My name is Bai Xiaozi

Sometimes I really feel that time passes like a flywheel. Although the loan has been upgraded from 10,000+ to 10,000+, and there are still nearly 50 mortgages that have not been repaid, the money can basically be repaid every month. Although the rest of the salary That’s right, not so much, just like that, while slowly exercising, while taking online classes, without coach Amway courses, and without other special expenses, half a year slipped away quietly like this.

I really can’t remember what else I’ve done in the past six months besides exercising and taking online classes. Anyway, it’s all trivial things, harmless.

At this time, fate came quietly like this. A friend of a friend of a friend heard that I was still single, and said that they wanted to introduce me to a girlfriend, who was about two years older than me, who was working from Henan to Shanghai. , never married, and sent me a photo.

The photo is blurry, I can't see anything, and the girl's face is not very beautiful, it is still within my aesthetic range, so I decided to go and have a look.Anyway, it will take at least two and a half years to get a graduation certificate after upgrading from a junior college to a bachelor’s degree. This is still a maximum of five years if no one fails a course.In the past few years, it is impossible for me to have a kiss without seeing each other.Anyway, I also prepared for the worst, it's just another failure.

A friend has fixed a place for us, booked a good time, and let the two of us meet at the place at the agreed time.I will never forget that meeting, maybe it was a coincidence, maybe it was destined, that day I found the downstairs of the agreed place according to the address sent by my friend, I might be a little nervous, I stayed downstairs for a while, and finally On the elevator.

There was only me and another girl in the elevator this time, and I couldn't help muttering in my heart: Could it be such a coincidence, could it be this girl?Thinking of this in my heart, I couldn't help but look at the girl more.Maybe it's because the lights in the elevator are a bit dim, and the photo given by my friend is a bit blurry. Although I haven't confirmed it, I do think this girl looks a bit like the one in the photo.

I wanted to speak, but I didn't know what to say, until the elevator stopped again, I still didn't have time to speak.It wasn't until then that I discovered that our target floor was the same floor.In other words, there are two people in the elevator, and there is only one light on the stairs. I didn't notice such an obvious thing?

Thinking about getting out of the elevator slowly, the girl seemed to have gone out of sight.I took a deep breath, cheered myself up, and followed the note given by my friend to find the restaurant we had agreed upon.

The atmosphere in the restaurant is quite good. It seems to be specially designed for couples. From the lighting to the music, it is very emotional. Just walking in here has a very warm feeling.

When I came to the door of the reserved private room, I knocked lightly on the door, opened the door and saw that there was already a girl sitting inside, and it was really the one in the elevator.

"It's Miss Jiang, hello, I'm Mr. Bai Xiaozibai."

"Ah, it's you." Miss Jiang seemed to recognize me as the one in the elevator just now, and she was a little surprised.

"Yeah, what a coincidence, I felt it was you in the elevator just now, I wanted to ask but didn't know what to say, so I missed it."

"Haha, it's okay, I have plenty of time to chat today."

In this way, the two of us chatted. Of course, we asked about our respective family situations at the beginning. Through the chat, I felt that Ms. Jiang was a very straightforward person and quite frank. Usually, she seemed to have expected what I wanted to ask. Usually before I ask her out, she speaks out by herself first.

According to her, she comes from an incomplete family. Her parents in the original family have divorced. She lives with her mother, but for some reason, her mother is not very close to her.Later, after graduating, I left my hometown and went to work in Shanghai. In fact, I didn't want to make more money. I just felt that I couldn't breathe at home, so I wanted to come out early.Now I work as an ordinary clerk in a private company in Shanghai, and my salary is about the same as mine.She also had a relationship before, but maybe she was too insecure and always longed for someone to protect her. The previous boyfriend was like a child, and it seemed that she couldn't give her this feeling. Instead, she had to resist everything by herself. Feeling tired, so we broke up.Now she wants to find a man who can protect her. It would be great if she can enter the palace of marriage, but if there is no such fate, she doesn't want to settle down.

Hearing her being so frank, I also told her most of my situation, but maybe it was a matter of face, and I still concealed the recent 50 owed.As for the others, I basically said everything, such as fitness, college upgrade, work and salary, and so on.He also said that he has never been in a relationship, because he always feels that he does not make enough money.

Ms. Jiang seemed to resonate with these things. She felt that I missed her in the past. She said that she used to be very introverted, didn’t like to talk to people, and had low self-esteem. Later, after a friend enlightened her, she gradually came out. After a long time, she has already said goodbye to her past self, but when she talks to me, she always feels as if she is talking to her past self.

Maybe it was just the right feeling, which made the distance between the two of us a lot closer. We chatted a lot while eating at the dinner table, and finally left each other's contact information and agreed to hang out together on weekends.

This time can be said to be my most successful blind date, and I was able to ask girls out to play together for the second time. I also put my heart into that trip. I did a lot of homework in advance, where to go, and the route. go wait.That time we went to the Shanghai Ocean Aquarium, a relatively famous scenic spot in Shanghai. After shopping, we went to the undersea tunnel. There were four exhibition halls that were not very big, but they were very interesting. We took pictures for each other there. A lot of photos, after crossing the subsea tunnel to the other side of the Huangpu River, I went to a starry sky exhibition hall, which is also a holy place for taking pictures and checking in. Finally, I booked a Pujiang cruise to enjoy the night view of the Huangpu River on the cruise, not to mention how beautiful it is.

In the next three months, we often went out to play together. It can be said that many places in Shanghai have left our footprints. I also did something I had never done before: I personally went to Ms. Jiang’s unit to send flowers to her, and she also Bought me clothes for me.But maybe I was really too introverted and too shy. After doing so much and playing together for so long, I didn't even hold her hand.I don't know if this is my first love?