Qing Lingzhi faints

In the next few days, Pei Yinxi was almost tortured to the point of suffering.

Yu Yanqing has resumed her normal work, and she doesn't remember what happened that night.Xia Lvsi told her that Yu Heng had absconded in fear of crime, and now that the police were looking for him, Yu Yanqing didn't have much reaction, but just said that he knew.

She seems to have the same temperament and work schedule, but it always makes people feel that she seems to have lost some ability to perceive emotions.

Originally, after the two divorced, they did not meet every day, nor did they deliberately arrange the time and frequency of meeting.It's just that before Yu Yanqing couldn't swallow the anger that Pei Yinxi wanted to divorce, she deliberately looked for opportunities to meet, so as to take the opportunity to tease Pei Yinxi's feelings, so there were many opportunities to meet, but she didn't deliberately arrange to meet every day.

What troubled Pei Yinxi was that in the past when the eldest lady wanted to tease her and teased her deliberately, she didn't meet every day, but now the eldest lady regards her as a plague god, but Pei Yinxi rushes to Yujing Manor every day after get off work.

The two will have dinner with Yaoyao, accompany the children after the meal, and then Yu Yanqing occupies the bedroom to read, Pei Yinxi sneaks into the study to work, and everyone does not disturb each other.

This seems to be a bit back to the way they got along five years before they got married, raising their eyebrows together under the same roof, and then respecting each other like ice.

It seemed that only in the middle of the night did Yu Yanqing, like a white swan bewitched by magic, transform into a human form and accept her approach.Because Yu Yanqing would be woken up by nightmares every night, which is why Pei Yinxi was worried and insisted on staying by Yu Yanqing's side every day.

Every night, the comfort of the body diverted the fear of being haunted by dreams. Only at this time, Yu Yanqing's rejection of touch temporarily surrendered to the euphoria that was deliberately provoked, and he fell into her arms intoxicated, trembling uncontrollably and pouring out.

In the end, Yu Yanqing would settle down in the uneasiness of being awakened by the nightmare, and fell asleep again.

In other words, this is the rhythm of moving the kidneys but not the heart.Pei Yinxi thought to herself that maybe she, a tool person, has another function, to comfort the eldest lady to sleep.

Physical intimacy and emotional alienation and loss, repeated pulling, made Pei Yinxi feel very tormented.When Yu Yanqing slept soundly, she couldn't sleep well due to wild thoughts.

********************

Xia Lvsi came tonight.Xia Lvsi was wearing a tunic dress, short boots, with loose hair and light makeup, she looked like a strong woman in the workplace.When Pei Yinxi saw her, he smiled lightly: "This outfit is pretty, but looking at the outfit, it looks like the case is not progressing."

Xia Lvsi curled her lips: "You can talk. However, there is really no progress. After Yu Heng escaped that day, even the group of people from Beihaitang disappeared. They must be hiding somewhere, but the laboratory is gone. , I don’t know what they are holding back.”

"The person is gone, so I can't go out to track it down. Except for guesswork, this case is the empty laboratory. There is no key evidence. I am now trapped in the office every day looking for textual evidence. Anyone who finds me Haggard. Look, look at my haggard face."

Pei Yinxi spat: "You said you are a cheap life, you are not haggard when you are running around outside every day, exposed to wind and sun, but you are not haggard when you are raised in the office to make you white and tender."

Xia Lvsi was grinning and bickering. She pointed at Pei Yinxi and said, "It's true that I'm haggard, but I think you're even more haggard than me. Look at your tired face, pale complexion, dark circles and bloodshot eyes." look."

Pei Yinxi stretched out his hand to touch his face, and murmured: "Is it really so obvious?"

"It's really something! What's going on?" Xia Lvsi looked at her expression carefully: "Is it related to Doctor Yu?"

"She... is very resistant to being approached by others, including me. She doesn't trust me." Pei Yinxi rubbed her face and said helplessly.

"Didn't the doctor talk about the impact of PTSD and various emotional problems, why do you care about this?" Xia Lvsi said.

"Damn PTSD," Pei Yinxi frowned, "although she would also think that it was because of the influence of that night, but she was resisted and distrusted. It's hard to let go of this feeling."

After so long, she thought she was different, someone who Yu Yanqing could accept wholeheartedly.But the reality is cruel, it wasn't true, Yu Yanqing would subconsciously resist her.This made her feel very frustrated. She knew that Yu Yanqing was caused by post-traumatic stress disorder, but she was still very discouraged.This did not hesitate to tell her that her feelings and her personality have never been able to get Yu Yanqing's wholehearted love and dependence.

