Mr. Lim Wants Love [Transmigration Book]

Lin Su stood in front of a door. He knew deeply that it was a dream. He kicked the door with his toe, but it didn't open.

Last moment, he was hugging Qin Yishuang and squeezed into a hospital bed that was bigger than a normal single bed, but he closed his eyes and stood here.

Lin Su was very irritable, he always had these weird dreams, but he knew it was time for him to open the door, and he could probably guess who was inside the door.

—the woman who sent him into this world.

Lin Su turned the handle of the door, and a dazzling white light came into his eyes. Lin Su squinted his eyes and waited for the white light to dissipate. In front of his eyes was a scene of singing birds and flowers. , and a few more curiously circled him, like a fairyland.

A beautiful woman was wearing a pure white knit dress and sitting on a vine swing under the tree. Her eyes were similar to Lin Su's. She lowered her head and braided her long black hair. There was a soft white rabbit in her arms.Hearing the sound of the door opening, she lightly raised her beautiful eyes, said softly with relief and apology, "You're here."

The rabbit Lin Su looked familiar, but when he saw him, he jumped off the woman's lap in fright, and hid in the grass.

Lin Su ignored the woman, looked left and right, then lowered her head and unbuttoned her pants.

The woman was taken aback: "What are you doing?"

"Take off your pants, aren't you watching?" Lin Su explained while talking.

The woman was puzzled: "I know you take off your pants, but what do you mean?"

"Children urinate to ward off evil spirits."

Woman: "..." What kind of smart thing did she give birth to?

"You little bastard, put it on for me!" The woman couldn't bear to cover her eyes, bit her red lips and shouted angrily, "You're the only one who pissed?! Don't think I don't know, I've done it with your little boyfriend a thousand times. Already!"

Lin Su had no choice but to "tsk", and pulled up his pants in disappointment.

"Zhong Qingyu." Lin Su looked at the woman in front of him.

"Well, you can ask, and I'll answer if you ask." Zhong Qingyu looked like a girl, and she didn't look like Lin Su's mother at all, but she and Lin Su looked like brother and sister.She carelessly played with her hair, and responded to Lin Su with a small voice.

Her expression was also very peaceful, not as horrible as Lin Su's memory, as if her soul stayed in the most beautiful moment after death.

No one thought that such a pair of mother and son with a deformed relationship would have the only heart-to-heart talk in a dream.

"How long have you been with me?" Lin Su asked aloud, "You sent me here?"

"Ah, it's been a long time. I've been following you. I don't remember. Why do people lose their memory after death..." Zhong Qingyu tapped his head with his index finger in distress, and shook his legs off the ground on the swing. Puckering her red lips pretending to think: "I sent you here, I think you like that child quite a lot. Hmm... I really didn't expect you to let go so soon."

"I wanted to let go a long time ago, the moment I stepped into this world." Lin Su stared at Zhong Qingyu.At that time, he thought that he could hide in someone else's body and survive. He should have let go of it long ago. He has lived in this world for so long, and the people he hates are all dead. There is nothing he can't overcome.

A trace of envy flashed in Zhong Qingyu's downcast eyes. I don't know if it was envy that he fell in love with someone who loved him, or that he let go of the darkness of the past.

But she was relieved that her son was out of her quagmire.

"He kept crying, trembling and looking pitiful and cute." Lin Su's condition didn't improve, he just figured it out, headaches, auditory hallucinations and other tortures were still going on, but he had gathered enough strength to face up to his own defects and get on with it. Life will no longer be in a cocoon, he said half complaining: "He is so stupid, he looks like a vicious male supporting role? He threw it over with a knife, stretched his neck and asked me to kill him, and made me almost I killed him by accident at one point, and finally I found out..."

"I still can't bear him to die, so I figured it out."

I like his lively appearance, and I like the appearance of throwing a little temper with myself, being arrogant and embarrassing, and smiling at him.

There are many, many different expressions, agile, not frightened and stiff.

He loves him, he knows what he fears, and he chooses to give it to him.

So Lin Su is also willing to listen to the young man's words and get out of the darkest time. Maybe it is true that everyone has a bright future as many articles say.

No matter how many hardships they encounter, people still have expectations for the future.

"Fuck, it's a bit hypocritical, but I'm very grateful to him for saving me and pulling me out of the quagmire little by little." Lin Su turned to look at the scenery so that Zhong Qingyu could not see his expression.

Let him deeply know that he is also worthy of being loved, and there will be people who care about him...

A breeze blew, the leaves rustled, and a lavender petal fell on his shoulder like a ray of light refracted into a dark abyss.Lin Su's words were bitter, but there was a happy smile on his face.

"You killed Lin Fengsheng, right?" Lin Su asked without thinking.

"Ahahahaha... I killed him, what right does he have to live in this world! That beast! That trash!" Hearing the words "Lin Fengsheng", Zhong Qingyu's gentle and beautiful face instantly became distorted , She rushed to Lin Su like a ferocious female ghost, stood on tiptoe and clasped Lin Su's shoulders with both hands, opened her eyes and trembled in a terrifying voice, "I, Zhong Qingyu, am worthy of everyone, the only one who is sorry in this life only you--!"

