brave and coward

Hua Lin's mood has stabilized a lot, and he promised not to run away. If he really can't overcome the shadow, or if such crazy things continue to happen, he will run again.

He doesn't talk to death easily, after all, he still cherishes his life. Thinking of his family wealth, three generations of single heirs, and an indomitable guy born with Baoyu in his mouth, this diploma is not that important!

Xue Younian was amused by him, patted his head, and went downstairs to cook with his arms around his shoulders.

Hua Lin said as he walked, "By the way, don't tell my parents about this."

Xue Younian hesitated and said, "Such a big matter, logically speaking, we should tell them."

Hua Lin scratched his head: "They must be very worried when they find out, there's no need. Maybe they want me to go back and stop reading."

Xue Younian laughed: "I don't think so."

Hua Lin said: "There's no need to say that, anyway, they will be beyond their reach if they know."

Xue Younian asked: "Are you afraid that they will blame me for not taking good care of you?"

Hua Lin gave a "tsk" sound: "Uncle Xue, don't keep blaming yourself for this matter. You have said that it has nothing to do with you. Who would want to get it? If you say that again, I will get angry!"

Xue Younian didn't speak for a while, Hua Lin turned his head to look at his frowning brows, and quickly said, "Don't be angry, I'm kidding you. But you really don't want to think that way."

Xue Younian stopped, looked at him for a while, and said seriously: "Unless you swear to me, if you encounter any danger in the future, even if you think it is only a small danger, you must tell me immediately, no matter where I am or what I do .”

Hua Lin nodded movedly: "I swear." Then when he thought of something, although he felt it was unrealistic, he couldn't help but remind him, "Uncle Xue, you can solve that matter if you can. Find a way, don't use illegal means to avenge me, that's still not good, not good."

Xue Younian was stunned for a moment, then laughed, rubbed his hair, and said teasingly: "I told you to dry your hair after washing, you are always being lazy, look, now the water has gone in."

Hua Lin made a face at him, and said angrily, "It's fine if you don't, and I'll just say it casually, you definitely won't be like that."

……

That brainless ex-roommate of Hua Lin didn't leave anything behind, and the matter of Hua Lin being almost dragged away had to be left alone.

Xue Younian said: "Then we can only talk to him in private to clear up the misunderstanding."

Hua Lin muffled, "I won't go."

Xue Younian said, "I'll go."

Xue Younian talked to that idiot, and when he came back, he had a talk with Hua Lin: the idiot was willing to sell Xue Younian's face, and he hoped to get Xue Younian's recommendation letter in the future.Xue Younian agreed.

Hua Lin felt very aggrieved, but Xue Younian comforted him and said: "A good man doesn't suffer from immediate losses, let's get over the matter first. The recommendation letter is also a matter of a few years later, so let's talk about it at that time. Moreover, this circle is said to be small. But it doesn’t matter how big it is, it’s not useful just by taking a letter.”

Afterwards, that idiot even came to Hua Lin, and showed him a hypocritical goodwill with a playful smile. Don't worry about studying hard.

Hua Lin played the obedient card when he was young. Although he suffered a big loss for no reason this time, he still thought that if he could not offend the broom star, he would not be offended. Self-comfort and loss are a blessing, and safety is good, so he nodded perfunctorily, which is just that. reconciliation.

Not long after, Hua Lin was taken aback: the brain-damaged man looked as if he had bought it with money, and he didn't know if he could attend the lectures without barriers. A highly rated paper.

Hua Lin and Xue Younian talked about this, Xue Younian said calmly: "Character and academic level cannot be completely linked. You don't have to care about him, and do your studies well."

"I know, but he..." Hua Lin had a very dark guess, "Do you think he has a gunman? I just think he must not be of that level. It doesn't make sense. I can't write something now, he It hurts me too much to be able to write it? He doesn't look like he can read."

Xue Younian frowned slightly, and thought for a while: "I've read what he published, and it's really remarkable. If it's like you said, whoever has such a high level is actually unlikely to give him some money easily As a gunman, if you bring it to the professor, you can directly earn it. It’s better to change your mind. His family has a background in a pharmaceutical company. Maybe those are not entirely his opinions, but they have been researched in his laboratory for a long time For the data, it’s just a matter of getting close to the water. But we can’t tell these things for the time being.”

Hua Lin rubbed his chin and said, "What if he gave too much? What if the shooter is in urgent need of money?"

Xue Younian was amused by him, and his brows stretched, but he soon became serious again, and said: "It is indeed possible what you said, but we have no proof, so you should not say that to anyone again. That person is narrow-minded, in case It’s not good to hold grudges because of it. But academic dishonesty is really outrageous, and I will pay attention to it privately.”

Hua Lin nodded, and the two of them didn't say anything about it at that time.

