brave and coward

Wen Dong regretted it deeply, but he has never regretted taking medicine in this world, just like he used to take those crooked paths with a sick mind, and he also said that bastard talk just now when he got sick again.Now no matter what he says, Hua Lin insists on breaking up and letting him go.

Wen Dong was so anxious that his blood rushed to his forehead, he couldn't help it, so he raised his hand and slapped himself.

Then he saw Hua Lin's surprised eyes, which seemed to be a little scared and contemptuous.

Hua Lin was really frightened by Wen Dong, because he really felt that this person was so low from the bottom of his heart.This person is in his 20s, but he still has no way to control his emotions. Whenever there is a dispute, he breaks up, regrets immediately after speaking, and slaps himself if he can't get it back... Just like in the past when he hoped to get rich in gambling and changed frequently. sexual objects to satisfy the lowest biological desires.

Suddenly, he seemed to have jumped out of his own body, standing in an absolutely objective perspective of a third party, and re-examined all this rationally.

Then, he suspected that he had lost his mind some time ago.He seems to have become a lowly creature controlled by sexual desire.Except for those boring gossips and complaints about bad friends in the group, he and Wendong have no common topics. Since they lived together, they have either had conflicts and disputes between various living habits and concepts, or they have made love.Apart from these two things, he couldn't think of anything else between the two of them for a moment.

The two of them do it almost every day, even though Hua Lin knows it's bad for health, but it's too exciting to bear it.

... When you think about it, it's kind of scary and disgusting.What the hell did he do, so bad, so bad himself, at this age, why would he do such a stupid thing.

Hua Lin kept silent, immersed in his own thinking, and Wen Dong looked at him like this, and did not speak again, because although Wen Dong didn't know what he was thinking, he could feel it from his expression. Show his indifference and disgust.

Wen Dong also calmed down a little now, he knew that he shouldn't have slapped him just now, it was ridiculous and scary, and people often warn on the Internet: If you meet this kind of man, run away, whoever touches you There is a hole in the brain, if you continue to keep it for the New Year, you can only wait for the social news as a victim.

Wen Dong judged this statement based on his years of experience in the mixed society, and felt that it was very correct. He had to run far away when he met such a person.

But just now he subconsciously did this kind of behavior.why?Because he is such a low-level person in essence, he is the kind of low-level creature that Hua Lin often said in his bones.Probably, now Hua Lin also realized this.

In fact, Hua Lin should have realized this a long time ago, but who told him to be a fool raised in an ivory tower? When he meets a little ruffian like him who has no bottom line, why not be coaxed by him casually?

Wen Dong thought so self-destructively, and laughed at himself.

Hua Lin suddenly heard his laughter and looked up at him.

Wen Dong's eyes were shining, probably watery, and the corners of his eyes were a little red, but the corners of his mouth were hooked up in a playful manner, and he said in a nasal voice but tried his best to express a relaxed tone: "I'm sorry, no Scared you?"

He didn't wait for Hua Lin to respond—he guessed that Hua Lin didn't intend to respond—and then said: "Then I'm leaving. You go back on your own and pay attention to safety... When are you going back? I'll leave you to pack things .”

Hua Lin was silent for a while, and said, "I'll go directly to my mom and dad's house for the New Year."

Wen Dong said: "Okay, then I'll go over and get the things in the past two days. If I'm going to take something wrong, you can just send me a message and tell me, and I'll send it—I'll send it to you."

Hua Lin didn't speak anymore, lay back, wrapped the quilt, closed his eyes, and heard Wen Dong packing up his things beside him, and left after a while, helping him to turn off the light before leaving.

Hearing the sound of the door lock, Hua Lin opened his eyes, staring blankly at the wall in the darkness, wondering how everything could be like this.

……

Wen Dong went back overnight and went directly to the house where he and Hua Lin lived together. It was already dawn, and he packed his luggage.There were too many miscellaneous things. Although the two of them had not lived together for a long time, they had bought a lot of things. It was impossible for him to take them all away. He only planned to bring some personal items.

He packed his clothes in the bedroom, fumbled around the bedside, and took out his game console, which must be taken away.Then he looked at the row of plush dolls stuffed under the quilt before the two of them set off, and couldn't help but smile.

In fact, he never thought of taking Hua Lin to a video game hall for a date before, because he always guessed that Hua Lin would hate that naive and noisy place.He never thought that Hualin would like dolls.

Once a friend of his opened a new store, and he went to support it. All the dolls he picked up were distributed to those who played with him, but his boss friend said that he couldn’t leave empty-handed. Give him a hot hug.

