brave and coward

It's not that Wen Dong hasn't thought about it, he thought about it when he was in a special relationship with Hua Lin, and he couldn't help thinking about it while he couldn't understand why he would think about such a thing.For the first time, he imagined "the future" and "the future" when he was in a relationship with someone, and then found that this was a road blocked by himself long ago.

He was something, everybody knew--he wasn't a thing.

Now it sounds good to say that the prodigal son will not change his money when he returns, but in fact, who would believe it?Shen Zhixing didn't believe it, and whenever there was a movement every three days, he would be nervous for fear that he would become the same as before.

Shen said that if he didn't even believe it, could Hua Lin's parents believe it?

Even if you take ten thousand steps back and say, believe it, is he worthy of Hua Lin now?Don't have a fucking dream, I don't dare to arrange it like this.

In fact, Wendong himself is fine, he was stalking such a nice child, and when he was discovered, scolded, or even beaten to death, he admitted it.Think optimistically, this is also called death under the peony flower, and being a ghost is also romantic.

But he didn't want his mother involved.It's unlucky enough for his mother to have such a debtor in her life. After a few years of quiet life, she will be scolded together, scolding her and her son. Do you match yourself?

His mother will be the same as before, hunched over and apologized to others for him.

Hua Lin felt that the atmosphere was getting more and more uncomfortable, and he looked at Wen Dong vigilantly: "Speak up."

This reticence made his heart flutter.

Wen Dong smiled: "There's nothing to say...why did you mention this all of a sudden?"

Hua Lin asked: "Then when will I mention it before it is called 'suddenly'?"

The two of them confirmed their relationship and lived together. After a few months, it was called "suddenly"?

Wen Dong thought, this is a good question, I can't answer it.

So he just said: "Go to bed first. Did you just have a dream?"

Hua Lin became even angrier: "I want my parents to meet, am I dreaming?"

Wen Dong said dumbfoundingly: "What do you think? I definitely don't mean that."

"Then what do you mean?" Hua Lin glared at him.

Wen Dong was silent for a while, put down his cigarette casually, and walked over to hug Hua Lin: "I don't mean anything, I just think it's unnecessary."

"I think it's necessary." Hua Lin said.

Wen Dong smiled wryly and said: "We are in love, it has nothing to do with them, it's not about talking with them..."

"Who wouldn't let their parents meet when they're in a relationship?" Hua Lin thought about it all at once, and asked, "Wendong, you actually don't plan to last long at all, do you?"

"I--"

"Let go of me." Hua Lin said.

Wen Dong heard that he was really angry, hesitated for a while, and let him go.

Sitting on the bed, Hua Lin looked up at Wen Dong who was standing by the bed for a long time, and then asked, "Is there any difference between me and those people you talked to before?"

Wen Dong was stunned for a moment, and suddenly became a little angry: "You often talk about what you say, but now you don't talk about it, so it's boring to say that. You don't know what I treat you?"

Hua Lin said coldly: "I really don't know."

Wen Dong was on the top all of a sudden, he couldn't get out of his chest, and he was so uncomfortable that he died.He was anxious to express his feelings for Hua Lin, but his mind was buzzing, he couldn't think of anything more, so he could only give an example hastily: "I never lived with them."

Hua Lin's tone sounded very calm: "Because you used to live with your mother."

"..."

Wen Dong was amused all of a sudden, but seeing that Hua Lin still had an ugly face, with "Do you think it's funny/do you think this is the time to make you laugh" written all over his face, he could only put his smile back embarrassingly, trying to explain: "It has nothing to do with that, I don't know how to put it... I, I don't like living with other people. I have lived with my mother in a small house since I was a child. The house at that time was bigger than my mother's house later. Small, so I really hate living with other people... I don't know how to make you understand that feeling, you must have never experienced eating, drinking and messing in a small shabby house, or with your mother, the opposite sex... I do not know how to say it."

He spread his hands, licked his dry lips, turned his head away, and didn't speak for a long time.

At that time, his family was too poor.His mother only had 500 yuan at the beginning, and she borrowed it after talking to others and selling out laughingly, with a guy who doesn't understand anything, is too young to just sit around and spend money, and can't help anything He rented a very cheap shabby house, and it takes 5 minutes to walk to the public toilet. At night, he can only put a urinal at the door of the house, and the bed is less than three steps away from the adults.

Later, Wendong's mother sometimes thought that his living habits were not good, so she would say that he was not like this when he was a child, and he liked to be clean when he was a child.

Wendong doesn't remember what he was like when he was a child. He only remembers that the broken house leaked when it rained, and there were pots on the bed and floor. Overwhelm the smell to coax him to eat, but if he doesn't eat, she scolds him for being ignorant.

The world he lives in doesn't allow him to be fussy.

But if you can still pay attention to it, it is estimated that you have not yet reached a certain level of poverty.