Why are emotional matters so entangled, making people like Pei Yinxi worry about gains and losses.Xia Lvsi said: "Tsk, to be honest, you and Dr. Yu have divorced a long time ago. You brought up the divorce, so there is no reason for you two to be tied together. If you two love each other, you two Can you get a divorce? Since she doesn't trust you and you've tried your best, don't worry about it, you're divorced anyway. "

Divorced, never mind, it has nothing to do with her.Tsk, Xia Lvsi, a straight female single dog, can really talk, how could she be as light as she said.Whether you are happy like you are in the clouds, or you are so lost that you have fallen into the abyss, the love that has been hidden in your heart many years ago, once you think of giving up completely, you can't go on with this idea.

Perhaps in Xia Lvsi's view, she was duplicity and hypocrisy enough, she was obviously divorced, and she was hypocritical about not being accepted by Yu Yanqing.You are the one who wants a divorce, and you are the one who coyly accuses Yu Yanqing of not loving you.Ah, it's like a nagging widow.

Pei Yinxi had no choice but to say in a self-deprecating tone, "You, you have never been married, so how can you know. No matter what happens, as long as she is my wife, I will always be responsible."

Yes, no matter it's impossible, she can't do it.From the day she got married, she never doubted that this kind of responsibility would last her whole life, but when she knew that Yu Yanqing didn't love her and wouldn't love her, she might not have a chance to last her whole life.This was also the reason why she made up her mind to divorce and let Yu Yanqing go free.

"Ah, ah, this, the responsibility is good, good. Lao Pei is a good partner of the Gu family." Xia Lusi and Pei Yinxi were chatting on the terrace of the small meeting room on the third floor. When they turned their heads, they didn't know when Yu Yanqing came. of.

I saw Yu Yanqing wearing a well-fitting improved lotus color cheongsam, with a slender and graceful figure, holding a tray in her hand, on which were red wine, two goblets and a plate of snacks.Obviously because there are guests coming, as the hostess, she came up to greet the guests.

But she prefers to die rather than die. As soon as she came up, she was discussing the hostess's right and wrong with the hostess's ex-wife.Xia Lusi's scalp was numb, and it felt like a large-scale death scene.Look, the beautiful young lady of the Yu family has a calm expression now, her beautiful facial features are astonishingly beautiful, but she is so reserved that people dare not look directly at her.

Pei Yinxi was startled when he saw Xia Lvsi talking nervously and loudly. Looking back, Yu Yanqing approached gracefully, put the tray on the coffee table under the awning on the terrace, and said softly, "I'll deliver the drinks." And dim sum, you guys chat slowly."

Yu Yanqing put down his things and turned back to the room, stood in the center and looked around, suddenly feeling in a trance.It stands to reason that she and Pei Yinxi are partners who have experienced a failed marriage for eight years. Now that they are divorced, it means that Pei Yinxi should have no feelings for her, and only abandon this marriage relationship when he can't make it through.

If this is the case, then what Pei Yinxi said is also true, she is nothing more than a responsibility to her.It's been that way from the beginning, isn't it?After the divorce, Pei Yinxi has been trying to draw a clear line. She was the one who took the initiative to tease her out of anger. Later, because of the surgical error, Pei Yinxi comforted her out of morality.

But now, she was rescued by Pei Yinxi because of Uncle Seven's accident, and Pei Yinxi also took care of her out of a sense of responsibility.

It seems to be a smooth logical relationship, but why did she hear it so hard.

Yu Yanqing felt a headache, the fear of falling, and the feeling that the surrounding environment was like a huge black hole about to swallow her up again.But even so, Yu Yanqing couldn't ignore the feeling of loss, sentimentality, and tingling in Pei Yinxi's heart when she said that she was responsible for her with that distressed look.

It turned out that she was like this to Pei Yinxi.For a divorced couple, kissing, embracing, and sharing physical intimacy turned out to be a responsibility for Pei Yinxi.The ridiculous thing is that she was moved, Pei Yinxi, that boring and honest idiot, probably still clings to the identity of the "tool man" she used as an excuse.

Yu Yanqing sat on the sofa, pinching his forehead, resisting the feeling of pain, dizziness, helplessness and being wrapped in darkness.

After Yu Yanqing left, Pei Yinxi and Xia Lvsi pretended to chat for a while.It's like the kind of two people partnering to say bad things behind someone's back, only to find out that people heard it, and then the two of them started to be absent-minded, but they couldn't say goodbye first, it was an extremely awkward chat.

In the end, Pei Yinxi picked up the wine glass, poured a full glass of wine, gulped it down, poured another glass and gulped it down again, turned around and said to Xia Lvsi: "Let's go, I'll go see her."

Xia Lusi also poured a glass unceremoniously, the wine from the rich family, it would be a loss if you don't drink it.While drinking, she gestured to Pei Yinxi: "Go."

