Songmian

Xia Guang is on the headlines of the entertainment news again, but this time people are mourning for him—he committed suicide at home.The suicide note left only requested that all property under his name be donated to the mountain children and that he be buried with Gu Yuan.

Fans and various marketing accounts finally knew the name of the person who married the big actor, never thought it would be in this way.

I relayed the story to Zhou Mian, sighing as I spoke, feeling sorry.

Zhou Mian faced the wall and asked me, "Yuan Yisong, will you die for love too?"

I was startled, staring at his side face with a complicated expression: "...Yes."

Zhou Mian laughed, I felt baffled.

After staying in the hospital for several months, Zhou Mian did not fall into a coma again, and was alive and kicking, so we applied to be discharged from the hospital.

"Huh~" Zhou Mian changed into my clothes and stretched out at the hospital entrance, "Finally escaped from the clutches of the hospital."

Carrying a big bag and a small bag, I caught up with his pace.

"Where are we going?" he asked.

"Go to my house first and put the things away, and then go to your house."

"What are you doing at my house?"

I thought he was out of his mind and said, "I'm looking for reasons to prevaricate your mother, but she must be worried if you haven't replied for so long."

Zhou Mian was thoughtful, found out her phone, opened her mother's chat box, typed a string of words to send, and then turned off the phone.

"Okay, I told her that I want to live in your house for a while, let's go."

I looked at his back, and my face twitched, feeling that this family has a really big heart.

Zhou Mian is avoiding me.

I've been home for a week and I don't feel right.Knocking on the door of the master bedroom for the nth time, asking him to come out to eat, he asked me to let the door open, and he would eat later.

I am like a worried old father. I can't force the child to be unhappy, I can only coax him patiently according to the words.

I put down my meal and hid in a blind spot.

After a while, the door opened, and I quickly stepped forward to hold his hand.

I asked him why he was hiding from me, and Zhou Mian lowered his head.I forcefully lifted his chin, saw that his complexion was very bad, his lips were pale, his brain exploded with a bang, and I wanted to drag him to the hospital for examination.Zhou Mian grabbed the door panel and refused to let me take him away.

"Look at you! You're weak like a ghost!" I yelled at him.

Zhou Mian shook off my hand, saying that she was fine, it was just hypoglycemia.

"Why are you so stubborn?"

"I know my body better than you." He leaned against the door and rubbed his wrists, "Do you still have money? I want to travel."

I subconsciously replied: "Where do you want to go?"

"Lapland."

I couldn't think of a reason for him to go to Finland, so I had no choice but to agree, got someone to quickly apply for a passport, bought a plane ticket, and set off the next day.

Lapland has entered winter in October, and the woods and lakes are covered with snow, like a fairyland.

Zhou Mian started running around as soon as he got off the plane. I couldn't see him in the crowd for a long time, but he suddenly attacked me from behind.

I don't want him to run around and disappear, with a dark face.

Zhou Mian felt bored and followed me while whistling.

After flying for ten hours and taking some time to get to the hotel, I was exhausted and collapsed on the bed when I got to the room.

"Good night, I'll sleep first, I'm sleepy."

It was already late the next day when I woke up, I half-closed my eyes and saw Zhou Mian sitting on the bed watching TV.

Is he not sleepy?

Zhou Mian heard the movement, glanced at me and turned off the TV: "Are you awake?"

"Well, why didn't you watch it?" I asked.

He jumped straight from his bed to mine, lay on top of me and smiled at me, "Want to hang out with you."

I felt a little hot, pushed him away and put on my clothes, and looked back at him: "Go quickly if you want to play."

"coming!"

We went to the authentic sauna, and the drowsiness we woke up from earlier was swept away.I will pretend to go to see Zhou Mian casually, he is really thin and white, and there is not much flesh on his body.

I'm hotter.

She slapped herself, ran out quickly, and said, "I won't soak anymore."

I have never been to Finland, and Zhou Mian gave me various introductions as if I grew up here.

The eloquent person suddenly stopped and coughed violently.I took off my coat and put it on for him, pulled it tight, and broke my heart: "It's so cold and you wear so little, I knew I wouldn't allow you to come."

Zhou Mian smirked, and pulled me forward, to ride a dog sled.

"Yuan Yisong, come take a picture!" He stepped on the snow, his nose turned red from the cold, and he asked me to take a picture together.

"Is there anything to take a picture of?" I reluctantly took out my mobile phone, and watched him cross his feet, revealing some words: North Pole -- we are at 66 degrees 33 minutes north latitude.

