You are like the sun and the spring breeze

It was an afternoon when heavy rain was approaching. The water vapor condensed, and the clouds were connected into pieces, accumulating into dark clouds covering the sky and the earth.Suddenly, a gust of wind blew up, and the blue and white mountain bike broke through the wind. Zhang Kan's figure riding Juechen was lonely and gloomy.

It started with his mother's surprise visit.

At noon that day, I accompanied my former deskmate to the canteen downstairs to buy snacks. After I entered work, I heard everyone discussing Zhang Kan.

The CIA, who is at the same table as Class [-] ([-]), naturally would not miss this incident, so after collecting information for half a day, he shared with me: "Guess what happened."

"What's going on?" I tried my best to pretend not to care, but my mouth was very honest.

The deskmate was very proud at this time, and looked at me with a look of "Small, I knew you were curious". She was like a storyteller, telling the whole story: "By the way, Zhang Kan's parents told him when he was very young. Divorced, Zhang Kan and his sister were awarded to Dad, while Mom went to the United States, married a foreigner, reorganized the family, and had two children, which happened to be a boy and a girl."

Speaking of this, the boy at the table behind me couldn't listen anymore, he interrupted: "No, how did I hear that her mother didn't go abroad, she married a Shanxi coal boss."

"No, I went to Germany, but I didn't get married." When someone passed by, he said another version.

The tablemate didn’t believe these versions, she insisted: I’m called taking the greatest common divisor, do you understand, most people’s version is the one I said.Besides, it doesn't matter where you go, and it doesn't matter whether you get married or not. The important thing is that Zhang Kan's parents are divorced, which is the key. "

After reiterating her position, she told the story again in a cadence: "But a few days ago, Zhang Kan's mother suddenly returned to China. After enjoying a moment of warmth with Zhang Kan and his sister, she suddenly came to the school at noon today to talk to Lao Yan about Zhang Kan. I'm chatting in the office right now."

"What are they talking about?" I asked.

"Then I don't know." The deskmate returned to a normal tone, "It should be about studying, you know, parents, just show up suddenly to care about you, and then leave."

"Maybe I'm going to transfer to another school." The back desk said, "Think about it, this mother doesn't show up sooner or later, and suddenly shows up when she was promoted to junior high school. Go to Shanxi to study in junior high school."

Transfer school... Zhang Kan, will you transfer school?

"It's America." My deskmate corrected me.

"Shanxi!"

"U.S!"

"Germany!"

When everyone was shouting about the place names, Zhang Kan came back. As soon as he entered, every pair of eyes in the class stared at him, just like the scene when I entered the class at the beginning of school.

His complexion looked good, as usual.He didn't know what to say to Fang Yu, picked up his coat and went out.

Following his course of action, I saw Zhang Kan's mother waiting at the door of the class, a woman with classical beauty.After seeing her, I realized where Zhang Kan, who had lost his baby fat in high school, came from that unique sense of beauty. Of course, this is a story for later.

I saw her smiling and touching Zhang Kan's hair, but Zhang Kan was a little embarrassed.

"Mother Zhang Kan, so beautiful." The tablemate sighed, "It seems to have stepped out of a painting."

"It must be beautiful, otherwise Zhang Kan wouldn't be so handsome~" said a girl in the class who had a crush on Zhang Kan.

At noon that day, when Zhang Kan went out with his mother, he was happy, but when he came back, he became absent-minded. Some acquaintances in the class asked him how he and his mother went out for dinner, and Fang Yu scolded him back.

Although he usually doesn't talk much, Fang Yu still talked and laughed, but that day, he lay on the table all afternoon, ignoring anyone, even if the teacher called him, he didn't get up, but changed the direction lie down.The history teacher is a grumpy middle-aged man. He usually can't understand Fang Yu and Zhang Kan's look of confidence. Now Zhang Kan's ignorance makes him even more annoyed.With a very strong southern accent, he scolded: "Zhang Kan, you are going to heaven! The teacher told you to stand up, what are you doing!"

The whole class turned their heads and looked at the boy in the corner, but he was unmoved.

The history teacher was so angry that his face turned red. He picked up the pointer and rushed off the podium cursing.Seeing that he was about to reach Zhang Kan's seat, Fang Yu suddenly stood up and blocked the way. He put his hands in his pockets and said, "Teacher, Zhang Kan is uncomfortable, so don't make things difficult for him."