That damned man, for the sake of cash flow, tricked her parents to treat her tenderly, and she, who was innocent and stupid as a lady, believed the man's lies and fell in love with that hypocritical man.Later, she went crazy because of jealousy, became unlike herself, and did many stupid wrong things, even her parents didn't recognize her anymore.

She couldn't let it go, her background made her unwilling to lower her proud head, if she let it go, she promised her son to leave together.

She had already sunk to the bottom of the sea, and as she kept sinking, she was still thinking that she still loved Lin Fengsheng very much, since she couldn't get it, so would the destruction—deep love and deep hatred.

"Calm down, he's dead, maybe he's different from you, he's gone out of his wits." Zhong Qingyu was furious, and her dream was shaken by it, Lin Su broke off her tightly clasped fingers one by one, and said coldly: "Let go, Shorty, buckle up your shoulders and step up your feet."

"Oh...he's dead." Zhong Qingyu calmed down, her heels touched the ground a little bit, and she muttered to herself absently, and the dream returned to calm.

Lin Fengsheng was indeed dead, she left on the day of the car accident, only she stayed with her obsession.

She looked at her son who was much taller than her with complicated eyes, and it was difficult to describe her current feelings with emotion.That cowardly child who curled up into a ball became taller and more handsome in a place she couldn't see.

He looks like Lin Fengsheng, only one pair of eyes is inherited from him.Because of this, she became more and more disgusted with Lin Su, hitting and scolding, and burst into tears when she remembered it when she was sober.

She was getting more and more confused, and knew what this child wanted from her, but she couldn't give it.

When the nanny took the child to school, she stood by the window.The young child looked at the intimate mother and child on the opposite side of the house, pointed at the young mother, and asked the nanny in a childish voice: "Will my mother still be the same as before? Like that mother."

Zhong Qingyu cried bitterly while holding her face.

After her husband's death, her spirit of the dead woke up quite a bit, and her grievances dissipated, leaving only belated maternal love, strong guilt, and unspeakable obsessions.She knew that money compensation was meaningless to Lin Su, so she followed Lin Su.

She hoped that Lin Su could live a happy life.

But what happened to Lin Su, she couldn't help at all, she was just a ghost.

until later—

Zhong Qingyu's figure gradually faded away.

"You know what I've been waiting for." Lin Su also saw her fade away.

Zhong Qingyu smiled brightly, hugged Lin Su, tiptoed and kissed his cheek: "I'm sorry."

"I won't forgive you. I'm very grateful that you sent me here, but I hate you. No one hates you more than me, Zhong Qingyu." Lin Su raised her head and sniffed, trying her best to hide the pain in her nasal cavity. Crying voice, "It's all because of you, it's all your fault, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have become like this, and I wouldn't even suffer from mental problems. How can you get my forgiveness?!..."

"I know." Zhong Qingyu looked down at her faded feet, she wanted to smile, but couldn't.

"If you can, can you call me mom?" The two were silent for a long time, and Zhong Qingyu said softly.

Lin Su didn't speak, but his attitude could be seen.

"Then do you want to pillow on my lap, like when I was a child?" Zhong Qingyu suggested again.

Lin Su moved this time.

Zhong Qingyu smiled and sighed a little, and sat down.

Lin Su walked over, lay down awkwardly, and pillowed on Zhong Qingyu's lap.

"You said you've been following me, it's not me who did that..." Lin Su asked tentatively.

"Okay, I've been very weak since I came here. Where did I get the strength to look at you two? This time I managed to gather up the strength to meet you." Zhong Qingyu slapped the book on his head with beautiful eyes, Save him from thinking about it.

"Then the white shadow in the circus dream who wanted to pull me out is you?" Lin Su picked up a small leaf and played with it.

"It's me." Zhong Qingyu made no secrets.

"...Is this a dream, or does it really exist?" Lin Su looked at Xiao Ye, his thoughts wandered far away.

"If you think it's a dream, it's just a dream. If you think it's real, it's real." Zhong Qingyu's voice was ethereal.

"That's great, I want a garden too." Lin Su sighed for a long time.

"..."

"Are you leaving?" Lin Su asked lazily.

"Let me sing for you." Zhong Qingyu closed the book and said suddenly.

Lin Su closed her eyes and acquiesced.

A melodious and gentle singing voice leaked from Zhong Qingyu's lips, she sang the ballad that Lin Su coaxed Qin Yishuang to sleep.The breeze blew gently again, messing up the mother and child's hair, and also blowing waves in the soft heart, butterflies fluttered and landed on Zhong Qingyu's hair.

Zhong Qingyu's body turned into fine sand emitting white light, and was blown away by the breeze from the wrist stroking Lin Su's side face.

"Mom." Lin Su opened his eyes, his heart knot was untied, he watched the fine sand flying with the wind in relief, "Samsara is smooth."

Zhong Qingyu was taken aback for a moment, then smiled.

She shook her head, but didn't tell him that sending him in had exhausted all her strength, and she was able to survive until now to see Lin Su for the last time by virtue of her strong perseverance.

