"Slag" is right

Lu Yi was discharged from the hospital.

While dealing with work emails, he found out that Cheng Jinwen had sent him an email on the night they failed to meet.

Cheng Jinwen told him that he came back this time to handle immigration matters, and took his family away. He would come back less in the future, and wanted to say goodbye to him.But since he felt that it was inappropriate to meet, it was okay to not see him.Seeing that he is doing well, I also feel very relieved, and the debts in my heart are reduced. I wish him all the best and happiness in the future.

Seeing this email, Lu Yicai suddenly realized that Cheng Jinwen had already put it down.And those occasional contact greetings and birthday wishes are just a way for him to make up for his inner debt.It turned out that Cheng Jinwen had always been condescending and accommodating him. It turned out that the love and hatred he thought was entangled in the other party's heart didn't exist at all. It turned out that this bitter drama had always been his own one-man show.

Lu Yi sat on the boss chair, resting his hands on the back of his head, looking up at the ceiling, and suddenly felt very funny.It's so funny, he is simply the best joke of the year, the kind who can receive an award if he takes it out.Thinking of this, he laughed alone in the office.

Jin Xi's office is right next door to him, and it's creepy to hear the boss's laughter suddenly.She and her assistant looked at each other for a moment, transferred a document from the desktop and sent it to Lu Yi, and called him through the internal line.

"Mr. Lu, I sent you the advertising budget for the first quarter of next year, please take a look."

"Okay....Is there anything else?"

Jin Xi lowered his voice: "...boss, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, what's wrong?"

"You laughed so hard that my hairs stood on end."

"Oh... I saw a joke, I'll hang up if it's okay."

Lu Yi hung up the phone, rubbed his eyes with his palm, and clicked on the newly received budget.Before starting work, he dug out Cheng Jinwen's mailbox again and deleted the last contact information.

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Nan Nan came home and met Lu Yi in the elevator room on the first floor who was holding a large storage box.It was the first time Nan Nan saw this large storage box after living in his house for so long, and asked in surprise, "Brother, where are you going with this box?"

Lu Yi said out of breath, "Take it and throw it away."

Nan Nan leaned the skateboard in his hand against the wall and freed his hand: "I'll lift it for you."

"No, the trash can is right by the door."

The box was made of transparent plastic, and Nan saw that there were some clothes, a photo frame, a few books, and some sundries inside.Lu Yi walked to the trash can, put the box on the ground, clapped his hands, returned to Nan Nan and continued to wait for the elevator.

The two went upstairs together, Nan Nan didn't ask about the box, and Lu Yi didn't say anything.When I got home and talked about dinner, Lu Yi said that he didn't want to eat takeaway, and that today was the winter solstice, so he went out to eat mutton.

After eating the mutton, it was completely dark when we returned home, and the wind was blowing so loudly, Nan Nan couldn't help shrinking his neck, Lu Yi easily took him over, and the two of them leaned towards the house.

Passing by the garbage station downstairs, the storage box is like an animal that has been dissected, and all the useful things have been taken away, and the box has also been taken away.The things inside fell on the ground, and after being picked up, only some useless debris and trampled books were scattered, like animal carcasses that disappeared in the grassland, leaving only a pool of blood.

Lu Yi stopped suddenly, and Nan saw the photo in front of his toes, the frame had been removed.One of them could be judged to be Lu Yi from his clothes and appearance, so it goes without saying that he knew who the other was.A dirty black footprint crossed, just on the faces of the two people in the photo.Lu Yi bent down, picked up the photo from the wet ground, and threw it into the trash can beside him.

Nan Nan paid attention to Lu Yi's emotions, and was a little worried that he would collapse again when he returned home.But fortunately, Lu Yi seemed quite normal. He just asked Na Nan if he could give him the TV tonight. He wanted to watch a movie.

The wind outside became stronger after nightfall, and the heating was not turned on, so the indoor temperature was a bit low.After taking a bath, the two of them nestled on the sofa, covered with a blanket, each occupying one end, with four legs crossed together in the middle.

After picking and choosing, Lu Yi finally chose a very old comedy.Everyone has seen that classic movie countless times, it looks like a comedy, but the core is still a tragedy.It's just that the two people watching neither cried nor laughed, but just quietly let the light projected by the screen flicker on their faces.

When the film was almost over, Lu Yi suddenly said: "I saw a house today, three bedrooms, facing south, two bedrooms have balconies, and it is also a high-rise. This house is about to expire, and I am wondering whether to buy it , and then move house."

"sure."

Lu Yi waited, but Nan didn't have any plans to move out or other plans, which made him heave a sigh of relief, and then said: "I just think this house is a bit small for us to live in, and I have been working a lot recently, so I need a An independent studio." Originally, Wo Lu used to be a studio, but Nan Nan gave it to him after he came.It would be enough if Nan Nan shared a room with him, but Nan Nan didn't seem to have this plan.

"Well, I can do whatever."

