brave and coward

Xue Younian said in pain, "You're still a child—"

Hua Lin interrupted him: "I'm full! I'm an adult now! You celebrated my birthday for me!"

Xue Younian was amused by him, but the smile was very bitter: "Linlin, it's not about this problem, you... I'm friends with your parents, I'm about the same age as them, you come to study, they entrust you to I, I... I first let you encounter such a thing, and then—Lin Lin, your parents would never agree. If they knew about this, I don’t think they would even let you continue to stay with me Read this and it will take you back."

Hua Lin yelled: "Then don't let them know! You don't need to let them know!"

Xue Younian said with a headache: "Linlin, it's wrong for us to do this."

Hua Lin asked: "We are both single, what's wrong?"

"I'm you—uh—Linlin!" Xue Younian pushed away Hua Lin who was trying to kiss him forcefully, and said angrily, "Calm down!"

Hua Lin was so anxious to calm down by his pitiful timid look that he couldn't calm down anymore. He stepped forward to hug him and then kissed him forcefully, but was pushed away by him again, and then tried again...

The two pushed and pulled repeatedly like this for countless times, Hua Lin's eyes were completely red, he firmly pressed Xue Younian on the sofa, and then pulled his belt.

...Of course, in the end, Xue Younian immediately pushed him away again, and he staggered to the ground.

For the first time in his life, Hua Lin regretted not working out!Depend on!Not as strong as Uncle Xue!

He got up in a hurry, and hugged Xue Younian's leg who stood up and was about to run: "Will you kiss me, or fuck me! You choose one today!"

"... Hua Lin, you are crazy!" Xue Younian was so angry that he stopped calling him by his nickname.

After a lot of emotions accumulated, Hua Lin was really no different from crazy at this moment. Anyway, he was playing tricks, holding Xue Younian's leg and not letting go, yelling desperately: "I just like you! I just like you You! I'll—"

Hua Lin's crazy voice stopped abruptly, and with his head full of water, he stared at Xue Younian in a daze.

Xue Younian became impatient and became ruthless. He threw the water glass he had just picked up from the coffee table to the side, and cursed, "Are you crazy enough? Let go!"

Hua Lin hesitated, and let go of his hand embarrassingly.

After Xue Younian finished cursing, he stared at Hua Lin in a daze for a while, as if he had lost all his strength, he sat back on the sofa and cried.

Hua Lin was stunned again.

The stronger, the taller, the higher up, the more vulnerable people feel when they cry.

This must be forced to what extent...

Hua Lin no longer thinks that this is his Uncle Xue, this is just his old age, a poor little boy who was so angry that he cried, also, so cute, and beautiful... Really beautiful, crying She looked so pretty too, with sparkling eyes and flushed cheeks.

Hua Lin watched so stupidly, couldn't help swallowing, his face became hot.

It took a while for Xue Younian to realize that he was crying, and turned his head away embarrassingly, and it took a long time before he spoke again: "Linlin, you will hate me."

When Hua Lin heard that it was loose, he quickly climbed up his trouser legs, hugged him, and pressed his head into his arms with a special manliness, kissing the tears on his face forcefully like a legendary boyfriend. Taking advantage of the opportunity at the right time, he said: "No, I really can't, don't put so much pressure on yourself!"

Kiss to kiss, the target is very clear to kiss on the mouth.

Xue Younian didn't seem to feel it when he was tentatively kissing his face, but as soon as he kissed his mouth, he suddenly woke up and tried to avoid it.

But things have developed to this point, how can Hua Lin let him hide, sticking to him like brown sugar all the way, let him hide in nowhere to hide, it can be regarded as a kiss.

Hua Lin's heartbeat was so fast that he almost passed out on the spot, but luckily he didn't.

He felt that he was a bit perverted. He clearly saw Xue Younian's expression of struggling and hesitating because of this, but he became more and more unwilling to let go, and his heart beat faster and faster.

"...Uncle Xue," Hua Lin was finally willing to let go of Xue Younian's mouth. He stuck to him and rubbed against his neck, coaxing people like a scumbag, and coquettish like a little wolf dog. "Next time I will let you can you?"

Xue Younian seemed to be out of his body, staring blankly at the ceiling, and didn't answer him for a long time.

Hua Lin had just finished kissing her mouth, and she had a solid foundation in her heart. She felt that there was a high probability that this matter would be successful, so she was not in a hurry, and just continued to coax and act coquettishly.He bet that his Uncle Xue was his Uncle Xue, he would definitely love him, and he would agree to everything in the end.

He won the bet.

After a while, Xue Younian groped for his face, looked at him affectionately and infatuatedly, touched his face slowly and tenderly for a long time, then leaned over and kissed his lips.

When Hua Lin woke up, before he had time to recollect or be happy, he found that Xue Younian had disappeared.

Xue Younian left him a note, saying that he was on a business trip for a few days, and asked Hua Lin to pack his luggage and find a house to move out as soon as possible.

The meaning between the lines is probably that if Hua Lin doesn't move, he won't come back.

Hualin: "..."