It wasn't until six years later that the brainless thing about stealing, robbing, cheating, and taking other people's academic achievements as their own was exposed because of an accident, and his family's pharmaceutical company was also involved. Because of a series of related illegal operations, use of prohibited ingredients, etc., he was severely investigated by the authorities. The brain-damaged man and his family had a reunion dinner in prison. At that time, Hua Lin, who already knew Xue Younian's true face, realized that Xue Younian Nian is waiting here.

But that's another story.

At that time, although the brain-damaged matter was resolved, Xue Younian assured Hua Lin that it would never happen again, and Hua Lin also moved out of the dormitory, and lived and ate with Xue Younian for a long time, even going to school, after school, and going to the library. Xue Younian tried his best to find time to be with him, but Hua Lin was still very scared.

His stress response was intense.

Once, he and Xue Younian went to the park for a picnic, talking and laughing, suddenly saw the ice cream of the person next to him drop onto his T-shirt, making his clothes dirty, his face turned pale immediately, and his stomach began to churn.

Hua Lin hurriedly covered his mouth, lowered his head and took a deep breath, and it took him a long time to recover, and said softly, "It's okay."

Xue Younian patted him on the back and sighed, "Why don't you find a psychiatrist."

Hua Lin waved his hand: "We all know that seeing a psychiatrist is actually an auxiliary means in this situation. Now this one is very good, but I need some time."

It didn't end there.

As long as there is something wrong, Hua Lin will feel uncomfortable all over. He can't control himself to repeatedly disinfect his exposed skin with alcohol wipes, rinse his mouth every once in a while, and take a bath if he is at home. .

In order to scrub better, he ran more than half of the city to find authentic Northeast bath towels, but he couldn't find them, so he asked friends in China to send them to him at a high price.He was speechless about his behavior, but he really had no choice but to indulge himself and continue to lose his nerve.

At first, Xue Younian just persuaded him and accompanied him to see a psychiatrist, until one day, Hua Lin had an attack while eating, and went upstairs to wash his mouth and take a bath.

Before he took off his clothes, Xue Younian knocked on the door outside the bathroom: "Lin Lin, open the door."

Hua Lin hurriedly said: "I'm fine, just take a shower, this matter can't be rushed, take your time."

"You open the door first, be obedient."

Hua Lin hesitated for a while, sighed a few times, and opened the door anyway, forced a smile and said: "It's all right, give me a little more time."

Xue Younian's face was sad, he frowned and looked at him for a few seconds, then grabbed his wrist: "Come out, I have something to tell you."

Hua Lin followed Xue Younian out, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at him innocently.

Xue Younian sighed, "You can't go on like this."

Hua Lin thought: I know that too, but what can I do, I don't want to do this more than you do.

Xue Younian said: "If you want, can you let me try?"

Hua Lin asked puzzled, "Try what?"

Xue Younian said, "Cure your heart disease."

Hua Lin himself is a person who wants to be a doctor in the future. He will never shy away from medical treatment, and he trusts Xue Younian very much. Hearing this, he smiled: "Okay, I am definitely willing."

Xue Younian hesitated for a moment, then said slowly, "The method may surprise you a little bit. Can you completely trust Uncle Xue?"

Hua Lin was surprised: "Why do you say that? What method? Isn't it an electric shock?!"

He used to hear social news that his parents scolded quack doctors or liars with electric shocks to cure Internet addiction.

In addition to these social news, Hualin also knows that in the Middle Ages Europe liked bloodletting to treat diseases, and there were even people who saw people's skulls and sawed their brains to cure homosexuality...

Even Uncle Xue, if he wants to do this, he will still firmly refuse!

Xue Younian was quite serious at first. Hearing what he said, he couldn't help laughing: "You said it like this, which makes me feel that my treatment method is really not worth surprising."

Hua Lin breathed a sigh of relief: "It's better if it's not like that. Just say it straight, don't tease me."

Xue Younian was silent for a while before saying, "Desensitization therapy."

Hua Lin looked at Xue Younian in a daze, and after realizing what he meant, he instinctively hid: "Don't make trouble, Uncle Xue, you go to eat first..."

Xue Younian held Hua Lin's shoulder with one hand, and a few bangs fell in front of his eyes. His expression was still gentle, and he comforted him: "It's just a cure, Lin Lin. You can't go on like this. As I said, the shadow is Aquatic plants will grow crazily, and must be resolved as soon as possible."

Everyone in Hualin was dumbfounded, their eyes widened and they said in shock: "That's not how to solve it—Xue, Uncle Xue! Uncle Xue!!"

"Linlin, trust Uncle Xue, Uncle Xue will not hurt you." Xue Younian looked at him and said in a very natural tone, "You are a future doctor, you should know that healing is healing, it doesn't matter .”

"But, but but..."

Hua Lin stammered for a long time, but he didn't come out, but as time passed, his strength became weaker and weaker, and he disappeared out of nowhere.

He looked at Xue Younian anxiously, terrifiedly, and confusedly.

Xue Younian's eyes were so clear, he looked no different from usual, still gentle and trustworthy.