Born in the earth, dissipated with the earth.

The world is good, but she doesn't want to come.

……

Zhong Qingyu dissipated, the dream was broken, Lin Su stood in a void, opened his eyes again to see Qin Yishuang's magnified face.

"woke up?"

Lin Su: "..."

Although he liked Qin Yishuang very much, it was still very scary.

"What's that?" Lin Su pointed to the vase with flowers in different ways on the bedside.

"Oh, when I was about to go shopping, I heard you talking in your sleep, you want a garden," Qin Yishuang didn't want to look at him after hearing this, and covered the vase with a blushing face, "I don't have the money to buy you a garden yet , just thinking about whether I can put in a few different flowers and give it to you first."

But he didn't expect that he was so ugly!

"What are you covering for? It's very pretty, it's much better than a garden." Lin Su's heart warmed, and he reached for the flowers and put them in his hands to look at them.

You are my garden.He said silently in his heart.

"What dream did you have?" Qin Yishuang grabbed the flowers and put them on the table.Since last night, seeing that Lin Su's condition had returned to normal, he became stiff again.

"I dreamed about my mother." Lin Su said calmly.He felt hungry, so he opened the insulated box on the table to see what Qin Yishuang brought him in the morning.

"Your mother?" Qin Yishuang remembered that Lin Su hated his mother very much, and Lin Su usually didn't get up so early, "How about you?"

"It's okay, it's fine." Lin Su got out of bed, washed his face and brushed his teeth. Now he has no hallucinations, and he won't be suddenly extreme. After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he will come back to drink porridge slowly.

Qin Yishuang didn't believe him at all: "You lied again! You just told me last night that you would never lie to me again!"

"No, it's true. I said I would never lie to you again, so I won't lie to you again." Lin Su said with sincere eyes, and he was really relieved.

"Say it or not!" Qin Yishuang was a little annoyed, grabbed his collar, pressed on him, nose to nose with his, "If you don't tell me, I'll get angry."

"I'm really..." Lin Su suddenly realized that Qin Yishuang was concerned and confused, probably because he was used to telling Qin Yishuang that he was fine when he was in a state of trouble, so Qin Yishuang immediately wanted to say goodbye when he was normal. up.

"I seem to be feeling a little uncomfortable..." Lin Su rolled his eyes and deliberately lowered his eyelids, pretending to be uncomfortable.Although he said that he would not lie to Qin Yishuang again, if Qin Yishuang didn't believe it, then don't blame him, and it would be good to take the opportunity to seek some small benefits for himself.

"Then I'll be a doctor, so you'll feel better if I tell you what to do." Qin Yishuang's complexion improved more than a little, and he could find Lin Su's flaws when he was careful, "Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable, that's great. "

"You don't need to call a doctor." Lin Su lowered his head and said something next to Qin Yishuang.

Qin Yishuang's face turned red, and the lively tomatoes turned into sperm. His mind was in chaos, and he said shamefully, "How can you ask me to do this? I don't want to! Go to hell! I don't care about you anymore!"

"Forget it if you don't want to, it's fine." Lin Su pretended to be very sad, he didn't even finish his porridge, and turned over to fall asleep.He found out when he was collecting "information". Since he is not a person with integrity, he wanted to try it a long time ago.

Qin Yishuang was about to die of anger at Lin Su's "it's okay", he gritted his teeth: "I didn't say I didn't want to, just wait."

Qin Yishuang first went to the bathroom for an ideological struggle, and then stood in front of the bed and warned Lin Su: "You are not allowed to look at it, if you look at it, I will bite it off!"

Lin Su was covered in cold sweat and nodded desperately.

When Lin Su agreed, Qin Yishuang got into the lower half of his quilt, made a movement, hesitantly listened to the beating heartbeat, blushed and licked the piping mouth, held the piping bag, and wanted to put the sweet cream Squeeze out.

Lin Su let out a muffled snort, her low and sexy panting seemed to praise Qin Yishuang's actions.He couldn't help pressing Qin Yishuang's head in praise, rubbing his jet-black and soft hair, and asked him to go a step further in mounting the flowers.

Qin Yishuang is obviously not a skilled pastry chef. His teeth occasionally bump into cylindrical cookies. This jerky feeling makes Lin Su, who is a senior pastry chef, feel a headache and is even more irritating. He slowly teaches Qin Yishuang How to make frosting for dessert.

Apart from the sound of panting, the room seemed to have a faint fragrance of butter.

At the moment when the pastry was about to be finished, the door was suddenly opened by Qin Yihan. As soon as he entered, he asked loudly: "Did you see my brother? Why can't I get through on the phone?!"

Lin Su was so frightened that his body tensed up, and a white light flashed through his mind.

Almost soulless Lin Su: "..."

Clutching the broken piping bag under the quilt, Qin Yishuang, whose face was covered in cream, said, "..."

The author has something to say: how happy the person is, how miserable the next chapter is, walking forever, the scene of domestic violence.

希望章没事感谢在2021-07-1823:28:52~2021-07-2100:02:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Guanyinban is startling, and there is one opposite point;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: there is wine, Lemon Yuweiliang & 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!