Pei Yinxi returned to the bedroom and saw Yu Yanqing sitting on the sofa. He wanted to explain, but he didn't know where to explain it.Pei Yinxi scratched her head and hesitated, "Well, what I just said didn't mean that,"

What do you mean?As soon as Pei Yinxi uttered it, she felt that she had said something stupid, oh, I couldn't speak clearly.

"What did you just say?" Yu Yanqing asked lightly.The meaning of this sentence is not that she didn't hear it just now, but that Pei Yinxi deliberately made Pei Yinxi repeat what she said.

It's dark-bellied enough, Pei Yinxi scratched her head again, knowing that the eldest lady can't be outspoken, she can only secretly bitch, watching her turn into a scorpion, jumping around in the hole she dug.

"I, I'm just saying, you're not in good shape now, and Yu Heng hasn't been caught yet. I'm you...uh, I'm your daughter's mother, so I want to protect you. Don't get me wrong, and don't be angry." Pei Yin Xi is like a big dog that has done something wrong, and what he says doesn't convey his meaning, so he squats aside anxiously.

"I'm not angry." Yu Yanqing pursed her lips, lowered her eyes and said softly, "This reminded me of one thing. What are we now? Who am I to you?"

Pei Yinxi was a little surprised that Yu Yanqing would say such a thing.This kind of words that destroy her prestige as if she has been wronged, the former eldest lady is not like someone who can say such words.The wives and adults in her impression are all in this posture: We are now the relationship between the master and the tool man. Be good, my sister will love you, and I am your wife, remember!

Pei Yinxi scratched her head again: "We...we."

There is no reason for "we".

"Pei Yinxi, let's remarry." Yu Yanqing pressed her aching head tightly.

Pei Yinxi knew that Yu Yanqing had a headache again. She had a headache, fear, and resisted her just like when she was in a nightmare in the past few days... Pei Yinxi was distressed and sad, and whispered: "You are not feeling well, and you are not in the same state. Good. What you are saying now is irrational."

Pei Yinxi felt sorry for Yu Yanqing, such a proud person did not know what happened to Yu Heng, but he made such a soft move.The word "remarried" from Yu Yanqing's mouth made her heart beat twice more, but Pei Yinxi forced herself to be rational, she could not bully Yu Yanqing, let alone take advantage of others' danger like this.

"Where did it go?! What do you say, we're remarried." Yu Yanqing frowned and reprimanded her softly as she almost couldn't bear the headache.

It's a pity that Pei Yinxi didn't understand it at this time. Yu Yanqing's abnormality was like a confession, which meant that she could no longer take it lightly, and that she began to worry about gains and losses and to have expectations.It is no longer the frosty, high mountain flower that is looked up and watched by people far away in the sky.

Pei Yinxi almost directly asked, "Then, do you love me?"

Want to ask, can't ask.I asked, and I got a negative answer, maybe even the sweetness and stability that I have earned for nothing now can't be preserved.Pei Yinxi had no choice but to remain silent.

"Hey, you," Yu Yanqing felt pain and anxiety in her heart, Pei Yinxi didn't want to... As expected, she decided to say goodbye to the past, divorced with determination, and abandoned the family they established.Although their marriage at the beginning was not so sincere because they each took what they needed, but Pei Yinxi must have made up his mind too much.

Yu Yanqing got emotional and stood up suddenly, and then felt a strong sense of fear and a severe headache at the same time, her body swayed, and she fell into Pei Yinxi's arms all at once.

Pei Yinxi kept his foot down and hugged Yu Yanqing firmly. His tone was different from his usual calm and calm tone. The anxious and worried tone was no longer calm: "What's wrong with you? Is your head hurting again? Don't worry, don't worry, Don't be angry, the doctor said you can't have mood swings, it's all my fault!"

"Yeah, it's all your fault!" It has nothing to do with you, I'm just mad at you!Yu Yanqing pushed her away angrily: "Don't touch me!"

Pei Yinxi was so aggrieved by the dislike, her nose felt sore.I had no choice but to let Yu Yanqing sit down on the sofa, lowered her head and endured the pain, turned around and strode to the bedside table: "The doctor prescribed medicine to calm and relieve headaches, and I'll get you medicine."

"Medicine, the medicine is here..." Pei Yinxi opened the drawer of Yu Yanqing's bedside table, the medicine was inside, and then she saw something in the drawer beside the bed.

Pei Yinxi opened her eyes wide: "This is—"

The author has something to say: I am about to discover the reason for Dr. Yu's fear.

Little cuties can't be so indifferent to kittens~

Hurry up and leave a comment for the kitten, Sahuahua