Qing Lingzhi faints

After Yu Yanqing came home from the hospital, Yu Zhiyao was still completely unaware of what happened the night before. After returning home from school, seeing Yu Yanqing and Pei Yinxi were there, she clapped her hands happily and said that she could have dinner with her mothers.

But Yaoyao's happiness didn't last long, and then she - while grilling rice - looked back and forth between mom and mommy with big eyes.The childish and clear voice asked: "Did you two quarrel?"

"No." Yu Yanqing replied briefly.

Facing Yaoyao's question, Pei Yinxi was shy.Yu Yanqing was not injured, and her overall condition was the same as usual. Even when she was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon, she had already had a conference call to deal with business matters on the way.

But the difference that only she could notice was that Yu Yanqing seemed to have less empathy for her.It seems to be the same as before, hating her touch and rejecting her thousands of miles away, it seems that even every move and word is a little more indifferent.

In fact, I can't tell what's different.It was only the current Yu Yanqing that made Pei Yinxi suddenly realize that during the period after the divorce, although Yu Yanqing always seemed to be angry and finding fault, the emotion and tenderness she showed towards her were different from before .

But now it seems to have changed back to the past, which makes Pei Yinxi depressed.

"Didn't you guys quarrel? Then why are you sitting so far away and not talking to each other." The child's mind is very sensitive.What's more, the young girl Yao felt that she had sharp eyes, and no small details could escape her eyes.

When we usually eat, my mother often touches Mummy's hand, and she will smile happily when Mummy stares at her or hits her hand.But today, Mommy's brows were tightly frowned, and Mommy seemed to be very afraid of touching her. Even when they passed a plate, they had to be separated by an arm's distance.

Pei Yinxi cleared her throat in embarrassment: "Yaoyao, Mommy was frightened yesterday, let's not scare her suddenly, do you understand?"

"Okay." Yaoyao nodded obediently.

When it was time for Yaoyao to fall asleep at night, Pei Yinxi was taking a bath, Yaoyao knocked on the door of Yu Yanqing's bedroom, and her little head came in: "Mum, can I come in and talk to you?"

"Come in." Yu Yanqing waved to her with a faint smile.

"Yeah~" Yaoyao climbed onto Mummy's bed and rolled around under the quilt: "Mummy's quilt smells so good!"

"By the way, Mommy, why are you frightened. Has another bad person hurt a child?"

Yu Yanqing's smile stiffened, and she sighed, "Mummy doesn't know why. Tell me, isn't Mommy not brave enough, that's why she feels scared."

She felt that after waking up, her heart had been in a very empty state.If she maintains this kind of emptiness, her heart will be terribly cold, but it seems that only in this way can she maintain a strange balance, allowing her to find peace in her heart.

—Once she gets emotional, whether it's thinking about Pei Yinxi, or thinking about the 30-year relationship between her and Seventh Uncle, who are father-daughter, teacher and friend, why would he want to harm her as Xia Lvsi said? So much so that he called her to his villa and made her faint there.As long as she thinks of these emotional things, there will be a huge sense of fear in her heart, an indescribable feeling, which almost makes her unable to breathe and swallows her up.

She can only maintain a state of neither feeling nor thinking, and she never knew that she would also have such unbrave and fearful times.

Yaoyao shook her little head, but her tone was like a little adult: "Mum, don't be afraid, if you don't feel brave enough, the Nana that girl Yao gave you can give you strength."

Yaoyao crawled over Yu Yanqing and looked through her bedside table. When she gave Nana to Mummy last time, Mum put it on the top of the bedside table very carefully—Gerry, she still remembers it. "Hey, there is also a "sheva" written under the base of Nana, which means "7" in Hebrew, so I engraved my birthday number 7.17 on the bottom, if Mommy is afraid, the girl Yao protects you Yo!"

Nana!When Yu Yanqing saw this doll, a flash of lightning flashed through his mind, but he couldn't remember it anyway.But Yu Yanqing didn't have time to think about it, but she suddenly realized that Xiao Yaoyao just climbed up on her, and she didn't feel any fear, and subconsciously pushed her away.

Yu Yanqing was pleasantly surprised by this discovery. You know, she couldn't even accept Yaoyao, her own child, to be touched before. For this reason, her heart was always tormented by guilt.Yu Yanqing happily stuffed the doll that Yaoyao handed over to her back into the drawer, and then she gave Yaoyao a big hug.

The sweet voice is particularly moving in the dark night: "Yao~ you can really protect me... oh my god... I can actually hug you!"

For a mother, is there anything more sad than this, and is there anything happier than this.

"Mummy, I won't scare you anymore." Yaoyao smiled big and gave Yu Yanqing a big hug.

When Pei Yinxi came out, what he saw was this scene, the two mother and daughter were smiling so happily, hugging each other so harmoniously, the scene was so warm and happy.However, this kind of warm scene reflected Yu Yanqing's resistance to her contact and fear of her.

Pei Yinxi felt a strong sourness, ahhh, she is the tool for desensitization treatment, she is the only one who can be accepted by Yu Yanqing, she feels that the whole person No, she is jealous of her daughter.

"Yaoyao, go to bed." Pei Yinxi sat on the edge of the bed and touched her little feet affectionately, reminding her that it was time to sleep.

Yaoyao is a very self-disciplined child, and she doesn't play tricks. After being reminded, she obediently said good night to her mothers, and then opened the door and went back to her room.

As soon as Yaoyao left, the atmosphere between the two became a little awkward.Obviously she was such a familiar and intimate person, but when Yu Yanqing thought of her uncontrollable resistance, she felt helpless and guilty, but she couldn't apologize for such a thing, it was embarrassing to think about it.

"Go to the guest room to sleep." Yu Yanqing hugged her knees and said, biting her lower lip.

