn't like red flowers, even now he still doesn't like them, he wants to take them down.

Xue Yuan grabbed his hand and said, "Don't take it, standing here will definitely attract more people to listen to my singing."

Qi Ningyu didn't take the flowers down in the end, he stood beside Xue Yuan like a kanban, Xue Yuan picked up the guitar and began to sing.

"Is this Xue Yuan?"

"Fuck! How could he be here! Who is the little brother next to him? So handsome!"

When Qi Ningyu heard someone calling Xue Yuan's name, she realized that Xue Yuan didn't block his face.He wants to remind, Xue Yuan glanced at him nonchalantly, he understood what Xue Yuan meant.

Xue Yuan did it on purpose. At this time, someone in the crowd had already recorded a video of Xue Yuan with his mobile phone.

Xing Yuchuan walked around all day today, he went to the places most frequented by tourists, but he didn't meet Qi Ningyu.

At this time, he didn't know where he was going, and he was walking aimlessly on the street, when suddenly someone ran past him on the phone and bumped into him.

The other party hurriedly said sorry, and continued to say to the phone: "I heard that Xue Yuan is singing over there in the square! Come on!"

Xue Yuan?

Xing Yuchuan quickly grabbed the man and asked, "Where is Xue Yuan?"