Songmian

For expressing my heart, I feel like this point is a negative score.I can't say touching love words, and I don't have any substantive actions. Even this "like" is the first time I have said it.

This feeling, from 09 to now, I kept my mouth shut and let it be buried in my heart for 12 years. I didn't expect that when I took this step, it was not right in front of you.

Is this a confession?Would you agree?

I do not know.

If not, I will tell you again every day.

I don't know why no one else came to ask about Zhou Mian's situation. I couldn't unlock the phone, so I could only watch your mother's message pop up on the screen.I suddenly realized that even my acquaintances could not unlock the mobile phone password, how did the hospital contact me?

Thinking back, when I first came out to work, I had to fill in a form, and I needed to fill in the phone numbers of two contacts.I just graduated, and I didn't want to bother my family, so I filled in each other's numbers.

I smiled wryly, wiped away my tears, and fell asleep in this position.

"Yuan Yisong? Yuan Yisong!" I heard someone calling me, and opened my eyes to find that the people in front of me were all wearing school uniforms. Am I back in school?

"Ok?"

I saw a man who looked exactly like me, sitting at the front and back tables with Zhou Mian.I walked over to touch him and caught a cloud of air.

Is this a dream?

I clapped my hands and found a corner close to "them" to lean against, looking at Zhou Mian's boyhood who hadn't seen him for many years.

"Let's go to eat oden tonight! There's a new restaurant on Dongjie, and I don't know how it tastes yet!"

I caught the key words and thought that this is the second year they have known each other.I don’t remember this part very clearly. I followed them wherever they went. Watching them chatting and fighting, I realized that I began to miss that time.

Time flies so fast.

Instead of following them, I wandered around and visited the school by myself.When I returned to the classroom, it was more than ten minutes after school time, and only the young version of myself and Zhou Mian were left in the classroom.There should be a self-study class ahead, otherwise I won't sleep.

I was a little bored looking at them, thinking when "I" would wake up and go home, shit——

I saw Zhou Mian looked around a few times, pushed "my" bangs away, and kissed me.

How come I don't remember this paragraph?I also missed a kiss!

I was suddenly a little angry that I didn't wake up at that time.

I turned my head and followed Zhou Mian back home, and followed them directly into the bedroom. I saw "I like Yuan Yisong" plastered all over the wall, my brain was not able to supply oxygen, and I passed out.

wake up.

I look at the clock, I've only been asleep for two hours.The curtain on the next bed was drawn, and the new patient was already admitted.

I wiped the dripping halazi, my old face blushed, Zhou Mian kissed me in my dream.

Although most dreams are false, it is better to have than nothing.

In the days that followed, I brought new dishes to the hospital in different ways every day, and the doctors and nurses praised me, saying that you are blessed to have such a good brother like me.

I don't like this title, I don't want to be your brother, I want to be your partner.

Zhou Mian, did you know?The actor you like has come out, married and has a lover.When I read the entertainment news today, he was all on the hot search list, but very few scolded him, and everyone was wishing him well.

You said, if it is possible for us to be together, will we be blessed by relatives and friends?

Zhou Mian, I like you.

The person in the next bed finally opened the curtains, and he asked me why I came to take care of you every day.I said I was your suitor, but he laughed at me, saying that I was pursuing a comatose person, so lie.

I'm not lying.

Zhou Mian, I like you.

You can’t eat the dishes I make every day, so I can only feed you some liquid food, but I still want to bring it here, in case you wake up, you can eat what I made!When the time comes, I'll grab you with one hand and your stomach with the other, so that you can't leave me.

Am I bad?whee.

Zhou Mian, I like you.Reason me.

I got acquainted with the person in the next bed, his name is Gu Yuan, he is gay.I asked him where his boyfriend was, and he got excited, saying that his boyfriend is a very popular actor, and I must know him.

I took a closer look at him, and he looked familiar.Forget it, I'll ask for an autographed photo for you when I see his boyfriend.

Zhou Mian, I like you, I want to hold your hand.

Gu Yuan's boyfriend is here. He really is a big star I know, and you must know him too.He came out two days ago, do you remember?I told you.

Gu Yuan told me that the two of them have been together for many years, from acquaintance and chatting to falling in love, from parental obstruction to mutual consent, and a huge wedding.I ate a mouthful of dog food, I'm so sour.His boyfriend stared at him dotingly from the beginning to the end, holding hands and kissing every one.

Before the big star left, I asked for a few autographed photos for you. People are still easy to talk to, not to mention that they were still tired of crooked in front of me for 10 minutes in the end.

There's an autographed photo stuffed under your pillow, if you see it, wake up.

Zhou Mian, I love you.

In the evening, I held Zhou Mian's hand, and I woke up whenever he moved.I thought I was dreaming, but I didn't dare to confirm until I saw Zhou Mian opened his eyes slightly, and desperately pressed the emergency button.

"Doctor! Doctor! He's awake!" I yelled loudly, my whole body trembling, and the feeling of being lost and regained came to my heart.

Zhou Mian held my finger, he didn't have much strength, and shook it lightly, I just remembered that it was the middle of the night, so I quickly covered my mouth, looked at him and smiled effortlessly.

The doctor said it was a miracle that he could wake up after being in a coma for so long, but he also made me mentally prepare that he might enter a second coma.

It's okay, just wake up.

If you fall into a coma for the second time, I will continue to wait until you wake up.

Gu Yuan was woken up, got up cursing, saw that Zhou Mian had eyes open, screamed, covered the quilt and fell asleep again.

"Oh my mother, the vegetative has woken up, it's haunted, it's haunted!"

Zhou Mian was a little confused, I could only smile at him, I didn't know how to explain it.

Wanting to make him happy, I grabbed the autographed photo and put it in front of him: "Look, your favorite actor! The autograph is here for you."

Zhou Mian didn't respond. He wanted to ask something else, so he said slowly and breathlessly, "Did you... tell me something?"

I was a little embarrassed, looked elsewhere, and replied hesitatingly: "Yes."

Zhou Mian raised her hand and grabbed my wrist, it was soft and didn't hurt at all, and let me continue.

I had a brainstorm, and what I wanted to express and what I didn't want to express, all came out.My mouth was a bit dry, I licked my lips and said, "That's all... Are you satisfied?"

Zhou Mian blinked twice.

People are greedy, and I also want Zhou Mian to tell me those two sentences.

"What about you, what do you think?" I looked at him cautiously, for fear that he would let go.

Zhou Mian hesitated to speak, and finally floated out a few words: "In two days, I will tell you."

——Fortunately, it’s not a direct rejection.