Pei Yinxi looked at her steadfastly, and after a while he said, "No. I'll sleep on the sofa."

After Pei Yinxi finished speaking, she walked into the dressing room to find out the spare pillow and quilt, carried them to the sofa, and lay down on the sofa with her head covered, without showing Yu Yanqing her eyes, and without saying a word.

Hey, this man is still cheating.If I really want to drive you away, is it safe to lie on the sofa and hide under the quilt?Yu Yanqing thought it was funny, she usually has a dull personality, but she didn't expect to be so childish.

Yu Yanqing lay down and turned off the lamp.Such a relationship has never happened before.I can feel the existence of that person, and it seems that I can hear her regular breathing and the sound of her slight movements quietly in the darkness.But they are not like before, always looking for happiness passionately and confusedly.Even the two of them didn't sleep in the same bed, they just fell asleep peacefully like this.

Yu Yanqing was thinking about Pei Yinxi, resisting the strange feeling of uneasiness in her heart, and slowly sank into a dream.

If Yu Yanqing was able to resist that inexplicable sense of fear with a strong heart and firm will when she was awake outside of the dream, then in the dream, that feeling swallowed her up.Like the two years after she was attacked in a Doctors Without Borders camp when she was ten years old, she often woke up in a nightmare of inexplicable fear.

That sense of fear enveloped her like a cloud of black mist, making her shudder. Just when she panicked to the highest point, suddenly, she fell, fell into the abyss from a height of [-] meters, she fell extremely fast, and her whole body fell freely general stall——

"Ah—" Yu Yanqing grabbed the quilt and screamed, her forehead was covered with sweat, and tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes.

"Yanqing, Yanqing." Pei Yinxi was terrified, and Yu Yanqing's nightmare expression made her feel distressed.Vigorously shake her awake.

Yu Yanqing woke up, got up quickly, hugged the quilt tightly and huddled up in a corner of the bed, she was terrified of dizziness, and the fear of stepping into the air and falling still hadn't disappeared, which made her panic.

She hasn't had this dream for a long time.After the attack, grandpa found a psychologist and psychiatric experts for her to intervene in her dreams and exercise her brain. Long-term exercise has enabled her to sleep peacefully without being frightened by dreams, but now the nightmare has returned.

"Why? Why!" Yu Yanqing closed her eyes and tears welled up. She didn't want to let the tears flow out, and she didn't want to act like an incompetent person who couldn't control herself.

"Don't be afraid," Pei Yinxi approached cautiously, his quiet alto voice made people feel gentle and stable: "It's a dream, just a nightmare. Look at me, don't be afraid, it's safe."

Yu Yanqing raised her head, tears rolled down, and she saw Pei Yinxi's face clearly.The complexion is cold and fair, the star eyebrows are bright, the lips are rosy, and the collagen feeling on the young face makes one can't help but want to try how it feels to the touch.

Pei Yinxi stretched out his hand to cover the back of her hand carefully, not wanting to scare her at all: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of me... Is this okay?"

Yu Yanqing nodded slightly.

"It's me." Pei Yinxi murmured again: "Is this okay?" Pei Yinxi gently wrapped her arms around her shoulders, the warm body temperature leaked through the thin pajamas, Pei Yinxi couldn't help but put that The slightly trembling body was embraced in his arms.

Yu Yanqing lay down with Pei Yinxi's hug, obediently without struggling, but she still clenched her white knuckles to show that her spirit was in a tense state.

Pei Yinxi sighed lightly: "Do I scare you? Then I—"

"Nightmare scares me..." Yu Yanqing said softly, her soft voice was fragile: "Or being touched scares me... I can't tell the difference... I feel like I can't get rid of the chilling feeling."

"You... want me to go? If you want to be alone." Pei Yinxi was slightly bitter.

"Don't... close your eyes, it's like stepping on the ground, I can't sleep." Yu Yanqing's soft and delicate voice was like a child who is arguing.

Can't let go.Pei Yinxi lowered her head and kissed Yu Yanqing's lips lightly, "Let me...I'll comfort you. Don't be afraid of me, I'll be light, okay? If you're afraid, I'll stop and let me comfort you..."

Pei Yinxi's hand is like caressing a budding epiphyllum. Under the starlight, she and Yu Yanqing are like two elves in the dark night. She dances patiently, soaks the petals with dew, and wakes up the sleeping core , Let the epiphyllum bloom silently but enthusiastically in the dark night, reveal its fragrance, and bloom until everything is quiet and can't stop gathering.

It was like fireworks blooming in Yu Yanqing's mind, bright and flickering colors, colorful, driving away the heavy darkness.Pei Yinxi's tight hug made her frightened, made her tremble, and seemed to force her tightly, preventing her from the fear of falling into the endless abyss.

As if floating in the clouds, Yu Yanqing finally fell asleep quietly.

Until the person in his arms was as docile as a kitten, Pei Yinxi looked at Yu Yanqing's peaceful sleeping face with complicated expressions.Yu Yanqing, who became resistant to her approach, could not refuse her comfort after all.

When she thought about it, it could only be mixed feelings.Because she suddenly seemed to understand that the harmony in her sexual life during the period after the divorce might only mean that now Yu Yanqing began to know how to enjoy the joy of that matter.Just like a girl who married in her teens in ancient times, she could not understand the joy of fish and water until she had matured for many years.

Acceptance in the body does not mean acceptance in the heart.Now Yu Yanqing's psychology has been impacted, and her subconscious feelings have been magnified, so her true thoughts have been revealed.Overriding—personal reason and restraint, the most authentic reaction, cannot be hidden.

This means that Yu Yanqing likes to enjoy sex, but doesn't really like her as a person.This is really, really sour.

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