He still remembered that he felt that he was a big boy at that time, and he didn't want to sleep with his mother, and he was so embarrassed.But there is no spare place in his house for him to choose.His mother had to do tiring work during the day, and fell asleep when his head touched the pillow at night, and snored, the snoring sound was more terrifying than thunder, and Wendong couldn't fall asleep at all due to the noise.The house is so big, he can still hear it wherever he hides, he can only keep his eyes open until dawn, and then go to school to sleep in class, the teacher's voice is much better than his mother's snoring, like playing music of.

It's not his mother's fault, she's also a victim of this fucking life, this unfair fate.

But in short, he has always hated living with other people, even if that person is not his mother, even if that person doesn't snore, he can't bear it, and he feels uncomfortable.

He didn't want to tell Hua Lin about this, and it was useless to say it. Hua Lin had never experienced it, so it was impossible for him to understand.Maybe, Hua Lin will only be like his elementary school teacher - at that time, he was not rebellious enough, the teacher asked him why he fell asleep in class, and he told the truth.The teacher sighed, looked at him with sympathetic eyes, and then told him that his mother was not easy, and asked him to be sensible and considerate of his mother's hardships.

It's all empty talk, anyone can talk about it, but it's useless.

Hua Lin would definitely say that his mother worked too hard at that time, and the conditions were really only that, it was all over, and it's fine now.

After a while, Wendong heard Hua Lin ask: "So you are willing to condescend to live with me, you are giving me face, I am lucky to win the jackpot, I want to thank you for looking up to me, is that what you mean?"

"..."

Wendong's throat felt like he had swallowed a handful of catkins, itching, he could hardly make a sound, and felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to vomit.

He took deep breaths repeatedly, loosened his clenched fists, and tried to slow down his tone: "I didn't mean that. Brother Lin, really. I... I just want to say that I treat you differently from others. I like you very much, really, I... I thought about being with you forever, just like we are now, isn't it good, can't we be together forever? "

What a fart, it's even more underground than underground love, and it's about to descend to the world of people in the center of the earth.Hua Lin thought angrily.

"Pro-"

"Have you thought about why you won't let your parents meet if you're with me all the time?" Hua Lin asked.

Why can't we get around this topic? !Wen Dong rubbed his hair irritably, and asked helplessly: "So why do you insist on letting them meet?"

"Like I said, when other people fall in love, their parents will meet." Hua Lin said.

Wen Dong suddenly had an idea at this moment, and almost said it out: Then when you talked with Xue Younian, why did you hide it well, and if you said he was going to be afraid, you should hide it from your father with him Mom forever?

——After all, he restrained himself with the remaining reason and didn't say this.

But this idea quickly occupied his whole brain, like throwing a cigarette butt on the autumn grassland, the fire will start to burn, and the whole area will be burned.

He knew that this was Xue Laogou's conspiracy, just to make him so jealous, but it was useless to know, he was indeed very jealous at this time.

At the beginning, Xue Younian not only gave him 100 million euros, but also gave him a bunch of videos, which were taken when Xue Younian and Hua Lin were together.Of course, it's not a sex video, it's a piece of life or travel, in today's terms, it's similar to a life vlog.

For example, during the Spring Festival, the two rented a holiday cottage in the snowy mountains of Switzerland or somewhere. The room was decorated lively and beautifully, and they used cameras to record their sweet moments.This was proposed by Hualin, because his family has this "tradition" and likes to use videos to preserve memories.

Xue Younian was unnatural at first, saying that he was afraid that Hua Lin's parents would find out.As we talked, we talked about the future.Xue Younian said that he was too afraid of being found out by Hua Lin's parents, and he would never dare to speak out for the rest of his life.

Hua Lin was still there looking forward to a few years to succeed in subtly brainwashing his parents, and then everyone will be happy—he is not a character who likes to hide things from his family—but seeing Xue Younian like this, he hurriedly comforted Xue Younian In [-], he said that he would stop looking forward, and he would not confess, and he would keep it a secret for a lifetime. It was not a big deal, and he respected Xue Younian's meaning.

Wendong couldn't help thinking: How come you don't have to respect what I mean when you come to me?

He knew that his idea was naive.After so many years, it may just be that Hua Lin's thinking has changed, that's all, it's not aimed at him.

However, he couldn't help thinking about it and being jealous.He was going crazy with jealousy, and he was even afraid that he would become perverted with jealousy.

Hua Lin treated Xue Younian differently from him in those videos.

Of course, Hua Lin couldn't be blamed for this, after all, the main reason was that people were different, mainly because Xue Younian was different from Wen Dong.Xue Younian will never be as low as him, with bad living habits, no culture, no money, and no education.Xue Younian is perfect and advanced.

The chat between Hua Lin and Xue Younian was full of things that Wen Dong didn't understand.But although he couldn't understand, he could feel that Xue Younian was guiding and guiding Hua Lin.Hua Lin looked at Xue Younian, his eyes were filled with admiration that was as hot as fire.It was something he could never get in his life.