"I'm embarrassing him?!" The history teacher was so angry that his glasses couldn't stand anymore. "It's only natural for the teacher to ask the students to get up and answer the questions. Look at him, he's asleep, and he says he doesn't feel well, you stand up if he doesn't feel well." Show me. This kind of person is lawless, and if he doesn't manage it well, he will definitely harm society in the future."

"That's too much to say."

"That's right, no one said that about students."

Discussions in the class gradually started. Originally, the history teacher didn't like the students, but now it's even worse.The history teacher raised his eyes and shouted, "Quiet!"

After he finished yelling, he wanted to push Fang Yu away, although Fang Yu was not as tall as the history teacher at the time, but his aura was inexplicably strong, he was as immobile as a clock, and said, "Teacher, the students belong to the students, personal attacks are not acceptable. "

"I was wrong. This kid doesn't have a tutor, and he doesn't even understand the basics of respecting teachers!"

Without a tutor, it's tantamount to pointing at Zhang Kan's sore spot and scolding him.

Fang Yu's complexion was not good, and he was about to fight with the teacher. At this moment, there was a loud noise in the corner. Zhang Kan kicked down the chair and stood up. His eyes were cold, and he looked at the history teacher coldly. Frustrated, he walked straight out of the class.

That day, Zhang Kan and Fang Yu were punished to stand all afternoon and wrote a 500-word self-criticism to be read aloud at the class meeting on Friday.

After school, I pushed the car through the playground and saw him and Fang Yu playing basketball, and even smiled, feeling relieved for some reason.

On the way home, I felt limp. I wondered if the gloomy weather had dragged my feet down. I rode very slowly, and was even overtaken by an old woman.

I looked at the sky, it was an afternoon when heavy rain was approaching, the water vapor condensed, the clouds were connected into pieces, and accumulated into dark clouds covering the sky and the earth.Suddenly, a gust of wind blew up, and the blue and white mountain bike broke through the wind. Zhang Kan's figure riding Juechen was lonely and gloomy.Different from the intermittent troubles of the young man for schoolwork, relationship, and adolescence, Zhang Kan's back tells the melancholy of maturity, which is something that the 12-year-old me can't understand but finds it extremely charming.

But, even if you are charming, "I still hope you are happy." I said to the back of me going away.

The next day, the truth of my weakness was discovered—a high fever.My grandmother took me to the clinic in the town, which was said to be prescribed by her nephew. The doctor gave me oral medicine for a week, and said that I would have to hang water for three days. It is a special feature of Liuzhen to hang water when I am sick. The doctors here are almost If it can make you hang water, you won't be allowed to take medicine.

"So can I go to school today?" I asked.

The doctor smiled helplessly: "I still want to go to school, what a good boy, you should take a good rest first, and you can go when the fever subsides."

The duration of the high fever is exactly the same as the duration of hanging water, three days.I went back to school at noon on the third day, and my grandma advised me to rest more, so it would take half a day, but all I could think about was that my parents would be very disappointed if I didn’t pass the exam.So, as soon as the fever subsided, I immediately packed my schoolbag and returned to class.

At this time, it was the lunch break time, and the lunch break in Liuzhen School was different from other places.Because the students are all children from the town, even if the school has a small cafeteria, most of the students go home to eat at noon, or go to the store to eat together.Therefore, the lunch break is more like a time for students to relax, and the number of people in the school at this point is only a little more than after school.

When I arrived in the class at noon, there were only a few girls chatting on the seats. They saw me, asked about the situation, and continued to chat.

I took out my textbook and was about to make up the notes I had left in the past few days, only to hear that the back door was suddenly opened, and a group of people came in one after another. It was Fang Yu and Zhang Kan, and several people I didn't know. It seemed that they were other people. class's.

Two of them held a bag of goldfish in their hands, about two or three goldfish in each bag.At that time, I thought that when I was away, there was a craze for raising goldfish in the school.I turned around and didn't care.

At this time, the sound of water pouring down suddenly came from the back of the classroom, followed by a burst of cheers. I turned my head, and the scene in front of me was unbelievable. They stepped heavily on the goldfish, cheering every time they stepped on it. It was disgusting, and the eyes of the goldfish were trampled, and they were even more proud.And Zhang Kan participated in the whole process. He was not the one who stepped on the hardest, but he was a member of the violent gang.