"It's a new house over there. It's far away from my company and your club, but the environment is much better."

"It's okay, I can take the subway to work."

Lu Yi pondered for a moment: "Why don't I buy you a car, you have got your driver's license, and the scooter is not expensive."

"It's a house and a car, are you really planning to hire me?" Na Nan joked wildly.

"Then add your name to the house?"

Lu Yi didn't smile when he asked this question, but Nan Nan laughed: "Forget it, I won't make people happy."

Lu Yi didn't speak, but said after a while: "Do you have time tomorrow? Would you like to go and see with me?"

"No, there is a class tomorrow. You can buy it if you think you can. No matter how you are a professional, I can't see anything."

"That's fine too."

The ending song plays.From the middle, Nan Nan turned his attention to the mobile game. When the movie ended, he was still playing with his mobile phone.However, Lu Yi didn't get up either. He shifted his gaze from the TV to Nan Nan's face, stayed there for a moment, lowered his eyelids again, and put his hand under the blanket.

Nan Nan's foot was leaning against his leg, Lu Yi touched his instep, then slid up and pinched his ankle.Nan Nan was wearing loose sports cotton pajama pants, which made it easy for Lu Yi's hands to slip into the pants.Lu Yi's hand moved up slowly, and the trousers were lifted to his calf.But Nan still played the game without distraction as if he didn't feel anything.

His attitude made Lu Yi a little annoyed, and even more itchy, so he straightened up and pressed Nan Nan into the soft sofa, looking at him: "What game is so fun?"

Nan Nan put the phone aside, put his hands on Lu Yi's neck, and jokingly said, "If you change the game, can you play it?"

Lu Yi knew that Nan Nan said that he had just recovered from a serious illness, and his body hadn't fully recovered, so he couldn't do physical work.The brat was getting more and more irritating, Lu Yi took his hand off his neck and pressed it on the armrest of the sofa above his head.

"I can't play very much, but you can move yourself..."

Nan Nan was out of breath, supported Lu Lu on his chest, and complained: "You said you are so lazy, it would be nice to just be the one below."

Lu Yi threw him off: "Close your eyes and be serious."

Nan Nan was not interested at first, but as soon as he closed his eyes, he thought of Wen Jianming.Thinking of the first time Wen Jianming passed through Lu Yi to reach him, thinking of their chaotic and hot kiss, and thinking of Lu Yi's flushed face that afternoon, showing a beauty he had never seen before.

They slept together that night.Lu Yi quickly fell asleep due to physical exertion, but Nan couldn't.He lay on the bed and wandered for a while, then took his mobile phone to look through it, flipped through it for a while, and finally stopped on the name of "teacher".

Lu Yi had been discharged from the hospital for a few days, but Wen Jianming hadn't come over, and he didn't know if they had any contact in private.Nan Nan knew that there was a gap between them, but this time it was not because of him, and he didn't know how to make it up.

He sent Wen Jianming a message, telling him that Lu Yi planned to buy a house.Then he repeated to Wen Jianming the location, appearance and orientation of the house that Lu Yi had told him.I edited a long passage, only to find it was a red exclamation mark when I sent it, and Wen Jianming deleted it again.

Regarding this matter, Nan Nan already seemed numb. He didn't even bother to think about why he deleted him this time. He just skillfully put down his mobile phone and picked up Lu Yi's.

The latest version of the fruit machine that Lu Yigang bought, Nan Nan found Wen Jianming's name with familiarity, and sent him the message just now, but he didn't expect that there was also a red exclamation mark on Lu Yi's side.

For the first time, Wen Jianming deleted Lu Yi.

Nan Nan couldn't remember it.Could it be that Wen Jianming was serious when he said in the hospital that when Lu Yi recovered from his illness, he would leave?Are you really going to break with them completely this time?

His thoughts were disturbed, and he flicked aimlessly on Lu Yi's mobile phone.

Wen Jianming had tried to leave before, but as long as Lu Yi showed that he still wanted everyone to be together, he would come back without asking.Is it the same this time, just a small awkwardness?

Nan Nan somehow clicked on Lu Yi's photo album, and what suddenly appeared in front of him was his own face.It looks like I was tired from playing games on the sofa and took a rest with my eyes closed.He had never seen himself from this angle before, and it felt a little strange.

Nan Nan continued to scroll down, and he appeared quite frequently. There were frontal, sideways, and full-body photos, some of which he knew, but most of which he didn't know when Lu Yi took the photos.

There is nothing in the photo album of the newly bought mobile phone, except for his photos, a few working drawings, and some screenshots of work affairs.After a while, Nan turned to the bottom.The last one is a bird's-eye view. Nan is wearing a bag and skating out of the community on a skateboard. The sliding figure has become a mess. If it wasn't for him, no one would be able to recognize who it is...

Nan Nan stared at the photo for a while, then backed out, put Lu Yi's cell phone back to its original position, turned his back to him, and began to suffer from insomnia.