"...No matter what, I don't want them to meet." In the end, Wen Dong just said so.

Hua Lin was annoyed: "My parents have raised me for decades, and I won't let them know that I'm in love?"

Why are you willing to hide it from your parents because of Xue Younian?Wen Dong thought to himself.

"Brother Lin, don't talk about it. Or, talk about it later." Wen Dong tried to end the topic.

But Hua Lin didn't want to end it, he looked at Wen Dong: "What if I have to say it today?"

"..." Wen Dong let out a long sigh, "Your parents won't agree to my condition."

"It's not that they don't know you. If they want to look down on you, they would have told me not to play with you." Hua Lin said anxiously.

Wen Dong had a headache: "This is not the same thing. After playing for fun, how can it be the same as falling in love?"

Hua Lin asked: "Where is the difference so big? We are not male and female, and we can have children, so I can understand you saying that we should select the genes of both parties for the sake of future generations. Whether we climbed mountains together or went to bed together on Sunday, it's important to them. Does it make any difference?"

"..." Wen Dong couldn't figure out Hua Lin's brain circuit, but he couldn't refute it all at once.

Indeed, he had been to Hua Lin's house before, and dealt with Hua Lin's parents. Those two were very hospitable to him. They said that he could bear Hua Lin for so long, and he was often tortured by Hua Lin... …

But all of this is based on the fact that they thought he was just an ordinary friend of Hua Lin.

After a long while, Wen Dong said, "Why don't I go see your parents, my mother don't go."

When the time comes, he will make it clear first that his mother doesn't know anything, if you want to scold him, you can scold him, don't bring his mother along.

Hua Lin couldn't understand at all: "What's wrong with your mother? Your mother doesn't accept us?"

Wen Dong said, "It's your parents who won't accept it."

"You know my parents can't accept it before they speak?" Hua Lin asked.

"It's not necessary for them to say it, if you want it," Wen Dong said angrily, "I wouldn't accept it if I were them!"

Hua Lin said: "But you are not them, how do you know they will think like you? My parents don't discriminate, do you think they will give you a 3000 million check just like in the novel and leave my son?" No. As long as I have a partner, I can still get his pension as an old man."

"It's just that they know it's impossible, so you don't take it seriously if you say it casually?" Wen Dong asked.

"I'm serious." Hua Lin said.

"..."

The room was quiet for a while, and then, Hua Lin said persistently, "I want them to meet this time."

"I said, yes, I'll see you, but my mother won't go." Wen Dong said.

"Why?" Hua Lin asked.

"No reason." Wen Dong said.

Hua Lin got angry again, and said word by word: "I want your mother to meet my parents."

Wen Dong fell silent again.

After a long time, Wen Dong said, "Then let's break up."

Hua Lin froze for a moment, thinking he had heard wrong.

Seeing his blank expression, Wen Dong thought he didn't hear clearly, so he repeated: "You must let my mother go, then we will break up now."

"..." Hua Lin came back to his senses after a while, and asked, "Are you threatening me?"

"No." Wen Dong said, "I'm just telling you what I think."

Hua Lin asked inexplicably: "So let your mother meet my parents, what happened?"

Wen Dong said: "It's nothing, I just don't want to."

Hua Lin didn't speak anymore, and couldn't speak, he felt a huge chill coming from his heart, he was so cold that he could barely breathe.

Just for this matter, Wen Dong broke up with him.

No matter how angry he was, he never thought of breaking up and threatening the other party to promise him something.

But Wen Dong did it.

Just to prevent both parents from meeting.

Why can't we meet?Why do you refuse to disclose it in front of your friends, and also refuse to disclose it in front of your parents?He shouldn't be so shameless, right?Then think of Wendong for the good, for fear that he will dump him in the future, and no one will know about it. Is that what you think?Really, stick, heart, ah.

Wen Dong saw that Hua Lin's face turned pale, and his body was trembling slightly, and he couldn't bear it anymore, wishing to slap himself.But this was not the time to do this, he hurried over to hug Hua Lin, and said, "I'm sorry, brother Lin, I'm stupid, I'm talking stupid again, I just got angry, don't take it seriously, I—"

"Don't touch me." Hua Lin said.

Wen Dong didn't let go, and even hugged him even tighter: "Brother Lin, I was wrong..."

Hua Lin didn't speak for a moment.

Wen Dong tentatively looked at his face, and tentatively licked his mouth flatteringly, but within two licks, Hua Lin pushed him away vigorously.

Hua Lin looked at him indifferently, and said, "Get lost."

"I--"

"I opened the house and paid the money. I broke up with you. If you can't spend my money anymore, I'll let you go." Hua Lin said.

Wendong knew he was speaking in anger: "Brother Lin, I, I don't know..."

Hua Lin sneered: "Now I want to divide."

Wen Dong's heart was in a mess, and he said eagerly: "I, I will meet with my aunt and uncle first, and explain the matter clearly, and then I will call my mother..."

"No need." Hua Lin said.