Poof, so childish.

"Shooting?"

I imitated his appearance, spread my legs, and smiled: "Shoot."

There are many houses in this area, and the brightness of the lights is not high, but it does not make the road dark.

I was taken to Santa's house by Zhou Mian, and I could see that he should have done his homework while I was asleep, but instinct can't lie.He showed bright eyes like a child, and I sank into them, fascinated.

want to kiss him.I stare at his lips, swallowing.

"Do you want to send a postcard?"

I didn't think about it, so I replied: "Send."

Zhou Mian picked out a postcard and hid in a corner to write it, saying that I can't read it.

I was a little helpless, saying that I would not peek at him.

My blessing is very short. I forgot to write when I didn’t write for a long time.

I chose a stamp with a larger face value and pasted it on, and filled in Zhou Mian's home address.Seeing that he hasn't finished writing for a long time, go over and pat him on the shoulder.

"What are you writing? It's been a long time and it's still not finished."

Zhou Mian held back his cough, wiped his lips, put on a smile, and said that I still don't know.

Tch, mysterious.

Santa Claus stroked his big white beard, looked at us respectively, and stamped with a smile.

It's already ten o'clock in the evening when we come out, and we can see the aurora without boring waiting.

The scenery is beautiful, the sky is cool, and it is lovely. I think it is well worth the money.

The wind blew, and Zhou Mian's cough became more severe, so I took off the scarf and put it on for him.

Really, if you are not in good health, wear more clothes, idiot.

Standing in place for 10 minutes, I was a little tired.I don't like to come out during non-working hours, and I don't like traveling, I just sleep with each other.

I yawned, Zhou Mian noticed it and asked me if I was sleepy.I nodded, and he said in a low tone, "Then let's go back."

I didn't move, I asked him why he wanted to come here.

Zhou Mian inhaled, thinking of the aurora they saw on TV in their senior year of high school, and agreed that they would come to Lapland to witness the beauty of the aurora.

"I remembered it for ten years, but you forgot."

He shook his head, saying he just wanted to take a look.

I pouted, turned around and leaned against the tree trunk, obviously not believing what he said.

Zhou Mian squatted on the ground, drew a smiling face, and came to hold my hand.

It's a cold day, and the cold wind is still blowing, but I am in a scorching summer, and my whole body is burned.

As if it wasn't enough, Zhou Mian grabbed my arm again and forced me to bend down, put his lips against my ears, and asked if I understood what I wanted to say before?

My heart was beating non-stop, and I pinched my thigh with my hands to prevent myself from looking at Zhou Mian, so I faltered and said, "What do you understand?"

He suppressed his cough and said in an unnatural voice, "You are the idiot."

"……I like you too."

I was so shocked that I couldn't speak, I opened my mouth repeatedly, and the pain from my legs forced me to wake up a bit.

The unbearable cough became more and more intense, and Zhou Mian hit his head against the wall, trying to resist the pain.

"Ugh—" He covered his mouth.

I smelled the smell of iron rust and panicked. I pulled his hand away and saw blood flowing through the fingers.I took out a paper towel and wiped it for him. I felt that this was too stupid, so I picked him up and walked back quickly.

The person on the back kept coughing and comforted me not to get agitated. I had a sore nose and begged him to stop talking.

"Didn't you say you're fine? Zhou Mian, is it fun to lie to me?"

"If you're not in good health, don't come out. It's nice to walk around the house with me."

"You bastard, why do I like you?"

I insulted him as I walked, tripped in a hurry, and fell to the ground with Zhou Mian.I crawled over to see his situation, he touched my face with trembling hands, told me that he had heard everything, and told me that I must live happily in the future.

I carried him on my back again, grabbed his hand tightly, snot and tears covered my face, choked up and said, "Don't..."

The wish I just wrote has not yet been fulfilled. I want you to live a long life.

Feeling the warm liquid dripping on my neck, my heart felt cold, and I put him down. The feeling of getting cold made me feel uncomfortable, so I took off my gloves and rubbed him to warm him.

Zhou Mian opened his mouth, the wind was too strong, I couldn't hear what he was saying, and only heard a few breaths when he pressed tightly: "I, love, you." He spit out the last mouthful of blood and lost his breath.I couldn't believe it. I hugged him repeatedly to keep warm and tried artificial respiration, but to no avail.

Zhou Mian is dead.

I stood where I most wanted to be when I was young, but I lost my beloved here.

His eyes darkened and he passed out.