Wendong thought that if he took this thing back, he would be disgusted by Hualin, so he wanted to give it away, but the people around him couldn't take it, so he wanted to give it to a child he didn't know, but the strange children he met were safe The consciousness was particularly strong, and they rejected him politely and defensively, with an expression of "Although I don't know what kind of new fraud/abduction/trafficking/etc. means, but I don't want it anyway".Maybe it’s better to send the adults off, but Wen Dong is so narcissistic that he is afraid that the other party will misunderstand that he wants to strike up a conversation or something, so there is no need to cause a romantic debt for nothing.

In the end, he had no choice but to accept his fate and take the bear back.

Fortunately, after hearing his explanation, Hua Lin didn't say anything to him, but only asked him to put the doll in the dry cleaner for cleaning and disinfection.

Wen Dong took the doll back after washing it, and casually put him on the sofa in the living room, accidentally noticing that Hua Lin liked to rest on it.

He didn't know what he was thinking, anyway, he tentatively and secretly brought back a few dolls, the size of the most common claw machine, and put them all over the house.Every time Hua Lin saw it, he would just ask him if he had washed it, and if he hadn't, he would throw it into the washing machine that washed the sheets.

It's just inexplicable, it's just that, Wen Dong feels very cool, he doesn't know what he's having a good time, he's sick.

Another time, Wen Dong came back late due to something, and Hua Lin was already asleep. He tiptoed into the bedroom and saw that the half where he slept was also covered with a quilt, and several dolls were neatly arranged, from big to small. Hua Lin slept peacefully on the other side with a pillow and a quilt.

It's really nothing special, but Wen Dong was almost killed by cuteness all of a sudden.

Later, Wendong found out that Hualin actually named each of these dolls, even though it sounds a bit like the names of cats and dogs...

Wen Donghui couldn't help but wonder jealously: Is Hua Lin, who was with Xue Younian before, cuter than this?Must be.What he saw in those videos was enough for him to confirm this fact.

He feels that he is sick, and he is still figuring out what happened 800 years ago.But just thinking about it made him sick.For the first time, he had this experience, and he was not like himself.

……

Wen Dong sat down on the edge of the bed, staring at the suitcase on the ground, not wanting to move it.He couldn't bear Hua Lin.

However, Hua Lin's attitude...at that time's eyes...

Wen Dong sat there for a while, swept up the broken glass heart, put it away, and continued to pack his luggage sadly.After the whole thing, he sat back again, took out his cell phone, and called Hua Lin.

What shocked him was that Hua Lin didn't block him, and even picked up, but the voice was very indifferent, asking: "What's the matter?"

Wendong wondered if this meant that he still had a chance, as long as he was subdued and gave up the steps like before, he would be fine.So he asked with a smile as if nothing had happened, "Brother Lin, where are you? Are you coming back today? I'll pick you up~?"

There was silence on the other side of the phone for a few seconds, and then Hua Lin said in a very strange and distant tone: "I hope you can understand that we have broken up, this is not a joke. I tell you very seriously, I hope you can Finish moving things before the third year of junior high school. If you hang around like a rogue and don’t leave, I won’t drive you away, I’ll just rent it to you as a house... No, speaking of this, I suddenly remembered, I can give you that house directly as a breakup fee. You can send my documents and some personal items to my parents' house or the hospital by courier. "

"Brother Lin, are you still angry?" Wen Dong asked with a dry smile.

Hua Lin's tone was even somewhat helpless: "I think the matter has been made very clear. If you have nothing else to do, please don't call me boringly." After a pause of two seconds, he said, "Don't Just like Xue Younian."

Wendong clenched the phone tightly, and after a while, he smiled with red eyes: "...well, okay. I'm sorry, I'm actually going to tell you that I'm almost done packing, and I'll leave later. I didn't bring any It’s not necessary to leave, you can deal with it yourself.”

"Okay. Is there anything else?" Hua Lin asked.

"It's gone." Wen Dong said.

Then Hua Lin hung up the call.

Hualin would not do this before, and he even told Wendong a so-called etiquette on the phone. Whoever makes the call hangs up. Don't hang up first when answering someone else's call, in case the other party doesn't finish talking and is impolite.Hualinte cares about the details of these bits and pieces.

……

Wendong hasn't been back to his old house for a long time, and when he moved back, he thought about cleaning for half a day, but it turned out that he didn't need it.Before he moved away, Hua Linfei asked him to wrap the pots, pans, and pans with plastic wrap, and wrap the large pieces of furniture with old sheets or newspapers. After unpacking, throwing the sheets into the washing machine, and mopping the floor, you can live directly without cleaning.

How nice.After all, he has no energy to work at all now, he just wants to lie on the sofa in a daze.