"It's disgusting!" Several girls who were in the class looked at the ground in disgust. They finally went downstairs together to avoid the dead goldfish.

As soon as the girls left, they punctured the second bag and continued to trample on it.

stop, stop!I roared in my heart, but I never dared to step forward to stop it, it was just as cruel as them.

At this time, someone tapped the back door twice and said, "Come on, you guys, there is a shortage of players downstairs to play."

As soon as the voice fell, a group of people swarmed out.After I heard them going downstairs, I got up and came to the back of the classroom. There was a goldfish still struggling. I looked around for a container to save it, but within a few seconds it was as quiet as the dead goldfish beside me. lying on the ground.

At noon that day, I wrapped five mutilated goldfish carcasses in paper towels and went to a small flower bed next to the carport.

There are all kinds of wild flowers growing here. I can’t name them, but I think they are beautiful. At that time, there was no mobile phone, so I recorded them with my eyes every day.

I dug a deep hole in the blank space of the flower path, because I didn't want them to be dug out again. After I buried them, I closed my eyes, put my hands together and silently recited a Buddhist scripture.My family believes in Buddhism. Although I don't believe in it, I have learned a little bit through my ears and eyes.When my grandfather passed away, my mother read this sentence. She told me that it was in the hope that my grandfather could go to the Land of Ultimate Bliss.

Thinking of this, my eyes became wet, and my words choked up: "I hope you all have a good rest and go to the Paradise of Paradise."

Before going to bed that night, I told my grandma about this, but she defended them and said: "Boys are late to understand, so it is expected to do so."

"It's not ignorance, it's cruelty." I said righteously.

Grandma saw that I was anxious, so she patted me on the back and said, "Shufan, people are cruel because of ignorance. Most of the children in Liuzhen are raised by their grandparents. Parents don't come back once a year. They just keep sending money home. Although Liu Town is a small place, it is on the coast and the economic conditions are better. These children have not suffered much. They were fine when they were young, but when they grew up, their grandparents couldn't control them at all, and they became wild children who had fun everywhere. Such wild children are Raised by the environment, they are precocious in bad things and late in good things. I am not saying that your classmate's behavior is good, but explaining to you why they behave. I ask you, do you think these two people are A heinous villain?"

I thought about it for a while and said, "That's not the case. Although Fang Yu talks a lot, he is still very enthusiastic. He usually takes the initiative to help when there is something in the class. Zhang Kan is... very good. He helped me on the first day of school. repaired the car."

Grandma smiled and said: "It sounds like the two classmates are not bad in nature."

"Yes..."

"Shufan, everyone has a dark side in their hearts. We must have the ability to identify bad people, but we must not be too harsh on people."

I nodded and asked, "Is there a dark side in Grandma's heart?"

"Of course." Grandma laughed, "I'm not a god, but an ordinary person."

I hugged my grandma and said affectionately: "Grandma is a god, the best and kindest god in the world."

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After that, a few days later, I finished school later than usual because I was on duty. When I got to the first floor, I suddenly remembered that I forgot to bring something, so I asked the students who were on duty to leave first.I turned back to work and took the pencil case before I walked to the carport.

When passing through the playground, the halo of the sunset glowed all over the playground, golden.I took a deep breath, trying to have such a beautiful sunset for a short time.

When I came to the carport, I found that Zhang Kan was squatting in front of the flower path. I quickly hid behind the wall. Although Grandma Wanjun explained the reason why he stepped on the goldfish, the Kaner in my heart still did not pass.

What is he doing?

I poked my head out, and saw him take out a sealed bag from his bag and put it beside the flower path. There were some small brown particles in it, and then he began to dig up the soil, which is where I buried the goldfish last time!

Fortunately, it didn't dig very deep.Afterwards, he poured the brown granules from the sealed bag into his palm, sprinkled them on the soil, reburied them, and poured some water.

He is... planting flowers.

Then, he patted the soil where the flowers were planted twice, as if encouraging the seeds, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I hope these flowers can grow up well for you."

After speaking, he got up, patted the dirt on his body, and rode away.

A fact hit me like thunder. When I was burying goldfish that day, he saw it!

His name is Zhang Kan. He has killed goldfish and planted flowers.