How can I still run after I'm asleep!Careless!

He hurriedly called Xue Younian, but the other party didn't turn off the phone or blacklist him, but they just didn't answer.

Hua Lin persistently made fifty consecutive phone calls, Xue Younian was moved by his sincerity, and answered, "... Lin Lin, did you see the note I left?"

"I won't move." Hua Lin didn't want to go around in circles with him, and said bluntly and shamelessly, "We've all slept together, and you have to be responsible to me."

Xue Younian was silent on the other end of the phone for a while, and finally said helplessly in a low voice: "Linlin, don't make trouble."

Hua Lin said, "I didn't make trouble, I was very serious."

"...Then you just treat me as an irresponsible person, it's not worth it for you. I still have something to do here, don't talk about it, you don't have necessary things, don't look for me, study hard, pay attention to safety " Xue Younian paused for a moment, and said, "I pressed a few business cards under the note. They are all real estate agencies I have contacted. They are very nice. You should try to find them. Don't worry. Don't say anything, just hang up. gone."

"I--"

It's hung up there.

Hua Lin called again, but this time no matter how many calls he made, Xue Younian would not answer.

Hua Lin was sullen for a while, thought for a while, and called Xue Younian's colleague and friend.He has been studying for so long, and has more or less contact with Xue Younian's social circle.

He made up a random excuse to ask Xue Younian where he was on a business trip, but he couldn't be reached by phone, and he was urgently looking for something at home.

The other party knew that Xue Younian and Hua Lin had a good relationship, so they didn't think much about it. They just said that Xue Younian didn't go on a business trip and had taken annual leave. He didn't say where he was going, but said that he was in a bad mood recently and wanted to travel around to relax.

Hua Lin was at a loss.

He couldn't find Xue Younian, and asked everyone who could, but no one knew where Xue Younian had gone.

Hua Lin tried every means to coax people to ask Xue Younian for him, but Xue Younian seemed to guess that it was his idea, and he didn't say anything.

Hua Lin could only continue to go to school dejectedly, while sending messages to Xue Younian, but he sent a hundred messages, and Xue Younian replied at most one: I'm fine, don't read, study hard.

Or, murderously: have you found the house yet?

Hualin: "..."

Hua Lin died of grief.

After three days of this, Hua Lin browsed the webpage aimlessly, thinking whether he should simply post a missing person notice online...

Suddenly, his eyes fell on a news headline.

This piece of news had nothing to do with him, but there was a word in it that inspired him.

concert.

When Xue Younian went out to relax, there must be a way to relax, right?Generally speaking, to relax, either look at the scenery or participate in entertainment activities.

Xue Younian may have gone to the exhibition, or watched a stage play, or listened to a concert...

But what the hell, this is in Europe, Xue Younian can go to any EU country at any time, so it's too much to find a needle in a haystack to find someone who can watch shows and dramas anywhere in Europe!

... No, there is still hope.Although he will not reject the unknown small shows, but on the other hand, he will definitely not miss the big shows and concerts.

Hua Lin quickly searched for relevant information, and he really let him find a few.

He asked for leave and ran over to look for Xue Younian, but he was almost blind and couldn't find Xue Younian in the auditorium.

Lost hope again.

Hua Lin deeply felt the pain of love... But thinking about Xue Younian's melancholy and fragile face, Hua Lin felt that he had to be strong, never give up or give up, and keep looking.

Emperor Tian paid off, and Hua Lin finally got Xue Younian's whereabouts two weeks later.

It's a coincidence.

When Hua Lin first came to Europe, he joined the group of compatriots of the same class, but he has been blocked and never said anything.This time he had nowhere to go, he fiddled with his mobile phone, accidentally entered the group, and looked through their chat records and photos blankly.

He saw Xue Younian.

It was just a blurry silhouette, but he recognized that it was Xue Younian!

At night, the riverside square is brightly lit and bustling. This is a country of art. Many folk artists gather here, including performance artists and unknown street bands.

Hua Lin stood in the crowd, quietly watching the drummer of the band who was performing.

What exactly is there that Xue Younian can't...

He even suspected for a moment that Xue Younian was not avoiding him because he was afraid that his parents would beat him, but because he wanted to stay single so that he could gain time to develop various hobbies...

This was obviously a rock band, and the other band members were all very punk, but Xue Younian just mixed in so calmly and calmly, wearing his shirt and suit vest, it didn't seem out of harmony.

The only difference from usual is that Xue Younian's hair is not so tidy, not combed up, bangs drooping to the front of the forehead, he stroked it to the side casually, a little messy, a little decadent, and a little sexy.

Hua Lin couldn't help but suddenly remembered that day, Xue Younian was so embarrassed by him, his hair was messed up with sweat, it was also very sexy.The more meticulous people mess up, the sexier they are.

The real, supreme, and highest artistic beauty is to destroy the perfection, make the white wall slightly flawed, and make Venus lose his arm.

Just like their love, full of the words "shouldn't", it sounds like crazy, but it is precisely the supreme beauty with a painful and contradictory soul, it is art.