Hua Lin's heartbeat was very fast and chaotic, his face was red to the base of his neck, and he was burning like a high fever of [-] degrees, but he gradually calmed down strangely, as if he was not so panicked...

Probably, because the other party is Xue Younian.

No matter what, Xue Younian will never harm him.

Not long after, Xue Younian let go of him, and asked softly, "Is it scary?"

Hua Lin looked up at him mechanically, his mind was still blank.

Xue Younian pressed his cheeks to him, and comforted softly: "It's okay, Linlin."

Hua Lin curled up in his arms, put all her reliance on him, let go of the last trace of defense and strength, and really felt that nothing was scary anymore.

Xue Younian's treatment process is very rigorous, with detailed plans, strict implementation, and careful recording of medical records.

It really worked for Hua Lin, even when Xue Younian tentatively wiped the dirt on his face, he felt very uncomfortable the first two times, but then he was fine.

Hua Lin vaguely realized that he fell in love with being treated by Xue Younian, and even looked forward to it.

Even when Xue Younian bumped into him inadvertently, even when it was not time for medical treatment, even if he just patted his shoulder or touched his head, his heartbeat would involuntarily speed up.

He's not stupid, he knows what he means.

It's just the beginning of love, and the reaction of the chicks.

But he knows it shouldn't be.

Then, one day suddenly, Xue Younian announced that his illness was cured, and the treatment was over.

Hua Lin let out an "oh", and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Two days later, Hua Lin found that things seemed to exceed his expectations, and he encountered a little difficulty.

He tried to solve this problem by himself, but, how to put it, he seemed to have been used to relying on Xue to solve the problem for many years.

Hua Lin knew what he was thinking, but he repeatedly warned himself not to continue thinking, it was wrong.

He tried hard, barely controlling his wild thoughts.

Then, Xue Younian said to him, "Linlin, can you move back to the dormitory?"

Hua Lin was eating, startled when he heard this, and looked up at him.

Xue Younian's tone was as gentle as ever: "Your illness has been cured, you should be able to try to accept going back to the dormitory."

"...Oh, yes, let me try." Hua Lin said reluctantly.

Xue Younian personally sent Hua Lin and his luggage back to the school building. Two days later, he saw Hua Lin and Hua Lin's suitcase at the door of his house.

Hua Lin said dejectedly, "No, the experiment failed. If I have a roommate, I'm still very nervous."

Xue Younian sighed: "But it is impossible for you not to break through this matter for the rest of your life. Your first stage of treatment was very successful, and it's time to enter the second stage."

Hua Lin frowned: "I've thought about this, but it doesn't seem to be necessary... I can live my whole life without co-renting with others. My other problems have improved a lot. Now I just don't want to live with others. This is not a problem that must be treated. ah."

Xue Younian frowned: "When you lived with me, there was no problem."

Hua Lin muttered: "You are you, but it's different."

Xue Younian said patiently: "There is nothing different, Linlin, there are not so many bad people, you have to be brave to overcome your fear."

Hua Lin said impatiently: "But I don't know which one is the bad guy! What if I meet him? Anyway, I don't want to live in a dormitory. My current roommate is... Forget it, no matter where he is from, anyway It's a man, and I'm afraid."

Xue Younian sighed, "You are also a man, and I am also a man."

"But it's different! You won't harm me!" Hua Lin sat down on the steps angrily, "Anyway, I don't live in the dormitory."

Xue Younian looked at him silently for a while, and said, "Okay."

Hua Lingang stretched his eyebrows, and heard Xue Younian continue to say: "I'll ask someone to ask if there is a suitable house nearby. It doesn't matter if you don't live in the school, just go through the formalities."

Hua Lin asked in surprise: "Why, why do I need to rent a house? Wouldn't it be fine if I lived with you?"

Xue Younian hesitated to speak, his expression was a bit embarrassed, after a while, he changed the topic: "It's getting late today, you should go in and stay overnight first, and then go to see the room tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, he bypassed Hua Lin, carried Hua Lin's suitcase up the steps, and opened the door.

Hua Lin was stunned for a few seconds, then hurriedly got up and followed into the house, asking why he couldn't continue to live here.

Xue Younian talked about other things, and didn't look at him, which was very abnormal. This made Hua Lin more and more convinced that it was true that he had asked Xue Younian recently, and that Xue Younian always said he was busy, as if he was deliberately avoiding him. He thought he was thinking too much.Now that the house doesn't let him live in it, it's hard to justify it, right? !

In the end, Xue Younian was blocked by Hua Lin in the stairwell, unable to advance or retreat.

He was forced to stand in a stalemate with Hua Lin for a while, and finally couldn't help it, sighed: "Lin Lin, the treatment is over, do you understand, it's just a cure."

"...W-what, what are you talking about..."

Hua Lin wasn't surprised when he said something out of his mind, but suddenly lost the aggressive aura just now, and pretended to be stupid in embarrassment.